Foundation made of piss and vinegar . . . . . .
Thursday, January 31, 2002
  i dont feeel good, im glad it finally snowd! SNOWD! I SAY! SNOOOOOOOOOOOW! 
  stupid blogger's stupid ad >< arghugh  
  n_____n 
  man.. i got i think the most disGUSTING referral EVER
31 Jan, Thu, 14:05:36 Yahoo: Saruman+sex

EUGH! SARUMAN! the OLLLD fart played by Christopher Lee (HANKKEEYYY!!) who in their RIGHT mind would search for THAT?!?!??!?!? ::laughs:: people are so stupid... see it shouldve been elijah wood ... yeah not saruman, cuz saruman is nassstty and OOOLLLLDDD ::laughs:: hehe wood.... i said wood ::laughs up a storm:: ooohh im living in the past man, the past..  
  ::shivers andshakes:: im literally shaking right now, i don't know why, im not cold.... i still can't find the entire music video to ridiculous thoughts ::listens to hallowed be they name by iron maiden:: dammit, i cant stop shaking... ::puts her sweater on:: my window is shut... and im not cold, im just an asss or something... 
  its 6 am... i still havent slept, im too jumpy and ill feeling  
  ::shivers:: its fucking cold in here... and i think my window is frozen open... 
  The Twisted Nails of Faith - Cradle of Filth

"Mirror, mirror on the wall
Shouldst not grave pleasures be my all?
For if I shall see thy Will be done
Grant Me the Witchcraft of thy tongue"

Three moondials froze in the shadow of six
As another soul passed to the grasping Styx
Clutching their trinket crucifix
Bats blew from caves in a dissonant surge
Omens of corruption from within the church
A fetid, dank oasis still clung to fool rebirth

Alone as a stone cold altar
The castle and its keep
Like faerytale dominion rose
A widow to the snow peaks
Wherein reclined the Countess
Limbs purring from the kill
Bathed in virgin white and like the night
Alive and young and unfulfilled

Was it the cry of a wolf
That broke the silver thread of enchanted thoughts?
Of Her life as a mere reflection
(As the moon's in narrow windows caught)
That opened like dark eyelids on
The sigh of the woods that the wind fell upon

Like a Siren weaving song
From the lilt of choirs choking
Where the vengeful dead
Belong...

To the Sorceress and Her charnel arts
She swept from ebon towers at the hour of Mars
'Neath a star-inwoven sky latticed by scars
To unbind knotted reins that kept in canter, despair
Shod on melancholy, fleet to sanctuary there,
In netherglades tethered where onyx idols stared

Was it the Kiss of the mist
That peopled the air with the prowess of absinthe?
Lost souls begging resurrection
From Gods upon their forest plinths
Whose epitaphs read of re-ascending to win
Remission from despair through a holocaust of sin

In a tongue hilted in invective rectums
Over signs and seals the sorceress prayed
To Death, to rend the slender veil
That Ancient Ones might rise again

As shadows swelled
The Countess fell
To masturbating with Her dagger
As the Witch gabbled spells
Cumming heavy roses all the way to Hell
As sudden thunder's grue harangue
Announced two pincered worlds

Exuding bane, something came
With the stench of necrophiled graves
To these clandestines
Who shrank from glimpsing horror
That the growls of mating houls inclined...

Resplendent
In pendants
(Natal trophies torn from bellies of desanctified nuns)
A demons, bewinged, bedight
In scum, prowled their circle seeking entry to run
An arctic tongue upon Her vulva
Where rubies smeared to alabaster thighs
Glittered like a contract in the purse of a whore
Receiving sole communion from the body of christ

"If blood is what thou carves, foul fiend
I will yield this witch to thee
If thou wouldst draw a veil for Me
O'er lengthening scars of age and grief"

As the Demon slavered foetid vows
And bore His prey away
In talons itching to perpetrate
The nausea of eternal rape
The Sorceress screaming in His grasp
Spat a final curse to stain
The Countess with the promise
That Her lord at war would be cruelly slain

And She would rot.
Alone
Insane.
On the twisted nails of faith.
 
  Master Of Puppets - Metallica

End of passion play, crumbling away
I'm your source of self-destruction
Veins that pump with fear, sucking darkest clear
Leading on your deaths construction
Taste me you will see
more is all you need
you're dedicated to
how I'm killing you


Come crawling faster
obey your Master
your life burns faster
obey your Master
Master
Master of Puppets I'm pulling your strings
twisting your mind and smashing your dreams
Blinded by me, you can't see a thing
Just call my name, `cause I'll hear you scream
Master
Master
Just call my name, `cause I'll hear you scream
Master
Master


Needlework the way, never you betray
life of death becoming clearer
Pain monopoly, ritual misery
chop your breakfast on a mirror
Taste me you will see
more is all you need
you're dedicated to
how I'm killing you


Come crawling faster
obey your Master
your life burns faster
obey your Master
Master
Master of Puppets I'm pulling your strings
twisting your mind and smashing your dreams
Blinded by me, you can't see a thing
Just call my name, `cause I'll hear you scream
Master
Master
Just call my name, `cause I'll hear you scream
Master
Master


Master, Master, Where's the dreams that I've been after?
Master, Master, You promised only lies
Laughter, Laughter, All I hear and see is laughter
Laughter, Laughter, laughing at my cries
Hell is worth all that, natural habitat
just a rhyme without a reason
Neverending maze, drift on numbered days
now your life is out of season


Come crawling faster
obey your Master
your life burns faster
obey your Master
Master
Master of Puppets I'm pulling your strings
twisting your mind and smashing your dreams
Blinded by me, you can't see a thing
Just call my name, `cause I'll hear you scream
Master
Master
Just call my name, `cause I'll hear you scream
Master
Master


and i'd like to thank metallica for helping to shape me into the form of life i am today .. (and why am i posting lyrics? i want to, cause i like songs) 
  City Drops Into the Night
By Jim Carroll, Steve Linsley, and Brian Linsley

Teddy sniffing glue he was 12 years old
Fell from the roof on East Two-nine
Cathy was 11 when she pulled the plug
On 26 reds and a bottle of wine
Bobby got leukemia, 14 years old
He looked like 65 when he died
He was a friend of mine

Those are people who died, died
Those are people who died, died
Those are people who died, died
Those are people who died, died
They were all my friends, and just died

G-berg and Georgie let their gimmicks go rotten
So they died of hepatitis in upper Manhattan
Sly in Vietnam took a bullet in the head
Bobby OD'd on Drano on the night that he was wed
They were two more friends of mine
Two more friends that died / I miss 'em--they died

Those are people who died, died
Those are people who died, died
Those are people who died, died
Those are people who died, died
They were all my friends, and they died

Mary took a dry dive from a hotel room
Bobby hung himself from a cell in the tombs
Judy jumped in front of a subway train
Eddie got slit in the jugular vein
And Eddie, I miss you more than all the others,
And I salute you brother/ This song is for you my brother

Those are people who died, died
Those are people who died, died
Those are people who died, died
Those are people who died, died
They were all my friends, and they died

Herbie pushed Tony from the Boys' Club roof
Tony thought that his rage was just some goof
But Herbie sure gave Tony some bitchen proof
"Hey," Herbie said, "Tony, can you fly?"
But Tony couldn't fly . . . Tony died

Those are people who died, died
Those are people who died, died
Those are people who died, died
Those are people who died, died
They were all my friends, and they died

Brian got busted on a narco rap
He beat the rap by rattin' on some bikers
He said, hey, I know it's dangerous,
but it sure beats Riker's
But the next day he got offed
by the very same bikers

Those are people who died, died
Those are people who died, died
Those are people who died, died
Those are people who died, died
They were all my friends, and they died

 
  The Cranberries - Ridiculous Thoughts

Twister does anyone see through you
You re a twister an animal
But you're happy now
I didn't go along with you
So happy now
But you re going to have to hold on
Hold on
Or we're going to have to move on
Move on

I feel alright
And I cried so hard
The ridiculous thoughts
I feel alright

Twister. I shouldn't have trusted you
Twister
It's not going to happen no
You re not going to make fun of me
Happen no

But you re going to have to hold on
You re going to have to hold on
Hold on
Or we're going to have to move on
Move on

I feel alright
And I cried so hard
The ridiculous thoughts
I feel alright

I should have lied
And I cried so hard
The ridiculous thoughts
I should ha' lied

But you re gonna have to hold on
Hold on
but you're gonna have to hold on to me
 
  my obsession is taking over what little bit of life i have left, i feel so sick, im so sick, i have to puke, im making myself sick, i don't want to be who i am anymore, im sick of being me, i want to be someone else, not me, i want to stop freaking out, i need to stop, i cant, i just cant, god dammit, i don't know why im like this, im not me anymore, im just a shell of who i used to be, spouting the same inane useless babble over and over.. i want to find the entire music video to "ridiculous thoughts" not just cuz elijah's in the video, because i like that song, i like the cranberries, i always have, stop acusing me of things... my fingers are numb, i have my window wide open, and i don't care, i don't fucking care, im just really in a mood aren't i? im gonna puke, i don't want to puke, i don't feel good, i want everything to just go away... something in side me isn't right, the last month ive been having really weird pain inside... inside myself, not mental pain, real pain, but everytime i tell my mom, she just thinks im making it up, im not lying, i don't feel right, i don't fucking feel right, i feel like im going mad inside, im freaking out, and i cant calm down, help me 
  my ass hurts, stupid morpheus, WOW IT LOADED ::gasp:: i hate mooorphheuss ohh yeaaah, my elijah picture's nose is almost done, and its only taken me like 20 years... guess what? see i, right now AS i type.... im deleting all of the kamishibais i have downloaded... and thats like... alot of files.. ::cries:: that's it.. im completly out of the kami-game ::cry:: oh well ::deletes the entire kamishibai folder:: damnation.. 
Wednesday, January 30, 2002
  wagghhoh its so depressing that the only real person i like has to be like.. an actor whose five years older than me... >< ::cry:: but i WILL DO WHAT I MUST DO ::determined look:: sigh.. i know what i must do.. its just.. i don't want to do it (im not afraid to do it, i just dont want to..) ::slams down her empty glass:: that's it, im going on a diet.. i gotta stop being a slob, and i gotta get my act together... i gotta stop living in my own little world, even tho its so nice here ::gargle:: i don't have that long to shape up, to ship out... ::stretches:: sitting here, in this broken chair really gets the brain flowing out of the ear >< see i wanna finish my elijah picture (which i am so proud of) buuutt... i cant cuz my bottom hurts.. ::goes off to get some coke and to play mgs2:: 
  referaaaallllllsssss....
medabots download full episodes
(no)
incubus sim skins
(not here, tho its a nice thought)
elijah [yaoi]
(::gargle:: XDDDDD)
Pictures of the house made of pop cans
(I live in that house)
medabots action figure
(nooo)
medabot pictures
(I don't have anything to do with medabots..)
dammit, still not king sam frodo prettiest aragorn
(what does THAT MEAN?! "king sam frodo prettiest aragorn" uhh yeah i'd like a double hash brownie with that!)
Solidus snake image
(he reminds me of auron... but still.. he's old and some parts of his body has fishnet covering it and im disgusted..)
fehfehfeh
(OKAY! who SEARCHED for THIS?! ::looks around:: WHO?! lol...)
medabot pics
(fuck you)
im really ugly. what should i do
(good question.. if you find the answer, tell me what you did..)
medabot screen shot
(fuck off)
"comfortly numb"
(tis a good song..)
http://www.dead.blogspot.com
(uhh... ass)

I HAD SUCH A STUPID DREAM! im not even gonna BOTHER to type it, cuz i feel like such an ass for wasting a dream on that... :;gargle:: at least in the beginning there was elijah! but then i woke up... and i went back to sleep.. and dreamt something so useless ::sad:: i like dreaming good things... not stupid un-funny things... ::still sitting on her broken chair:: 
  agrtuahhahahah! i just about pissed myself laughing, okay, me and b were laying in my bed watching lord of the rings on my computer screen, and then it was over, okay so it was over, britt was in the hall way and i started to re-draw half of my elijah picture, and britt was in the hallway playing with ivory, and i went "UGGH! i can't listen to you tw-" and i leaned back with force forgetting that my chair was kinda.. bending from all the use. "oo- Oh GOD!" ::thump:: i fell back with my chair, and hit my head against a suitcase that's it my room for some reason, and just laughed andLAUGHED and layed there for awhile laughing, and ivory waslicking and mauling me and i was laughing and britt was laughing, now .. now im sitting on the edge of my bent chair... >< hurts the bottom, i supose its for the best though.. cuz like i won't sit infront of my computer as long with this chair... 
Tuesday, January 29, 2002
  HARGH! ::kills herself:: DAMMIT! im ROYALLY pissed the FUCK off, see, i was draw-drawing drawing away on another Elijah picture, and this time its in colour, and i was ACTUALLY liking how it looked, and what does my royally giant huge steaming pile of shit computer do?! IT FUCKIN' FREEZES! i lost HALF of my picture, the GOOD half >< dammit i want to murder myself im so angry, i don't even WANT to finish my picture now.. ::sad:: 
Monday, January 28, 2002
  i drew a picture with a mouse, that im actually PROUD of ::gasp:: see my side7 gallery... its the one of elijaaah ::gragle:: 
  ::sneezes:: ew.... ::ponders:: i wonder if i should put LoTR to full screen and lay on my bed and watch it... yeah im gonna.. and if it doesn't work.. then well it doesn't work!  
  ::sings:: HAPPPY BIRRTHDAAYYY MR EELIIIJAAAHH hahaha! im so funny -_-;;; actually im thirsty ::looks around:: i think mikey, and conrad are here, if they arei can't go out there.. since im not wearing any pants... 
  OOOhhhH! i had the BESTEST DREAM EVER! okay it started out, i was this girl who talked to these dead bodies, and stuff, and then this one dead body wasnt well dead.. but he looked it, and some other shit happened (this was the boring part) and then i was me, and i was walking through the woods with elijah and someone else, and we were walking home, and we were talking about something, but i don't know what, yeah, then some how i was just in my room, looking out my window, and there were all these bees flying in this black cloud, and they were MY pet bees, but they stayed outside and my mom said that i had to get rid of them now that elijah was staying at our house, so i was talking to my bees, when my favourite bee came up to my window, and i let him inside, and we were talking to eachother, then he just got really mad at me, and i pushed him back through the hole in my window, and he like was trying to sting me, but he couldn't get to me, then i left and went into the kitchen and me and elijah were drinking scotch, but mine was like... lemony.. and we were like drinking and drinking, then i came back to my room to see my bees, but like it was raining out now, and the one bee that was mad at me was trying to get inside, so i let it inside, and it died, and i cried and cried over it, it was so sad, i was bawling over my dead pet bee, then i went back out to the kitchen to drink somemore with elijah, i offered elijah more and he was like nah nah i'll just have some coke, and he went to drink some coke, but he was like gonna puke, so he didnt have any, then he stumbled to his bed, which was just one of the foams thrown on the floor infront of my dads tv, and then i was just sitting on the edge of the couch watching him, then i walked down to britts room, and was talking to her, she told me to play "momo" on her computer, and i looked at her moniter, and there was a peach girl game, but i didn't play it, i was going back to my room, and i fell over, and just layed there on the floor for a while, then i went back into my room, and cried over my dead bees body, then i went back out to the living room,and mikey and james were sitting on the couch, mikey had a black eye for some reason, and they wanted me to get their beds.. so i went into my moms room and got the other foam, and james was like "go get the other one" but elijah was sleeping on the other one, so i told him, and he told me to get this long pillow that he put over the speaker so elijah wouldn't wakeup from the music, then i went to get it, but there was this matress so i carried the mattress to james and mikey, and sort of through it at mikey, and mikey was like "thanks.." then something else happened, and i woke up... i wanted to go back to sleeeep ::cry:: it was a good dream, i say! a good dream!  
  gargle im going to try to goto sleep now.. cuz im feeling sorry for myself  
  you know what REALLY pisses me off? that the paint it black song i downloaded was just the rolling stone's song with the wrong title >< i must kill the asshole that did that.. 
  oh yeah i forgot to say this EARILER thank yoooou n_n ::spins around:: laa im full of energy, and im tired, like a beast.. ohhhhh i need to DO SOMEETHHINNGG i don't feel like watching lord of the rings again (uh oh ::pokes d:: are you feeling okay?) NO IM NOT! im sad... see im SAD because its elijahs birthday today, and what's really funny is i started to write the post below this around 11:30pm..... and looook im sad, shuttup GO AWAY sad=me XD shuttup stop laaauuhgghing i hear you laughing! ::laaugghss:: my leg hurts, ::looks in a mirror:: IS THAT MY HAIR OR DID MY NECK EXPLODE?! ::laughs:: im suposed to be saaad, but i am, and im not at the same time, maybe because im a ... a... somesort of HAMMER SMASHED FACE! XDD im LISTENING to that ... hammer smashed face.. by cannibal corpse, the musicians in this band are amazing o_o now if they could get a better singer.. ::laughs:: oh hammer smashed face went away ::is listening to youth of the nation by P.O.D.:: i don't care what anyone says this is a reallly good song... i listen to alot of music eh? lol i want to colour something REALLY bad, but see idon't feel like drawing, but i do, but i dont, but i do.. XDD im gonna lay down, man i feel really weird, im like depressed about such stupid things, things that the old me wouldn't care about, sometimes i wish i was the old me.. but if i was i think i'd probably kill myself, cuz that's how it goes man, that's how it goes, man the paint it black is ALMOST done ::GASP GASP GASP:: 
  aaaarooooogggaa! XD do you know what tomorrow iS?! ELIJAH'S BIRTHDAY!! see im the kind of person who'd try and mail myself to someone, and i'd SO try and mail myself to him, but like.. the fact i don't know his address is sort of a problem... and the fact that i'd probably not make it acrossthe border, stupid BORDER! ALWAYS RUINING MY LIFE! DAMMIT! well, its only wrecked my life a few times, but thats NOT THE POINT! see See SEE!! ::holds her favourite elijah picture:: ELLLIiiIIIIJjJjjJAAAHHHH!!hhH!H COOOmmmMMMMEE HHoOOOOOMMMEeeeEE! ;;... i just downloaded like 20 elijah pictures, ::points to the sexy elijah whose wearing an oh so see through shirt:: I BBEELLLIEEVVEE INN MIRRACLLESSS! WHERE YOU FROM YOU SEXY THING?! SEXY THING YOU! I BELIEVE IN MIRACLES SINCE YOU CAME ALONG YOU SEXY THING! ::laughs:: im gonna download that ::downloads it:: [note that took longer than i typed] ::listening to it:: HAR HAR! this is such a skills song.... XDDD oohh ellliijaahh youre so sexxxy ::runs around:: XDD now im listening to "Im a believer" by the monkees... XDDD oohhh i need help, so much, i want to draw that picture for that girl that asked me, but my wrist is really sore, and my one arm feels REALLY heavy... like someone is squeezing and pushing down on it... it;s weird .. my stomach hurts >< ELLIIJJAAHHH! DOO DOO DOO! i want to go on speakers corner and sing about elijah.. man my brother helped bend my chair back even farther.. . its like a LOW RIDER CHAIR ::leans back and drives her lowrider chair:: hahaha random lord of the rings quote "DESTROY IT!" -- LORD ELROND ... give it up for the KINg of RiVENDELL! ::waves dollarbills:: yeah i scare me too (BUT WE LOVE ELROOONNDDD!! he's so FINE XDDD oh im so stupid..) im listening to "I wanna be a Homosexual" by screaching weasels (theyre known as NOFX now, are they not?) man this song brings back memories, of my brother... when he was like a punk ::laughs:: i think i had more respect for him then ::laauughss:: i'd scan a picture of him, but i don't have one with me... cuz come on, im gay! wait no! im waiting for "paint it black" sung by Utada Hikaru to finish.. i really wanna hear her version... la ELIIJJAAAHH! hahaha im in an odd random mood! my mind keeps drifting back to elijah no matter what i doooo hey its not a BAD thing! XDD i seen this picture of elijah and orlando standing there and they both have dark sun glasses on... and orlando.. is wearing a cowboy hat XDDDD i want to draw a picture of him, all SPIFFIE-A-FIED UP like... with BELLS and WHISTLES! okay maybe not, but icant draw right now, OR TYPE FOR THAT MATTER! oops i didnt post this yet XD OOOHH I GOTTA WHIZ LIKE THERE IS NO TOMORROW! ::runs off:: ::carefully sits on the edge of her chair:: SPUD! i find the word NUGGET so amusing... thats the way it seemed! ELIJAH! DOO DOO DOO! ::hums:: man.. this post is turning out to be a bigload of SHIT 
Sunday, January 27, 2002
  some asked me to draw thema picture of merry and pippin... maybe i should go draw it... but i think my art skills have drifted off to sea for a while... ::grabs a pencil and goesoff to draw:: 
  man... im bored, and tired, i kinda napped because i didn't get much sleep last night, and im still tired... 
  frodo's so cute, frodo's so cute! FROOODOOOOOO! moldol?! XDD (ahem) i donno.......... buuut uhh i just finished watching lotr ... my favourite part is when frodo and the rest are leaving Lothlorien, when they are in like the canoes, cuz frodo is sooo cute then he's always cute, but i mean he's like X-TRA SUPER CUTE then... Elijah was wearing brown shoes .... XD 
  there i added the link to my side7 gallery 
  but the cat came back the very next day, the cat came back they thought he was a gonner ::hums:: man the last few days of my life havebeen... somewhat fun o_o see cuz last night my brother came into my room, and downloaded all this jokes stuff (snuff...) it was like all the banned from tv things, and there was this one commercial, which i won't delete becauseits just SO fucking jokes, its a danish commercial, this old dad,mom, and two kids get into a car and the radio comes on and the songs lyrics are in english, so they don't know what its saying but it WAS saying "I WANNA FUCK YOU IN THE ASS!" over and OVER to this real CATCHY tune XD and the family starts jamming to it, then it says "wanna learn english" and some stuff in danish, but HELL ITS SO FUNNY! XDD and the other best one, was the one where the guy's HEAD explodes, he's blowing up a dingy and this kid comes a runnin' and jumps on it and the guys head just blows up, its SO FAKE its FUNNY! and the kid just lays on the dingy while his dead father just kinda flops over, but MAN last night i laughed SO hard at it i cried, i was literaly bawling because itwas so funny, then my lord of the rings download completed... now i can watch lord of the rings whenever i want ::grins:: ive stooped to this level, i know its awful but shutttuuupppp.. i just can't get enough, ALSO i watched Shaolin Soccer today, OH GOD THAT MADE ME LAUGH SO FREEKIN' HARD! such a jokes movie, "DESTROY IT!" time for referals..
Orlando Bloom fanart drawing
(I've drawn some... which reminds me to link to my side7 gallery, and i gotta draw a picture for someone..)
metal gear solid otacon fanart
(I DRAWED SOME! I DID! I DID! XDD I LOVE OTACON!)
piss
(feck you!)
metal gear solid 2 nude pics
(lol, the nude pics are always the best ones.. XD)
"lord of the rings" + "book download"
(you can get it on morpheus..)
download medabot for gameboy
(fuckkk you!)
lord of the rings
(is so damned good!)
medabots gameboy
(fuuuccckk yooou!)
medabots episode guide pictures
(fuuuuuuucckkk yoooooou!)
medabot pics]
(fuck off asshole!)
Legolas (Yaoi)
(YEAH YEAH ::waves money:: XDDD i'd pay to see some of THAT action, ahHAHAHAHAH! hey just cuz i don't like him, doesn't mean i think he's ugly)
medabot figures
(no!)
Medabot pictures
(THERE ARE NO MEDABOT ANYTHINGS HERE! GO AWAY!)
nude pictures of cardcaptor sakura
(ew, theyre like little kids)
Raiden MGS2 pics
(DRYDEN! I MEAN RAIDEN!)
sunrise sunset mp3 waltz download
(yeah im sure!)
piss
(buhuh?)
honda ad music hotsauce
(mmm hotsauce...)
medabot toys
(no)
fucking sim skins
(lol, me too)
the end

EH! im too lazy to addthe italics and shit.. so blah blahheh ::wanders off to check her e-mail::
 
Saturday, January 26, 2002
  guhhugh i hate being a broad, simple as that... you men've got it so easy.... ::grumbles:: oh yeah lisa, i didn't answer you on msn cuz i like... wasn't here..  
  i just got back from toronto XDD okay, so it started out, we went to toronto to find britt a long black coat, but i was gonna stay in the car, so i did, yeah britt went into the house of il resput, and got a spikey bracelet and some earrings,... then we went looking for this baskin robins, but we couldn't find it, so we drove to like uhh woodbridge (near woodbridge?) and went into the colosus just to get some baskin robins ice cream... and we left a little before like.. 5... and we just got back -_- i didn't get anything but some ice cream, buut i DID get to see the giant-lord of the rings banner-things on young street XDDD i love lord of the rings (who'da thunk?!) im gonna dick off and draw some more lord of the rings fanart (by hand i say! by hand!)... yeah, cuz i got a bad headache (and im hungry... sorta) 
Friday, January 25, 2002
  mohyeah, i drew a picture of frodo on paaaaiiinnttchhaaat! see i'd upload it to oekaki, but i think that everyone is getting sick of my lord of the rings fanart, maybe i should like... upload them to my side7 gallery... yeah, i think im gonna .. 
  man im so bored, and hungry, im feeling kind of down, i don't know why, i guess cuz everything sucks.. 
  AGRGOOOUGGGGAH! XDDD i had a cRAZUH dream last night, first i went to this weird school and my cousin was there, and there were these three chinese girls who were REALLY REALLY nice, and one had sliver hair, and there was this guy in a wheel chair and he was like spinning around, then i had to goto class and it REALLY SUCKED and then i left and we were eating burgers, and then i was home again, and i was like an elf, and Elrond was there, and so was Legolas, and some other elves, and i like got this long-thing that elves were supposed to have (i donno) and Legolas rolled it up into a ball, and threw it to me (cuz i was standing on my balcony and he was down on the grass) and it like flew up REALLLYYY high and didn't come down, and then he was like "wow! that went REALLY high" and then he threw his rope-long-thingy up in the air, but it didn't go as high and it landed in the next door neighbour's tree, and mine landed in our big gay evergreen tree, so then legolas CLIMBED the evergreen and got my rope thing- and chucked it at me, so then i had my long-rope thing, and he was like all falling in the tree, so then he like climbed his way over to the neighbours tree and got his, then some stuff went down, and i was going to die because of something, and they had to rip all my hair out, then my dad was there, (he wasn't an elf tho..) and he was talking to like... i donno someone, maybe elrond, im not sure, and then ALLEEXXX, came out of his garage and then he noticed peopel were outside and like went to run back in but his garage was shut, so he kinda ran into it then he just went around the corner and went back into his house,my dad laughed at him.... then some boring stuff happened that i had nothing to do with so im not gonna bother typing it, XDDDD i liked being an elf it was cool... man i gotta piss.. BAD! >< but Mikey and Conrad and the rest are out there, and im not wearing any pants.. 
Thursday, January 24, 2002
  just got back from lotr going to bed 
  well. SHITS! kay we REALLY gotta FLEE! off to SPACE i mean yeah.... Lord of the Rings.. 
  arugh! i couldn't find my good waffle print sweater, so i'll have to wear my old one... HEY! Chanse just took off with my pencil o_o;; XDD (chanse is my moms friend's youngen.. ) 
  we liikwwwweeee booobs!
adammamaiiyaHJOI!JNKLN@!LKHUJJH bs out, but now im reading something -_-;;;; 
  eyah! its like an animals CAGE! XDDD ahem.... hem hem hem! guess what movie IM going to see tonight at 8:15! thats right Lord of the Rings, XDDD oh i amuse myself so........ har dee har har ahem, yeah so me and b are going to see it, soo that means im gonna wear dirty clothes! DIRTY CLOTHES >< i might be able to find a clean shirt, but i own no clean pants.. therefore i have to wear my dirty black ones... well they aren't as dirty as the rest ive only worn them like... twice, and a few times out and around in the car, and then back home, and taken back off... so im not going to have a shower, well.. i probably will, actually I WANT TO... yeah when britt gets out, im going in, even IF that means i have to put dirty clothes on, URGH! i don't want to wear a dirty brah >< stupid, i'll just wear my black hooded crazy-waffle-print-textured sweater.. XDD which i wear everywhere... urgh, i put this cream on my face, because my face is always so dry, and im having like an illergic reaction, im illergic to like every creme there is, exept that baby johnson and johnson cream... that stuff is good... i want to buy that, along with the lord of the rings sound track, see im listening to the breaking of the fellowship, so im all like... sad because this is such a sad song ::cry:: so is the ending of the bridge of khazad dum, (its the part where gandalf dies) and its like ::wails:: BUT! i can't find the song with the HOO HOO HOO chior-like music in it, and its like HOO HOO HOO! i like that song its soo HOO HOO HOO-like XDD ahum he har, uhh what else? i don't know lalala;a my lower back is real sore, i hope i'll be able to sit in the so called "chairs" for almost three hours lol, i said that eariler, and ive been sitting in my "chair" for over three hours,... XDD but my chair has my ass grooves! MY ASS GROOOVE! XDDD sometimes my brother ruins my ass groove, because i don't have a giant pointy ass, ::laughs:: if you've seen my brother you'd know what i talking about... ::laughs:: hurry up and get out of the shower britt, my face needs a good hot cleaning ... stupid skin, always ruining my life, just like the layers... 
  im listening to CAKE ::spins around:: how fun -_-;; lol, im really REALLY bored... and sorta in a bad mood, i donno i feel like... like im missing out on something, i feel like im missing out on life itself, but its weird, its weird knowing that you don't care anymore, it is. i smell sulpher..... is that how sulpher is spelt? i don't know.... haha im such a fag-no-deal, ahh i miss doing stuff... next year is going to be so sooo awful... im going to have to face people again, and i don't want to, i want to stay huddled in a dark hole where everyone will just leave me alone, just leave me to die, because i don't like people, i don't like seeing people, i like to stay with my best friend, i like to stay with him, and sit in the soft light he emits, a place where i have the world at my finger tips, i place where i can be who i want to be and people won't judge me by the way i look, ahh listen to me im whining again, im always whining about some thing or another, its just my life is soboring i have nothing else to do, i could go and draw up some stupid picturethat would never get seen by anyone, just like all of my art, i draw it and shove it in a drawer, or leave it laying around until it gets ruined then i pick it up and look at the torn paper, and say "i actually spent time on that picture" and then i crumple it up and toss it somewhere... ahh i gotta shuttup! im being an asshole again.. 
  oh yeah, yesterday i played final fantasy 10 like ALL day, and i got to the part when you just get to like djose or whatever its called, i donno if i like it as much as the other final fantasy games, ASS-NAD (Tidus) EUGH! i don't like him.. he's too fruity! XDD Auron's the best by far... he reminds me of Solidus tho... but that's okay... XDD ::laughs:: SOLIDUUUSSS "PROPERTYOF THE U.S. ARMY" XDDDDDD ahem... i don't think YOU'LL get that.... stupid people... see i want to colour something,but that means i have to go through all the struggles of thinking of something to draw, then DRAWING it on my too short computer desk.. and then SCANNING it and then cleaning it up and scanning it AGAIN and THEN FINALLY waiting for photoshop to load THEEN i'll FINALLY get to colour! and by then i lose the urge... 
  ourgh! man my dream last night was so wacky, i remember there was a murderer who like REALLY liked to cut people up before he like made them dead, and then i was in this ditch, and then i was going to anime north but i didn't have a costume, so i dressed up like mei mei.... and then there were these birds in this petshop, and i was buying a snake, and that murderer was like outsidekilling someone or something.... i donno, i have weirdo dreams XDDD uhh... yeah my sister is gonna get SCREWEDOVERbig time, she's pulling a major me, and not going to school, if she doesn't goto school on friday the school is getting the courts involved... sometimes i wish i could just crawl into my bed, and make everything go away, because im really beginning to hate this, its all so shitty to me, and NOW that im getting sick everything is THATmore annoying! i think im going to draw some fanart on oekaki, i just don't know what to draw.... maybe i'll draw Vamp... Cuz we all love Vamp and his crazy blood sucking bisexual i can walk on water ways.... XDDD cuz Vamp smells like cold motzerella cheese, if you've ever smelt it ... you know RIGHT away that that is Vamp's smell... i don't feel good, i just ate some like... porage... XDDD i don't know if i spelt that right, but we all know i cant spell for beans, i want to download corel photopaint... cuz like i know how to use that program, and when i look at photoshop, im just lost... beh too lazy.... i wish i could draw... i can talk 'he can talk" i can talk "he can talk?!" I CAN SIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNGGGGGGG!!!!1 ::sings:: I HATE EVERY APE I SEE! FROM CHIMPAN-A TO CHIMPAN-Z! ::sees statue of liberty:: OH MY GOD! I WAS WRONG! IT WAS EARTH ALONG! YOU FINALLY MADE A MONKEY! YES YOU FINALLY MADE A MONKEY! YOU FINALLY MADE A MONKEY OUT OF MEEEEEEEEE!!! I love you doctor za- whatever they hell his name is spelt like.. XDDD im soo stupid, i think im gonna actually do something with my keenspace account ::GASP:: its gonna be random...  
Wednesday, January 23, 2002
  ::puts on her leilei pants:: OH YEAH! IM STYLIN' NOW ::laughs:: 
  eggs, i posted a post last night, but it didn't like... post 0_o fehfehfeh i just went on about nothing really, so o well, oouogughhj i don't feel good, i can finally have a shower now, and of course now im getting sick, my eyes are watering like there is no tomorrow...and my nose is stuffed up, maybe thats what i get for sleeping under my window when its wide open ::looks at her very open window:: its not like its cold outside tho... urgh the stupid birds are likemaking BIRD sounds, im hungry, but i don't know what i want to eat. urghhhhhh theres a big diesel engine truck outside and its making alll this noise >< i have a headache and don't want to listen to it, i still don't know what i want to eat, i gotta clean my room, see i started cleaning it , and then james yelled at me, so i left... and went to b's room to play... a game.. i think, but yeah, yesterday me and b rented ff9, we're on disk 4 .... and we got ff10, i haven't played it yet, but i wanna.... but not now, now im going to like go look for something to eat... 
Monday, January 21, 2002
  argh, im so tired, and thirsty, arguhgh im not feeling good, go away
 
  mohyeah, i posted this ad on this website saying i was looking for a CB female baby ball, and i got a response, i talked to my dad, and he said MOKAY XDDD so i gotta e-mail this fellow back so yeah, but i will tomorrow, due to the fact im too lazy to open netscape... 
  ...::wails:: OOEEEKKKAAAAAIIII!! ::cries:: poor tony, i hope he feels better soon, even if he doesn't put oekaki back up...

OH MAN! last night i had this WACKY dream, it like involved a snake, aleins, me chopping my own toe off and running around asking for someone to take me to the hospital, and i was like running around this mall holding my big toe asking for someone to drive me to the hospital, it was weird, it hurt sooo much, and when i woke up i thought i really lost my toe, and was afraid to look at my feet, then i looked and i had both toes, XDD but yeah my dream was so waacckkyy, and there was this hotel, and major kira and this broad wearing bed sheets for clothes, and i lived in this ditch, and all this other crazy stuff o_o XDDDD i donno what inspired it, well... maybe the hot sauce i had on my chicken wings did... XDDD i just beat MGS2 again, this time it only took me 8 hours, and only one try on solidus, solidus is so easy now... time to goto "hard" XDDDDD man, i found a new pastime, its running up behind the soligers, holding them up, and then slowly killing them, by like shooting them in the arms/legs and then watching them struggle to die XDD i donno, i like to just SHOOT shit! its SO fun to shoot them and like WATCH them DIE XDDDD and the best part is when Raiden openly insults Snake when he's talking to Otacon and then like Snake's RIGHT there XDDDDD har har har and i took all these pictures of snake.... with the camera right, and i was like REALLY zooming in on his stump/ass XDD and it was funny, cuz snake's so sexy, he's like a real MANLY MAN XDDDD and i of course still love frodo/elijah but ... im on a mgs2 high right now, maybe tomorrow me and b can go see lotr again.... XDD 
Sunday, January 20, 2002
  reefffeerallls.sa.slsllal!

edward munch scream wallpaper
(uh.. no?)
piss
(hmm)
Medabot toys
(NO! FUCK YOU!)
singing I've got the Urge to herbal in the locker room shower
(HAHAHAH! i found this funny...)
Buffy Episode-download
(uhh... noooo)
medabot pictures
(eat shit and die asshole!)
mgs2 raiden in game pics
(they are hard to come by, if i had some i'd so distribute them, cuz raiden's a sexy bitch!)
medabot toy pictures
(FUUUCCK YOU!)
download medabot songs
(What the fuck? Medabots is such a FUCKING SHIT SHOW!)
cardcaptor sex
(no, go away)
http://www.dead.blogspot.com
(uhh)
MedaBOT pictures
(FuUhh-UHHH-UUHHCCKK YOU!)
Metal Gear Solid 2 Sons of Liberty Mp3s
(which reminds me to look into getting the soundtrack..)
girls bursting to piss
(uhh... yeah that happens sometimes)
medabot download
(fuck you)
legolas fanart
(ive drawn some XDDDD but frodo, elrond and aragorn are better)
digi charat sims skins
(its a good idea)
legolas sim skins
(also a good idea..)
medabot game download
(FUCK YOU!)
the end

eh... i had such a crazy dream last night, i was watching a movie with elijah in it XDDD and the movie was sooooo stupid.... but good... XDDD ...yeah 
  urgh my internet is being really dicky, im bored as hell, my dad and brother are going snowmobiling today, i'd like to go with them, but i don't have any cleanclothes, so that means i can't, and that makes everything suck, cuz i really want to go snowmobiling, its so fun, i'd liketo go sledding too, but nooooo theres like hardly anysnow... dammit, i want it to snow so badly..... my brother is drunk again u_u ass..... 
  oh im bored, i got up at 6am again, b is playing mgs2, urgh it kind of bothers me that i haven't gotten to play it since we got the new PS2, eh shes almost at the end, that means i'll probably play it all day today, cuz i have no life 
Saturday, January 19, 2002
  HA~HA SHOULDN'T 'VE ATE THE SOUP!!! HAHRAHBHAVHAVHAHAHHAHHAB! oh that made me laugh ::wipes tear:: it was so beautiful XDDDDDD 
  ASRGUH! im getting REALLY sick of EVERYTHING!! >< everything is pissing me off and my knee hurts so BLOODY much, and my back... oohuhuhhhdhsagh, PMS STARTS u_u and the fact that i want to read something but OF COURSE it won't FUCKING load, and my hair and how its brushing against my face, and the fact icant shower and i have no clean clothes and my knee, and how it makes grinding and popping noises whenever i bend/straighen it, and how i keep making spelling errors and how i keep leaving words out of what im typing, im just REALLY pissed off, like so pissed off i want to go into my bathroom and pick up the 14" Hardpoint, 8 point saw, and SAW my FUCKING legs off, FUCK im pissed off, im just ranting now, but i don't FUCKING CARE! assholes! 
  ::spies her dad spazzing on james:: somehow i don't think is the best time to ask about my snake...o_o  
  man, im sick and tired of my dad and fucking brother, all they do is argue and fight, and yell about EVERYTHING, jesus last night at like 10 they were FIGHTING and YELLING and im trying to sleep, and so's britt, everytime they FUCKING talk to eachother they FIGHT! why the FUCK don't they just stay the FUCK away from eachother?! ARGGUYH! im so ANGRY, im so SICK and FUCKING tired of the male side of my family, they are both assholes, they both think they know everything, and no matter what anyone says, they are ALWAYS right, URGH MEN! ::grumbles::  
Friday, January 18, 2002
  argh, i just hadto "wash" in the sink, i have little or no clean clothes... urgh im so angry, dammit, i forgot to post this when i typed it o_o im such a knob 
  graha, ivory stenched up my room with her ass "gases" l-o-lim giving her old candy canes..mini ones, i break the "U" part off and give it to her, and i have the little bit of stick, but she eats it too fast so i keep yelling "SHLOW!" cuz i have the thingy-thing in my mouth so i sound funny, XDD i donno, these candy canes taste funny, they are cinnamon and strawberry... it makes me laugh... lol, i think ivory is confused when i yell "SHLOW" lol.. the annoying thing is ivory is shedding soooo mmmuuccchchhhh cuz its like... the time when dogs shed sooo much... ahh i like to let my mouse sit for a few minutes, then my screensaver comes on, and im like "Mmmmmm Sweetttttt Froooddddooooo ::drool::" XDD then i have to wreck it and like............ move the mouse, and im like NOOOoO!OOOooooOO!OO!O!OOOooooO!Oo!

OHHH YEAAAAAH! I remember more to my dream, there was this part where i had to dress up asthis like monster, and scare this school or something, and i had my popcorn tub on my head, and stuff, but i didn't get ready in time so i missed my chance, then i came home, and i walked up the stairs and there was like this giant spider web in my face, and i looked up and saw this GIANT-ASS spider, okay, so it wasn't THAT big but ya know, it was a little bigger than a colbalt blue tarantula and so i did all this stuff and like caught her, so then i got this big glass candy-jar we have and put some moss and stuff in it, but then i like looked and the spider had gotten out, but it didn't take off, so i was like "yeah" .... yeah.. that's all i remember.... i have such stupid demented dreams o_o i REALLY liked that spider though, oops i forgot to post this u_u 
  dammit, i want to have a FUCKING shower, just cuz my DAD doesn't shower, doesn't mean therest of us can't, im SO pissed off right now, i just want to KILLsomething, i want to SHOWER FUCKING HELL! 
  eh, i only found three forks, and my room (suposidly) has alll the forks... well so says my dad... 
  ::goes off to find the lost forks of her room:: ahh isnt this fun? i havegot to dig out the lost forks, and cups, and bowls and plates... but mostly forks.. 
  .....i got a samwich with old forest sallaamamiii ::eats:: you know i completly forgot we had burritos.... eh.... i really gotta take some of mydishes out. i will after mike and conrad go, cuz then i can waltz around like no tomorrow... XD 
  gargle, my STUPID brother was on my computer looking at porn, jeez, he acts like i don't know u_u i woke up at 10pm, and went back to sleep, i woke up around 1am when my brother came in here, and i went back to sleep,but i kept waking up, and stuff, but yeah at 4am i finally got up and took a leak, and when i came back james was off my computer... but i know he restarted cuz i heard it when i was trying to go back to sleep, yawn, i can't remeber my dream, WAIT yeah! i remember SOME of it, my mom, britt and myself were driving up somewhere (driving again...o_o) and i remember we passed through this place, and we were gonna stop to eat, and all the locals were like hobbits, and then our car got like a flat tire, or i dropped something out the window or something so we had to stop on this road, and it was like night, but it wasn't at the same time, i remember i was walking around, and i slipped or i tripped and fell over the edge of like this cliff-thingy, no wait someone was pulling me over the edge, and i was holding onto a tree root, but i fell and died, but then i like opened my eyes and i was standing on the edge again, and someone/thing pulled me down again and then this guy who looked like peter stillman (that guy from MGS2) like saved me, and there were these like wolves... and i donno, it was a weird dream... i wonder if britt's awake... shes on msn but shes set to "out to lunch" there i messaged her, maybe if she hears it or something i donno, im bored, and hungry...... hmm i think mikey and conrad aregonna be up soon, so im not going to get anything... actually maybe i am..idonno.. im not exactly wearing any pants XDDDDD 
Thursday, January 17, 2002
  OOHHHH! OH! i had the FUNNEST time on oekaki a little while ago, i was in this one room, but everyone in there was japanese, but they knew a little english, i made three friends, Uni, Mika, Yuki and Nagayan, man could they draw cute! the one girl Uni, REALLY liked this doodle of mei mei, and the other girl Nagayan and me drew a combined picture, kay first i was drawing a picture of me looking REALLY drunk, and then Nagayan drew a picture of her asking me how i was, and i wrote "fine and dandy like sour candy!" and she wrote "lol" and then she erased her hand and made it holding a candy out, and wrote "Here is a candy is sour" (lol, she didn't speak english well) and then i changed my arm and made it taking the candy, then i made myself say a bunch of REALLY stupid things, and she wrote "hehehe" cuz i made myself thinking of myself as a pirate, then i said that i like to kiss my own butt, and stuff, it was fun! i had such a cool time, even tho i had NO idea what was going on, kay when i first went in they kept saying my name and a bunch of stuff i couldn't read so i wrote on the picture i was drawing that i couldn't speak japanese, and only spoke english, and stuff, it was so cool... everyone was so nice and this one person drew this AMAZING picture, jeez i HOPE that they had a tablet, cuz god dammit, couldn't draw that well on paper if i spentthree days on it. I got a screen shot of the last picture of Nagayan and me, its funny, we're both holding the candy, i'll upload it when keenspace stops being a drug-addict. man paint chat is SOOO SOOO FUN its like addicting... yeah, also i gotta fix some stuff on my template, cuz i think i know how to make it so like... yeah i think i know what to do, and if i do that's good, also i want to put a few other pictures up, one of elrond (Hugo Weaving) lookin' sexy, one of pippin (Billy Boyd), and one of Saruman (Christopher Hanky! (His last name is actually Lee) XD) oh YEAAAH! XDDD Elijah's like "AWWWUUUHH! ..Someone stole my SHOES!" and BillyBoyd's like "I think that's the guy that took them over there" and Elijah's like "They were CUSTOM MADE! JEE! I wore them ONCE and LOOK what happens, so ASS makes off with them!" and Billy's like "But he's RIGHT over there! LOOK! HE'S PUTTING THEM ON!" but Elijah is wallowing in self pity, so he doesn't hear him... lol, and Dominic Monaghan's just trying to show off his womanly figure, and Sean Astin, well... Sean Astin looks like Alex my neighbour, only younger... and he looks like he's scoping some "Chicks" or something o_0 ahahha! im so stupid... i donno, im bored, and i love elliijjjaaahhh XDDDD (im such an asshead) this blog is turning out to be so very long.... XD LONG ahem... lookit the time, DS9 is on ::farts off to watch:: 
  yayayya referals ...
medabot pictures
(NO! PISS OFF!)
"make a medabot"
(Hmm... it involves a tuna can, and some straws, and some tape, and some googly eyes...)
Legolas Sims skin
(..gruh, not here! (
The Sims Legolas Skin
(also not here)
piss
(kiss?
Orlando Bloom Legolas Greenleaf gay?
(yes, he is gay... XD)
piss
(on stick?
"system of a down" "legend of zelda"
(DINK! HE WENT TO TOWN! WENT TO HUMP THE PRINCESS ZELDA!)
princess zelda pictures
(no..)
two exsist mens briefs
(what does THAT mean?)
legolas sims skin
(not here!)
piss shorts
(i did that once when i was little)
cardcaptor sex
(FUCK YOU! )
http://www.dead.blogspot.com
(uhm... why didn't you just TYPE it in...)
Otacon pics
(there is a REAL lack of Otacon pictures, we love Otacon ever-so much ::huggles otacon::)
can't say goodbye to yesterday metal gear solid 2 download
(i can't find that song either...)
legolas sims skin
(not here! jeez!)
legolas greenleaf wallpaper
(lol.. i want LEGOLAS WALLPAPER FOR MY BEDROOM! lol actually no, i want Frodo wallpaper, and i want it to have abunch of SD frodo heads on it, cuz come on that would be cute.)
cardcaptor sex
(I said it one time before and i'll say it again "FUCK YOU!")
can't say goodbye to yesterday metal gear solid 2
(...i stare at the stars and the sky up above and think, what am i made of? am i full of sorrow? am i hurt and pain? or am I filled with love? i walk by myself on the streets below and ask every child i know do you think tomorrow will bring sun or rain? which one of these will show? ...i cant say goodbye to yesterdaaayyy mmyyy friieenndds something yayay you know the rest XDD hey, i happen to LIKE that song, and i can't LISTEN to it because our STUPID PS2 isn't WORKING RIGHT...)

ahhh i woke up a 9pm, and i had this WACKY dream, and guess what? we were driving ! -_- lol but yeah, i don't feel like going into details, but this guy i know was there, but he didnt look like him, he looked like some other.. person... i donno, and i was reading this story he wrote (and we were sitting in the backseat of my mom's car outside of indEC) and then the guy had to go, cuz his ride was there, but i was like i want to finish reading your story, and then he took his storyand got out of the car and then my mom drove off, and i was like HEY! then we drove around, and like we went to that guy's house, and his house was SO junky, and i was waiting outside, and looking in the window, and some other stuff happened, and i woke up...
 
Wednesday, January 16, 2002
  man, im not feeling good, i feel really out of place right now, and everything is bothering me, like my hair and how its itchy, and my clothes on how they are touching me, and the sound the budgees are making, and my dad talking on the phone and the mumbling of the tv out there, and the TICKING of my freaking CLOCKS >< im goin' to freak out, i need to sleep. but i can't, so i have to stay awake until at LEAST 2 pm, but ... im tired... now.... man, my pelvic-area just made this REALLY loud snapping sound ::falls over:: stuuupid lol..... i donno, when my brother was in here, he went to sit down on my bed, but the matress was half off, and he slide down and fell on the floor XDDD then he gave me some scotch... it was good scotch ::laughs:: then he found popcorn in his pocket, and dicked off and made it then came back with the popcorn in my tub from the movie theatre, XDDD ::yawns:: im really REALLY not feeling good ::undoes pants button:: XDD ahh, lol, .... ahemm..... my ear's itchy... and i want something like.. i donno... CANDY lol dammit, it should later than it is ::goes off to watch ds9:: 
  man, when my brother was in here, he was telling me and my sister about how his friend's dad was shot-and-killed right in front of him, some people just busted into the house and starting shooting, man imagine how that would be, my brother said that his friend was hiding under the table, when he seen his dad just get throw onto the kitchen floor spurting blood everywhere, man, my brother said while the dood's father was dying, he just went nuts, and took his dad's car keys and chased after the fuckers who did it, two kids were caught, age 14 and 16, the rest of them are gone, but holy fuck, imagine that happening to you, how freaking FUCKED would that be? man, if that happened to me, i don't know WHAT the hell i would do, i'd probably go fucking mental, and kill someone or something.. eh, im tired, the dog just molested me for almost 2 hours, as i sat in the livingroom, cuz i didn't want to some into my room cuz my bedroom window faces the sun in the morning and my room is so BRIGHT and stuff 
  Arguhuhu! im bored, u_u i drawed all these funky-assed pictures on paint-chat, like one of me with a fork, and the eye of sauron, and elrond with a heart, and some other stuff XD then i left, and came back to the paint-chat later on, and someone drew a picture of Sean Astin (Samwise Gamgee's (Gamjee?) actor) and some Troll, and some guy with a superman shirt, and it was ever-so amusing... i donno, james is in here (and is drunk XD) la la laa stupid keenspace, and its like.. non-updating its pissing me off, i need my doses of certain comics, cuz im like a fruit-cake XDD i donno, i have some ideas for my keenspace comic, but i donno if im gonna do anything, see, since i have all this spare time on my hands, i might as well do something worth freeking while, but eh, i donno, it'll prolly become like a comic that's gay and no one likes it, its gonna bea homour-story, cuz that's the only kind of story i can writewithout sounding like a complete ASSHOLE 
Tuesday, January 15, 2002
  lol, i just woke up like... half an hour ago, i had such a wacky dream, see i had the ring of power, then i talked my mom into buying me a wig, and then we went to this store, and something happened, and we drove around (driving around again..) and i asked my mom if i could goto japan, and she said yes, and so me and britt packed all our stuff up, and were on our way to the airport, and some other crazy stuff happened, cuz all these people were lusting after my ring, but i didn't pull a frodo and just OFFER it to them, i left it around my neck, instead of HOLDING it... lol, i donno, it was aweird dream, then i woke up and was still half asleep and idreamt something REALLY different o_o but elijah was there, and it was good... XDDD then my dad let the dog in and she mauled me with kisses, and she stepped on me and i was laughing, and then she tried to turn around but her ass was in my face, so i was yelling about it XDDDD

i donno, im listening to "Love you madly" by cake... o_o i know... i know... but last night it was on the radio, and i turned it up REALLY loud and was headbanging to it, andit was SO funny... i was sitting in the car waiting for britt and maw to come out of the wallmart,
cuz see we found out why MGS2 doesn't work, the something-or-other laser burnt out, so it didn't have the abbilliityyy to read real games/DVDs, so yeah we have to exchange it for a new one at walmart, the first walmart was like UHUHgh YOU didn't BUY that HERE! and then we went to the other walmart, and they said they didn't have any in, and to call sometime in the next few days to see if there is anymore in, yeah... cool huh? did i mention when i was headbanging this guy was cleaning his car off, and looked at me like shot him in the ass, it was funny. then i turned my music down, cuz comeon... cake lol, cake XDD i like their version of "i will survive" ::laughs:: that song .. XDDDD HUGO WEAVING (The actor for Elrond-O) XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD oh i am so amused..

rah, i want to draw an oekakakakaki.... but.. i donno what of.. 
  there, fixed rebecca-chan's blog's address and added tony's kick-ass comic which all should read... la im bored, XDDD i was in paintchat with tony XDDDD and i drew a picture of ELRONDO, and i kinda started to colour it, and tony finished colouring... XDD
ELRONDO THE MAGNIFICENT!!
XD ain't he swell XDD i drew some other pictures too, but they aren't uploaded anywhere, sooo i can't show you them XDD ::laughs:: oh i had fun tonight ::spins around:: im starting to get tired tho, but that's okay...
 
Monday, January 14, 2002
 


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BOOBS XDDDD im bored, briit keeps bothering to write more to my story, now she wants to go see lord of the rings again, but i said i that i couldn't go because i need to shower, and she was pissed off, well jeez its not my fault that my stupid assed father wont FINISH the shower! >< 
  man, my eye REALLY hurts, like someone scratched it or something >< eh..... fooooook! XD oh MAN i READ The most STUPID peice of fanfiction i have ever layed my poor eyes on... it was SOOO stupid, it made me want to HURL my BURRITO.. UP.. and OUT im tired asFOOCKING hell, its like..... and i haven't slept yet... o_0 uurgh im goina to bed RIGHT after i type this, actually then i'll turn my light out, and stumble through the trash to my bed, THEN i'll goto sleep and MAYBE dream something good, my dream last night (er, yesterday) was sooo stupid, but some parts were influenced by lain, so it was REALLY weird, XDD i don't remeber much, but at one point i was driving somewhere, notice in my dreams i drive alot? maybe it means that i really want my license so i can drive all over the country side... XDDDDDD that'll be the DAY ... lol or maybe im just a nut-bar who likes cars, and wants a shotgun... i so want a shotgun, a shadowed shotgun, ya know the black kind, my dad had one, and it was BEAUTIFUL... oh man, it had the scope and everything, i remember when i was little i fired a shotgun XDD i waswith my dad and andy, XDD, Andy had to put his fingers in my ears, cuz he didn't bring the headphone things, XDDDD and he had to sort of HOLD me so the recoil(is that the right word?) didn't knock me over (i think i was like four or five...) XDDD oh i was a special kid! XDDD and i used to drive my dad's truck! okay, so i didn't "DRIVE" it i sat on my dad's lap and i got to steer and shift gears! XDDDD i remember i used to like to sit right up front so i could shift, XDDD then there was the yellow truck that my dad rolled XDD oh the memories (lol) i still want that grape juice... eh, im going ta bed, my eye is really bothering me and so's my knee.. and shh
"OOOH HA PUAAHCHHAAYYKKKAAYYAA GOOO!!!" A female-person jumped out of no where into the boat, wearing one of those big african masks. Frodo and Sam got scared, and thought that this broad was going to flip the boat, so they pushed her into the drink.
Sam and Frodo both watched her go under, but she never came back up, all they seen was the mask floating away....

XD 
  demmit, stupid knee >< my knee likes to make grinding noises u_u;; urgh, i don't know where back to the future II is >< i remember seeing it a few days(weeks?) ago, it was sitting on the edge of something, but i don't know what >< curses! my mom moved everything at the end of the hall now that Mikey and Conrad are here, soooo.... that means..uhh SUCK o well, i'll ask my maw if she seen it in her travels, cuz a deanna trying to be quiet at 5 in the morning is a very noisy one indeed XDD especially with my knee >< my knee makes SUCH noise, it drives me up the wall, i want some grape juice... 
  im sooooooo-oooooohhhhh booorred, i just watched an old movie with burt reynolds in it XDDDDD it don't really remeber what it was called, but it amused me... XDD now.. im going to look for my copy of back to the future II, because elijah was in that movie when he was little, and imgoing to watch it XDDD  
  im bored, i still haven't canned, i ate a burritttoooo, it was good, and good, i shut my window, but im still cold and tired u_u 
  dammit, someone is in the can room, and i gotta go >< eh, its not like i can't hold it, its just... i want to GOOOO lol, im so stupid, yeah, no one is in the living room now, im gonna go make myself a burritittooo 
  im cold, my window is wide open >< because my room smells yucky, im hungry, but people are in the living room, and im not wearing any pants.... sooo i guess i go hungry >< im so tired, but everytime i lay down, i have the urge to get up and do something, then im tired again, maybe... i should find my like crochet needle and crochet myself something, XDDD betyou didn't know i could crochet, well cha i can XDDD im such a weiner, i ate my last surviving brandy beans just a few minutes ago... ;.; now i have no more chocolate... and im hungry... ow i just hit my funny bone... stupid funny bone i'll show YOU! XDDD i worked on my fotr story somemore, its SO FUNNY XDDDD GIMLI IS SOOOOO FUNNY XDDD okay okay, i'll just put the part where the funny part with him is.
"SHIT!" Gimli tried to AXE the water, hoping that would make him swim, but he failed. Legolas went back to Gimli and reached into the water trying to save him, but Gimli was panicing, and kind of AXED off Legolas' hand.
XDDD okay okay, so that tells you like nothing, but XDDDD ITS FUNNY, my story is gonna be soooo-oooo stupid, but funny, ::sigh:: i don't feel like writing anymore tonight though, im too headache-y-and-hungry oh so hungry.. lol there's actually food in the house now 0_0 i know scary, my maw went shopping and now there's like lots of food, and there are burriiittotoooooos and i want one, but nooooo i can;t goout there, cuz Laurie (my maws friend) is here, and Mikey and Conrad(i think are in their room) but still im not wearing anypants, and that causes me a problem now, doesn't it? i still want to have a freaking shower, im beginning to get REALLY pissed off, my dad should fucking DO something with the shower, dammit, i'd be happy if just put the faucets in then i could have a BATH, jesus christ on a CRUTCH! im stil hungry. brawhahha im hungry, i think that laurie just left, cuz its ever-so quiet out there, i need to wash my blanket, and my pants, and shirts, and well most of my clothes.. dammit, im cold, i smell popcorn.. i think my brother has popcorn downstairs, cuz we don't have any uphere 
Sunday, January 13, 2002
  im bored, im drawing a picture of Mei Mei II she looks like shes supposed to be holding something, but what? i don't know... so im gonna leave it open until i think of something.... 
  xDDDD CONRAD AND MIKEY ARE HERE!! XDDDD kay mikey is my cousin, and conrad is his friend, they stay here cuz they goto a school really close to our house XDD they goto class around the time britt gets home from school... XDD so that means i'll be home when they areee! XDDDDDD SO AMUUSING! XDD like one time last year, ididn't know that Conrad was here, i thought he was a school, and so i went into my mom's room (where they sleep) and CONRAD was sitting there, and he LOOKED at me XDDDDD and i was like "oh sorry, i thought my mom was in here.." and left, but it was funny, he looked so stunned, it was funny... XDDDD ::continues laughing:: HE HAS A HARD ROCK CAFE SHIRT XDDDDDD 
  okay im really going to bed 
  shh i am reminded of the scene from that movie "The Big Lewboski" where the dude is talking to the old fat guy in the wheel chair (i can't remember his NAME u_0) where the dudes like You can call me the dude, el duderino, his dude-ness, and so forth.. i donno, but i found that movie ever-so funny... okay.. me sleep now (pssht! ass) 
  okay... i need to either find something to do, or sleep, i think im gonna sleep, but i don't want tobut iwant to but i don't but i do...... yeah CRUST ahemmmmmmmmmummhaB! im gonna sleep now (which means i'll probably goto bed in about an hour, knowing me u_u;;;) 
  uughh i think im brookeennn ;.; my chin hurts (lol, not really) i was going to bed, but my computer sidetracked me, lol, that's so me of me, oh i got so many JOKES ideas for my story, its gonna be a funny story XDD i like to write stories, its so fun, even if no one reads them, its VERY fuN! ::laughs:: ahem.. 
  urgh, im bored, i need a shower, BADLY and _WANT_ to have one, but my stupid dad is doing something to the bathroom, and there are no faucets, and there's a peice of the wall sitting in the bathtub, dammit, i need a shower, i want to see lord of the rings again, because i am a freak of nature, im going to get the books, oh damnation, this fucking humming, this BUZZING in my ears just won't go away, no matter what, i had a weird dream last night, and guess what? ELIJAH WAS THERE XDDDD (im okay..) im writing this lord of the rings story, its so funny, i make fun of legolas so very much, and everyone is SO gay, and me and britt are there, and i fell into the water, and my mask floated away, and in the first paragraph someone has already stripped down to their tighty whiteys (LEGOLAS) im thinking about drawing pictures for it, cuz im a weirdo who has alot of time on her hands, and probably should stop downloading so much stuff.... i want to join the LOTR fan-club XDDD Elijah was the first member... ::laughs:: i have the money, and if i don't i was offered a job, a shitty, but easy job, i would get nine bucks an hour (oh yay!) and i work for four hours a night, and i get to there and type in bills onto a computer ::waves flag:: whoo hoo! actually i think i'd rather clean houses with my mom, its easy money, i just dust everything in the house, and clean the cupboards/surfaces in the kitchen, and sometimes vacuum, and i usually get 20 bucks, and im quite happy with that, sure its not that much, but its better than nothing, see if i join the fanclub my name will be on the DVD of lord of the rings, and that would be good (lol) im such an idiot.... you know instead of saving up for something, im gonna blow my cash on the fan-club, i really want to, i smell popcorn, i want to shower, my brother and sam are making alot of noise downstairs... lol XDDD ::sigh:: oh do i need a life...... my head hurts so much, im very tired, i didn't get enough sleep last night... laaaa laaaaa doo dooo doo doo dooooo! XDDDDDDDD my back's itchy....urg, im so conflicted see cuz the member ship is a limited time offer, and i well... don't want to miss out on its limitied-ness... ya know? (maybe im just an idiot) i feel like such a tool, being so.. mainstream, hey.... at least its not harry potter..... ::laughs:: ahem... okay i go and uhh go somewhere  
  ::just watched the last episode of lain:: whoa, that was wicked-crazy-good... 
Saturday, January 12, 2002
  stupid, my last post didn't post! oh well, i just went on about randomness 
 


What Psych-Ward do you belong to?

XDD i hope this doesn't mess up my blog.... 
  [stupid refferals!]
Deanna is goth (... am i? ::shifty eyes::)
cardcaptor+sex (no... )
thong sim skins (XDDDDD)
piss and vinegar (yes)
piss (whoa-ah!)
+klingon+fanart+nude (ew, that's just SICK ::pictures worf nude:: ew gross...)
remove blurring nudity sims game (lol)
sims skin "legolas" (not here... man-woman)
Carla white Can't Say Good Bye to Yesterday METAL GEAR SOLID 2 (its such a good song, i can't find it either...)
Altavista sunset wallpaper (..?)
video of japanese school shit and piss (what?)
Empire Earth cracker download (uhuh)
metal gear solid2 copy (... stuupid! buy the REAL deal MAN THE REAL DEAL!)
cardcaptor sex (no!)
incubus sim skins (... good idea!)
Medabot pictures (NO!)
pictures of 'Legolas Greenleaf' (uuhhuhguh so many people like that useless fuck! lol XDDD he's pretty though...)

my computer is gonna freeze, im downloading the rest of the lain series, sooo, im not gonna blog anymore right now...
 
Friday, January 11, 2002
  jeez im FROZEN and HUNGRY! there's nothing to EAAAAAAT and my window is open making it VERY cold and EMPTY in here...... man, so many people changed their layouts yesterday (it was spooky!) my sister changed hers too! (she sort of did like almost the same thing as me....) butthat's OKAY 
  im bored..... i drew a picture of the Hooligan on oekaki, XDD he looks jokes, i like the hooligan (the hooligan is from Di Gi Charat) .... dum dee dum, i finally moved all my digicharat episodes onto a CD with some uhh random music videos i have, but i haven't deleted them offa my harddrive yet.. im so very lazy 
  whoa! alex-chan your new layout KICKS ASS 0_0 i didn't see it yesterday, but holy hell, it puts my elijah layout to shame (lol, as i say "its not my fault i suck at html") 
Thursday, January 10, 2002
  yellow brick road, im bored, im trying to bother this "fellow" but he keeps SIDETRACKING me, and im not REALLY focused today 
  from http://www.colorgenics.com/ about like... ME
Everyone feels despondent at times ... and you are no exception. You are feeling so depressed because it seems that everything that could go wrong has gone wrong and you don't quite know which way to turn. So like the proverbial ostrich - you are trying to bury your head in the sand ... But that won't work. You have to face reality .....

Being a likeable person .. you get in well with neighbours and friends. You don't need anything to "Rock your boat". You want to "love" and to be loved".

You feel that you should be appreciated far more than you are.. but no-one seems to care! You feel that you are receiving less than your share... and the main problem is that there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. The Inner stress that you are experiencing makes you quick to take offence .... but you realise that at this particular moment in time there is little that you can do to relieve the situation.

You are pretending that the situation around you doesn't matter, but the effort of trying to conceal your emotions and anxieties is resulting in untold stress. The existing situation is disagreeable. You feel unwanted and lonely and you would really like to associate with someone whose ideals are as high as your own. You want to be above the standard of mediocrity... and this need to be needed and that need to need has almost become an obsession. You are trying to magnify the need into a compelling urge. You would really like to tell the world how great you are.. but no.. you are holding back because you feel that your peers may treat you with contempt. This is a great pity because you have in fact a unique quality of character but the continual restraint that you impose on yourself make you suppress this need for others and you pretend you don't really care. You treat those who criticise you with contempt. However, to be honest ... beneath this assumption of indifference you really long for the approval and esteem of others.

The need for admiration and to be regarded as "someone special" is perhaps one of the foremost aims in your life at this time. You would like to perhaps do something outrageous or anything that will give you the chance to be recognised as someone special.. This desire has now almost become an obsession and in your own way you are trying to fulfil this "complex" by ensuring you are the centre of attention, both at work or play ... or in the home. Stop trying so hard... and you will find that people will like you for who you are ... not for who you are pretending to be....


sounds about right and in the last paragraph, they are talking about.. DUN DUN DUN ELIJAH! 
  ha~ha! i bet my just CHANGING o' LAYOUT was unexpected! well, yeah, the only thing is, i can't post random pictures that are over a certain size, or it makes it go wonky (wonky as in it has the bottom scroll bar)  
  stupid donatello picture, stupid hermit thingy, dicking up my life! 
  YEEE NEW TEMPLATE!!! (i hope it works all good and fine) isn't elijah CUUTTEE'N'SEEEXXYYY?! 
  REFERALS!
Legolas Sim Skins (...)
PICTURES of LEGOLAS GREENLEAF (why not goto http://theonering.net ?)
pics of princess zelda (NOO!)
pictures wateer (what?)
"juice man" wav (EWW THE JUICE MAN!)
legolas sims skin (i get too many referals for this)
women hold piss (yes, we all hold piss)
ORLANDO BLOOM LEGOLAS WALLPAPER (well, which one do you want? Orlando Bloom or Legolas?)
"Can't Say Goodbye To Yesterday"+free download (::sings:: I CANNN'T SAAY GOODBYE TO YESTEERRDAAAYY, MY FRIIEENNNDDS!! 'tis a good song...)
"oh where oh where could my baby be" (::sings:: OH WHERE OH WHERE COULD MY BABY BE? THE LORD TOOK HER AWAY FROM ME!! XDD the song is called "Last Kiss" by Pearl Jam... i think 0_o)
medabot toys (NO!)
cute hot pictures of nude trunks and gohan from dbz (XDDDDDDDD not here, not here)
Metal Gear Solid yaoi pics (theres none here, but THERE SHOULD BE! damn straight! whoever searched for this is my FRIEND!)
deanna vinegar (.... im a vinegar 0_0)
pictures medabot arms,legs and other parts (no!)
insert in piss hole (I'll bet you'd like that!)
cardcaptor sex (NOOOOOOOO!!!)
nude zelda fanart (... why don't i just DRAW some then you'll leave me alone!)
piss (. . . )
Legolas Greenleaf wallpaper (jeez, there's two legolas wallpaper(s) at lordoftherings.net ... )
the end

IS BLOGGER GONNA LET ME PUBLISH?! ::GASP:: I THINK SO! 
Wednesday, January 09, 2002
  ASSS!!! 
  dammit, blogger won't let me post, it says it ALTERNATES well i think that they are just SAYING that so everyone will be like "Oh okay then!" 
  HUNP 
  Blogger's servers are currently under too much load, so we are alternating which users can publish every five minutes.

We are also, of course, working on a better solution. Thanks for your patience.


(i'll show YOU PATIENCE! ::goes on a rampage with a cane::) 
  SCREW! blogger's pissing me the hell off 
  SCREW! blogger's pissing me the hell off 
  eh, im bored, b's computer works now, so its like.... eh, she stayed home today, i want chinese food, maybe my mommie will order it for me,but i'll pay for it, but... you know... 
Tuesday, January 08, 2002
  i can't believe my brother, i am SO digusted, i don't know how i'll be able to even look at him, you know that puppy we had here? well, the people we got it from left it in the garage, cuz they didn't want it, and it lived in its own mess, and ate its own crap because it was starving, and my brother, i thought took loco (the puppy )because of how awful its life was, but i was wrong, he took him because he thought he could sell him, but no body wanted a dog that hasn't had its shots, a dog that doesn't know what going outside is for, it knows NOTHING but to be alone, then my asshole brother, being a fucking asshole, gave the dog BACK to the FUCKERS who had him before! so FUCK! now that little dog who knows nothing is going to be killed, because my asshole brother, i swear im actually CRYING because of it, its so disgusting, i could just puke, i'd like to lock the asshole who have the puppy in MY unheated garage with no food, and see how HE feels, the stupid fucker 
  stuuppppiiid blooggerrrr! 
 
This took me 2 hours and 38 minutes to complete

i don't care what ANYONE says, i _LIKE_ how his body came out (XD) ahem, you know what i mean, i like how the pose looks, it took me SOOO long JUST to do the line-art for this, (its snake, just incase you are completely STUPID and don't know) but yeah, he looks very bothered by your staring at him, his face is messed up tho... but eh, shuttup i work very hard, since i no longer have my mouse, in a way i think its for the best, cuz when i had my mouse i just slacked, because i could, but now that i have the shitty optic mouse, i REALLY have to work HARD on stuff.. 
  ::points at imood:: XDDDD 
  im listening to "Fallin'" by Alicia Keys (this is so not a song you'd expect me to like) im struggling my way through an oekaki of snake, its taken me like an hour just to finish the lineart .... now im gonna WRECK it by trying to colour it....  
  man, i hate the fact that i have to check my e-mail with netscape, i hate netscape ever so much, its such a peice-o-shit, ya see, if i could use IE to check my e-mail, i would delete the peice-o-shit, but NoooOOOOoooo UHR! stupid netscape and its stupid laggy sons of bitch! 
  XDDDD see i have this habit of typing up a post then not posting it, and then kind of minimizing the window and doing something else XDD i just did that! XDDDDDD im such a fruitcake, i SO AM.... ughhhh my stomach hurts... ::dies:: 
  ::drinking her english toffee:: mmm.... mm.m.... its all good, i just had a bagel w/cream cheese ::drools:: i wish i could go back in time and eat it again XDD oh my drink is all gone.... o well, yeah last night my brother brought home a 5 month old pitbull, i haven't seen him yet, but ivory and him REALLY don't get along, my brother only brough him home because the owners of him were gonna put him down, and my brother was like NOOo! and he got him, but we are looking for a good home for him (we tend to bring in alot of animals that are aboutto be put down, like with montana, and that other pitbull, and that OTHER pitbull.. i have an odd feeling pewople don't really like pitbulls) but yeah, my mom says this one is SO cute, he's black and white, my brother is playing with him right now, and they are making so much noise -_- but yeah at six in the morning the pupper was barking and crying and ivory was in my room and she was crying and whining and im like GUUURHHRGUH as i try and sleep, but fehfehfehfeh... im bored, im gonna go play mgs... because i can't play mgs2 yet 
  mmkayy, here's the deal, my mom and sister are going to be 'dicking' with my computer, which means they are going to try and get this hub to finally work properly, which means, its not going to work, sooooo im probably not gonna have a connection, so .. yeah, also, im stuck with this OPTIC mouse, now that my sister took _MY_ mouse for HER computer, so yeah, im not gonna be drawing on oekaki until my sister gets another mouse, and god christ oh mighty that's NEVER going to happen, see, my sister KNOWS that my mouse is a VERY good mouse, its got a very good weight, so its easy to control, but she knows that shes not gonna get a mouse that good, and i bet you i'll get stuck with the shit-mouse (its always how it is) also, yesterday exchanged our MGS2 disk, and guess what? the new onedoesn't work either! URG! its the PS2 soooo the guy said to bring the whole shmeal to his house for a look-see, and last night me and b were playing mgs(1) with the game shark, and ITS SO EASY! XDDD its like your invincible! you have unlimited ammo, its like... your some sort of walking death... tank! XDDDDDDD im such a fruit cake, ahem... so... yeah, my maw and b start messin' with the computers lastnight, but i just hooked myself upto the modem for now, yeah, so i'll probably have a connection until later tonight, and still i can get on, but its just not the same! XDD okay, so now thats over... uhh its time for... some... uh hardcore nudity? no.... its not, its time for some amusing referals!

Medabot toys (not here, ass, no medabots on this site, NONE!)
sex woman fucking PNG (what? what does a png have to do with anything?)
legolas sim skins (someone should make one)
Sexy Olga Pics MGS2 (EWWW OLLLLGGGAAA ... my hair's almost like olgas feel my pain.)
Legolas wallpaper (...uhh..... ... ive SEEN many Legolas wallpaper... desktop... backgrounds... but .. not here)
piss (WOW!!)
legolas fanart (not here)
piss (WOW AGAIN!!)
medabot fanart (ew no, i'd rather draw LEGOLAS.. NUDE! ::shudders:: XDD)
The Sims sports bra Skins (...iddddiiiooottt)
edward scissor hands skin for the sims (yes)
piccolo yaoi wed love 's (XDDDDD)
snake otacon yaoi (i wish! I SO WISH!! XDDD but we all know they have 'feelings' for eachother! YOU KNOW IT! YOU DO! DOO! YOU DO!)
metal gear rex wallpaper (ive seen some here and there, but ... wait.. no not here)
download medabot pc game (NO! SCREW YOU!)
sniff sweet smelling asshole (WHAT?! XDDDDDD what IDIOT wastes their TIME looking for such TRASH ::looks at her brother:: ..nevermind!)
peirced lip pictures (uh huh.. yeah)
Legolas Sim Skins (...)


ahem... this refferal entry has been brought to you by CHRISTOPHER HANKY(Lee, his real last name is Lee) ::does the christopher hanky dance:: oh you'll NEVER learn! okay..... IS THIS THE END OF ZOMBIE SHAKESPEAR?! "yes" SHIT ::dies:: EHHHHHH!JKDKLM:KLKLKLKL~ STUUPID!!
 
Monday, January 07, 2002
  im so boreeddd, now that b's back in school, im probably gonna sleep till 3pm everyday, then i won't have to sit alone ina bright sun-filled room every day.. 
Sunday, January 06, 2002
  uhGUHUH!Uh! we had such a CRA-ZEE time at the mall, XDDDD the whole time during lotr, i was giving meg my comentary on things, butCOME ON! you SO know that samwise wanted frodo! XDDDDDDD it was SO amusing! and the eye and how i just wanted to POKE IT! XDD i should have gotten a LoTR poster, but i didn't all i got was my POLICE HELMET! XD IT IS A TOY. DOES NOT PROVIDE PROTECTION. XD its like... a biker cop helmet XDDDDDDD we got pictures, but like... i tried to stay OUT of them, cuz i look so awful, XDDDDDDDD ...XDDD and GUESS WHAT?! AS SOON as wegot home, my mom came into my now VERY trashed room, and she gave me 6 asprins, SIX ASPRINS, and i was telling her about something, or other, and she asked what kind of envelope my money was in, and i said a plain white one,she bentdown and picked the envelope up it was in... IT WAS RIGHT THERE! UIGUHHUH! all that STRUGGLING for NOTHING! so i payed my dad back his fifty (which i didn't spend all of) and uhh, i have about 20 more dollars than brittany, cuz i went to work with my mom, and got payed, annnndddd i finally got my lucifer pooosssstttterrrrrr ::has the poster on her wall:: XDD ::dances:: OH! now, you'll get to hear my dream from last night.
i was at my gramma hajba's house, in my aunt and uncle's side, but it looked like my house was mixed into it, and i was baking this cake, and it was turning out really well, but these like talisman thingys appeared in the house, and they said to put them somewhere safe to show graditude to something or other, and so no one really payed any attention to them, but i did, so i put the one talisman-thing in this cupboard-thing under a clock, when i just dissapeared and landed on this place with these people, and the one lady spoke of this evil, and i was supposed to stop it with my power, but i didn't HAVE any POWER, so something went down, and i was in a cornfield, and there were all these canadian geese, but they were missing alot of their feathers, and there were these black mountains, and thewoman who told me i had to stop this 'evil' killed herself so everything in this area would be safe, but when she died, the mountains they turned this weird white-ish colour, and then i was in this super-market-like place, with meg, and lisa, and we were like playing tag, and we were trying not to be seen by eachother, and meg was pretending to be this old woman, and it was REALLY jokes, and then lisa found this REALLY big hairy stuffed snake, and meg really wanted it, but then she didn't want it, and now i was back at home and i was watching these mice trying to eat the 'cheese' off these mousetraps, but they weren't mice, they were like the people from digimon, but they were mice- but they weren't at the same time, ya know?, and yamato was eating the cheese, and the mouse trap didn't go off, and i told my mom that the trap didn't go off, she told me to take thetrap and re-set it, cuzsometimes they get stuck, so i did and i was waiting again for him to come out, and he started to eat the cheese, and i stood up and shut the cupboard, and i heard the trap go off, and walked away, then i was in a car with my dad and my grandpa taylor, and we were going to pick up britt and elijah, from this farm, and there were like these two houses, and britt was in one, and elijah was supposed to be in the other one, i walked down this long winding driveway to get to this gate, and i went under this gate.. and when i was walking up the stair to the house that britt was in, i saw elijah and he was putting his pants on (XD) and so i went into the britt house, and she was dressed REALLY stupid, and she had this canadian flag on this bendy-stick in her pants, like on of those flagsyou attach to like four-wheelers and stuff, and then we went outside, and i went over to where i seen elijah, and he like slept outside behind the farm-house, and he REALLY wanted a cigarette so he ripped a leaf off a tree and tried to smoke it (XDD) then my dad was there, and my dad got mad at elijah for sleeping outside, and he dragged him off, and i was like "HEY!" but my dad just went back to the car, and britt went with them, so i dragged mycarcass along the long long driveway and i shut the gate which my dad left open, and i got to the car and my grandad was missing and my dad, b and elijah didn't even wonder where he went,even though he was the one that was gonna drive, so we all piled into the car, but left the driver's seat for grandpa, and the gate sqeaked, and then i woke up, cuz i had to pee really bad, but it was like really sunny when i went up to the britt house, but when i was walking down the long muddy drive-way it was getting dark, and real resident evil-like... and i want to know what was gonna happen... it was probably gonna turn ugly, XDD but the best part was elijah (lol) XDDD my dreams are all sooo stupid... my hands are numb from typing now XD is it hard to believe that i got up at 8 am but layed in bed till almost 10? XDDDDD okay, im gonna see whats keeping britt... 
Friday, January 04, 2002
  ::falls over:: i just got back from mall with meg and lisa and b.... i'll blog more ... after... sleep 
  QUICK-REFFERALS!
01 Jan, Tue, 17:52:44 Google: Honda Canada commercial, chug-a-lug (XDDDDD)
01 Jan, Tue, 18:04:32 Google: pictures of burmese pythons nothing else (....idiot)
01 Jan, Tue, 20:21:24 MSN Search: electric pencil shaprener (uhm.. why'd my blog show up for that?)
01 Jan, Tue, 22:54:03 Google: neopets water faerie nude (urg! who would want to see that nude?!)
02 Jan, Wed, 04:28:17 Altavista: piss (wow)
02 Jan, Wed, 07:51:07 Google: piss (wow agian)
02 Jan, Wed, 12:44:24 Yahoo: medabots nude (EW! MEDABOTS! NUDE!)
02 Jan, Wed, 14:06:01 Google: liquid snake fanart (not here, ive only seen one website with MGS fanart on it, and there was some of Liquid, and it was pretty good)
02 Jan, Wed, 18:44:57 Google: MGS2 olga and snake have screw (the visual... THE VISUALL!!!)
02 Jan, Wed, 22:29:30 Google: legolas fanart (not here, but i have drawn some... ya know.. to MOCK him XD)
03 Jan, Thu, 00:07:47 Google: sims skins legolas (someone should make some LoTR sim skins)
03 Jan, Thu, 16:50:45 Yahoo: digi charat midis (eh)
03 Jan, Thu, 17:09:20 Google: "medabot sex" (ugh its worse the the "cardcaptor sex" referalls!)
03 Jan, Thu, 21:07:12 Google: Star Trek Voyager Yaoi (HAHAHAHHAHAH!!! OH THAT'S GOOD!)
03 Jan, Thu, 21:40:07 Google: princess zelda porn (...)
03 Jan, Thu, 22:16:51 Google: "solid snake" raiden porn (YOU'D LIKE TO STROKE _HIS_ PUPPY! lol, what so like.... porn with snake and raiden? or like porn just with raiden, but you were too stupid to know the name of the game he's from?)
03 Jan, Thu, 23:06:38 Google: taboggininging (XD)
04 Jan, Fri, 00:12:13 Fireball.de: +shitty +assholes +links (huh+what+the+hell+?)
04 Jan, Fri, 03:07:02 Altavista: piss (wow revisited!)



the end
 
  i deleted this post cuz it messed up my new layout, which i am so very fond of 
Thursday, January 03, 2002
  GANDALF WANTS YOU!
XDDDDDDDDDD i didn't make this.. 
  UGHHHH!!! OEKAKI!!! i spent ALOT of TIME on my VULCAN V EAR GOD KEVIN FRANKISH PICTURE AND MY FUCKING COMPUTER FROZE! my computer is just PISSED off at me for neglecting it these past days, jeez, i haven't posted a picture on oekaki in ages... cuz everytime i goto my computer FREEZES OR oekaki EATS it _OR_ the FILESIZE is TOO fucking big! it really pisses me off you know.. 
  oh my drink is gone, but BUT BUT! LAST NIGHT I DREAMT ABOUT ELIJAH!!!! i dont really know what went down, i can't remember, but.. like... i remember we were there.. and stuff XDDD 
  ::drinks her pineapple and coconut drink:: mmm....... you know, right now, i could just burst into flaming tears.... -_- my life is so pitiful 
  the stupid picture was too big in this post it dicked up my blog, therefore i deleted this post. 
Wednesday, January 02, 2002
  you BOOB! stop stepping in my petunias! 
  If I were a Slayers character, I'd be Valgarv!  Who would you be?
YEAH!!!!
Your matches, in order, are as follows:
1: Valgarv
2: Zelgadiss Graywords
3: Naga the White Serpent
4: Filia ul Copt
5: Martina Xoana mel Navratilova
.... XDDDDDDDDDDD that's SO ME (L-O-L)
 
  1 Name: Deanna
2 Nicknames: D, D-chan, Deanna-o-mobile, The Hooded Man, D-worf, Doobie D, Doob
3 School: i don't goto school
4 Age: 15
5 Sex: ...im the female kind
6 Height: around 5'9" (HA! im taller than My sweet Elijah)
7 Birthday: November 6th 1986
8 Zodiac Sign: Scorpio
9 Eye color: Brown
10 Hair color: naturally, its a dark-ish brown, but right now, its black, green-ish white, green, yellow, and some brown roots
12 Pets: a dog; ivory, a cockateil; Mokona, two budgees; Sammy Chung and Billy Chin, and a lover bird; Otacon(my sister changed it form Innova)
13 Siblings: an older brother (james) and a younger sister (brittany)
15 Hobbies: sleeping, drawing awful pictures of elrond in his "sex god" thong, drawing other stuff, oekaki-ing, playing on my sweet shickmaster FRODO (my computer), obsessing over things like MGS2 and LoTR and of course Elijah Wood n_n




FAVORITES:



17 Color: black or dark red
18 Car: probably an old mustang convertible, or... a HERST (laugh)
19 Food: CHINESE FOOD, shrimp, brandy beans, salad... cheese and jam on toast
20 Drink: coke.. i couldn't LIVE without coke... pina colada...
21 Restaurant: MANDARIN.. or the golden palace, or wongs, or any place that sells chinese food.
22 Football Team: don't watch shape way or form of football
23 Sport: HOCKEY.... CURLING(XD not really)..
24 Music band: Slipknot, KoRn, bif naked, wesly willis, black sabbath, Dir en grey, and i could go on FOREVER
25 Boy band: the ones i killed
26 Female Singer: Rika Muranaka
27 Male Singer: ...eh
28 Actor: ELIJAH WOOD!!!! Anthony Hopkins, Chistopher Walkin, Johnny Depp
29 Actress: the dead kind
30 Movie: LORD OF THE RINGS DAMMIT!
31 Quote from movie: "IS IT SECRET?!" -- Gandalf (XD everytime i see him do the IS IT SECRET! the first time it makes me almost piss myself with laughter) or
"Are you frightened?"
"....Yes..."
"Not nearly frightened enough, I know what hunts you." -- Aragorn (Strider) and Frodo (XD)
32 Place to go on vacation? New Zealand..
33 Mall? i don't goto malls
34 Song? The Trailer theme from MGS2 or "I can't say goodbye to yesterday"
35 Store? .... i don't GO places, duh
36 Season? fall or winter
37 Cartoon? lots
38 Book? u_u;;;
39 Teacher? i don't goto school asshole... and every teacher ive had was a jack off..
40 Subject? art
41 Flower? orchids(<--sissy flower) or uhh them blue-bells or whatever they are called -_-;;;;;;;;;
42 TV show? i donno
43 Animal? ravens, snakes,... dogs... cats.... colbaltblues (a type of tarantula)
44 Quote? "Hello, this is Orlando Bloom, and I'm always on the set" -- my sister and me, or "Hello, I'm (wheez) Christopher (gasp) Haa-(choke)nkey.."-- me and my sister.. okay my real fav, is "Wether's there's life on it or not, I consider Jupiter to be the enemy planet." -- Jack Handy (handey?) (is that how it goes?)
45 Holiday? halloween.
46 Board Game? DON'T WAKE DADDY! not really, probably Chess, or Clue
47 Disney Movie? ...
48 Radio Station? 97.7 or 102.1
49 TV Channel? eh... channel 23 (the weather network)
50 Emotion? the elijah emotion
51 Magazine? THE ELIJAH MAGAZINE! actually i don't read them
52 Number? 13 or 17 (Wendel Clark is GOD)


Who:



52 Who is the most important person in your life? Elijah
53 Who is your best friend? Lisa, and my sister.. and Elijah (he doesn't even KNOW me)
54 have you known the longest of your friends? My sister, and Meg
55 do you cry to? my Frodo Cup
56 do you get the most surveys from? Meg
57 do you go to for advice? my brain, and my frodo cup
58 is your worst enemy? you, me, and the rest of the human race.
59 do you look up to? Elijah
60 Knows you best? Probably my sister, or Neonvomit(you still haven't E-MAILED me!! you weiner!)
61 Do you like to hang out with? my sister, lisa, and my frodocup.
62 Is the craziest person you know? other than myself, my sister, or lisa
64 Do you like? ELLIIIIJJJAAAAHHHH!!
65 Do you want to marry? Elijah.
66 Has the nicest hair? Elijah (duh!)
67 Do you want to be like? uhh... i want to be like who Elijah Loves...



Questions:



68 Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend? Elijah (...no)
69 What is their name? Elijah(lol)
70 Do you like your parents? yup, but my dad gets on my nerves alot...
72 Are you wearing your pajamas? well.. im wearing the shirt i slept in... but i put on some pants (scary, i know)
73 Are you talking to someone online? no.
74 Are you happy? no, no im not
75 If your sad, why? im sad cuz i don't have Elijah, and he doesn't know i even exsist...
76 Would you die for a friend? Yeah, i'd die for elijah too



Do you believe in...



77 God? not really, there MIGHT be a greater power, but i don't really think so
78 Love at first sight? yeah, sort of (glances at her Frodo destop)
79 Superstitions? some
80 Heaven/Hell? no
81 The closet monster? yes, it often tells me things, but im not afraid.
82 A perfect guy? hello, Elijah! okay, he's not perfect, he bites his nails, and smokes like a chimney, but hell, he's perfect.. FOR ME




Wishes:



83 What one wish would you wish for? I would wish to be Elijah's Lover/Best Friend
84 Do you believe wishes come true? not if you just sit around and want it to happen, you have to go out and MAKE it happen, with your own blood, sweat and tears.
85 Do you wish you could be someone else? well.. i wouldn't mind being Elijah's GIRLFRIEND... but i don't know if he has one, so.. uhmm.. ..
86 Have you ever wished upon a star? yes, yes i have...



Which one:



87 (Girls) Freddie Prinze Jr. or Ryan Phillippe? Elijah
88 (Guys) Sarah Michelle Geller or Jennifer Love Hewitt: ELIJAH... wait,,,
89 Lust or Love? LUST (XD) okay, a perfect BLEND of both (with Elijah)
90 Having a night alone with your man/woman, or out at a party? probably having a night alone (with Elijah..)
91 Church or school? neither..
92 Messy or Clean? ... well, i don't know, like my room is a STY, and i like it this way, but i like kitchens to be clean, im weird that way, the kitchen MUST be clean, or it'll drive me MAD
93 Computer or DVD? computer
94 Cds or DVDs? dvds...
95 Flowers or Chocolates? Chocolates
96 Bush or Gore (for president) GORE (laughs)
97 Clinton or Gore (for president) BILL UGLY CLLIIINNNNTTTOOOOONNN!!!!!
98 Guy or girl: Elijah
99 Kiss Or Hug: BOTH (from Elijah) i don't like getting hugged/kissed by random people though
100 Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate....tuh
101 Children or no children: it depends on what ELIJAH wants (XDDD)
102 Blonde hair or brown hair on a guy: (looks at elijah's sexy hair) mm dark-like brown-ish
103 Blue eyes or brown eyes: big, beautiful blue eyes, like Elijahs...
104 Slow dance or fast dance: i like to do the Christopher Hanky dance... it can be SLOW OR FAST!
105 Wife beaters or no shirt: depends on who it is, if its like some random man, a wifebeater, but if its like.. on Elijah, no shirt
106 Sunscreen or sun tan lotion: sunscreen, i prefer to look pale, than like a .. big.. fat... red.. thing... i have european arms, like they are darker than the rest of my skin, so it looks funny tho, i wish the dark-ness of my arms would go away, then i could be more.. pale-looking
107 Ring or Bracelet: _THE_ ring (lol)
108 hot bath or hot shower: eh, it depends on how im feeling, if im depressed and stressed out, a bath is nice, if im awake, and lively, a shower/
109 Herbal Essents or Suave: i don't CARE what kind of shampoo it is! okay, i USED to care when my hair was long, but now, im just like EH and if there's no shampoo i use a bar of SOAP!
110 crayon or marker: markers are fun..
111 Pen or pencil: pencil, i can't draw with pen, i always fuck up.
112 Movie or tv: MOOOVIE?!
113 Phone or chat online: well, i don't talk on the phone, so online!
114 Day or night: night time!
115 Dark Or Light: dark!
116 Shoes on or off: off, with no socks! ALWAYS WITH NO SOCKS! SOCKS ARE EVIL!
117 Long Or Short hair: The Elijah kind!
118 Burger King OR MC DONALDS: Burger King, they have LoTR stuff there!
119 BRITNEY OR CHRISTINA: they both should BURN, but if i had to choose to kill ONE of them, i'd kill britney, cuz at least christina can sing
120 ROLLER BLADES OR SKATEBOARD: ... i can't rollerblade, or skateboard, like one time i WAS fooling around on my cousins skateboard, and i fell on my face, and i was all blood-i-fied, and ever since then, i won't go on one (laughs!)
121 Coke or Pepsi: COKE! pepsi tastes so.... EMPTY! like its missing some VITAL ingredient, okay, pepsi is good when you want some thing that SUCKS!
122 AOL or Telephone: cable.
123 Hanging out with a couple of close friends or hanging out with a big group: .... alone, or with close friends... or Elijah
124 E-mail or Snail mail: i don't get either..



When was the last time you:



125 Said thank you? uhm... yesterday when my dad took us to see LoTR (again), and got b's ticket for her.
126 Read a book? uhh.... a while ago..
127 Read the Bible? i donno, when i used to goto church... like.. when iwas in grade three... i like read it...then...
128 Prayed? like when i was in grade 3!
129 Did something nice? i cooked food for my sister, and dad... and... i made an extra burger for ivory, cuz she hasn't had any ReAL dog food in like THREE days, cuz my brother won't buy it, so i gave her a big-half-cooked-burger, and she liked it... (lol i do things like that all the time, cuz im such a NICE person T_T)
130 Helped a friend? uhh....i uhh told ben how to delete folders out of his inbox .... but bens not my friend....
131 Took a shower? uhm..... uh... like... 4 days ago -_-;;
132 (girls) shaved your legs? i wear my hairy legs with PRIDE! (lol) actually, i don't need to shave my legs often, they don't get NAPPY(that word amuses me).. its like.... a good thing!
133 Got mad? like 45 minutes ago... ivory was pissing me the hell off, and i yelled at her to get the hell out of my room, and she went off somewhere..
134 Talked on the phone? ..... .... .... ... the last time carla phoned me, and that was like.. in november... WAIT! NO! i called my dad from the movie theatre, collect and all i said was "Pick us up!" and my dad didn't have to take the call!
135. Did your own laundry? on the 23rd of december.
136. Spent Money? yesterday
137. Who did you spend it on? myself, i bought my way into LoTR again
138. Went shopping? on the 31rst of december, i went to the a&p with my brother and sister at like... 6 am..it was still dark out, and we did donuts in the parking lot



Where:



139 Do you want to live? with Elijah
140 Is the most fun place to go? my secret world.
141 Do you want to meet your husband/wife form the future? only if its Elijah
142 Do you want to go Heaven or Hell? Elijahsville.
143 Do you want to get married? yes, to Elijah.



What...



144 Do you like to do? Elijah...
145 Was the most fun retreat/trip you ever went on? probably the time me, mom and b went to niagra falls, and we forgot where we parked, and we walked around for over 4 hours looking for it..
146 Friend is always there? my sister i guess, or ivory... or my frodo cup.
147 Relative sends you the most money for Christmas? My European Grandparents
148 Do you like about your church or school clique? shuttup, i need more time with Elijah
149 Do you want to be when you grow up? Elijah's wife/lover/girl/chick/woman/.... man (XD) you know what i mean..
150 Do you want your husbands name to be? Elijah Wood
152 Is your favorite piece of clothing? My cape, and my Elijah... wait


Have you, in the last 24 hrs...



153 Cried? ......
154 Gotten in major trouble? not to my knowledge
155 Cut your hair? nope!
156 Ate a meal? yup, and i cooked it!
157 Hugged someone? i don't hug people, i only have hugs for Elijah
158 Kissed someone? i don't kiss people, i only have kisses for Elijah
159 Made a new friend? nope, i haven't made a new friend in ages... ACTUALLY! thats wrong, i made a friend a few days ago... My Frodo CUP!
160 Lost something? yup
161 Done something new? uhh... no
162 Got online? NO! (sarcasm)
163 Checked your e-mail? sorta when you sign into msn it tells you if you have any new messages,and to MY SUPRISE! i didn't have any! (gasp, whoda thunK?!)
164 Talked on the phone? nope
165 Exercised? i did the Christopher Hanky dance, thats an exercise.... i think 0_0
166 Slept? yeah, i slept
167 Got in a fight? yeah, with my dog, and she bit my hand... XD
168 Got dressed in something other than your pj’s? i put some pants on.
169 Went bowling? XD OH YA!! (laughs)


Have you ever...



170 Been so drunk you passed out? nope
171 Gone out in public in your pajamas? yup, and peter and jason looked at me funny, and i looked at them angryly
172 Had an imaginary friend? i have many
173 Cried during a chick flick? no, i haven't, and iwouldn't, i don't even bother to WATCH them
174 Owned a New Kids on the Block CD? XD my brother did! (Actually, i don't know if he did..)
175 Gotten in a car accident? yup, a few times
176 Liked someone so much you cried? ::looks at Elijah and wimpers:: i did that this morning (im such a wuss!)
177 Cussed when your parents were around? yeah, i cuss when ever i want, but i try not to say fuck around them, thats the one word, my dad would probably get offended, but my mom would just be like '...'
178 Told your sister/brother he/she was a bitch? yeah, on a daily basis
179 Sung in front of the mirror? yes...
180 Made faces in the mirror? yeah, and any reflective surface, like spoons,
181 Spent more than one hour on your hair? no, i don't really even need to brush it anymore
182 Sleep- walked? yeah, but not in a long while, my mom said that once i just ran out there and screamed at her and dad, then ran back to my room, and another time my dad said i was crying and telling him WHY i was crying.
183 Talked in your sleep? my sister says i do it all the time
184 Watched a scary movie and couldn’t sleep all night? like once when i was little
185 Gone Caroling? nope




Movies…



186 What is the funniest movie you ever saw? i donno, Shanghai Noon was good, So was Robin Hood Men in Tights...
187 What is the stupidest movie? ROAD TRIP! ( i really didn't like that)
188 Which movie could you watch over and over? Lord of the Rings
190 Who do you go to the movies with? My sister, sometimes lisa
191 What movie made you cry the most? uhm.... i dont recall ever crying over a movie.. wait, when i was little i cried over Land Before Time the first time i seen it, when littlefoots mommy died
192 Did you like Titanic? NO! okay, when i first seen it, i REALLY liked it, but now that i think of it, it really SUCKED



If you were stranded on an island…



193 Who would you take? Elijah...
194 Who would you take if you only had two people you could bring? Elijah and Otacon.
195 What three things would you bring? ::shifty eyes:: ahem... ::giggles:: do i need to list?! (lol!)
196 What island would you want to be stranded on? i donno... a warm one... ..
197 What animal would you kill for food? i donno... or care...
198 Would you write on the sand “HELP!”? if im with Elijah? no.
199 Would you panic or relax? RELAX ::wink wink::




Would you ever...



200 Jump out of a plane? yes, if Elijah was waiting on the ground for me.
201 Kiss your best guy friend (or if you’re a guy girl friend)? only if my best friend wa Elijah.
202 Go bunjy jumping? Yeah, I would...
203 Stay in your room for a whole day? i do that EVERYDAY!
204 Go in the snow without clothes? .... well... uhh ELIJAH!
205 Skinny dip? ...elijah skinny dipping! (LOL!)
206 Drink salt water? eh, i have before
207 Touch road kill? lol, yeah,but probably with a stick, when i was little i poked a dead raven with a stick and its stomach opened up and all these maggots poured out, it was cool
208 Take a job even if it meant you’d be away from your guy? yes, unless my guy is Elijah...
209 Smile at your worst enemy? i do it everyday
210 Play 8,000 bowling games in one night? only if Elijah was there and we were getting drunk
211 Go to Reno to get married? XDD YES! actually no.
212 Gamble? yup
213 Bring shorts to Minnesota? i probably would
214 Have a make-out party? only if it was just with me and elijah (AHHAHHA!)
215 Throw a party without your parents? yeah.. my parents would probably want in on the action tho
216 Go to a foreign country? yeah, with Elijah
217 Fly a plane? YUP!



Explain...



218 Life: a very short ride
219 Love: something everyone searches for, even if they don't admit it/
220 A friend: someone you can tell anything.



~*LoVe LiFe*~
221 B/f Or G/f?: Elijah
224 CrUsH: On Elijah
227 If YoU cOuLd Go OuT w/ AnYoNe In ThE wOrLd, WhO wOuLd It Be?: ELIJAH YOU DUMBASS!
228 WhEn YoU 1sT mEeT a GuY/gIrL, wHaT dO yOu NoTiCe?: their eyes.... i like peoples eyes.
229 WoUlD yOu RaThEr Be In A lOnG-tErM rElAtIoNsHiP w/ OnE pErSoN oR dAtE mAnY pEoPlE?: long term
230 WoUlD yOu EvEr Be In A lOnG dIsTaNcE rElAtIoNsHiP?: if it was with Elijah
231 Do YoU bElIeVe In LoVe At FiRsT sIgHt?: yeah, didn'tyou already ask me that?
232 WhO wAs YoUr 1St CrUsH?: Alice Cooper
233 IdEaL gUy/GiRl: Elijah
234 IdEa Of A pErFeCt DaTe: i don't care, as long as its with Elijah




WHAT COMES TO YOUR MIND WHEN U HEAR THE NAME...



235 JOE: That idiot thats on my sister buddylist, that she doesn't even know
236 JENNIFER: the idiot from Breakfast television (WHO IS BACK DAMMIT!)
237 JOHN: Deere
238 SALLY: PO
239 JORDAN: Elijah's middle name.
240 SARAH: this girl i used to be friends with in grade 2
241 JESSICA: a girl i used to be best friends with
242 LAUREN: this crazy girl that tried to kill me, like literally
243 Mark: this guy that my dad is friends with, or was friends with, i think he's dead now
244 RAY: this kid who had lice
245 RACHEL: that idiot from muchmusic
246 JANET: this woman my mom knows




Friends ~



248 Do you have a best friend: i suppose
249 If so, who is it: lisa, britt, ivory, my frodo cup
250 Name your friends: eh...
251 Nicest: my frodo cup... and lisa!
252 Funniest: Lisa and Britt- its a dead tie.
253 Most caring: my Frodo cup
254 Smartest: .... i donno
255 Ugliest: Britt (loL!!!) actually... probably ivory.
256 Prettiest: my frodo cup!
257 Hottest: frodo cup!
258 There for you the most: My sister, or my frodo cup (i don't see my friend(s) often)
259 Friend that lives the farthest away: uhh... ... i donno
260 All around best friend: Lisa and my sister
261 Best eyes? my frodo cup (duh, its Elijah! Elijah has very VERY nice eyes)
262 Best Hair? ..i donno....
263 How long did this take you? lets just say i listened to "War Pigs" by Black Sabbath at least 60 times...
 

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Twenty-six y/o mother of two, trying to attain happiness, balance, and good health.

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