im bored  ¶ 11:35 PM

  my stomach huuurrrrttttsssssss::cries:: i don't wannnnnuuhh goto schoooool (lol, i sound like a little kid) lol, i told my brother to lift the arm up on cap'n ginyu and his armour fell off and i laughed really REALLY hard, and my brother was like "Wow, he's always ready for action." and that was SO funnnnnnnnyyy  ¶ 11:18 PM

  man, i have thin blood, eariler today i stepped on a peice of glass(that is still on my floor) and it was standing like this /\ and it rammed itself into my foot and i couldnt walk cuz it was bleeding like a house, it was like water, like really thin water, and it was dripping into my hand and it was like ::bleed bleed bleed bleed:: so my hand was all bloody, thank goodness for MSN cuz i messaged my sister to get me a bandaide (what, did you think i'd wanna yell to her? or get up and risk the chance of getting an infection in my foot from the nasty floor out there? my dog who had skin cancer and was literally rotting walked on that floor, so what? it was a long time ago, but still that's not the point) and so she got me a bandaide and i was like good, man, im bored, theres like NOTHING to do, i got an e-mail from someone who is verra dear to me and i havent talked to him in like a year or something.... n_n and i have a big head, the end the end the end..... im boreded (lOl) pennywise is on tv, and im like WHOA cuz i havent heard anything by them in a while... i like manson's song 'nobodies' man i love his music videos the costuming is so extremly fucking kick ass, well uhm yeah  ¶ 10:22 PM

  fucking heellllllll, i stepped on a peice of glass and it was like /\ that and it went IN my FOOT and my foot bled like a house, my blood is VERY thin, its like scary... asprins tend to make blood thin, so fehfehfeh the end  ¶ 7:31 PM

  you know what another good song is? Heretic Song By Slipknot i REALLY like this one TIS GOOD   ¶ 5:11 PM

  i wonder if those were the RIGHT lyrics....fehfehfeh i don't care  ¶ 4:29 PM

  ::sucks her thumb and listens to "chop suey" by system of a down::
Chop Suey
Wake up (Wake up)
Grab a brush and put on a littlle makeup
Have the sence to fade away the shakeup
why'd you leave the keys upon the table
here we go, create another fable.

(You wanted to)
Grandma should put a little makeup
(You wanted to)
I just crossed the feeling with a shakeup
(You wanted to)
Why'd you leave the keys up on the table?
(You wanted to)

I don't think you trust, in, my,
Self-righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die

Wake up (wake up)
Grandma should put a little makeup
I just crossed the feeling with...
Why'd you leave the keys up on the table?
Here you go you need another fable

(You wanted to)
Grandma should put a little makeup
(You wanted to)
I just crossed the feeling with a shakeup
(You wanted to)
Why'd you leave the keys up on the table?
(You wanted to)

I don't think you trust, in, my,
Self-righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die
In my self-righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die
In my, self-righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die

Father, Brother, Father, Mother
Father dear hands, I commend my spirit
Father dear hands, why have you forsaken me?
In your eyes, forsaken me
In your thoughts, forsaken me
In your heart, forsaken, me

Oh, trust in my, self-righteous suicide
I, cry, when angels deserve to die
In, my, self-righteous suicide
I, cry, when angels deserve to die


such a good song... so good ::sucks thumb:: this sucks  ¶ 4:26 PM

  _ _
0_o what am i gonna dooo?  ¶ 4:04 PM

  MAN, I CAN'T SLEEP CAPS LOCKS IS ON, BUT I IS LAZEEEE ::TURNS IT OFF:: there you are dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dundundundun............ > > > > >> > > > > >
Peach Girl is good ..Matlock is on wait its over now.... OHOHOHOH! I WANT POLYALL 2000! i don't know WHY but i WANT it!
  ¶ 4:00 AM

  do you underestimate?  ¶ 6:26 PM

  dammit i don't know what im going to do, school is so close, i don't want to register, i don't want to go, its like the clock keeps ticking and i keep fretting, but there is nothing i can do, i just hate people so damned much, i REALLY do, if only i had an m-16 or something and i'd run in the place and just start firing at random, but its gonna be okay, i dont want to drop out, im going to get my grade 12 crap and on graduation im gonna go to the liquor store and get me some booze and im gonna live offa it in my room alone for three glorious days then im gonna slack off and be like my brother and feed offa my family until its sucked dry, then im gonna goto college and stuff, and get a job and then im gonna die in the end (that's how it always is) lol, yup its all planned, even if i don't think its got the bestest plot, i think it'll make a killing at the box office and then it'll die the end (beautiful)  ¶ 12:40 PM

  darnit! i think im moving to "BOMENVILLE" or some rehab place like that, its like the farther north you go, the farther back in time you go, so im gonna be like living in a place with the style and tolerence of the 80s... and i don't fit in here... well, if i do move up there, im just going to make friends with my new snake which i don't have but im getting no matter what (and i don't care if that means selling our birds) all they do is annoy me... if- or when i get a snake im gonna name it snake and he/she is gonna be my sexy bitch, and we'll have adventures in the midst of my room... and i'll bring my snake to school and every girl will be like"AHHHH!" and they'd run off with their big poofy hair and blue eye shadow, and i'll be like MUAUHAHAHAHA cuz i'll then become the dark mistress of death or something and i'll learn to use my magic powers to hover around like that one bitch in valkyrie profile, and i'll have a hovering stick and my snake; snake will be wrapped around my neck and i'll be laughing as thelightning strikes a tree in the background then i'll be like MUAHHAHAHAH again and everyone will just be like huh? and i'll tell them that im gonna kick their old-school-wanting-to-be-in-degrassy-high asses and id laugh like MUAHAHHAHA somemore and then with my loyal side kicks snake- the evil king snake from hell and ivory- the damned american staffordshire pitbull from brampton(the equivelent to hell) and it'll be like having a bunch of monkeys on acid hanging from the ceiling fans and i'll scream at them to come down but they wont come down "COMEDOWN!" and then ivory and snake and me will be like standing on this pile of corpses as the cops drive into the place and i'll be like 'oh shit' and the cops would be like surrender youre surrounded and i'll be like "DIDN'T I?!" and me and ivory and snake would dissapear into the night!  ¶ 10:27 AM

  wow! im not the only one who thinks that the PT cruiser is an ugly sons of bitch....i seen an ugly bitch of a PT Cruiser driving near my car and i was like "ASSSSSS" out the window at them, but they had their window up, but it t'was all in good fun..  ¶ 10:48 PM

  you like pokey man  ¶ 9:27 PM

  bobe?dammut ivory is pulling and eating my stupid pant leg and is knocking me off my chair  ¶ 9:25 PM

  M$EEEEEEMM mycdofis harassing my ass
  ¶ 9:21 PM

  my ass hurts, my ass hurts cammut! CAMMIT! i hate you, its hot in here, i have a fucking headache and i swear too much for my own good, and my ass hurts, i read a book today it sucked, now i can't see cuz i need reading classes but i don't wantthem cuz i look like a jack off already and i hate you cuz my ass hurts... cool huh?  ¶ 8:28 PM

  you know what? screw neopets, im not going to their rehab site anymore, jee they e-mail saying blahblah yeah we can't do anything, why don't you change your password, its like HELLO? ASSHOLES I DONNO MAYBE JUST KIND OF A LITTLE THE ASS THAT HACKED ME CHANGED THE E-MAIL ADDRESS AND I CAN'T CHANGE IT ASSHOLE!! then theyre like use the "lost password" WELL I CAN'T SEE ANYPASSWORD HERE! ... eh, i needed something to rant about  ¶ 8:20 PM

  ::bashes her head on things:: it's like i have maggots in my head and they are eating away at my brain and the sound of them eating just gets louder and louder as my head starts to plusate as they feast upon the chewy brains within and i can't stop them and soon it'll be the death of me so i just complain and fuss about it while hittingthings until they break  ¶ 3:21 PM

  the verve? OH JEEZ!  ¶ 3:17 PM

  yawn, im bored, and my throat hurts, im not wearing any pants (lol, its true and it's a crime against nature) .... my throat... it hurts ::explodes and dies::  ¶ 3:10 AM

  do you know how much i hate these shows ::points to tv:: married with children then unhappily ever after... ::turns the tv off:: i'll just wait for voyager without any tv  ¶ 12:37 AM

  XD ::just read over what the last post says:: jee you can only tell alittle bit that i just woke up when i wrote that  ¶ 12:32 AM

  Le Suvery

Living Arrangement?
In my grandparents house which we rent, with a difunctional family (a mom, dad, sister,brother) a dog (ivory) two cockteils (Smokey and Mokona) and two budgies (Bitch Face, and Sammy Chung) and some mice and spiders and other uncontrolable pests

What book are you reading now?
uhm.. THE PLAGUE by some guy and THE SHINING(i still havent finished it) and uhh i donno ...... stuff

What's on your mouse pad?
I don't HAVE one... well i DO but i gave it to my sister along with my GOOD mouse, but eh she LENT me her mouse (that doesn't got a ball it has a censor thingy)

Favorite Board Game?
CLUE!!! lol and uhm....cluedo? lol and MEI MEI WANTS TO SCREW CLUE (don't ask)

Favorite Magazine?
don't read'em

Favorite smells?
bubble gum.... the smell of rain, the smell of my room, the smell of gas, the smell of car exhaust... uhm, the smell of my hungarian gramma's cooking... and chinese food (lol)

Favorite sounds?
THUNDER, the clicking sound the mouse makes, the sound of the fan in my computer, the sound of my moniter turning on and off and on and off, LOUD MUSIC, the sound of smokey singing/saying stuff and uhm...someother things

Worst feeling in the world?
having an anxiety attack, and/or thinking about something you did/said in the past and realized how GAY it was/sounded

What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning?
piss off im going back to sleep/im not getting up/im not going to school/i hate you/fuck you/goaway/ im tired/ its hot-cold in here/ don't turn on the tv/ im not getting up no matter what you say::rolls over::

Future daughter's name?
i don't really want kids, but if i have them they are going to have cool names like 'FLOOR' or 'NEMESIS'(lol, maybe not nemesis) but you know, names no one would name their kids

Favorite food?
wendys spicy chicken burger, burger king fries, chinese food, japanese food, jam and cheese samwiches... uhm dark chocolate oranges.... uhm... other shit

Chocolate or Vanilla?
depends; see if its like a milkshake i'd rather have vanilla, but if its like chocolate, i'd rather have chocolate (not vanilla[white] chocolate)

Do you like to drive fast?
well since i can't really drive LEGALLY yet, i like being the passenger when my dad/bro drive fast and do donuts and stuff; so yes

Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
YES! TONNES! lol, i really do i have so many of them, my closet has these shelf thingys and when you look over you just see tonnes of faces staring blankly at you

What type was your first car?
well, i don't HAVE a car yet... well i DO but its not MINE yet, but it WILL be... if it doesn't get sold (its a 1965 ford fairlane)

Favorite non-alcoholic drink?
VIRGIN PINA COLODA! and uhhh orange juice, and tim hortans iced cappucino(yummy) and uhm, JONES SODA!! (green apple, fufu berry, cream soda, vanilla soda, strawberry lime- well basically everyone i have tried)

Do you eat the stems of broccoli?
DAMMIT YES! I **HEART** BROCCOLI

If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be?
....uhm, is there a job where you can just be payed to not do anything? ...well if there isn't i'd have to say... maybe a pilot cuz that'd be cool, or a sniper- being a sniper would kick ass

If you could dye your hair any color, what would it be?
i dunno, im dying it ATOMIC TURQUOISE and BLACK, but yeah i think that's good, or like a dark rainbow of colours or something

Ever been in love?
not with a real person (well odo and jon and tom are real, but you know not like REAL REAL in real life real)

Is the glass half full or half empty?
i'd say it depends, say if i just poured the glass of say milk, it'd be half full, but if i just drank half of the milk it'd be half empty.

Favorite movies?
uhm... dogma... uhm... mononoke hime... uhm... gundam wing : endless waltz and robin hood and his merry men, the many star trek movies, and lots others

Are you a lefty or a righty?
righty, ben!

Do you type with your fingers on the right keys?
most of the time

What's under your bed?
.... well its moslty clean under there now cuz my mom cleaned it up, butttt before there was SO mUCH SHIT UNDER THERE! like garbage and dishes and paper and paper and pencils and broken pencils and garbage and chinese newspapers and nintendo 64 paddles and videos and well ALOT OF OTHER SHIT!

What is your favorite number?
13, 666(lol) 17(WENDEL ROCKS!)

Favorite sport to watch?
hockey.... CURLING(lol, not really)

What is your favorite holiday?
HALLOWEEN!! (how hard was that to guess?)

If you could take a trip anywhere in the world, where would it be?
Japan... Or somewhere in Europe like Hungary, or Africa or... uhm i donno...

What era would you time travel to, just to visit?
to a time where there is space travel and frying pan radios (or back in the medevil days, i'd be a cross dresser so i could be cool...lol)

What is your favorite color?
black(well its a shade) dark red, dark blue, dark green, silver

What famous person would you trade places with for a day?
THE BEHOLDER! ...i mean...... eh i don't know

What is your favorite flower?
SCARNATION(lol...) or uhm black roses cuz they're cool...or SNAPDRAGONS! yeah the end

Favorite song?
o_0 can't list them all- cuz like ITS IMPOSSIBLE! well not impossible... but it would take ALONG TIME

Favorite memory?
UHm, i'd half to say grade 7 and 8, cuz when i went to indec a week later i met lisa and we were like "HAR HAR"and then chris came to that school like a week later and so all three of us we like HAR HAR and then it all changed... and everything started to suck even more than it did before

Worst fear?
waking up and realizing i wasted my life, or something like that

Favorite car?
A Hurst! or A MUSTANG or a SHIVEL(sp? my dad had one but he sold the frame and kept the motor)

Favorite thing about the year 2000?
i don't know, probably ...i don't know

Favorite quote
"Today; I stuffed some dolls full of dead rats, I put in the blender I'm wondering, if maybe there *really* is something, wrong with me.." -- Johnny the Homicidal Maniac
AND like EVERY one of Jack Handy's quotes.


the end  ¶ 9:00 PM

  mmmmmm trail mix.....ooo a cashew mmmmm cashewww.... im addicted to this oekaki ::eats a 'grab' of trail mix:: mmm flavourso'goodness /.....uhm.... i was gonna say something but i forgot (agian)  ¶ 5:25 PM

  gr, im sick of this! I don't want to goto CHING, i don't want to see the people at CHING my brother said he'll hang out with me at CHING i told him i don't care cuz i don't want to goto CHING he said whatever and i cussed about CHING cuz i hate CHING even though ive never taken anyclases in CHING i know i'll hate it cuz i hate all big schools like CHING because they are stupid and the people in CHING piss me off even though i don't know half of them...so it comes down to this, I don't want to GOTO CHING! I WANT TO GO BACK TO INDEC I DON'T CARE IF THE TEACHERS THERE ARE SICK OF MY SLACKING ABBILITY TO SLACK OFF... if anyone wants me, i'll be in my fucking ugly shitty cleaned up and yet still sorta messed up room (and i want to buy/make a coffin to sleep in)  ¶ 3:02 PM

  i'm bored, it's thundering and lightninginging out, nothing too interesting (even though its my fav type of weather) my sis and i drew ALL over our road with sidewalk chalk, and all this retarded stuff, and then my dad washed it all away cuz he backwashed the pool (so the dirteh wattuuurrr went on the road'n'such) and so i was angreh cuz i liked my drawings on the road there was one of CAPTAIN SISKO and it looked like him, and there was a bunch of "KISS GOKOU"s well only two, but only one survived, so me and b went out and re-drew some shit at like 3 am, and then it started to rain and we were like eh, so we came in and watched tv..... boring old tv XD goto http://spookyland.com/ goto comics and read some of the lenore one, i find it verra amusing...maybe im just sick?  ¶ 5:43 AM

  ARRROOGGGUUHHH!!! my hair is semi blonde, cuz there still is this REALLY permanent shit i have had in my hair since grade eight or something, the chinese broad who did it said it was gonna be there for EVER FOR EVER, so i gotta put more peroxide and debris onto the dark spots tomorrow so let me finish this post by quoth the sister
"Ya know... I'd marry a cop..just to play with his gun.." -- Brittany Taylor, Aug 26th, 2001 1:10 am  ¶ 6:36 AM

  n_n my hair is being dyed blonde as we speak 0_o im not staying blonde, im dying the tips black and the two strips in the front, TWILL BE GOOD, and the blondeness is going ATOMIC TURQUOISE (lol)  ¶ 3:12 AM

  ::explodes and kills blogger::  ¶ 9:00 PM

  dammut!  ¶ 8:55 PM

  HUMP blogger ain't posting dickleshit  ¶ 8:49 PM

  Lisa you BUNKY! shure i wanna do somethang tuhmorrah! ... i wasn't at my computer me and b were chucking paper airplaines at eachother and looking at old drawings and such, yeah its all good, ODO is good, Are you shure you wanna give me the oh so powerful magicknight rayearth pencilcase? i'd give you ... uhm, the bindi box, but i don't think its of the same value, cuz yeah.. plus the fact that its all busted up, I HAVE A TAM STICKER TOOO, uhm FORK.... yeah, call me or something (you prolly won't read this till tomorrooww but yeah) i got some bottles of peroxide (the shit that makes your hair blonde) and im deciding what im gunna do, maybe you have any ideas?::says like master miller/liquid snake say:: IN ANYCASE call me, tomorrow or today or when ever you read this (unless i already came to your house, well you can call me, the phone is alive) uhm DEAD is me, im gonna scan MY tam sticker, i was going to a while ago, but i got lazy and didn't... uh huh thats right kids, d is a lazy ass on wheels  ¶ 8:03 PM

  you thought right ::adds it to the big four one list making it the big four two:: n_n music like this is good... ::scuttles off to stare at the screen where nothing is happening on:: .... im bored, cuz i cant even scuttle right, im worried, i know this year is going to suck, im practicing my phrases...here all let you in on some
"hello, do i owe you money?"
"don't look at me like i shot you in the ass"
"excuse me, i don't remember shooting you in the back of the head"
"i'm broke"
"im 23 years old, i don't need this crap" mmm pizza's here ::Sneezes:: wow, i really just sneazed, maybe somebodies talking about me (phfft yeah right)  ¶ 6:36 PM

  i.hate.you.

i'm in a weird mood, it's like im depressed, and i know i am, but i don't feel anything, its like not right.... and i just ate a can of honey roasted almonds and i feel sick

Listening to : "Clint Eastwood" by "Gorillaz"

I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless,but not for long
The future is coming on
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless, but not for long
The future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on


Yeah... Ha Ha!
Finally someone let me out of my cage
Now, time for me is nothing cos I'm counting no age
Now I couldn't be there
Now you shouldn't be scared
I'm good at repairs
And I'm under each snare
Intangible
Bet you didn't think so I command you to
Panoramic view
Look I'll make it all manageable
Pick and choose
Sit and lose
All you different crews
Chicks and dudes
Who you think is really kickin' tunes?
Picture you gettin' down in a picture tube
Like you lit the fuse
You think it's fictional
Mystical? Maybe
Spiritual
Hearable
What appears in you is a clearer view cos you're too crazy
Lifeless
To know the definition for what life is
Priceless
For you because I put you on the hype shit
You like it?
Gunsmokin' righteous with one token
Psychic among those
Possess you with one go

I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless,but not for long
The future is coming on
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless, but not for long
The future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on

The essence the basics
Without it you make it
Allow me to make this
Child, like in nature
Rhythm
You have it or you don't that's a fallacy
I'm in them
Every sprouting tree
Every child apiece
Every cloud you see
You see with your eyes
I see destruction and demise
Corruption in disguise
From this fuckin' enterprise
Now I'm sucking to your lies
Through Russ, though not his muscles but the percussion he provides
with me as a guide
But y'all can see me now cos you don't see with your eye
You perceive with your mind
That's the inner
So I'm gonna stick around with Russ and be a mentor
Bust a few rhymes so mother fuckers
Remember where the thought is
I brought all this
So you can survive when law is lawless
Feelings, sensations that you thought were dead
No squealing, remember
(that it's all in your head)

I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless, but not for long
The future is coming on
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless, but not for long
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future n_n the end

p.s. i love 2-D  ¶ 11:29 PM

  im bored, bored bored bored bored bored i already 'checked' and read all new pages to online comics where i go and now im like ¯_¯ cuz im like that  ¶ 5:16 PM

  damned straight  ¶ 5:13 PM

    ¶ 5:13 PM

  dammut, i have such a headache >< randy travis is on matlock T_T; he keeps singing! LOL! at the beginning he was singing 'diggin' up bones' JEE! i remember that song from when i was like 4! and i remember AC/DC from when i was little....... and the rolling stones and tom petty (and theheart breakers) chuckle!  ¶ 3:50 AM

  my dad;s yelling at the birds to 'stop' jeez about three weeks ago he yelled at me and said they didnt understand (asshole)  ¶ 12:31 AM

  GUESS WHAT EVERYONE! MY FAMILY IS BEING BEING KICKED OUT OF THIS HOUSE! that's right everyone! i get to live in a government home! YAY! me my mom and sister have to goto a shelter and see if we can get an apartment! BUT if that happens.. where is my dad gonna go? hmmm i don't know and/or care, he always yells at me for things i never fucking do! like tonight me and b were talking out in the living room, he wakes up, and screams at us and of course me being well be asked him what the hell was his problem, he's like what do you mean 'what'? im like yeah, well you woke me up this morning cuz of your yelling at the dog! bleh, i was cooking some food cuz i didn't want to bother my mom, AND kay i went out there, the house smells like BURNT gease cuz my DAD being such a SMART man put the pans BACK in the oven while it was still on, he cooked fries (so it was all greased up) i fucking HATE him, my mom went shopping, she bought a container of 'cool whip' she went to her mom for a day and night, and when she came back all but like half a spoon ful was gone, like FUCK! me or my sister never had ANY OF IT! he'll sit down and eat a whole box of cookies! he eats the food my mom kills herself to get!
dammut, i wish he would be like he used to be, now he's a fat old man, who smells!  ¶ 12:28 AM

  i remembered what i was going to say! I WANT A TABLET!!! and/or a program i can scan and CG pictures in! DAMMUT! ALL I GOT IS MSPAINT!  ¶ 3:31 PM

  guh, i was gunna say something, but i forgot... so...uhm, I GOTTA PISS  ¶ 3:26 PM

  ugh, im bored, im listening the 'Clint Eastwood' n_n i **HEART** 2-D... yeah.... im watching (kinda, my tv is on, but not turned up) little kid shows!!! ...grhmg, they piss me off. .... i wish i could hover, my foot hurts, ottttooooooo ooohh otttoooooototototootoooottttttttoooo!! XD  ¶ 2:19 PM

  ...gruhguhmghrihuhg! i have such a stomach aaaccchhhheeeee bllleeeehhhhh  ¶ 2:32 PM

  one more time and im gonna hump- i mean snap, yeah eheheh. (lol, someone didn't sleep much last night) i went to sleep at like uhm 3:30am(?) i donno... my dad was watching boxing and the guy that won was getting booed like a house, and i was like listen to the boos he's getting...mmmm boooze...¯_¯ yeah i think i fell asleep around there, James stole Ivory again, I hate it when he steals her, shes my boby(yeah boby) she's such a boby and i love her cuz shes so cayute! and when she growls it sounds like shes saying PUKE and yeah she was just whining to come in my room, but i didn't get up cuz i was drawing, now im not drawing, now im sitting in a chair at my computer listening to 'SNAP' overand over cuz i forgot to change it, you ever notice i write in my blog like EVERYDAY maybe that's why im soo special, maybe i should make it so more posts are shown on the main page, but im lazy, and its just like USE ARCHIVES! cuz my archives work...i think...  ¶ 12:58 PM

  uuuuuuuhhhhhhh! i just toke up from the most retarded dream! kay

It started out we were at my old elementary school, and i was with this guy ( i donno who though) and we were talking about how we hate this plant and a stole a trillium (a flower that's illegal to pick) and then this teacher i knew from that school drove up to us and talked to us for a while (it was mr.mcdonald....lol) i donno he told us things, and so then i was walking home alone, and i wasnow in raccoon city (the city from Resident Evil) and there was zombies everywhere and i was like "EEE" so yeah, i walked a really long time and i got to this dock (it was like this government dock from where my cottage is) and i was on the dock, and then the gates to the city were closing cuz the last train was coming in for the night, and now i was with this black guy who was wearing an old school baseball uniform (with the stripes and all) and we wanted to get some stuff from the train to we went to the rail road, and there was this LIVING cow, and it was hanging from this like meathook, and so the train came, and i saved my game(?) so yeah, then something happened cuz everything got all dark, and you could here like mushing and gushing(great descriptive words..¯_¯;) and then the lighting(yeah lighting) came back and we looked and the cow's body was forced into this little 'hut', it was more of a 'shack' okay yeah so it was all dead and its body was rammed threw a wall, and then me and the black dood were like ON these meat hooks, and there was this other guy and he was like screaming about the monster that did this and we were like ¯_¯ and so we stood on the meat hooks for a while and then Nemesis jumped up on the SHACK that was by them and the fat other guy was like "AAAHHHHH!!!" and he lunged at him, and Nemesis snapped his neck, and so we jumped off the meat hooks and started running (after i saved the game that is) and now we were in a baseball feild talking to some tlaksien kids that were hiding under this rock, and so i saved the game, and started walking around again, we were still in the field and nemesis was there and he was chasing us, and we kept running back and forth back and forth back and forth from Nemesis, the black dood was like "We can't keep runnning, one day he'll catch us blah blah" so then i was like oh yeah well chya and i turned the game off ¯_¯;; i was PLAYING the game that i was in, and Nemesis was there ¬_¬ i told you it was retarded... at least i have retarded dreams!  ¶ 11:21 AM

  XD ::reading the back of 'the ruler':: Lisa do you remember 'LARM' ? and how pat always asked what it meant when i wrote it on the black board? and they always questioned it.
THANKS for reminding me to dowanload path! I completly forgot about Apocalyptica 0_o;; and Drive, i forgot to download that too jee, im becoming slightly forgetful in my (notso)old age...
::singing and gets the lyrics::
Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor
Beaten why for
Can't take much more
One - Nothing wrong with me
Two - Nothing wrong with me
Three - Nothing wrong with me
Four - Nothing wrong with me
One - Something's got to give
Two - Something's got to give
Three - Something's got to give
Now
Let the bodies hit the floor
Push me again
This is the end
Skin against skin blood and bone
You're all by yourself but you're not alone
You wanted in now you're here
Driven by hate consumed by fear
Let the bodies hit the floor
::/singing:: you know... they didnt put in alot of that song in their lyrics, like i know it says the 'nothings wrong with me part' like 2 more times... feh fehfeh
doina is me




its hot in here and i have a stomach ache.... you sunk my battle ship ::falls over stiffly::  ¶ 11:36 AM

  ©hî£ð õF tµë ®å\/êñ (RED BEAN OF JUSTICE) (ahh kamisama! watashi no atama ni ono ga arimasu) (TUVOK) (JON) (TOM) (ODO) (KIRK)  ¶ 2:17 AM

  my daily advice; no matter how good the relationship, it will always end with one of you having your heart broke (unless you die at the exact same time ...T_T;)  ¶ 2:13 AM

  XD my 'brah' (brother) signed my g-book XD i wonder how he got my sites addy ?.?  ¶ 10:28 PM

  my mom is driving me nuts >< jeez shes like if your gonna dye your hair you need to get it cut, blahblah its gonna fall out if you dont, why are parents like that? dammut i know what could happen im not a stupid little kid, then shes like blah blah you need to change they way you dress blahblah she just doesnt get it, she doesnt get me, and i hate it!  ¶ 7:06 PM

  AHHHH IVORYYYYYY THE BOBY! (yeah boby) lol shes all mucky and she jumped on me and now i have mud on me  ¶ 6:44 PM

  my teeeth hurt... they feel like they are growing fehfehfeh my dentist is a bastard, and my doctor's a bitch! yeah yeah..... forklift is me, my mom said she'd help me clean my room (she's signing her own death warrent) i'd like to get a camera and take PHOTOS of my room before and after...lol that'd be funny, you know what? im gonna scan some pictures of my house after the S.W.A.T. assholes busted it up.... you'll see wuhut they did
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  you know who i hate? i hate my brother, he got too see Marilyn Manson and Slipknot live >< he said he woulda got me tickets BUT oF COURSE! I'm too young i hate being young, by the time im 19 all my favourite bands will be like just 'fehgelhfe'..... yeah  ¶ 6:37 PM

  feh, i couldn't sleep, so i ended up watching Blair Witch 2, that one was better than the first one, the ending was weird, but eh you know the stuff, my arm really hurts, and so does my head, my dad just gave me 2 i b prophin's and a random pill cuz the ib's are hard on the gut, my mom says i look really off colour ... bleh maybe i have that west nile virus since it is in ontario now, maybe my brain is gonna swell up and im gonna explode in some retarded fashion with lots of fire and dynamite... that reminds me, i watched BLESS THE CHILD the night before last night ... it was one of the most retarded movies i have EVER seen, it was sooooooooooo stupid, but it had that sexy batch(lolnot really) from gladiator in it (in gladiator he played the old guy's son, you know the evil guy with the dark circles around his eyes) but the movie was just like all about the pentiums- i mean religeon and shit, oh some special kid blahblah angels are lens flares devil is made of rats blah explode shit car head roll dead bleh stupid old kid december 16(my sister was born on that day) blah queer story wannabe preist guy bad actors retarded kids and the explosions! kay there wasnt many explosions, but i REALLY didn't like that movie, id rather watch the first blair witch project movie and it sucked hardfuckingcore ya know? and then the explosions came and rocketed us all into space while se all had some space coke with cheech  ¶ 6:21 AM

  did everyone like my drawing of JASON?!?! i know _I_ did, i hava another one i need to upload its an actual drawing of a 'GRIL' and her mom  ¶ 3:57 AM

  I'm bored, I'm Tired, I'm worried, I'm sick, I'm pissed off, and I'm tired! dammit! im tired, but i don't feel good, its like BLEH .... i thought i had to goto the can... but i think i did...but i don't remember >< i dunno, my hand realy hurts, alot. i reaaaaallllllyyyy dont want school to start, i just kinda wana dissapear for a year.. ya know with the greyhound go anywhere fair(i'd goto the vuntut nation park XD and kill a bear and hide it under the snow so no one would be the wiser... hehe memories ::sniff:: ) .........bleh, james stole ivory, and now i have to sleep alone (that could be taken in the WRONG way) lol, i like to sleep with my dog, shes all soft and warm and uhm- dogish (XD) im really itchy... slipknot was on conan again? (i know they were there and performed wait'n'bleeeed)
now heres the part where i list what im listening to... this list is entitled 'THE BIG FOUR OH!' (lol)
Slipknot - Snap
Aikawa Nanase - Yumemiru Shoujo Ja Irarenai
Tool - Schism
Slipknot - (sic)
Slipknot - Me Inside
Slipknot - No Life
Slipknot - Wait and Bleed
Slipknot Feat. Jon Davis - Look at me
Dir en Gray - Hotarubi
Korn - Falling Away From me
Korn - Freak On a Leash
Korn - Got the Life
Korn - Make me Bad
Korn - Somebody Someone
Korn feat. Fred Durst - All in the Family
Korn - Dead Bodies everywhere
Korn - Faggot
Rammstein - Links 2 3 4
Rob Zombie - Demonoid Phenomenon
Rob Zombie - Meet the creeper
Rob Zombie - Living Dead Girl
Drowning Pool - Bodies
System Of a Down - Sugar
Alien Ant Farm - Smooth Criminal (Micheal Jackson cover)
Bjork - Army Of me
VS Knight Lamune & 40 Fire - Opening
Megumi Hayashibara - Breese (Windstorm Mix)
Micheal Jackson - Smooth Criminal
Kottonmouth Kiings - Peace Not Greed
Powerman 5000 - When World Colide
Marilyn Manson - Disposible Teens
Marilyn Manson - Sweet Dreams
Marilyn Manson - The Beautiful People
Cradle of Filth - Twist Nails of Faith
System of a down - Spiders
Isley Brothers - Contagious
Static X - Hip Hop (Ded Prez[that is who sings the original right? i don't have the mp3 to it anymore.. damn that reformatting bastard] cover)
System of a Down - Legend Of Zelda
AND last but NOT least
Weird Al Yankovic - Star Trek Rhapsody (lol)

....i am ...tired... WHERE IS ODO WHEN I NEED HIM! i wish i was that one pregnant broad who loved him, and in that one episode they got married so the broad wouldnt have to give up her kid, and then she fell asleep in Odo's loving lap... I WISH I COULD FALL ASLEEP IN ODO'S LAP! He'd probably be so frightened of my mug, but i'd be like OOOOODDDOODOODO (its fun to say ODODO over and over)and i glomp on to him like a house on wheels and he;d be like "GET THIS TUBBY OFFA ME!!!" and i;d be like "NNOOOO ODO YOU LOVE ME!!!" and he'd be like "We are borg." and i'd be like "No your not..." and he;d be like "Oh ...yeah!" looking thoughtful "Odo willya marry me?"
"No."
"WHY?!"
"Because, You are a youngen, an ugly youngen."
"I WANT TO BEAR YOUR CHILDREN!!!...wait... no i don't, but still that;s not the point, i want pinch your nose and laugh at it, and then i wanna chase you around the joint with Tuvok so then you'd be like NOOOO I GIVE UP D, YOU CAN MARRY ME! and then when the YOU MAY KISS; EACHOTHER comes you give me a kiss and you'd be like DO _YOU_ COME WITH THE CAR? and i'd be like OH YOU HEE HEE HEE HEE! while doing that hand jive that people do, and you attempt to carry me off, even though i said you'd break your back but then you were like BUT I CAN TURN INTO A FORK LIFT! and id look at you and you'd be like ..... SORRY! AND A FILLIT (not fillet, FILL IT) O' FISH and i'd be like WHAT? and then we would drive off on a giant Schick(tm) rasor and on the back it would say 'JUST MARRIED' the end" and so then he looked at me and thought i was crazy "..you can arrest me ANY day ::wink::" i said and he took out some handcuffs and... that is another story (LOL...what a cliffhanger...chuckle) actually he handcuffed himself to a pole on a subway so i couldnt drag him home.... but hell uhm that story didn't make anysense... cuz odo is my sexy BATCH (yes BATCH as in BATCH OF SEXY COOKIES..... T_T;)
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ONLY YOU CAN PREVENT FOREST FIRES!   ¶ 3:51 AM

  hi everyone, i'm Tayde Habra of the planet Paxil, that's right everyone! i bring anti depressents to all! and so we call all be happy and have happy thoughts of happy people and we can all live in pink houses with little flamingos in the lawn, and we can sip pink tea as we watch the poodles dance in the sprinklers........ i'll be okay  ¶ 11:07 PM

 
::can not comprehend his adorableness and dies in a fury of action::   ¶ 6:54 PM

  This is a story i wrote in 1995 (i think i was in grade three)

*(my brother's birthday)**(the funniest ever)*
Written on the 25th of april in 1995
(typed on the computer august 18th 2001)
By Deanna Taylor

Today is my broter's birthday. He invited Jason! I was freaked out as soon as he walked in the door... I JUMPED!
He looked like this Jason set James' present down. Meanwhile I fainted, and I was downs stairs. The door swing open!People ran in. Their name's were Kris, Kelly, Cathy, Corey, Amanda, Alana, and Danielle. I was smushed...
A couple of hours later I got up stairs. James was opeing his presents. He opened Jason's last... KABOOM it was a chain saw! My brother yelled "WOW! IT'S AWESOME!"
He was so excited too try his new chainsaw. He picked it up and almost cut my head off!. I screamed a high pitched scream.
Everybody looked at me..

what a beautiful story eh? tomorrow i'll put up another one entitled 'THE DEMON DOLL' i was a weird kid (and still am) T_T   ¶ 4:49 PM

 

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  ¶ 1:58 AM

  my answers'n'such (i put that slipknot picture as my wallpaaappppeeerrrrr cuz i love them -_-;;)

If I would give you a gun and a bullet (yes I pay for it!) and you wouldn't have to fear any consequences - would you shoot me if I asked you to do it? I'd ask why you wanted to die and if it was a good reason, then yes. (cuz no one should have to suffer)

If you had to buy for the bullet but still wouldn't have to fear any consequences - would you shoot me if I asked you to do it? like i said up there, i'd ask then shoot if it was a good enough reason.. but i couldn't buy a bullet (at least in canada anyway) i don't have a license ::remembers a commercial where this guy came into this bar and was like I JUST GOT MY FIREARMS LICENSE and he just went nuts and starting shooting everyone....well it wasnt EXCACTLY like that but... its better this way)

If you had to pay for the bullet and had to fear the consequences - would you shoot me if I asked you to do it? probably not, if you had a good reason to die and i had to fear the consiquences i'd be like "HGUHUGUH" and i'd drag you into the bathroom and drownd you in the toilet/and/or/ i'd throw gas on you and light you on fire(lol...wait... im not serious -_-;;)

And last but not least - would you shoot me even if I wouldn't ask you to do it but on your own free will because you can't stand me? you? i can stand (you like slipknot and i dont hate anyone who likes them... even though i know that cory [when not wearing his mask] wears a cowboy hat o_0)... dave/people/the preppy bitches that tortcured me in grades three through seven i can't and i wouldn't hesitate to blow their fucking brains out n_n;;

im a violent person, and i probably shouldn't have answered these qustions cuz i know now that the CIA kids from the CIA'S PAGE FOR KIDS are coming to GET ME >< (i need sleep now)  ¶ 1:38 AM

  nothing at all nothing at all NOTHING AT ALL   ¶ 2:36 PM

  im bored, there is like NOTHING AT ALL to do and its pissing me off!  ¶ 2:26 PM

  im fukkin hungry! there is nothing to eat in my house unless i wanna eat a frozen hunk of pork with somecloves of garlic covered in old pizza sauce i'll think i'll pass on the food  ¶ 2:20 PM

  hey look! ITS FIVE O'COCK (hahah) AND IT HAS BEEN FOR DAYS! my dbz clock's bateries ran out  ¶ 11:50 AM

  i write in my blog alot n_n; only proves that i dont have a life at all  ¶ 11:48 AM

  guh~ my dad is watching jerry springer  ¶ 11:45 AM

  last night i had a really retarded dream
kay it started out we were in my living room and we ordered some chinese food, but when it got here it wasnt really chinese food it was like cabbage rolls with rice and some gloppy stuff that was suposed to be chicken chow mein, so yeah we ate it and it was good and then me and lisa and britt were at this amusement park and we were on this big ass roller coaster, but i think something was wrong with it and it was missing a bunch of its rails, and then we talked to the guy who was running it and i think nemesis was there but i don't know, so yeah then we came home and i reheated the imitation chinese food and ate it, and then i was driving somewhere, but i don't where or who i was with.
then i woke up and my dad was watching (well he was sleeping- but it was on a movie channel) this retarded british/english movie where these two dogs(a rotty and a poodle) were getting married and the preist guy did his speech and the poodle barked but the rot didn't and then this baset hound is driving in one of those motorcycles with the little bucket seat on the side, with this man, and the man gets the baset hound there and then it runs toward the rottweiler(he looked like chaos[her old dog]::sniff sniff::) and the poodle, and then the rotweiler was running at the baset hound and this really corny love music was playing and then they started licking each other's faces and then they got married and some guy tried to steal the family jewls and it was over the end

XD that was retarded, well that's what it was like, whoever wrote that movie should have been fired simple as that (but the rottweiler and the fox were cute)  ¶ 11:18 AM

  blogger keeps going in and out (if you know what i mean) and its bothering me, one minute a page will load and the next it wont  ¶ 11:13 PM

  oh geez i got a headache! >< my brain MY BRRRAAAAIIINNNNNN!!

I AM THE CAPTAIN OF THE STARSHIP ENTERPRISE "CAPTAIN KIRK THIS IS SPOCK PLEASE STEP ON THE TRANSPORTER!"

nyahahha! im gonna sing a song, its to the tune of 'when i was seventeen i drank some very good beer' from the simpsons

I am captain kirk man
check out my hooottiieess
yes my hooties
i have them
even though im a man
and i love spockisis man
he is my vulcan hu-man
lookit my very big can
cuz i am captain kirk man!

beautiful, ne? XD
is it me, or in every episode of the old star trek does kirk find a reason to remove his shirt/and/or/kiss some random scantally clad broad? eh?! well uyhmm,,m,hujh i have a major headache, and i ate had tacobell and it was mm mm good you know MMMGOOD and i just watched voyager- twas an episode deadicated to my sweet chakotay n_n

"I'm a doctor!" NOT AN ACTOR! "Not a milkman!" WHAT DOES THAT MEAN? "AND IM SORRY; HE'S DEAD, JIM!"

haaaaaarrrmmm rombeeek comma echhh! har har har har!  ¶ 11:08 PM

  what the hell? blogger is being a fuck face! I PAYED 15 DOLLARS FOR THIS FUCKED UP DUCK! AND I WANT A BLEEDIN' REFUND!  ¶ 9:36 PM

  ODOOODODOODODOODOODODODO i love ODO don't you?  ¶ 5:37 PM

  ODOOODODOODODOODOODODODO i love ODO don't you?  ¶ 5:37 PM

  dammut! my internet is being so bloody slow and its pissing me off  ¶ 3:55 PM

  dammut! neopets wont e-mail me and its pissing me off  ¶ 3:49 PM

  i have nothing of anything to say- and that's weird for me, im usually rambling verbally and mentally but not nowwwwwwww oh wait i just wasted a bunch o'tape on nothing n_n;; uhm shuttup no i didn't!!
oh yeah i found abunch of my drawings from june/april 2000 last year (DUH!) i'll scan them.... but beware they are soooooo scary they are like BEYOND SCARY! when i drew them i thought they were soo good but now im like what the hell? XD cuz its sooo funny  ¶ 3:35 PM

  i think that the tracker thingy over there is messed up- cuz it says only one person visited my blog today and yesterday and the day before ... unless it's true! NOOOOooooOoo ::dies:: im dead IM DEAAADDD ::rotting:: hefehfehfeh! ::twitches:: i think my blog displays like a hab when you have the 800 by 600 pixel setting.... if you do and it does, well. .... O WELL YOU SHOULD HAVE JUMPED ON THE SMALLER RESOLUTION TRAIN A LOOONNNNNGGG TIME AGOOO!!! ::sets her resolution to 1280 by 1024::: WHIOAHOAHOHAOHAO soooo tiny NYUK NYUK!!! im gonna leave it like this for a while i need a change and need everyone to be pissed off  ¶ 3:31 PM

  ::singing:: MY NAME IS WO-OORF! I AM WORF! WORF IS ME!! ::/singing::

wasn't that beautiful?   ¶ 11:11 AM

  nooooooooooooOOOOO!! SOME ONE WAS ON MY COMPUTER WHEN I WAS SLEEPING AND THEY THROUGH OUT MY OLD SAMWICH!!! NOOOOO ::dies::  ¶ 9:04 AM

  whoaihishihihI!HHJ!IHU!H i just woke up about 20 minutes ago and im soooo cold ::Shivers:: im going to bed, i just ate wendys and it was food like but it had tomatos on it! ICKKY so i throwed them out and ate and it was like 'mmm mmm' good  ¶ 12:09 AM

  man, im really in an art funk and its royally PISSING ME OFF >< why OH WHY?!?! well you know what i mean, its like i want to draw, but then i get the paper and my idea fade away so i end up doodling this one dood whom is on my door and i never finished my painting on my door cuz im lazy and im lazy and i need to paint his wings cuz he is on my door and my door has him on it but man i really REALLY suck at drawing- like i suck more than usual its like CRAZY ITS INSANE!!  ¶ 5:35 PM

  DAMMUT BLOGGER IS FUCKED  ¶ 11:26 AM

  dammut, this school year is gonna suck. Im gunna bring a figurine and name it lisa then talk to it, and when im lonley i'll talk to it, and laugh with it. then i wont be by myself <_<;; itll make people really wonder about me- but i don't care, i wish people would just piss off blehbleh  ¶ 11:21 AM

  man i reaaalllyy dont feel good >< i cant draw, im trying to, but i can't. Well i couldn't before, but now i REALLY cant, its like >< DAMMUT! i hate the fucking sun, i need curtains or something, i cant even be in my room in the morning cuz the sun is RIGHT THERE AND I HATE IT CUZ IT GIVES ME HEADACHES!!!! screw the fucking samwich  ¶ 9:12 AM

  man, i woke up just in time from voyager n____________n
::laughs:: har har funny, okay i must flee to watch


samwich status; report 6 : there is no change from the last report, the samwich has confirmed its liking of music  ¶ 2:32 AM

  (only feeling lousy cuz matlock SCREAMS LOUSY in this one episode)  ¶ 5:44 PM

  you know what song completely reminds me of me? the song ASSHOLE by Denis Leary ...lol... harh arh har, kay last night i went back to the airconditioner bed, and i made my mom watch two episodes of d.s.9 XDD

yeah, then i went back to sleep and woke up at like noon, i don't know how i can sleep that much. DAMMUT the neopet people ain't e-mailing me back and its bothering me alot, cuz i want to get back into my account!



.... GARTH! XXXDDDDDD

buhchuck cares, i mean he REALLY cares. I FOUND THE OH LETS GO LETS GO LETS GO LETS GO OOOHHH LETS GO GO GOOOOOOOOOOO RULER!!! n________n this ruler was the start of many things ::opens the HP scan shit:: har har har you shall seeee
::opens spree:: hurrrrryyyyyyyyyy .... whoa ivory is freaking out on the vacuum she's like PUKE PUKE PUKE PUKE cuz when ivory barks she sounds like she's puke, or UGHRUKE

the (big picture) ruler
THE PICTURE!

argharghagrhagr! the end ::copies post JUST in case::

samwich status; report 5(ithink) : the peanut butter has now debris-ed itself onto the shining, but thats okay, the bread still makes crunching sounds if you poke it, other than the status has not changed (and i think it likes to listen to music
  ¶ 5:16 PM

  ::cringes:: i still don't feel good, cuz what happened today was lisa came over and we sat around then we went to ching park, and it was hot, verry hot so we came home, and we went swimming, but it was cold waturr, so we got out and i had a major headache and stomach ache and i was dizzy as hell, so i asked my mom for a tylenol, all she had was a tylenol 3, so i took it (and i know the tylenol 3's knock me out) and i fell asleep while we were watching 7 lucky ninja kids, so then i dragged my carcass out the foam infront of the airconditioner and went to sleep, i just woke up >< so that sucked royally, im going to go take another tylenol three- i think cuz ifeel like shit

samwich status; report 4 : the samwich is still sitting on the book, but now the peantbutterjam is stiff, and when you poke it no debris goes on your poking object   ¶ 1:48 AM

  lately have i mentioned how much i hate my dad? he's making abig deal that my room's a mess,he's one to talk he doesn't shower for months! the stench is unbearable! if he comes into a room im in, i leave, if he asks if i wanna goto the store, i say no, i don't want to be near him! AND!!! he lives on a couch, he yelled at ME cuz my mom asked me to put some water into the birds dish, then i sat up to go and then my sister did so i thought she was gonna go, and my dad's like 'BAHAAHAHA SCREAM STENCH SPIT SCREAM!' and im like 'well its not like you jumped to volunteer' and i left. then i can hear him saying OH LOOKIT HER ROOM BLAH BLAH BLAH ITS A PIG STY BLAH BLAH! i screamed at him and told him to SHUTTUP! I _LIKE_ my room messy, everything is where i can see it, therefore i know where it is, BUT if its clean and things are put into drawers and ineed something, it takes me ages to find it, and by then i don't care anymore. my room is a part of who i am, and my parents just don't get it, when (or if should i say) i grow old, im not gonna be like NO NO NO! im just gonna be like the lean back and chuckle while listening to death metal chunes

samwich status; report 3 : there is no change, other than the fact the the jam has now baked into the peanut butter, and when you poke it, its a little sticky  ¶ 8:26 AM

  dammut, last night i fell asleep on the turlette(LOL) all i remember was stumbling to get up, and having to take a leak, britt says i tripped over a chair and went to the can room at about 4:04 am and about 45 minutes later i woke up in the can room and i was like 'zuh when did i get here?' and both my legs were majorly asleep and i couldn't stand up, so then i hear a knock on the door and britts like 'D.. you asleep?' and im like '...no, my legs are asleep and i cant stand up' and so finally my one leg came to and i limped back to my bed(a slap of THICK foam) infront of the air conditioner... see even my sleeping habits are...weird

samwich status; report 2 : the samwich is still sitting on the shining, and it appears to be verra stale; the peanut butter and jam is now baking in the hot morning sun- other than that the status has not changed  ¶ 8:10 AM

  I am INTRODUCING A NEW AND IMPROVED THING!!
I'll try to put one at the bottom of every post, dammut the glass is still on my floor and lisa is coming ovah tomorrow..... feh it can stay there. I had to break my NOT GETING DRESSED OR NOT BAITHING streak, cuz well, i cant be a walking-around-in-undees-while-smelling-like-a-barn-full-of-horses-and-cows when lisa comes ovah. man, im hungry...::stomach growls:: im gonna fetch me some food

(if there ISany ... all prolly end up eating POKEMON IN A CAN CUZ THAT'S THE BEST FOOD THERE IS **sarcasim**)


samwich status : still sitting onthe shining, it is verrrrraa stale and makes crunchy sounds if you poke it  ¶ 9:54 PM

  you like mahir, cuz he sings that song to you about how he kiss you  ¶ 6:31 PM

  im a turlette! its like "EDITH, WHAT'S THIS TURLETTE DOIN IN THE LIVING ROOM?!"  ¶ 6:22 PM

  WHOAHIAHOAHOAHOAHOAHOAHOAHOAHOAH! ...i think i exploded  ¶ 6:18 PM

  THE BEST IS YET TO COME BY RIKA MURANAKA
An cuimhin leat an grá
Crá croí an ghrá
Níl anois ach ceol na h-oíche
Táim sioraí i ngrá
Leannáin le smál
Leannáin le smál
Lig leis agus beidh leat
Lig leis agus beidh grá

Cuimhne leat an t-am
Nuair a bhí tú sásta
An cuimhne leat an t-am
Nuair a bhí tú ag gáire

Tá an saol iontach
Má chreideann tú ann
Tug aghaidi ar an saol is sonas sioraí inár measc

Céard a tharla do na laethanta sin
Céard a tharla do na h-oícheanta sin
An cuimhin leat an t-am
Nuair a bhí tú faol bhrón

An cuimhin leat an t-am
Go sioraí sileadh na ndeor an ormsa nó orainne a bhí an locht

Ag mothú caiite s'ar fán
Cén fáth an t-achrann is sileadh na ndeor
Tá áilleacht sa saol
Má chuardaíonn tú e
Tá gliondar sa saol
Cuardaimís e

see, that's why i cant even begin to sing it n_n;  ¶ 5:21 PM

  OOOOO HOOOO HOOOO VEETTTAAA OOOJOJOJ!!! (lol my words to that RIKA MURANAKA SONG WHICH I LIKE)  ¶ 5:13 PM

  last night at like 4 am or something, me my sister my mom and dad watched the cell... T_T;; i havent watched a movie with them since...uhm a long while. It made my grin, cuz come on, most parents are like ZUH to movies like the cell, and wont let their 12 year old daughter watch them, but not mine, NOPE! arhghahaha ::laughs like a pirate:: there is a REALLY stale peanut buter and jam samwich sitting on my desk (Actually on to of "THE SHINING" the book i stole from school- one of the many books i stole from school) and the samich has been there for like .... 3 days or somehting... chuckle

I think i DID put my password in one of those 'OOPS' pages (cuz i can be pretty dense sometimes) and i _WILL_ draw you a picture of harry kim in his boxers, just cuz im a niiice person (lol and cuz i like harry too n_n) now, i just gotta work out the fact that i cant draw real people and draw him all SD-ish and stuff yeah....

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  i really had the urge to draw, but not anymore, now im just like WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING ATT?!?!?!? lol at and t  ¶ 1:35 AM

  hefeh feh feh, lisssaaa the only way i'll be able to come back to indEC is if i goto ching for one simester and then try to come back... so, uhhm i donno(cuz i failed some classes), i try not to think about the future and live 'in the moment' like snake does (lol) so i dont get bogged down (the word bogged is funny) the only thing IM BOGGED DOWN ABOUT IS THE FACT THE NEMI-CHAN KEEPS SHOOTING ME WITH A BAZOOKA AND HE KEEPS GIVING ME THAT DAMNED VIRUS AND THEN HE KILLS ME! WHYY?!?! HUWHY?!?! !!!!??! ... sniff sniff my nemi-chan (nemesis from R.E.3) i need to actually get determined to beat that game, but I CANT KILL HIM!!!! lol the other night i had this RELLY RETARDED DREAM (too much voyager and too much video games induce odd dreams)

okay so it started out in this mansion place and there were all these zombies (along with nemesis) and i was like UHGUHGUHGU and somehow i got away and drove home and when i got here my gramparents were working on the pool so yeah they were building these stairs in the pool, anyways i was swimming and then i had to get out, so then i got out and i was stuck standing on the verra edge of the pool cuz the boards on the deck were gone, so i had to walk on the white edging on the pool,

so i was walking along it, and i was holding the tarp that covers the pool (why it was on it is beyond me) so i was holding onto the tarp so i didnt fall and then i look and alex(my next door neighbour)'s gross pool was RIGHT beside ours and if i fell i would fall in his tadpole infested swamp which some would call a pool which hasnt been opened, so i finally made it back to the porch thing and i looked in the glass doors to the room downstairs and my grandparents had all these old people in there (one looked like riger, or rieger, or whatever from next generation) and i was like "REUH" so i had to walk along the side of the house,
and then i was out front Alana and Debbie were visiting me, and i was like o_0; and so i talked to them for a while, and by now james had pulled up in this GIANT car and he parked it so if you wanted to inside you had to walk threw it, so anyways i didnt want to so i walked around it and went inside

(heres where it gets retarded) i was now in my living room, but living room was the bridge from voyager, and i took control of the bridge now...anyways yeah there was TWO janeways one was a black and white one (?) she was in my room and the colour janeway(the REAL one)...yeah i was afraid that the black and white janeway was gonna come and kill us, cuz the black and white janeway was NEMESIS(?!) and i was like HGUHGUHU! so then i couldn't think of what the force field was called and i couldn;t speek cuz i was like HURRY NEMESIS IS COMING so finally i got the force field up and the colour janeway was on the outside of it and she wanted in and i was like NOOO NEMESIS COULD COME!! and she went away for a while and then she came back and she was like PLEEEASE and i was ....okay, hurry up and then she came in and she was nemesis and she killed us....

cool dream huh?... i am a strange person- but already knew that n_n

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  zuh zuh zuh, I can no longer get into my neopets a-freakin-count, and i really REALLY REEEEEAAAALLLLLLY like my one neopet- he's my neopet of the century or something...i don't know what the hell is up with them, its weird as hell its like when i try to sign in it says the p/w is bad,a nd when you goto my shop all the stone things (the lu stones of whatever they are) are for sale for 1 NP but when you try to buy them it says you are no longer signed in... figure that out..(?.?)  ¶ 9:15 PM

  DAMNATION WINDOWS YOU SUCK! and i hate you cuz your old and you smell and you really suck ass cheecks  ¶ 9:11 PM

  hefeh feh feh, i dont feel like TYPING it all again, like i sai i have to lean so its hard on my wrists,soo uhm, i'll do it later on (when i finally clean up the glass)  ¶ 9:09 PM

  dammut, that last post really messed up didn't it, something was dicking html codes, liike the fact that the edit link is no where to be found  ¶ 9:07 PM

  d's damned doodles
b the morning of august 9th that's how it was.
me the morning of august 9th man- my hair is shaped like a box
that faerie chick- that has double ears of justice she's hideous
THE "I HAVE NOT BEEN PLAYING AN UMBRELLA FOR 40 YEARS LOOK
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  argh ::has to lean to type cuz there is a big pile of broken glass on her floor:: dammut! this is INSANE my back hurts and i have one hell of a headaache... ::snuffles nose:: and i think i shouldnt have slept infront of the air conditioner.... lol.. i'm listening to that Rika Muranaka song again... its just so nice
(-_-) well, uhm BUNG BUNG  ¶ 8:49 PM

  shure you can have 'em (one time i had a dream and he was at my cottage eating bran flakes in his 'jammies' and going like "munch mmm munch crunch"...T_T;)   ¶ 8:39 PM

  IM SPECIAL(ly ugly)  ¶ 9:19 PM

  i'm listening to "The Best is Yet to Come" by Rika Muranaka, this song kicks ass (its a song that's in metal gear solid) ::tries to sing but doesnt do very well:: eh, its not my fault, its like all singyness, i wanna go swimming, but hefehfeh it smells REALLY gross outside, it LITERALLY smells like there is a heap of three day old carcasses gathered in the middle of the road, and no one can see them except me, cuz i have the lobes, you know...THE LOBES (lol)   ¶ 9:17 PM

  ass its hot in here, its just too hot its too hot even to upload pictures   ¶ 9:06 PM

  sorry lisa for being so negative to you yesterday, its just that im used to failing at things i have just given up, i know i should try and maybe i can acheive something, but i dont want to, not if i have to be around people i hate, people i dont want to be around

i seem to think everyone hates me, but i dont know why, i want to know why, and im sick of my dad he's being such a fag to my mom and to the rest of the family- its like he doesnt even care, THIS is why i hate my life, you people probably just think im trying to make you feel sorry for me- well IM NOT! i just need to put the way i feel my thoughts about things somewhere and SINCE i cant have any privacy and cant keep it on real paper, i put it here where my brother and mom and dad cant snoop through, so well now you know  ¶ 8:44 AM

  when your family fights non stop its kinda hard to stay in a good mood  ¶ 7:46 AM

  all i have to say is HUMP and that you suck  ¶ 6:46 AM

  a survey-deal i teafed from chris-kun' blog
1| Open up your CD player, what's inside?: My burned CD with lots of things on it (like slipknot, godsmack, some russian guys singing 'another brick in the wall', and son gohan singing the piccoro dai suki song)
2| Look in your VCR/DVD player, is there a movie?: VCR: lisa's tape of lain (eps 1-4)
3| If there happens to be music playing right now, what is it?: i'm listening to a list of three songs (KoRn and Marilyn Manson - Sleepy hollow , (sic) molt injected mix by slipknot, and Drowning pool - Bodies)
4| What are you wearing?: a black shirt... and uhh some under garments and uhm.. yeah im too lazy to get dressed (it too hot)
5| Look down, what's the first thing that catches your eye?: the fact that my super kawaii sd chibi juuhachigou is on the floor under the desk ::picks her up and puts her on her desk::
6| Turn on your TV if it's not on already, what network is it?: YTV.. it WOULD be on SPACE but i don't get that channel- so i watch it in my sister's room
7| Look out the window, what's the weather like?: its over cast- but its FUCKING hot (like 35 or something)
8| If you were to hit redial on your phone right now, where would it call?: how the hell should i know- i don't use the phone
9| Say "hello?" out loud, did anyone answer?: Tuvok asked why i said HELLO and i told him why
10| What are you planning on doing next as soon as you get offline?: GO OFFLINE?!?! (lol) it'll prolly be around 8 so i'll watch voyager (TODAY _IS_ star trek DAY)
11| What are you thinking about? TOM TOM- star trek SPOCK TUVOK JON HOW I WANT IT TO RAIN HOW I HATE MY SISTER'S FRIEND (KATRINA) AND uhm alot of other things
12| Are you eating or drinking anything? i just drank a can of MUGS ROOTBEER and a bowl of cerial
13| Does being online suck a lot? Not really, but it can when ive done everything i usually do
14| If you could have anything right now, what would it be? A SPACE SHIP- LIKE VOYAGER!!
15| Are you singing right now? ......in a word; yes
16| If you could have one person with you right now, who would it be? uhm prolly lisa or tuvok ..... NO NON NOOOO ROBERT DUNCAN MCNEILL!!! YEAH HIM or JON BUT HIM ONLY HIM
17| What web page are you at right now? THERE

wasnt that nice kids (TUVOK IS TELLING ME TO PUT MY PANTS ON so i kicked him in the shin- and he got sad so i said he could goto sleep now and he went over to my bed and fell asleep)  ¶ 7:40 PM

  i only wonder why i got the refferal "Britney Spears fucking a chair video" *_*; i only WONDER I LITTLE BIT ABOUT PEOPLE
i'm thirsty  ¶ 1:20 AM

  HAR HAR HAR the post below this ROCKS  ¶ 12:59 AM

 

Tom and his MANY faces and such All these images we edited by me (excluding the frieza one my sister did) so i would apperciate it if you didnt take them and say YOU did it cuz if you do you truley are a BORING person- i mean its not very hard to edit at picture of someone or something. thank you.

BLEH I'm running out of things

VOYAGER CREW (all that i have drawn so far)

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  man, its hot so verry veerrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyy hot, its like 40 celicus in here or something  ¶ 6:31 PM

  MMMMMMMMMM CHICKEN!!!!!!! i mean chicken, damned caps locks  ¶ 6:19 PM

  eh... im an ass ( Y ) me i'm bored and tired and hot and ugly and annoying and i have a headache!!   ¶ 3:27 AM

  i really wanna see the new vampire hunter d moveh ... lol, the old was was cool XD my computer likes to be an asshead. ::listening to track 11 from the vampire hunter d soundtrack(the first one) D's theme (farewell):: i really like this song, and the song im gonna listen to after it (yumemiru shoujo ja irarenai by aikawa nanase) ::looks around:: my room is such a mess- i wanna get some poloroid film and take a picture of it and then clean(0_o) it and then take a picture and i would realize how much of a slob i really am (i ALREADY KNOW that im a slob- but i'll realize im even MORE of a slob)

you know what show i like? i like ACTION MAN- kay at first hated it and found just plain RETARDED, but i watched it a bunch of times and i realized "MAN I LOVE THIS SHOW!!" well- not really i think the show is so retarded its funny... *_*  ¶ 6:05 PM

  DAMMUT! >< .... ass- i cant memeber was i was going to say.. im bored... VERY bored,andits alll hot and gross in here  ¶ 5:58 PM

  man im up early- or should i say late ^_^;;;; what? i cant help it, i have been up all night with star trek voyager on my mind (i know, its over- but i didnt start watching it until some time in feburary (this year) and yeah ive seen the end and all and you know the thing) and the only person i hate is b'elanna big head torres- JUST CUZ I DO ><

yeah custard  ¶ 8:58 AM

  all i have to say is YES!!!   ¶ 3:55 AM

  dammut, i gotta re-post my stupid asshead archives of explosion-y goodness... MAN all day today i drew SO MANY FUNNY PICTURES!! im writing a fanfic (the bed that tom built) ::cackles:: ... that name just makes it sound like its gonna be an H story....

man the baybee bird is INSANE!! its eyes are opening (i think its a boy- because the male bird we have has black eyes..and MY BIRD DONt) well,
uhm yeah i am a rotating trampaline.... how do even SPELL trampaline? well, im using the Blog This! thingy- but last time i was at blogger big thing the spell check was gone >_> where'd it go? feh, i didnt really use it anyways (as you can tell by my frequent spelling errors) im just too lazy to fix things when i get tired, speaking of which i am now, but im not going to bed cuz im pissed off because the last few days my internet is like slow........ FAST. slow........... FAST. sllooowww and im like UHGUHSADUH! like one time in computer class i didn't do anywork cuz we were suposed to be using the internet but it was being SO SLOW it was driving me NUTS so i just sat there and dusted under the moniter cuz it was all dirty.

i think ivory just exploded (lol) ivory is SOOO cute, i'll scan some new pictures of her later, and you can all see the blender which is my dog, i love tom(robert duncan mcneil) n___n;;

this is gonna be a long post cuz im bored, and my internet is sooo slow right now, yeah does anyone like the NEWness of my blog? well, i WANT to use this other picture but i cant unless i wanna colour it in mspaint (i don't MIND colouring in MSPAINT buuuut its a detail-ish picture and i wanna make it look spiffy) ::dances around the may pole::

lol i downloaded Robbie McNeil singing a version of the BRAIDY BUNCH but its called the voyager bunch, its funny he's all like GHADIHU! and im like **heart** HEE**HEART** HEE***HHHEEEAAAARRRRTTT*** ::explodes:: the word HEART neeeeds to be in **'s cuz its a special word, if i see anyone use "::" or "*" or "+" or "~" OR ANYTHING ELSE I'M GONNA PERSONALLY COME TO YOUR HOME/WORK/BOX AND KICK YER COMPUTER RAIDIATION POISONED ASS!! ....lol "computer radiation"

i am the CUSTARD OF EVIL.... my knee is weird, ithink i hit it one to many times cuz there is like a peice of something under the skin and it like slimes around underneath when you touch it (its like prolly a peice of calcium- or something) ::yawn:: i think im having a seizure...is that how its spelt? reh, too lazy to reopen Internet explorer (that's why this post is long- cuz if i wanna post in here again i gotta open IE)

tuvok keeps telling me to stop making fun of HIS MUSTACHE!! and its pissing me off, "YOU ARE ATTEMPING TO DECEIVE ME.....HWHY?" yes HWHY cuz the way tuvok says why in that statement he's like HUWHY and its funny sounding, and it reminds me of OTHER D because she used to do the HUWHHHHYYY?!?! and she do the ::shakes hands:: with it.... i guess it loses something in the translation- or something (there was a translation?) YES (....mmkaaay...T_T;) shuttup ::smashes other self into a tin can:: showed YOU!! ::kicks the can while ecoing the word YOU!! over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over...and over::

you see, if you ever watched the dubbed episode of dbz where Dende goes to the new namek with me in the room you'd see how many times i'd say DENDAYYY DENNNDDAAAYYY DEENNNDAAAY like gohan, B gets really mad when i do the 'eco'.

you know what? peoplethink that people don't break out in song at rrandom points... MAN are they wrong, me and my sister will be sitting there and we'll start singing something completly retarded like BAD TO THE BONE or something like that, sometimes we'll try to sing "cruel angel's thesis" and when the part comes we dont know we make it up and its soooo funny.. yeah it is. the other day we went for our rutine walk (everytime we go swimming we walk to the stop sign and back and we say the 'i lost my toupee and nobody likes me'-bsaysthat- and the ' i have chest pains; i complain but nobody listens.'-isaythat-) so anyways so we were walking and we started to sing I WANNA BE SEDATED (by the ramones) and yeah we make our OWN lyrics to it (we need to make a good copy of ourselves singing it and i'll post it on here for all to see) TOM TOM TOM TOM....

man MY ASS HURTS!!! ive sat in this chair FAR too long today.....my computer is being a DICK its like CHACHACHA-ing up the wall while singing WAY out of tune lyrics to 'THE SAFTEY DANCE' ....... i wish my computer could rotate on days where i was bored id turn the rotator on and just WATCH it go like a machinedramon(lol)

my house is eerily quiet 'cept for the sounds of a box fan and the sound of a quiet tv (and a tv with a MISS CLEO commercial on) other than that its like REALLLY quiet, in my hosue we are all usually still up and dicking around tonight (hey, we didnt drive around tonite) hrefhehrgghehfehdhefhehgehfehgehfman, i am RAMBLING, well i guess its better than nothing- at least you'll have something to do when your done doing everything

o, my dad's awake and he woke my mom >< no more quietness ~CRY~ i like the quietness, dispite the fact that im a crazy ass- i'd still would rather be alone somewhere dark and queit then somewhere full of people talking and being stupid (but if there was GOOD music like SLIPKNOT or KORN or MERILYN MANSON or DIR EN GREY or anything i like (like TRANCE music I LOVE TRANCE) but feh, i have a stomach ache mostly cuz all i ate today was some soup (with toast) and... uhm A JAM AND CHEESE SAMWICH!! jam and cheese is SOO GOOD!! has anyone ever tried it? its like MMMMMMMM JAM AND CHEESE!! everyone is back asleep again (i have a weird family)

dammut CLEO is STILL going on about things ::sends brain washing thoughts at cleo "STOP TALKING AT ME OR IM GONNA BREAK THE TV AND YOU DONT WANT THAT CUZ UR ON THE TV"..::

well i dont feel like typing anymore since im tired and have a headache and im hungry and im old and ugly and retarded and i want to get some grub, well uhm yeah this is the ALL MIGHTY CUSTARD OF EVIL ENDING THIS POST NOW GET ME TOM AND A BOTTLE OF VODKA AND SOME ORANGE JUICE TO MIX IT WITH AND SOME WATERMELON AND A APPLE CUZ I LIKE THEM AND I WANT ONE BUT THERE ISNT ANY!!!

ja n_n  ¶ 3:28 AM

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  ::drinking more dr. pepper:: mmmm caaaffeeiinnneee with a smidge of sodium benzoate! mm mm good   ¶ 6:24 PM

  I THINK... i have it... well eh, i changed the font size up to -1 ... but EH it looks too big to me now  ¶ 5:54 PM

  hmm, i wonder if this text is too small ?.?  ¶ 5:35 PM

  (you prolly noticed already, well if you didnt; i learnt HTML coding by myself... >< that's why i SUCK at it)  ¶ 5:25 PM

  hmmm ::kicks her blog:: ...this is why i dont try><  ¶ 5:03 PM

  work you shitty blog you!  ¶ 5:01 PM

  im finally changing my blog (a bit) .... so uhm yeah if it looks funky, SHUTTUP AND WAIT- well you wont be able to read this if i dick it up...well hopfully I WONT  ¶ 4:22 PM

  tuvok told me if i dont stop rambling about things that bother me, im gonna end up somewhere, but he didnt tell me where cuz i told him to stop bossing me around  ¶ 2:26 AM

  why do people hate me?  ¶ 2:24 AM

  I'm going nuts, i swear, i hate this i hate this i HATE THIS SHIT!!! >< im in a pissy mood, i guess cuz yesterday i slept for over 12 hours >< and i had an ass of a headache, and last night i slept for like 3 hours and i STILL HAVE THIS ASS OF A HEADACHE! my eyes are dialated and im going NUTS!! ivory is in my bed, she thinks shes a person, its so fucking hot in here, its like HEGH! i HAVE to keep my door shut cuz my window is open (i dunno, something about air conditioner's air gives me a headache) soo i have to live with my headaches >< dammut, i've had to live with headaches cuz my parents smoke, the smoke gives me headaches, i get headaches from EVERYTHING the weather (the sun) the smell of my car, the smell of A NEW car, the smell of WAL MART the smell of Old people, the smell of my house (excluding my room) its weird, i know when people have been in my room cuz it doesnt SMELL right. i drew a bunch of pictures, but im too lazy to upload them somewhere, my hair is all matted from the chorline in my pool and now im like >< cuz i have too much hair and i chopped some off, but theres still too much, i haate it  ¶ 2:24 AM

  DAMMIT! I WANT IMOOD TO HAVE THE FEELING TUVOK! ITS JUST NOT FAIR CUZ I FEEL TUVOK (lol...LOL)

eh, last night actually lets say this morning around 5 am me, my sister and my mom were driving around and they(be ing my mom and sis) has this odd thing that i would like to call "LETS SPEED AND FOLLOW THE POLICE THAT DRIVE BY US SO WE CAN SEE SOME SHIT!!" so we were driving and we see this cop go by and im all like "its so usless to follow them blahblah blah simple things truley do amuse simple minds blablha" so then im like i dont want anypart of this waste of time, so i got in the back seat and my sister got in the front, so we went slow past the road where like 12 cop cars were parked all down the side and shit, and so we took this other road that came up that BACK of that road, and we drove down it and all these people were everywhere cars all parked on the side of the road cops everywhere, so we drove down somemore when an american IDIOT (his licence plate said he was from masschutsets(sp?)) so we were driving one way and this guy decides he wants to pass us on the wrong side(cuz american's cant drive...lol no offense) and so we were stuck in the middle of something we had NOTHING to do with while these idiots were like trying to push us onto the wrong side of the road, then this cop pulls up behind us and gets out by now people are honking and this guy was looking in the window at me so i shut it (there was SO MANY people) so the woman cop was like "yeah pull over here blah blah" and she made everyone wait so we could get out and it turns out it was just some giant party, and it got raided (and an ambulence speeded off with its lights and sirens on- so i figure there was a fight of some sort and some one got hurt)
-_-; all that wouldnt have happened if i didnt spot the police cars from another road.. i should have kept my mouth shut (and that guy that was looking at me REALLY scared me, i was like UGHUHGUSHUMUHRUJM!)
well all a normal night in my life, we just got an air conditioner and we have like... i think 2 more to put in so the house will be toasty cold n_n  ¶ 5:55 PM

  im in a complaining mood, a fucking COMPLAINING MOOD!  ¶ 3:19 PM

  >< im pissed off mostly cuz i have to goto ching, i reeaaaallllllllllyyyyyy dont want to go, LIKE I REAAALLY DONT WANNA GO! id rather have a dog bite off my hand so i can get a metal claw, then have to goto ching, THIS WHOLE SUMMER IVE DONE NOTHING- AT ALL! ive stayed home, i went to the cottage, and did the same thing i could have here, i wanna goto wonderland or something, but its so retarded!  ¶ 3:19 PM

  you know what i hate? i hate YOU!  ¶ 3:16 PM

  fucking asshole! I HATE AUGUST!!! cuz september is RIGHT after it, man i hate this, i don't WANT to goto ching, I DONT WANNA GO! i know i'll just end up dropping out, cuz i wont be able to handle it, I KNOW IT! fuck, i really dont wanna go, but i had to get kicked out of indEC cuz the fuckers are idiots and fucking assholes(they take me to that school cuz i wouldnt go to school, then they kick me out cuz i still wont go, how retarded it that?) i haate this, britt wont go swimming with me, so if i wanna go, i ahev to go alone, and the stupid dog is driving me up the fucking wall, and everyone is at everyone elses throats, -_- i REALLY hate this  ¶ 3:14 PM

  meg-chan : I'LL BUY I'LL BUY ...if i had moulah... I CAN GET MOULAH!!! (maybe....T_T)  ¶ 12:19 AM

  demmit! i bit my thumb nail TOOO short and now its bleeding ...  ¶ 12:17 AM