Foundation made of piss and vinegar . . . . . .
Sunday, April 29, 2001
  hir-rare-iss-mint 
  here lies freaky franky, he died without his blankey NYOOOO! actually here lies mei mei old and decrepit...well i drew it along LONG time ago in an OLD animated gif program that didn't make gifs it made .avi(S) whats with that...yes this is the speed it's suposed to be veiwed at...... 
  gughgugh i don't FEEEEEEEEEEELLL GOOD 
Saturday, April 28, 2001
 
 
  ~eeeeeeee im cold!! and hungry.......
I'm kinda upset since my life sucks. I don't even have a desk i can draw at......and im hungry, really hungry, all i ate today was one of those carnation breakfasts in a can at 8:00am ..... and some ice cream (wow, healthy) uhm fork . . .... . . . .. >^-_-^<
::shivers:: my stupid parents are fighting.again.
sigh, im going to go see if there is anything i can eat now ;__;
 
Friday, April 27, 2001
  ^__^ ::looks at her calender:: 27 days left 'til anime north.....this makes me happy, i know that i will have at least 250 bux to blow.....^_________^;; im gonna be an uglier fatter Lei Lei...and if my sister comes shes gonna be Lei Lei's sister Lyn-Lyn!
^-_-^ Im going to get the pink dress and the material for the long sleeves, and im gonna TRY to make the claws out of sheet metal (and if that does not work i can use card board and glue tinfoil to it -___-;;;)

okie dokie! today was a good day, i got out of my afternoon classes and got mike (my assius english teacher whom i hate) angry all in the same day ^_^ im not really feeling good latley, its like i have alergies or something....... but i don't maybe im just sick.again.
im thinking< (GASP!) about actually scanning some of my better looking art....but im a lazy ass and i don't feel good.... and i don't think that most people wanna see these .....odd..... drawings... ALSO i have noticed i have been doodling little kamishibai kyara in my stupid ugly agenda.... i FIND it amusing to a great extent (since they all look so mongled...yes mongled). LOL! that reminds me, today we were walking threw this place we'd like to call 'the imitation brampton projects' LOL! some guy was looking off his balconey and he gave my friend chantal the middle finger, then i screamed 'WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM YOU AIRHORN!!!' then the student teacher lady that was taking us to the bowling alley says 'SSssssh! do you want to get shot?' AHHAHAHAHH!H!H! ooooh it was funny at the time..
Maybe i'll scan something later on right now im going to go lay down and watch some slayers (^_^ my sweet sweet boxset which i got from anime north)

 
Thursday, April 26, 2001
  i just got back from the dentist......i have 'good' teeth...i don't brush them....and i don't have any cavities....or gum desease, im happy with that.....im also happy that its raining out.....other then that....i am grey..........

....not always fair...
 
  NOTE ON THE KOSHI PICTURE : Her hair _IS_ brown, I changed it back to its original colour so the picture on the character page of mine is not correct. 
  D's damned doodles

Koshi : A little sun faerie, she's kinda airbrush-like or something.... -__-;; its an okay picture for being completly done on the computer

SPAN-FREAKIN-DEX : A picture....of a girl....in blue spandex... with the lyrics to "spiders" by SYSTEm OF A DOWn

THE END

okey okey dokie okie dokie heie kajdie!

 
  ehhh...... i missed school again today...i ate some mcdonalds....watched matlock......played with my dog.....and sat infront of the computer screen. 
Wednesday, April 25, 2001
  lol, i got pissed off in the last post, i meant to say, I am sick of these shitty-assed headphones, i have to tilt my head to the side so i don't get any distortion, and HELL it won't go loud at all, my fingers hurt, my neck hurts my ears hurt from these damn things the mash your ears down and stuff, my ass hurts cuz there is something on my chair and im too lazy to move it, my scanner isn't plugged in and LIKE HELL am i gonna plug it in, i'll probably go nuts from hitting my head on the stupid desk and wreck the wires, anyways if fucking fucked up spree would get off its ass and load i would have some pics to show yous

D'S DAMN FUCKING ASSED DOODLES!!
Some Dragon-Person, I drew a really nice picture of her, but i haven't scanned it yet (!! I AM ACTUALLY PROUD OF IT not this one right here tho)

Do you ever question your life? not a CG-like art, Mei Mei....and some stuff.... words from that song 'CASTLES IN THE SKY' by Avalon
THE END
 
  awww i am getiing SICK OF THIS!! these shitty headphones don_Ghtea;lky te
  well, shit, i MUST goto school (not like i WANT to) im going to be fucking assed late, well seee ya after schooooooooooooooooooooooooooool, cuz i'll be home, and i'll scan some stuff the end 
Tuesday, April 24, 2001
  meg-chan I SO TOTALLY KNOW HOW YOU FEELL!! kinda, they like said i couldn't eat after 9 pm at night and then i was starving and i went there at like 7 am and i was starving, and they took 8-10 vile-thingys from me all at once, and i hate needles like I mean i HATE needles, they wanted me to come back in a few days for more, but i never went.....

D's Damn Doodles
Rikki-sama i made you better fanart since i really HATED the one i gave you a little while back here

uhh to whoever likes my imitation quova-hime CG art theres a new one here

and one last thingy thing thing some random person

THE END
 
  Chris-kun : Danke Danke!! i'm happy you like them pic's i use corel photopaint 8 to make them...its not really hard (cuz, comeon, _I_ can make them) ^___^ i made some fanart for Rebecca-chan : hee hee, its ugly by anways here she is  
  HELLO? GOD DAMN YOU CALL HEAR AGAIN LIKE THAT IM GONNA STRING YOU TO THE ASS OF MY COW, THEN IM GONNA HOOF THAT COW IN THE UDDERS SO IT'LL BOOT YOU ALL AROUND THE YARD AND DRAG YOUR ASS THREW THE MUK DAMN YOU BOTHERIN' ME OH LEAVE A MESSAGE YOU SILLY-ASSED BASTARDS!

(lol, a random random-ness from the jerky boys) 
  -_-;; i didn;t goto school today, im not feeling good, last night i went to mandarin....... YUMMY ^__________^ i ate like a man. heheh
;_; my speakers arre fucked up, they don't play sound anymore, so now when i wnna heear somethang i have to hold it up to my ear and listen REALLY HARD.  
Sunday, April 22, 2001
  UGHU~!HU!HU!HU im so DAMNED itchy im illergic to like EVERY kind of fucking shampoo, except baby shampoo, GOD DAMMIT i look like a red tamali (LOL) so far i have TWO voice actor/ess's for ANW part deux, come on PPL I NEEEEED you..yeah
the end, i wanna go see if my sister is done with the sony so i can play ::immitates the guy that says the title:: RESIDENT EVIL!!  
  EGG! 
  EhhhhheHEhhhehhhh i drew some pictureueeusysrsrsrsesessrsss

D's damned Doodles!
A BIG Neokushi : yes BIG completely done on the computer
A not as big Neokushi [second variation] : All done on the computer as well, its a JPG and it looks like litso
who said anything ? : a CG art (like Quova-sama's oh so goodfull CG art ...but not NEAR as good)
it's not so bad : another quova-sama like CG art
its gonna be okay, you are okay, please be okay : A CG of the scene in my dream when that guy holds the woman's corpse in his arms, so it was better in my dream and the guy's hair was black, as was the woman's.

THE END

that's all for now 
  ehhhh, i just got home from meh gramma's about half an hour ago, yeah, it was fun mostly cuz they have ten or eleven kitties!! (i like kitties) they also got a sattlelight tv, so i had fun. My cousins weren't really there, except my 19 year old one. LOL! he was driving this big old tractor around when me and his girlfriend (Amanda) were looking at the kittens (there are three male cats and the rest of the cats are females.....all the females are pregnant!) nyuk he was pulling a car out of the feild........i went to bed at nine, and i woke up at eleven cuz my mom came back from the casino (she won some dough!) in was up till 2 am watching this major-assed storm, then i went to sleep and my mom woke me at 5 am.... so we got up and left. the end.... well im gonna draw something now, the end.

p.s. my birds are making alot of noise the end shuttup the end
 
Saturday, April 21, 2001
  ::yawnz:: i dunno if i should go, i could still get s'more shut eye........... 
  HAHHAHAH!! I used the escaflone character personality test at selectsmart.com

# 1 Dilandau
# 2 Merle
# 3 Van
# 4 Mole man
# 5 Folken
# 6 Millerna
# 7 Hitomi
# 8 Allen


HAHAHhAHAH!! Im SO like Dilandau!! NBYUKNUUEKJJJJ!! 
  ::rubs her eyes:: im going to my [nice] gramma's now. I had a really odd dream, kay it started out in my garage i was on an old mac computer (funny as i have never had one) and the fan in it made ALOT of noise, so i was looking for pictures of someone, and then my sister messaged me on msn, and i somehow was now at my gramma's (the one im going to visit) and my sister was laying on the couch, and i was sitting on the chair watching tv, i was watching a movie it was called like soul something or something, and then i was like IN the movie, but i was still watching it, what was happening was chantal, quova-hime and i were in my schhools bathroom talking about random stuff, and quova asked her mom a question and her mom answered cuz for some reason she was in one of the stalls, anyways, there was this woman sitting on a toilet like it was a chair, and she was chanting or singing something, and then Cheech came in and he was all bloody lookin' and he started to talk to my male partner (which was just me again, and i was like seeing it thru all the eyes) and the male me had a golf club..... a sand wedge (yes, it WAS) that woman started to laugh at me, both me's. So then all these really gross maggot invested zombies come out of the end stall, and man were they GROSS, they looked like corpses, like not cartoon-like, i mean like real corpses that could walk and they were all sick and dripping blood, and then the male me started to smash the woman's head in and she became dead, and i(he) was killing the zombies (and he killed the zombie cheech) and they were all dead but cheech's torso was still moving and he started saying something (like what that woman was saying) so the male me just beat him in the back, as the female me watched just standing there watching as all this carnage is like going around, and then there was the me who was watching the movie, i was just like watching it. So after the male me was done killing the zombie cheech, he walked into me, and became a part of me, so now im just standing there looking at all these corpses, then this really good looking guy was sitting on the floor with the woman's corpse in his arms, and then he started singing to me (he was singing spiders by system of a down) , and then he stood up and walked toward me singing, still singing, and he got closer to me as i stumbled threw the corpses trying to get to the door, but i fell, so then the me that was watching the movie got up and pushed the button and stopped it. then i woke up, and the song spiders was playing, and i was just like eeeee so i went back to sleep, and i dreamt that part about that guy singing to me again, but now someone was punching me, so i woke up and my stupid brother was banging on the roof for me to turn down my music, then i acted like i was sleeping cuz i seen the hall like go on thru the cracks of my door, then i sneezed, and my mom came in to look for her black pants, and i was like 'uhh' and then she told me that she was going to the store and then she was going to her maw's so i told her my dream and she's just like yeah, i hate when dreams keeep changing and getting worse. then i asked her if i could go to her moms with her, and she okay get ready im leaving soon. then i got dressed and went on the computer!!
the end

oh yeah, im gonna draw what that guy looked like....he was cool. 
  .......::yawns and stomps on the floor:: my stupid brother woke me up, he's playing with the dog or something, and now i don't feel good, eehh, im going home.......wait nevermind 
Friday, April 20, 2001
  ::takes off her three lucky bracelets::.........::cries:: MY D ONE BROKE TODAY !!! (it had a little letter d on it) oh well, next time i'll double string it........ hehehe! im gonna lay down, im not feeling good....... i wanna draw fanarts and colour them by hand, BUT i don't have any pencil crayons/ markers that actually colour properly.........i have paint tho....but im not gonna paint while i lay there watching tv............ehh i'll colour them with this pencil.,..... which i stold from my art class. 
  i did s'more messed up kinda CG art!!

D's DAMNED ugly doodles :
Are you? no comment
Wide Eyes one messed up picture
burn a man.... yes a man i dunno some man..thing with weird messy hair....

THE END
i could make more, but im lazy 
  ::reads rikki-sama's blog:: !! fanart for me??!?!?! ::is overwhelmed with happyness:: mmm i have an iced cappuccino ::slurps:: 
  soooo, today only three people showed up for class, then chantal came in at lunch, and we have this thing called 'girl talk' at lunch everyother friday, and we ALWAYsS have pizza, and since there was only four of us plus.....teacher-thingy we got to eat two pizza our selves, and i like yammed, yahayh, it was a very boring day. BUT i wrote a song about Voldo, actually it was made up on the spot when we had to go for a walk in gym, it was funny to scare the old people who come out in the day time with my god awful voice, HEHEH! T_T
(has anyone played soul calibur for dreamcast? if so then you'll see my super loving disgusting looking 45 year old voldo) 
  !2111!1!!!! "HELLO RECRUITS WHAT DID YOU HAVE FOR BREAKFAST? CRACK?" HAHAH ......what its not like i watch boot camp alot....actually ive only seen it once, but shuttup the end shuttup 
Thursday, April 19, 2001
  eeeaak, i gotta go soon, like really soon, i have such a headache again, and i need to have a shower but since i didn't a change to i look even worse than normal, and you know what's REAALLLLLLYY gay, i have AAAARRRRRTTTTTTTTTTT today, kay usually i like art, but we have ONE final project we have to do....its on the group of seven, kay, I really hate the group of seven, some of there portraits of people are really good, but their landscapes URHG! we HAVE to 'replicate' one of their LANDSCAPE paintings which are either REALLY sloppy or REALLY mathimatical! ehh,
i'll blog more later.
 
Wednesday, April 18, 2001
  EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! i got my report card yesterday in the mail.... ::cries:: for some reason i don't think i am gonna pass ::wails:: 
  URG! that old guy; jack is hammering something!! its like 7:30, if i didn't sleep all day yesterday and all last night, i would be PISSED off (on normal days, i get up at 8 and leave for school at 8:30) i wanna go kick him in the groin. 
  the stupid sun is messing up the veiwing of my moniter.......why won't someone just blow it up? 
  ehh! i didn't goto school yesterday, but i am going today (i think). im really messed up, my mom wanted me to goto the doctor but i went to sleep and didn't HAVE TO (YES!) eat cheese...... the end 
Tuesday, April 17, 2001
  as my fortune cookie says "When in a doubt; a do-nothing attitude continues to be the best course action ... far east fortune cookie co. ltd. (416) 977-2481"......i wonder if my fortune cookie is right......... maybe i should just do nothing today.... T_T

mei mei : d, you do that EVERY day....

shuttup...
 
  RRG!! im so damned tired, and i think i have a math test today!! i am SOO screwed into the ground, i left my sheet or assignments in my comp. class, and now im like REALLY fucked. 
  eugh! im really tired, today is gonna be hard, yet another sleepless night, when i get home from school, i'll probably blog my day,but im not gonna scan anything. Im muct too lazy.......plus, i wanna watch some old episodes of DBZ.....or some sabermarionette j again....yeah...or slayers....or the first episode of MOM (master of mosquiton)

my personality resultidgeness from selectsmart.com

# 1 Urd
# 2 Belldandy
# 3 Peorth
# 4 Skuld
# 5 Tamiya-senpai
# 6 Banpei-kun
# 7 Gan-chan
# 8 Morisato Keiichi
# 9 Chihiro
# 10 Hild
# 11 Mara
# 12 Ootaki-senpai
# 13 Hasegawa Sora
# 14 Honda Chieko
# 15 Mishima Sayoko
# 16 Morisato Megumi
# 17 God
# 18 Senbei
# 19 Aoshima Toshiyuki
# 20 Shiho

o_0 .....am i like urd????..........i dunnnooo

and another one ....
# 1 Sephiroth
# 2 Ultimecia
# 3 Jenova
# 4 Kuja
# 5 Seifer Almasy
# 6 Fujin
# 7 Reno of the Turks
# 8 Rufus Shinra
# 9 Sorceress Adel
# 10 Sorceress Edea


ultra cool spiffy-ness.... i don't mind being a female version of my super dee duper Sephi-chan!!! [lol, im REALLY tired]

# 1 Vegeta
# 2 Buu
# 3 Goku
# 4 Little Trunks
# 5 Bulma
# 6 Gotenks
# 7 Cell
# 8 Frieza
# 9 Gohan
# 10 Yajirobe
# 11 Chi Chi
# 12 Ginyu
# 13 Goten
# 14 Pan
# 15 Videl
# 16 Android #17
# 17 Android #18
# 18 Piccolo
# 19 Chaotzu
# 20 Dende
# 21 Krillin
# 22 Tien
# 23 Yamcha
# 24 Mr. Satan
# 25 Future Trunks


o0o0o0o ultra goodness of vegeta and buu ....... but mirai trunks ...last?? ...oh well, i still think he super!! T_T

# 1 Zechs Marquise
# 2 One of the Five Scientists
# 3 Treize Khushrenada
# 4 Quatre Winner
# 5 Duo Maxwell
# 6 Dorothy Catalonia
# 7 Chang Wufei
# 8 Lady Une
# 9 Catherine Bloom
# 10 Relena Peacecraft
# 11 Sally Po
# 12 Trowa Barton
# 13 Rasid
# 14 Heero Yuy
# 15 Lucrezia Noin


.......::stunned:: .... i ....am like....milliardo?! OH FOR THE LOVE OF; OF!!! hahaha........ (my sister loves milliardo......let me sing the milliardo song for you......... MILLIARDO! MILLIARDO!! MILLIARDO!!!) .........i have a poster of wufei.....i like it.....

# 1 Vash the Stampede
# 2 Brilliant Dynamites Neon
# 3 Legato Bluesummers
# 4 Nicholas D. Wolfwood
# 5 Millions Knives
# 6 Dad Nebraska
# 7 Midvally the Hornfreak
# 8 Kuroneko-Sama
# 9 Milly Thompson
# 10 Mom Nebraska
# 11 Rem Saverem
# 12 Meryl Stryfe


::sings around and dances 'IM VASH VASH VASH VASH YES VASH VASH::.........HOOOBOY!! ........why am i postin all these results...? i dunno.....so shuttup

 
Monday, April 16, 2001
  oh FORk


f4tj4hgj;kf3dg,hj,hnfhyjth the end
 
  RETRO MONDAY PICK-olo ............... i drew it, its REALLY mongled....... I GOT SOME MEI MEI FANART!! ::is REALLY REALLY happy::
mei mei - by rebecca-chan
Its the ONLY fanart I have ever gotten that was from someone i've never met in real life!! except for Rikki-sama's oh so grande siggy of mei mei

::breaks out in song:: GREY SKIES ARE GONNA CLEAR UP PUT ON A HAPP- ::is hit in the face by a pot:: ......ow

Mei Mei ( hasn't showered in a week, and is laying on my bed in her underwear getting plastered by drinking listerine bottle by bottle hour after hour) : I did that for the good of the nation

Me : Touche'

.... gonna scan some shit, egerur! I JUST WOKE UP AT FIVE THIRTY!!!!!!! whoaoaoaoao!
 
  ::FALLS ON HER ASs:: IM TIRED.........CAPS LOCKS IS ON........IM TOO LAZY TO TURN IT OFF,I SHOULD GOTO BED, BUT I WANNA DRAW A PICTURE OF PICCOLO WITH AN AFRO W/ NOVELTY COMB........................................YEAH, I'LL DO THAT TOMOOROOOW, NIGHT NIGHT......MORE DRAWINGS TO BE UPLOADED (ONE OF MIKO, AND A COUPLE OF A CHICK I'D LIKE TO NICKNAME CHESTY LAROU, ALSO OTHERS, AND MAYBE......DISCO DAYS PICK-olo) hahahHAHAHAHAUHHAWHASAHAHAHHGAGAGAGAGGAHHAHA THE END THE END THE END THE END THE END 
  D's Damn Doodles

what's in THAT bag? a doodle of helve and a special someone
Helve ....well its a sort of cute drawing of Helve
Chantal fusing with Zell A doodle of my bud Chantal and well Zell from FF8
The result of that fusion
Joao .....a left hand drawing of my friend Joao

THE END
 
Sunday, April 15, 2001
  LOL! i just went and got a DR. PEPPER and then i set it down and then i picked up my spool shaped pencil sharpener and tried to drink it, then i was like, 'MAN, AM I DUMB!!' 
  im very HYPER!!!!! I THINK IM GONNA DRAW SOMETHIONGG!!!!

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!

!
okey?! DOKEY?! YAY! ........AHEM! i drank some pop and my head went purple and now the sky is soft!! 
  here's my results from meg-chan's oh so wholesome Kyara Selector!
# 1 Cameron Bennett
# 2 Nathaniel Cré°µscule
# 3 Lucas Hathaway
# 4 Raphael Harrison ("Rukura")
# 5 Jesse Obscurci
# 6 Orion Kantrus-Sii
# 7 Carlos Martinez
# 8 Timothy Richards
# 9 Dexter Rhodes ("Lance")
# 10 Jensen McAlistair
# 11 Quoik Katernva
# 12 Dien Soliath
# 13 Evil Alterna-Lucas
# 14 Derkshaw Carter
# 15 Simon McKinnley
# 16 Athena Spartus
# 17 Benjamin Carter
# 18 Cadence 3
# 19 Uriel Wier ("Yuken")
# 20 Ezra Coyne

 
Saturday, April 14, 2001
  ehhh im goin ta bed 
  ! the stupid humpty dumpty chip bad guy man dude is lOOKING AT MEEEEEEEEEE!! 
  a very interesting song, its called 'Sugar' its by SYsTem oF a DoWN

The kombucha mushroom people,
Sitting around all day,
Who can believe you,
Who can believe you,
Let your mother pray, (sugar)

Well I'm not there all the time you know
Some people, some people, some people,
Call it insane, yeah they call it insane, (sugar)
I play Russian roulette everyday, a man's sport,
With a bullet called life, yeah called life,(sugar)
You know that every time I try to go
Where I really want to be,
It's already where I am,
Cause I'm already thereÂ….(sugar)

The kombucha mushroom people,
Sitting around all day,
Who can believe you,
Who can believe you,
Let your mother pray, (sugar)

I got a gun the other day from Sako,
It's cute, small, fits right in my pocket,
Yeah, right in my pocket, (sugar)
My girl, you know, she lashes out at me sometimes,
And I just kick her, and then she's O.K. ,she's O.K.(sugar)
People are always chasing me down,
Trying to push my face to the ground,
Where all they really want to do,
Is suck out my mother fucking brains, my brains (sugar).

The kombucha mushroom people,
Sitting around all day,
Who can believe you,
Who can believe you,
Let your mother pray~,

I sit, in my desolate room, no lights, no music,
Just anger, I've killed everyone,
I'm away forever, but I'm feeling better,
How do I feel, What do I say,
Fuck you, it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
Fuck you, it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,

In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away.


gotta love them, they are so messed up.... yeah.... me tooo

ISN't HE soOo CUte?
 
  oh yeah, i did a shitty update on my site and while you are at it, take a look at my sister's site

THE END


 
  ehh, little dumplin' died tooo, these birdies are hatching out their eggs too early, so they are under developed......oh well, im hungry, i didn't sleep last night, stupid four day weekend, i have NOTHING to do on normal week days and weekends, ugh, im such a soicial, like the other day i went to the mall to get this stuff i needed to make these oh so happy bracelets, and i wasn't wearing my (GASP) cape, but i still got looked at as if i had it on, then this girl, she used to be in my class when i went to the shittty school, walked by me and she was like ;HDSUGH; and i was like 'fuck off, asshole' and she looked SOO angry, nyuk nyuk, always good to piss ppl off.... well that's all i have to say about that ::goes back to listening to 'I want you bad' by the offspring [i dunno what it is, but i think im obsessed]::
 
  happeh happpeh, i've been updating my site since really early today.......well yesterday. the end the end the end the end the end the end the the end the end the end thend!!!
















yea............
you love harm



 
  YAY!!! another babeh was born earlier taday!! around 10:30 pm, we named it little dumplin' [lol] this one didn't get stepped on [by mokona] so its all good. the end shuttup the end shuttup the end 
Thursday, April 12, 2001
  the baby didn't make it ;_; poor li'le fella 
   Whenever you think of quitting something, look at this guy and you'll see what you will become....::shudders::  
  ::is ultra happy super happy:: 'tis a rare happy birth-time!!! my two cockteils (Mokona[mine] and Smokey[my sisters]) have eggs and one hatched todaaaay!!! or should i say night!?!?! anyways mokona (being the bitch she is) wouldn't help it out of its egg she just pushed it out like all the other babehs they had, but this one was stilll half in its egg, so after over a half of an hour of really hard work my mom and i got it out, i HOPE this one actually lives longer than two months!! i'll be so sad if it doesn't, i can't wait 'til tomorrow, i dunno why, i guess cuz its friday the thirteenith!! im gonna go scare the little kids on my street with a curtain rod!! hahahah! {sigh} i was up 'till 4:30 am last night watching the thunderstorm, it was so incredably grand in all its many splenders, lisa gave me an o' so grand braclet and it has a little hello kitty bead on it, and its so overly kkaaawwwaaaiiiiiii!!! i have an obsesotiont!!! {lol, talk about not even trying} with these bracelets ::pulls the string and it bounces back:: nyuk nyuk, wellllllll the road is black the purple is green, floors are old and yucky, menthol diaper sents don't work, ice cream is cold and yeah is well like yeah and well yeah!!! ::continues making brightly beaded bracelets::  
Wednesday, April 11, 2001
  im so hungry, but im so pissed off that i can't eat, uhg and my strofoam cup, has stool-man on it ::holds up the cup, which says 'feel the force of stool' and has an ugly man/woman with a stool on their head:: 
  IMOKAY IMOKAY! 
  yet another very un-eventful day.....sigh.... 
  eeehhh, i feel like a clogged turlette !!!
miko kinda SD-ish, the colour of her clothes are messed up and she doesn't have her big ugly stupid assed eye-lashes.....but o well i'm being a lazy ass, i need to scan some pics buutt, i doon't wannnnaaa (yeah, so i draw it on the computer)


 
Tuesday, April 10, 2001
   harm rombeek [harm]
HAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRMMMMMMMM!!! LOL!!! this guy is related to my computer teacher! HAHAHHA what an ASS 
 

what chantal and i do during english. 
  ehh, im too lazy to scan pictures so i drew her;kappa on the computer 
  I have a headache again!! damnation! my eyes are hurting, and yet again i didn't goto school, cuz i have to finish this STUPID poetry assignment that my STUPID english teacher had to STUPID assign.......... that was stupid, oh well
 
Monday, April 09, 2001
  my results from the spark's personality test

ARTIST
(Dominant Introvert Abstract Feeler )


Deanna
Like just 4% of the population you are an ARTIST (DIAF)--creative, adventurous, and deep. Although you are an introvert, your dominant ideas lead you to assert yourself often--especially through your work. You actively put your creativity to constructive use, and because you are ruled by your heart you are less likely to be inhibited by logic.

You have an intuitive understanding of emotion and know how evoke it in others, but the real world can be a prison of foolishness and embarrassment if you don't get your head out of the clouds a little more. Also, you are 87% likely to write poetry. Please, for the love of


hmm, i wonder if that sounds like me......... i wouldn't know, HEY! you know what is REALLY funny, i never did my homework, i started to then i went to sleep! urhg ! I HATE MIKEEE!! [the asshole teacher who assigned all this work]
 
  ::has a spazz fit as she listens to 'no life' and '(sic)' over and over again....i have to do my home [gasp] work 
  ::reads chris-kun's blog::....you get to see slipknot?!? I HAATTEE YOOOOUUU!!! you you you ci-city slicker! i wanted to see them when they were in toronto, but i couldn;t get any tickeetttsssss!!!!! ::cries into her slipknot t-shirt:: lol! oh well, ...i just clonked my dog on the head with my burito plate!! LOL! im REALLLLY tired!!! i was up last night until 4:30 am (gotta love watching late night television) and i had to get up at 8:00 ....but i didn't get up 'till 8:30 and thats when i have to leave, and for some really ODD reason i wasn't late, and IT WAS RAINING!! (for those of you who don't live in this area, it seems as if all the assholes come out when it rains) speaking of cars, and assholes, last night an man from india hit a 17 year old girl and he didn't stop because he had to deliver a pizza! Kay, I've met stupid fucking assholes before, BUT DAMMUT!! How fucking DUMB can one be?! and yet another perfect reason why i hate people! urg! well im gonna go eat my last two california rolls maybe, the-shuttup-the-end-shuttup! 
  ehh.....i don't feeel good, i feel very....... blank, or numb, i've felt like this for the last two weeks..... feh, maybe im like uhh ::has forgotten the word:: like when you think your sick, then you get sick. oh well, im going to try to sleep......but i know i'll pull a me and stay up and watch old episodes of star trek voyager then it will be too late so i won't sleep all night then i'll goto school and act like a fire-alex* for the rest of the day...... yeah... yeah the end the roof thepen the floor the cow the dog the log the nog the shog....the end.

** fire alex = the zombies that are on fire in resident evil uhh i think its 2...with the leon guy, they look like my next door neighbour; alex.....lol, go play the game! ain't he PURDY?!  
Sunday, April 08, 2001
  ..........::feels like she got hit in the gut with a frozen turkey:: im really tired, and i don't feel good, ::barfs:: i have a fever again, maybe i should see a doctor, but they want to 'drug' me ::sigh:: oh well, im going to get some ice and im going to beeedd.....uhg bon jovi is singing at meee ::chucks a shoe at her TV:: uhhh im cooolllddd..

::sings 'THAAAANKKK YOOOUUU FFOOORRR LOVVVEEENNN MEEEE !! UHHYOU Something I NEVER KNEW I HAD A DREAM UNTIL I DREAMED OF YOUU!! SOMETHING SOMETHING EYES A DIFFERENT BLLUUuuEEEE!!:: uh yeah, its not like i;ve actually HEARD this song before...... its just ON
 
Saturday, April 07, 2001
  EYAYYA!!! My oh so nice and spiffy mommy got me sushiii!! and Some CRAB AND a big slab(ilikethatterm) of salmon!! and a big bad bag of sticky rice and a bag of green tea leaves and some of these fish-noodles-thingy thing things ::has a drool fit:: im FINALLY gonna see crouching tiger hidden dragon! then im gonna EAT like its on sale for 19.99 plus tax. DOMO ARIGATO MR. ROBOTO!! ..........imokay. i think im nuts or something, im like having all these mental drreeeeaaammss. I think im sick, like Really sick, and you know what's FUNNY I haven't been to a doctor in about a year!! and i STILL haven't gotten my hep. B shots!! ::LAUGHS INSANLY!!:: i have a MAJOR assed fear of needles! lol, when i suposed to get thems shots in school, i swore at the nurse and left the rooom. ahh, i neeed to scan some stuff, but im lazy and i;ll do it later.
 
Friday, April 06, 2001
  eehhh, i skipped school again today. i forgot to mention what i did yesterday, ::laughs like a madhouse:: well anyways, yesterday in school, we had gym last period of the day, and my stupid asshole teacher named mike makes us walk to this STUPID tennis court so we can play soccer. then the fuckface just walked around the place picking up the broken BEER bottles, He's SUCH an ASS. So since the class was just sitting around waiting for him to 'instruct' us, Chantal and I decided we'd just leave. so we just walked off and sat on the swings in the park...... HOHOHO! Mike was SOOOooOO mad at us, and he couldn't leave cuz the rest of the class would have been un-atendentededed.... HAahahahHAha there were these little kids at the park, and they were riding these stupid assed bikes that had training wheels, this one kid fell on its side and I laughed SO hard, then they left cuz their parents were all like ujgkdshsdfkjbnhfjhbnjkfshvkjs. so the class started walking back and we saw them so we took off with our dignity. we started walking down the pathway then all we hear is "uhgghugu ::shoe scuffing sounds:: ugh" so we look back and lisa is like flying at us, actually she was like making her big bad coat look like wings, but hell it was funneh. we were like really close the school (we were in the feild) and my dad drives right into the field and does a donut, so he drives us right up to the door, and we run into the school to get our bags, AND ASSHOLE MIKE LOCKED THE DOOR!!! ..........sigh.....no dignity for us. so we had to wait for him to get back and open the door.... MAN.... he's like "...oookkkaaaayyy. iii waaannnttt tttoo tttaaaalllkkkk toooo yooo ..." cuz he talks SO slow, he blabbed on and on, i wasn't really listening. then lisa came to my house, and we walked to mcdonalds, and we ate at the mcjoint and we had some mcfood, and it was mcgood, then we mccalled my mcdad cuz it was like mc 7 o'clock and it was getting mccold outmcside, so my mc dad came, and we listened to mcmusic mcREALLY loud, with the mcamps and the mcbox-thingy in the mccar.

the McEnd 
Thursday, April 05, 2001
  Purity
Maze...psychopathic daze...I create this waste
Back away from tangents, on the verge of drastic
ways...can't escape this place...I deny your face
Sweat gets in my eyes, I think I'm slowly dying
....come and play....i don't bite too much...

Put me in a homemade cellar
Put me in a hole for shelter
Someone hear me please, all I see is hate
I can hardly breathe, and I can hardly take it

HANDS - ON - MY - FACE - OVER - BEARING - I - CAN'T - GET - OUT

Lost...ran at my own cost...hearing laughter, scoffed
Learning from the rush, detached from such and such
Bleak...all around me, weak...listening, incomplete
I am not a dog, but I'm the one your dogging

I am in a buried kennel
I have never felt so final
Someone find me please, losing all reserve
I am fucking gone, I think I'm fucking dying

You all stare, but you'll never see
There is something inside me
There is something in you I despise

Cut me - show me - enter - I am
willing and able and never any danger to myself
Knowledge in my pain, knowledge in my pain
Or was my tolerance a phase?
Empathy, out of my way
I can't die

Purity
 
  ::reads Meg-chan's rants about girls:: dammut, that's so fucking true! that's probably why im at a school like indEC and for those of you who don't know what that is, its a school for soical rejects, and people who just can't handle school and life and shit, i went there cuz i've been teased for as long as i can remember ...cuz well LOOKIT MEEEEEEEEEEE! actually don't, ::agrees 130 percent with what Meg-chan said:: AND THAT'S WHY IT SAYS _THIS_ ON MY BAG ::holds up her school bag which says in big white letters 'I HATE PEOPLE!!!'::........thank you...... i really do hate people, i could goto the mall with an oooooozieeeeeee and just open fire, like a madman, i could kill everyone, because i have issues!!!

UGH! last night i was so sick, i puked my guts out, AND i wasnt even drinking booooze. Latley i have developed a phobia of people touching me, like even if people are NEAR me, i have to get away. {'get a gay...?' is heard in the background} anyways, i'm just gonna go plan my death or something, its not like anyone really wants to know what goes on in my head, and quite frankley, I DON'T WANT TO KNOW!

I am just a grain of sand, in a bowl of dust.

 
Sunday, April 01, 2001
  :: bashes her head on the desk repeatedly until her face starts to bleed :: ......yeah...... i didn't sleep last night. I fell as sleep for like an hour and a bit, and my sister never woke me up!! ~Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr! times like this i wish i was a folder, my stomach hurts tons'o'lots, im going to go....read....this.....book....i....am......reading ::becomes dead in a very corpse-y fashion:: 

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