Foundation made of piss and vinegar . . . . . .
Wednesday, October 31, 2001
  HAEHEHEHA im watching STAR TREK 4 VOYAGE HOOOOMMMEE ::runs off in some fury of action:: 
  dammit, i can't sleep, i got the BEST idea for tonight, im gonna get some red face paint/lipstick(which will be HELL to get off) and cover my entire mug with it, then get some black makeup and make black circles around my eyes then get plastic wrap and wrap my head (hair in it) entirely in it, (with eye, nose, and mouth holes of course) and the get a wig put that on, and AND get two balloons and "stuff" my shirt, then then THEN im gonna get a peice of cardboard and write "I'M D-E-D DEAD!" on it XD and stick it to my back XD i'd like to entitle it "Lets make it so no one will reconize deanna!" cuz yeah, then i'll have my CRUSHED lei lei hat on top and i'll be like "HA HA!" cuz its crushed in a way so it looks like a pirate hat XD, my mom's not gonna be home till about 8:30, 9-ish so that meaaannnnsss me and b won't have a ride over to professors lake (where all the rich people live) and we'll have to go around here, and i'll be like ::gargle:: but no one will know who i am XD ::has plans:: but first, i have to sleep, if your looking for me, im sleeping, i'll prolly sleep till noon, i'll be up, then i might go back to sleep till 3 and get up, but i'll prolly stay up at noon, but i donno, okay? GOOD ::stumbles back to her warm and yet slob-like bed:: 
Tuesday, October 30, 2001
  im bored, very bored, im tired, very tired, but other than that all is good, james came home today, he told me he would be back in a "while" meaning he's not gonna be around for a few days, maybe weeks, im not sure, i don;t think he's allowed to be living here right now, i donno, i want run around outside wearing my lei lei clothes, people are gonna be looking at me like i owe them serious cash, but that's okay, my lei lei costume is SO hot >< especially in may >< so its like all the pictures that were taken of me at anime north last year i have this RED face cuz it's so boiling, and the pants are so slippy, when you cross your leg over you other leg it just like slides off, very unconfortable, but fehfehfeh, im gonna wear this LONG blonde wig for some reason, i might not, but if i do i will laugh, i'll look so stupid, and the people at the houses are gonna be like "aren't you a little old to be trick or treating?" lol, my lei lei costume would be great for HORDING eggs cuz of the long sleeves, and stuff, some people outside are being really loud and bothersome, but 'tis all in good fun i guess, my sisters being all bitchy to my mom out there, im in here, hefehfehfeh, i want canday now, i prolly shouldnt even go out for canday, i don't need it, eurhgh, i drew this big picture today, and i must be the most idiotic person ive ever met, i was drawing the lines with my black marker of death and bloody hell! and i made the legs SO MESSED UP its called "deanna doesn't have a flat surface to work on so she needs to tape poster paper on the wall and then when it comes to the legs she just makes a random guess and hopes its on the lines!" >< o well, im gonna see if i can sleep cuz i feel like im gonna puke ::grumbles:: 
  tomorrow 'tis time to dicorate house, yes DICORATE, now im gonna like watch tv.. 
  ERK some guy is here, and i didn't know he was in the line of the vision of the hallway, and i walked to the can room and he LOOKED at me, and i didn't have any paints on and im like "....heeelllpp!" lol 
  i cant wait till tomorrow, i need to sleep tonight, im gonna stay up till 8:30 pm and goto sleep, and yeah, i want to dream something funny, cuz i like having funny dreams, we;re open late! you know, im bored, i need to have a shhoowwweeerrr but im afraid of the bathroom downstairs XD Actually im not, you notice how i act really dumb? i do, maybe if i was more like STERN about htings, but the thing is, when i try and be serious i just break out laughing, cuz im some sort of freak of nature, HA HA HA HA HA HA HA BEAM ME UP MR. SCOTT! 
  im watching STAR TREK 3 SEARCH FOR SPOCK! i've seen this movie, like a hundred times XD and kirk is in his david has- hassu- hassluhagfdsjgd! haha! TAKE THAT NIGHT RIDER! lol, ::scuttles off:: 
  ::drinking an iced cappuccino:: burr, i just got INSTANT COLD lol, oh! yeah! GUESS WHAT?! i e-mailed the people at breakfast television thingy, they wanted to know the best name in sports and i sent in DICK TRICKLE(the nascar driver guy) XD and they SAID IT!! XDXD i laughed, i laughed hard, but i think they thought i was a guy, cuz i didn't sign it XD maybe someone else sent the same thing in though.... but that's okay, im still happppy XD I DEMAND A REFUND! i made one of them QUIZ YOUR FRIENDS things, but i have like no one to send it to >< actually i have like .......7 people, but fehfehfehfhefhef it's not the same.. my favourite commercial is the one with the scotish guy and he;s like screaming at the fish and he's like "YUH OUT! NOT YUH! YER FLABBY! YUH! THE FIRM ONE!" XDXD i want to marry that guy 
  im gonna get into shit because britt won't get the hell up! and ivory is making scary gargley snoring sounds ,and im scared lol
 
  XD ivory snores like there is no tomorrow! 
  XD i piled pillows on my ivory they are all towering on top of her, and shes just too lazzeeee to move, lol, urgh, my sister won't get up _I_ have to wake her up because my mom and dad went down to the ol'court house, with the stuff with james, cuz he;s still in jail right now, andits like rahrah raaah, my internet is being SO insanley SLOW and im like going INSANE BECAUSE OF IT! blogs won't load, comics won't load, oekaki won't load, the kamiforum will though! but im like >< what the helll and blogger won't load when i need it to like POSt and SHYTE! and im like NOOOOoOoooooOOOOoOOOooooo cuz im ... laughing at ivory and the sleeping ness of her and the pillows stacked ontop and im LAUGHING but not outloud, no no no no, in my miiind 
  whoaoooaoa, im bored, im bored, im borreeddd, dammit, whythe hell isnt anipike working? it's kinda bothersome, idonno, i have a headache, man everyone is so afraid of ANTHRAX, man, i was a "fanXD" of anthrax long before all the anthrax out breaks, like anthrax max, he's the guy that spreads anthrax by rubbing his face and stuff on glass, and then the next person who touches it catches anthrax, oh anthrax max,must you cause so much struggles, you lonley man you? 
  "To help fog fragrance, because as for coming to the point of uniting the combination, fog fragrance had the music box of the remembrance which is lost young time. The proper first fog fragrance trouble mono is handled, but it keeps opening heart gradually vis-a-vis her."
XD [i didn't write that, it was a translation of something]
 
  urgh, im bored, im playing with photoshop 6, i know how to use layers, i just don't know how to use them WISLEY... or something, i donno, i just painted my fingernails, im tired, but i just can't sleep, dammit, im like ::gruh:: cuz i can't sleep, i need sleep, i _NNNEEEEEDDDD___ it....lol... im gonna... do something, i just watched the original star trek (tm) lol, kirk (and the rest, lol) were all like AGING rapidly, well, not ALL off the crew, just the ones that went down to this planet, and it was like "!!!" XD oh, at least im not watching one of them STUPID tales from the crypt movies ::gargle:: i;ve seen the one with the whore house mortuary thingy, and that one, you know with the guy, and the key thing with thems demon things and the if you drop a drop of the blood from the key in the door the demons can't cross it, or some shit like that like... 40 times >< back in the days where we had the "illegal" box that got all of the paychannels for free, and they'd play the same friggin' movies over and over and over and over and this was like when they came out, so i was younger at the time, and i was like WATCHING them (lol) o well... then last night i watched some other movie, with jack nicholsin, jeff daniels, and john lithgow (and other people which i didn't know) in it, and it was so sad ::sniff sniff:: and i cried my eyes out.. actually i didn't, i was pestering ivory when she was trying tosleep (she slept in my bed) she was being so stupid she stretched out so i couldnt lay the HELL down, and then in the morning, i was just lik "JSHBAGKJADGBJDN!" and i shoock her carcass, and she growled at me, and then she was like ""RUGH"" and got off the bed and layed down in the corner, and i shot a scrunchie at her, and she was not amused, then i let her out of my room, and watched breakfast television.... yeah, tv................ wasn;t that nice? no? i know, i need to shower, but not here, not now, the shower upstairs is busted, so if i want to shower, i'll have to shower... DUN DUN DUN DOWNSTAAAIIIRRSSS... and iwon't, so i'll prolly just have a bath, and be like >insert swearing here< lol, i dono, im being an idgit XD you know what? my sister found this comic she did with vegeta and nappa and raditz with guest appearences by kurirun and gohan, and it's SO RETARDED and yet amusing cuz radtiz gets chopped in half and he tries to glue himself together and vegeta has a fork knife and spoon muscle and he doesn't know how to sew the hole in his blue CLOSE(clothes) and nappa gets chased by a dead dog with angel wings... or something... lol 
Monday, October 29, 2001
  oh oh oh oh! i found this comic that i wrote when i was in like grade 6! XD it's like "THE RETARDED ALLAN!" it's so great, it's so funny, its such a nasty story though.. it's like this guy who walks around in his underwear the whole time and his ass is like REALLY pointing, like TWO axes pointy, and it makes me laugh, and it's FULL COLOUR well, MOST of it, and it's SOOOO STUUPPPPIIDDD its like about these two guys, Allan and Jeff (based offa these REAL two guys, and allan was actually "special" you know what i mean, i mean like "SPECIAL") and yeah, and allan goes out to buy some reese peanut butter cups, and some beer, and he gets it and then he comes home and gives them to jeff, and then they talk about how his new chair doesn't fit his assgrooves and thats about all.... XD im gonna scan it, and upload it, for all to see, maybe i'll make my keenspace camic about that!!! YEAH!!! XDXDXD IT'LL BE GOOD!! XD i'll draw NEW ones, and it'll all be SO STUPID XD 
  man, im in a bad mood for no reason at all, i was in a good one, then i just got REALLY mad ::grumbles:: im kinda mad that my mom woke me up at like 5:30pm and yelled at me for not doing anything, so then i was awake (with an awful headache) and i _HAD_ nothing to do, so what the hell? why didn't she just let me sleep, i could get my hours back in order (again) she always wrecks the cycle and makes it take even longer than it has to ::gargle:: i donno im bored 
  i still haven't slept, im so damned tired, but i can't sleep, i can't bloody sleep, i want to sleep, i NEED to sleep, or im gonna freak the hell out 
  dammit, it cut me off  
  hurrryyyyy, finish already ::rubs hands together:: finish downloading you bunky, or i'll chuck a slab of liver at yooou 
  urgh, i can't sleep, so im downloading the music video to "GHOSTS" by Michael Jackson XD it's almost done, then im gonna watch it, and then goto sleep, and tomorrow, im gonna make the new template, and then... THEN YOU WON'T HAVE TO LOOK AT THIS UGLY ONE ANYMORE (the ugly on being the ROBOT- of sort) 
  heh heh i just got photoshop 6 (illegally might i add) but shhh no i didn't... now i just have to learn how to use the thing which i didn't get.. het het, but, not now, too tired  
Sunday, October 28, 2001
  urgh, i drew this really really really reaaaallllyyy KAWWAAAIIII picture of Mei Mei and Nyku as kitties, and they look SOOOOOO CUUUUTTEEEEEEEEEE, and naoki is there in the background, and she looks kinda funny, but NYYYYYKKKUUUUUUujuuUuujoooiooooioooo he looks so cute, his mouth is like so cute .... lol, i've already scanned it, but i don't feel like uploading it right now (i don't feel good) i finally found my other lei lei claw (it was in the garage for some odd reason) and i fixed the bow on my costume o'lei lei and then i just gotta MEND the "letting go" of the seam in the poofy lei lei pants(lol, damn cheap sew jobs) i donno where all the halloween stuff o'stuff went, we had all this makeup and all these wigs and old costumes, AND this FAKE HEAD named cindy, she was beautiful, i rammed a pair of sewing scissors into her head, i gave her hair too, and i put all this fake blood and staples on her face, and she looked so jokes, so so jokes, but i donno whhere it all went >< my maw found one of the boxes, but i donno where the other one it, it's prolly in the "crawl space" under the stairs, but there's no light in there, so you hit your head on things and stub your toe, it's odd in there, it really smells like blood (you know that copper-ish smell) in there, i laugh and think MAN MAYBE SHUVED A CARCASS IN HERE and then im like no, you'd smell it decomposing, lol .... im listening to (sic) [molt injected mix] by slipknot, it's such a good song, yeah, song... uhh yeah, i got new blacklipsticckkkkk n_n the only time of year you can get it is like halloween (unless you goto specialty stores, and then it costs like an arm and a leg for a cheap stick o'it) lol, i have this lipstick hold case, and the mirror is all SHATTERED and it looks really cool, guess what im gonna have for DIN DIN tonight?!??!?!? PANCAKES WITH CHOCOLATE CHIPPSS ...lol, i haven't havent had that in a LONG time, you know what's funny? people think im so "goth" and "evil" but if you seen my room, you'd think i was some little kid, i have so many stuffed animals, and i sleep with a giant fish pillow, on top of my computer moniter i have two freakin' beanie buddies (a panda bear and a polar bear) ...i think it's cuz i don't want to grow up, you know? lol, i doono, this post is getting long, i havent written a long post in a while, today i fell asleep HOLDING my head up with my hand, so then britt like woke me up, and she's like you fell asleep like this ::puts hand on cheek:: lol, my hand was asleep when i woke up and i was like, that's not the weirdest thing ive woke up doing, like this one time i was at laurie's aparment(shes like my moms friend) and her daughter jessie used to be my good friend(not now though, shes into drugs and shit, and i don't tolerate that shit anymore) and yeah i slept on this futon thing and she slept on the floor beside it, and i woke up in the morning and i had my hands on her face, and i was just like "....yess" .... lol, i donno, man last night me and b were discussing the night when the S.W.A.T. team raided out house, and it was really funny, cuz she said that her sheet was rolled up and she went to sleep in a shirt and her UNDERGARMENTS, and she said she could coverherself up good with the rolled up sheet, and the cops we all like HOW DO YOU TURN ON THE LIGHT?! and i was like heheh, cuz deep down inside i loved the asian guy that was in my room, XD i donno, for some reason i just found it SO funny that he liked my dream catchers ::laughs:: i donno, im weird i guess, i wasn't even suprised, you know? im kinda used to bad shit happening to me, so it was like any other day... ::sniff:: it was so beautiful (mostly the guy in my room) XDDXDXDDDXCXDXDX i amuse my self to a great extent, today i had a taco, but i had it on a plate, like the INSIDE GOO on a plate, cuz there was no more TACO SHELLS left, so i was like ::munch munch::ing it, yoiu know when i was looking for my lei lei claw in the yard i fell on my face, man, i fall alot, you notice that? cuz of my stupid ankle ::kicks her ankle:: it's such a peice of shit, my mom had to have her ankle operated on, cuz some thing was wrong with it, and she thinks the same thing is wrong with mine, and my knee is SO messed, whenever i straighten my leg i can hear the knee cap kinda GRIND against another bone or something and it sounds REALLY GROSS-Like, man, i can't wait 'till halloween ...my wrists are hurting now, so im gonna stop typing.... lol XD 
  ya know what? im gonna say screw the halloween template it was shitty anyways, im gonna draw some thing fucked up and put some lyrics from some song on it, and make my template around that.... im in a really really really bad mood, i donno why ... though... egg, i just watched the ending of TERMINATOR 2!!! lol, do you know how many nightmares that movie gave me when i was little (i was so scared of thems robots, and a nuclear holocaust, and now i just don't care) man, i wish that dream with lisa starting a fire was real, that was so cool, the fire was so grand.... sigh, im so usless 
  ::yawn:: im bored, shh you must listen to this "Your sense of humor will be your key to success." is what my fourtune thing says in the lid of my jones soda, and then you add in bed at the end so "Your sense of humor will be your key to success [in bed]." XDXDXCDXDXDXD im amused, i donno, things so stupid amuse me 
Saturday, October 27, 2001
  oh man, did i had a dream last night, kay the first part of my dream was kinda borin, so im not gonna bother typing it, but the second half of my dream OH OHOH! so funny, okay, so it started out, me and britt were in the livingroom and the ALEX pulled his BIG white truck into ourdriveway and then me and britt were like "OOOO!!" really LOUDLY and then he start driving up this thing, and he pulledinto the house, like thru the doors in my living room, and he was like "Did you two just go "WOOOOOO" at me?" and we laughed and then he was like "Oh great, now they're gonna be grunting at me" and he laughed, and then i went into britt;s room, and lisa was there, and i was like "I didn't know you were here!" and so we went to the supermarket, and we helped some girl with her groceries, then, the girl was our friend so we went to her house, and we like sat there, then we had to leave and to lock the aparment door you had to push these four things in but it was real hard to do, then we were in this underground parkinglot and these two guys (whom we knew for some reason) were there, and they kept saying "Oh Deanna What'd you steal THIS time?!" and i was like "huh?" so then we walked, we were gonna goto century gardens(its like this recreation centre) and so we were walking, and then we were in the parkinglot of ching school, and lisa had this box of something or others, and i was leaning against the wall, and she started this HUGE FIRE, and lisa was all happy about it, and the other girl was like dancing around the fire, then the two guys tried to put it out, when they did, we were all like "oOh shit the cops man, the COPS!" so then we started to walk along CASUALLY and the cops pulled in, but they drove these REALLY oldschool blue cars, they were like BEYOND OLDSCHOOL, and they were lik "Stupid Punks so respect for authority.." and they didn't see us, and we kep walking... and then i woke up... lol, i wanted to run from the cops on some chase.... but it was a GOOD dream, specially the fire, it was like REALLY HUGE... man, im shivering bad, but im not even cold (i just got up) i think im gonna lay back down.... i dream funny things when i have garlic before bed XD 
Friday, October 26, 2001
  no, egg 
  i love jeff from the teaparty, he's such a SEXY BICTH, and he's canadian...::drools:: HAR HAR, uhm, my footsie HURTS ::cries:: actually it really doesn't... i can't wait for halloween :;is hyper:: im gonna go nuts.. cuz it's FUNNER THAT WAY 
  XD GUESS WHAT?!?! my pumpkin has a big... vine XD, i was like "Hey, is that your vine, or are you just happy to see me?" and i laughed, and my mom looked at me funny, but i didnt have my pants done up and i was in the parkinglot of WHITE ROSE and i was talking to my sister REALLY LOUD! and then i got back in the car and listened to the man who stole the world by nirvana.... and i was cold, then i was sitting in the car feeling up the pumpkin, and britt told me to "stop humping the pumpkin" and then i played it like a bongo, and i was like "hoo haa shibblihy haaa" and then my hands stunk of pumpkin, it funny... .. uhh, im bored, and lazy, im cold and i still donno if im gonna get candy, i prolly will, im going as lei lei, but im gonna SPRUCE MY costume up, with a white wig(if i can find it) and a cape, and some ...stuff, and im gonna make my face all blue with face paint, and then some other stuff, and i wish i had a really REALLY puffy RED wig, and i'd wear that and dance around, it'll be good.... i hope, but i;ll figure that out tomorrow... now, im gonna be like HA HA as i watch some TUBE 
Thursday, October 25, 2001
  heeeyyy, do you know what's coming up on november 6th?! i do! myyyyyy biiirrrrttthhhhhdddaaaayyyyy har har ..... .... .uhh, im bored 
  thursday.. hee hee, can't wait for friday tho, cuz i'll be like HAR HAR and it'll be like 2 am, and i'll be in my garage diggingout the halloween stuff, and then stuff and stuff and we can make our house look so spook-a-fied... i need to do laundry >< i don't have any clean pants, or any clean BRAHS ::grumbles and stumbles off to her bed to watch the off tv:: 
  i started to clean my rooooooom, URG, well, HOPEFULLY I'LL FINISH IT LATER ::has a headache:: now.... im gonna lay down, cuz i feel like im gonna puke 
Wednesday, October 24, 2001
  RUGHH IT'S CHUNK 
  whoa, i wonder whats going on outside, i heard ambulence, police, fire sirens (for a long time to boot) .. maybe.... uhm, some guy .. uhh shot.. .me and uh...exploded... my.. home... i want to go have a shower, BUT some one is HERE and i don't want them to seee meeeeeeee......... .... . .. . . . ...... . . . urhga 
  hahaha! my mom got called on for JURY DOOTY(lol) 
  i finallllllllllyyyy scanned and started to colour my calendar picture (its almost done, now i just gotta do the shaaaaading .. which doesn't take long, and then i gotta find a good background) THEN i'll HAVE to put it on a diskette and see if britt's computer's a drive is gonna let it work, and IF it does i can save it as a gif, and then... i can post it, URG, i wish my computer was EQUIPPED with a graphics program ::Scowls at SHICKMASTER ODO:: guess what? the cops came and took my brother away last night(dammit!) im not gonna go into details cuz i don't think that my brother's problems really concern all (but let me SAY it had nothing to do with any illegal substances..thank goodnes, i don't need anymore trouble with THAT) ::gargles:: 
  oops 
  arse, im bored, i want to drEH something, but i odonno wat... OH YEAHHH!H!H!H!H! LAST NIGHT I WATCHED MATLOCK AND JERI RYAN(7of9) was on there and I WAS LIKE AHAHAHHAGAHAHVHJAAHBKJBKAHBHAHAHAHSBFGJKADSHBKFJAHJH! cuz she was all SKANKED up (lol) and i have to watch the continuation or i;ll DIE!! dhfnkjngdzzlzx 
Tuesday, October 23, 2001
  i have a bad headache, man a HEADACHE, everything is bugging me, ESPECIALLY the fact that i can't draw, its REALLY bugging me 
  man, its like.... over 28*C in this house >< it's not supposed to be this hot >< my mom has it hot in here for the STUPID bird ::Grumbles:: 
  urgha, i think i have ham stuck in my ear (lol) 
  do you think im the kind of person that would waste like 5 minutes of their life to save a lady-bug that was stuck between the glass in her window? no? well i am HA HA proved YOU wrong... lol, theres SO many lady bugs flying around outside, and im like "damn hole in screen" cuz they land on my screen and go thru the big hole, and then they come into my room and i have to rescue them (lol) from the spiders in my room! actually, i don't think that the spiders in my room would do anything to anyone, cuz their like all dying cuz of the season, andthere's a giant spider in my bathroom with a "SAC" of eggs, and i don't want to kill her and her baby eggs, so im gonna scoot her and her "SAC" onto a peice of paper and put her in the cracks on my balcony, then in the spring/summer we'll have lots of baby spiders around (cuz spiders are good to keep annoying bugs like mosquitos away, lol) cuz alexnextdoor never opens his pool, so there is like this SWAMP thing happening in his backyard, so there's ALWAYS toads and ALWAYS mosquitos by the shit-load... so now with the help of the spidy in the can-room WE WILL HAVE LESS MOSQUITOS HA HA HA! ..uhm, why am i talking about insects? ...and why are you READING this? HUH?!!?!? o wait... nevermind... uhh, i think.... im gonna draw an oekaki now... so .... stop... looking at me -_- 
  man, im such a liar, i said i'd have my template up by now, but i don't.. cuz im a lazy ass 
Monday, October 22, 2001
  ::yawn:: i have SUCH a headache, im bored, i beat metal gear solid again, it's all good (lol) i should prolly do my calender picture, but my head hurts, grr, my mom is bugging me about the mess on my floor >< she just caught a mouse in the bathroom, (she LITERALLY caught it, with a box) and now shes all in my face about the mess, it's not like the stuff on my floor is food, shure i have a garbage with crusty tomatos wrapped in tinfoil in it, but, its not in the mess on my floor ::gargle:: i want to make a kamishibai (a NON ANW kamishibai) but i donno what to make it about, i can't write for beans, im gonna goto bed, its just so boring to stay awake, my eyes are watering... >< its driving me nuts 
  did i ever mention i hate tomato soup? ::chokes:: 
  im going insane! last night james and britt were in here listening to music until way after 2:30am, see normally im okay with such actions, but not when i have been getting up at 6 am, okay?! jeez, it takes me a whole week to get into that timing, and just cuz they want to listen to music(loud music) and have the light on, and be laughing and making noise, i have to stay awake, cuz its impossible to sleep when your stupid brother keeps asking me if i deleted any of his music cuz he is too dumb to know where it is... egg, man, last night i had such a fucked dream, i donno, it scared me cuz nemesis was out to get me (lol) it was weird, im hungry... oh yeah, i finished re-drawing my calender picture, now i gotta scan and colour it (and that doesn't take more than 3 hours ..lol) ... well uhm im hungry ::scuttles off to the kitchen:: 
Sunday, October 21, 2001
  ::is angered:: im so sick of people, why can't they all just LEAVE me the HELL ALONE ::screams:: vmkljdsalksnlk! screw you, skank! ::goes to re-draw her STUPID calender picture:: 
  id like to entitle my mood "Instant Pissed Off" mostly cuz of my asshole father, he comes in, blah blah stop yelling the dog doesn't like it, MEANWHILE! HE and JAMES fight and scream all the FUCKING time, man, i REALLY hate him, i wish my mom would fucking leave him already (i know it's an awful thing to say, but i don't bloody care) 
  ::Crrrrrryyy:: its not FFUNNNNNYYY, my calender picture... is GONNA SUCK!! it's gonna suck HARDCORE, ::cries:: i don't wanna wear my lei lei costume out, i wanna wear... uhm, i donno, something spooky, but eh, im lazy, im not TOO lazy, but im lazy, and i don't have any money (lol) im gonna go make me a pair of kitty ears 
Saturday, October 20, 2001
  damnation! im bored, im hungry, but i don't FEEL good, i have a KILLER headahce again ::gargle:: 
  AHRGAHGFHJ! i hate to re-draw my calender picture ::gargle:: it got all BENT, yeah, i'll draw IT again, and MAYBE i'll actually scan and colour it (in MSPAINT) ::cry:: o well, i can colour things ..okay-ly in MSPAINT. .. my calender picture is funny, ARRRR, i love tuvok, and kuja .. yeah, uhmm..... bread, Ivory is SO mad at me ::cry:: she GROWLED at me!! SHE GROWLED AT _ME_, stupid ungreatful little bitch, im ignoring her now, i didn't even DO anything to her, i was pissed off the other night and i was yelling at my mom, but ivory doesn't protect my mom (only my dad, stupid bitch) and i hate her now, (i sound like im talking about a person), shes NEVER growled at me before, usually i can take her bone from her, and stuff and she doesn't growl, she growled at my mom and brother for going NEAR her when she had her bone ::cry:: stupid dog, im the one who lets her out, im the one who FEEDS her, im the one who lets her sleep in my bed, im the one who plays with her when everyone is ignoring her, i should open a can of whoop ass on her, ::sigh:: i donno, im a weird person, i think... im gonna watch TV right now, cuz, im bored and lazy, oh yeah rebecca-chan zombi blood was really good, i can't wait for more ::sends evil-d "do more" waves at rebecca-chan::

heh heh n_n;; ::scuttles off like the crab she is:: 
Friday, October 19, 2001
  man, i wish i could DRAW better, don't you? yeah me too.. uhm, man, im cold, i just got REALLY cold, i don't like the fact that i get up early-er now a days, i don't like it one bit.... this is such a kick ass comic, the art is so graaannddd , hehe ::stumbles off:: 
  lalalalala, im so annoying.. im like an annoying annoyer of all that is annoying 
  my true name is .. Sparkly Puzzled Astronaut XD
(you know when you are REALLY bored when you start looking for NAME generators..)

my VIKING name is... Dagny the Peevish XDDD

LOL My hockey name is Labatt McTaylorson XD

My Instant TOUgh name is... Sledge Ironchest (HAH!)

My Metal Gear Solid Name is... Machinegun Cobra ...haha!

My pirate name is:
Mad Anne Flint

Every pirate is a little bit crazy. You, though, are more than just a little bit. Like the rock flint, you're hard and sharp. But, also like flint, you're easily chipped, and sparky. Arr! XD chuckle

Pokéname is:
Pikabar
Profile
You live in the humid rainforests of Chile, and your diet consists mostly of wolves, fruits and water.
Characteristics
(Combat and Non-combat)
You have spikes running down your back. You can breathe fire. You can puke acid. You have a force field. You can swim in Dr. Pepper. You can puke Mr. PiBB. You have a magic chest of hats. You have a cell phone. You can swim in poison. You can throw nunchucks.
LOL
well, wasn't that interesting ? no? excacltlwrklhflkjahnv?@l;rm/fcsd oops! uhm, im bored out of my brain, i think im gonna go see if i can draw Dewdrop Snowwand ...
 
  My magic Faerie's name and such;
Dewdrop Snowwand
Behaviour
A cleanser of the soul and a peace-bringer.

Seen When
Only when the seer holds a four-leafed clover.

Habitat
In forests of oak and lime.

now i sit here and look confused, and say "man, that's stupid, its like.... not like me at all, i don't think me and my faerie would be good friends"

here's my faerie, if my name was just d taylor
Dewdrop Snowweb
Behaviour
A cleanser of the soul and a peace-bringer.

Seen When
Only in the mist of an early morning.

Habitat
In forests of oak and lime.

i still don't think we'd get along ::pictures herself mangling her faerie into a jar:: XD
 
Thursday, October 18, 2001
  ::cries:: every girl (except for lisa and britt) i know hates dragonball z, i gues we are manly-like (lol) ::is manly:: i feel so... bad, i don't know why, it feels like i did something really awful, but i didn't, last night i went out to second cup with my mom, and when i went outside i was talking and yelling to myself in an amusing mannor, but i went to run to the car, and it was dark around the corner of the house, and i didn't realize that there was 4 tires stacked there and i tripped over them and fell on my face, now my knees and hands are all bloody-d up, ::is pissed off:: i have such a headache, there's only one type of these STUPID asprins, and they are all like NOT working for me, i have to take lots of them to make them work 
  .... i don't feel good, ever since my sister got that stupid bird my mom just occupies her time with it, when i tell her that i don't feel good, or whatever she just ignores me, and she does it with everyone, and it REALLY bothers me 
  im so tired, even though i slept a whole lot, i just am tired, i feel like i just got home from a long car ride and want to goto sleep, but i haven't, i need to clean my room, and do the dishes, but im just so tired, my sister is still sleeping, and she has to help me do the dishes but she wont get up, and im tired, so im gonna end up going back to sleep, and im hungry 
  you know, there is really no reason for me to get out of bed anymore 
  URG i JUST woke UP! i went to bed too late to wake up so early ::goes back to her oversized super big chunk funky blanket that she loves:: AHEM n___n;; but let me tell you THIS! i had this dream, and i lived with these two guys in this house, and this house was REALLY weird, cuz it was from one of my OLD dreams when i was litte, and the one guy wanted to save this turtle, and then we drove somewhere and i was driving... i can't remember much, and i do remember more of it, but i don't feel like typing 
Wednesday, October 17, 2001
  i finally had that shower, and i still feel like a dump, i HATE this show ::points to tv which is playing BOOK OF SPELLS:: THIS ASHOLE KID IS SUPPOSED TO BE AN ELF BUT HIS EARS ARE ROUND, AND NOT E-LONGATEDDDD AAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNNNDDDDDDDDDD PPOOOOOIIIIIIINNNNNNNNTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTYYYYYYY ... ARGHHH!!! i hate YOU, im bored, my internet is being... soo... slloooowwwww and im like "AJDBSAJK?FDJANGJKDANGVLKA!!" and i hate YOU lol, i already said that, but it gets the point across, yeah i think you look really stupid and old and ugly and stupidand stupid and old and out of shape and mangled and floating eyelid-ed and big headed and big footed and big butted and ugly big nosed.. head 
  Ya see meg im not goin to any school, and well, childrens-fucking-aid will come here, and take me away, and put me in a boarding school or a reform school, OR if im REALLY REALLLLLLLLLLLLLY lucky they'll put me in a GROUP HOME ::grumbles:: right now im suposed to be home schooling, but its not getting anywhere..

egg, i have a headache, i need to shower -_- but im not in a good mood, so im like "NO!" ... lol, you like the NEW NEW pop-like music english OPENING to POKEMON (the jhoto championships ... or something) and i LAUGH 
  lol, TUVVOOOKKKK ... man, i LOVE tuvok n_n;; 
  LAST NIGHT I HAD A REALLY FUCKED UP DREAM!! kay i can't remember much about it, it started out, i was on britts top bunk (which she doesn't have anymore) and i was watching people outside(thru her window) and then FOR somereason i had this remote controlled helicopter and i shuved it thru the hole in _MY_ screen (yeah so her bunk bed was in my room) and so i was driving it around, and then i seen ALEX and he was looking at it in some confused way, and he looked upto my window so i ducked and he couldn't see me, but now the helicopter was just flying in one spot, and so he looked away and i quickly made it fly closer to me, and i reached out and pulled it inside, but he seen me and i was like "..." and then i was on my normal bed, and i was in this video game now, and i was hiding under my blanket from this monster (like a monster from Final Fantasy) i didnt want it to see me, so i was hiding under there, then some guys walked down the hall and into my room (and one of them was KUJAAA!!) and i looked at them and then i was in this cave, and there was these THINGS around and i was with britt(or someone, i think it was her, but idonno) and there was this dark figure down this one passage, so went down, and the figure jumped on me and bit the FUCK out of my arms (it HURT dispite it being a dream) and it was a fucking raccoon, and then there was this door, so i kicked the raccoon (it was REALLY big for a racoon, like a rotty in size) and i went into this room, and this girl was in there, she kept telling me all the animals had number six i didn't know what she meant, but then the raccoon was hitting the doors to get in (there were two doors in the room) and i had to hold the one shut, and the raccooon got it open again, and it bit my hand, and now my arm and my hands were all bitten and bloody, so then we went out of this room, cuz we had to get out of this cave, so, we ran and then these WOLVES show up, and these things are SO much harder to kick off, so we ran to get out of there, and then SOMEHOW we were on this road, and all these pinkish in colour birds fly over us, and there were all these feathers everywhere, and it was like an INTERSECTION and we wanted some of the feathers cuz they were so pretty, but then these two old people told us to get into the back of the truck, and so we did, and we were inthis OTHER place, and it was this other cave like thing, and TUVOK was there, and i was talking to tuvok, and he SMILED, and i was like "n_n" and so now britt was with us, and so was .. i think janeway, or 7 of 9, and we were going thru this thing, and when we got out, no one would believe me that tuvok smiled at something i said, and then i told tuvok to tell them, but he wouldnt, so then tuvok gave me a hug, and i was like "!!!!" and ..something else happened with this kid, but i can't remember....

what a cool dream, eh? lol, i enjoyed that dream, usually my dreams are just STUPID, but, i donno, when iwas sleeping my sister drew a PICTURE of TUVOK on the OEKAKI, so MAYBE she said TUVOK or something, and that influenced my dream .... n___________n 
Tuesday, October 16, 2001
  im so sick of this, i just don't know what to do, i have to goto school, but i don't want to, i just can't face people, i can't, i have to do so many things, i try sohard to live up to what everyone expects of me, but i just can't do anything anymore, ::cry:: everything is so messed up, i don't know what to do... ;_; why are people so stupid? i hate this so FUCKING much, i can't sleep, i can't cry, i can't laugh, i can't think, i CAN'T DO ANYTHING! its like everyday is nothing-ness, no matter what happens, no matter what people say, its like nothing, its like it doesn't even matter anymore, im sick of people NOT listening to me, no one listens its like they hear what im saying, but they aren't listening to my side, it's only what _THEY_ think, im ALWAYS wrong, no MATTER what, they're always right, there's no chance in hell that I'D be right, im just a person who is always there in the background, always there, and everyone knows who they are, but they don't care enough to get to know me, and if they do, then they use me, and drain me of my life, of my feelings, of everything, then they leave me on the floor alone and crying, now people see me, but they step over me, and ignore me until finally im back on my feet, someone else comes along and wants to take advantage of the fact i have no friends, and it all happens again, and there i am again, crying in the corner.... ... life sucks 
  hjuhgdjkhklga yeah, im hungry and tired, food will be here soon, then i'll have harveys and be liek "mmm" and then ::snooze:: 
  XD the template will be changed later on tonight(or morning), cuz im gonna eat, and then goto bed (yes, im going to bed this early) well, yeah, you may admire the layout of this ROBOT THING!! XDDDD trust me, it'll be changed in the next few days! unless i can't figure it out in time -_-;; ::sucks at html:: 
  whoa this is MESSED 
  argh ::trying to fix it:: 
  YUCK! WHY IS IT POSTING OVER ON THE SIDE?! AND WHY THE HELL ARE THE LINKS IN THE MIDDLE! AND WHY IS THE BAKGROUND WHITE?!?!?! ARjkgdsakjdsklgjfds dammit i suck at html  
  FUCK! what the FUCK the CONNECTION keeps TIMING THE FUCK OUT!! AHYGDAJADSGKJNLKJSBLKMDA I HATE YOU!! 
  URGE blogger just DOESN'T WANT TO LOAD ::is using blogthis:: darnit! 
  kay, im changing my template, so if it looks wonky, just wait, and let me FIX IT! 
  im bored, i knocked over clayton, and clayton knocked over vash, and fell onto an already fallen over ginyu and now it looks like they are engaged into some sort of ... threesome XD i LAUGH and look to them 
  ................................................. its funny when you blink and you can hear the clacking sound your eye makes ..XD 
  im listening to how you remind me by nickleback
Never made it as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealin'
Tired of livin' like a blind man
I'm sick of sight without a sense of feelin
And this is how you remind me
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breakin'
I've been wrong, I've been down
Been to the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream "Are we having fun yet?"
Yet?, Yet?, Yet?, no no

It's not like you didn't know that
I said I love you and I swear I still do
It must have been so bad
Cause livin' with me must have damn near killed you

This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breakin'
I've been wrong, I've been down
Been to the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream "Are we having fun yet?"
Yet?, Yet?, Yet?, no no

Never made is as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing
And this is how you remind me
This is how you remind me

This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breakin'
I've been wrong, I've been down
Been to the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream "Are we having fun yet?"
Yet?, Yet?, Yet?, no no



kinda suits the situation im in ::gargle:: if i was old enough to buy booze, i would, trust me, i would... bleh
 
  n-aww i drew such a cute digi charat picture (with dejiko, puchiko, and genma) and it's cute and i drew it on the oekaki board i goto n_____n maybe i'll upload it later (is anyone cares) 
  YES!!!! HE IS!! HE IS!! YYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSS THANK GOODNESS!!! ::happy:: damn mike harris, now we just gotta get rid of john cretian(sp?) 
  HEY LOOK ITS UGLY HEAD HARRIS! ::watches:: 
  one minute!!!!! THEN!! WE'LL KNOW!! AND HOPEFULLY HE'LL RESIGN!! 
  come on... hurry up, i wanna know, i _WANT_ him to DIE... i mean, stop being so... related to me (j/k) come ooonnnn hurrrrryyyy upppp everyone in ontario is waiting for you to show your ass ugly nose and face and say your quitting your stupid-ness, cuz we HATE YOU!!! XXDDDD lol 
  ::crosses fingers:: it's almost 10:30am you know WHAT THAT MEANS?!?! MIKE-FUCKING-HARRIS MIGHT ANNOUNCE HIS RESIGNATION!!!!! i know it's spelt wrong, but o well, PLEASE LET HIM STAND DOWN, WE NEED SOMEONE BETTER AS OUR PREMEIRE!! ....i hate mike harris, he's such a DICK STICK!! 
  eggs, this is BUGGING ME ... ::points to hair on head:: AHCK!! its all bed-headed up and i don't want to brush it cuz i have SUCH a headache, and i don't want to shower it out cuz i have a HEADACHE AND I DON'T FEEL THE HELL GOOD!!! 
  :: is hit in the groin by a football:: AHH MY GROIN!! ..wait im not a man... o well ::falls over:: 
  ....bruhuuhuhhuhhhhhhuuuuuuuuuh???????? lol, im a MAN...lol ...actually im the she-hulk, cuz "I'M IN CHARGE NOW!!" ::points to self:: aARGH, them cops on TV ..at the protest CHUNK(lol) them cops are such ASSES i was like "GLIMPSING" the footage and this cop-asshole hit some guy with a paton (baton?) or whatever it's called, and .. uhm forks 
  "stop smoking"(in bed) XD cuz my sister got this "quote" from the lid of a jones soda, and it said "stop smoking" and you know how you add "in bed" and stuff at the end, so we laughed, and britt was like "I've already acheived that goal.." 
  XDDDDDDD i was just watching the news and they said that the literacy test was posted on the internet XD someone stole it and posted it! AHAHHAHAHAHAH ::chuckles o'plenty:: i wish i was in toronto protesting right now, i'd be like "ABGJHGSAHGAJH!!" and id scream and yell and id just be REALLY stupid, and then i'd be arrested for mooning the cops and while in the paddy-wagon i'd sing and sing and sing some more, and the other people would just be like "OH VHBCHAHHH! SHUT THE HELL UP!!" and i'd sing about the space-coke and how we should all have space coke then we could bust right out of the paddywagon and i'd LAUGH cuz we'd launch off like cheech XD ...........dead 
  .. im cccooooolllllddddd, im bored, im cold and bored, i have a headache >< i wish i was tired, then i go go back to sleep, but im not, so i can't, and i don't want to do anything else... argh,im going to get a drink 
  URG you know what PISSES ME OFF?!the _UGGGGGGGGGGLLLLLLYYYYYYY_ as HEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLL BRITNEY SPEARS AD! ajgrhaJBNSjnbdsjngn ! IT'S ALWAYS THERE! ALWAYS AND IT REALLLLLLLYYY BUGS ME THE HELL OFF...lol 
  15 Oct, Mon, 21:45:38 Yahoo: digimon suicide or death fanfics HAHAHAHHA WHAT A REFFERAL!!! argharhHAHAhhahAHah! oh who ever searched for that is pure jokes, pure pure jokes... lol... HAHAHAA.... ahem, anywaaays.. yeah 
  yawn, i bored, ... bleh bleh.. its so GREAT outside (iits all rainy and rain-ful and dark) its my favourite kind of day out... well so far, yeah, im bored 
  ROAD@!LMKLSA!??!?! i donno, i drew this REALLY cute picture for my next bloglayout, BUT the THING is, it's only a halloween one, so that means its almost.... ya know waste-ful, but o well, i scanned it, BUT i have to outline it better, cuz i drew it with pencil (it i had any other GRAPHICS program then PAINT, i might've already have it coloured, but nooooooo, d just CAAAAAN'TTTTTT) sigh, o well 
Monday, October 15, 2001
  arrrgggg, britt should hurry up and get home (lol, shes not even out of school yet) cuz when shes here i can focus on her talking, but when im sitting alone, all i can hear is the clacking of the keyboard, the fluttering of my fan, and the ocasional bird/wind gust/pop can rolling around on patiothing roofand its hard to focus on things like that without getting... so.. even...more...tired, im gonna get offa my pc now, cuz my arm (my wrist) is really sore and it's bugging me like a beast so, yaeh, you better stop laughing at me or im gonna get medievil on your ass 
  that is where you are wrong ! 
  only seven more hours to go.. then i can sleep.... PPPPPPPSSSSHHHHHHHUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!! would it bother you if _I_ ended all my sentances with-nyo or with-nyu ..lol, i should do that, but im too lazy to do it in real live-nyu ... you ask why i choose nyu? well, puchiko is my favourite, cuz shes so... so... different, you know? shes just like "yeah" and shes super kawaii too-nyu (lol, i prollyshouldn't do that) mmm it looks like it might rain n__________n good, cuz i hate you! and i love the fall weather, its all like "LAfasbjgsd" and its windy and stuff and HALLOWEEEEEEEN 
  im listening to THE DEVIL WENT DOWN TO GEORGIAAAAAAAA! XXXXXXXDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD my arm is acting up again, im tired, but i gotta stay awake, id go make me some of this really STRONG coffee we have, but it takes to long... so eh, im not gonna, my arm, IT HURTS oh yeah muh comic nothing much there, even though ive had it going around since... septemeber...sometime..lol yeah 
  now im watching a music video with lain, to the song "Living Dead Girl" ... yeah, 'tis a music video (no shit) 
  im listening to bachelorette by the wonder which is bjork ....curses, stupid explorer crashing... (lol, i have allowed the CLOSE to happen) ... lol, argh argh argh hurry up and be noon, then britt'll be home for lunch, and i wont be sitting in my room alone.... cuz its bugging me, the fact that i just stay in my room all the time... 
  frig its hot in here,the fucking sun JUST hits my STUPID BIG UGLY HEAD, URG! i wish i had bleekin' SHUTTERS and i SLAM them right now, and CUSS aloud.... when i lived up north some of the windows had shutters, they were cool, i liked that big o'l scary house, and i had this HUGE bedroom it was like 3x the size of my room now, ::pshuuuuu:: i feel bad, i feel like i should be doing something, but everything i do, i get bored, or i get discouraged and shit, so im just like ".. screw this, im going to sleep..." there's a bird outside singing a really really nice song, i like to watch the birds, my favourite bird is the common raven, they are so...me 
  man, i think you suck 
  whoa, you know what? i donno, im itchy, i donno why, but i am ::fidgets:: argh, everything is bothering me, the tv, the BLOODY sun, OF COURSE! it CANT be A FRICKEN OVERCAST DAY!! im in a BAD mood, my hair is all..ICKY and i don't wanna have a shower, cuz i don't feel good, man, i wish i could draw better, i wish i could BLEEKIN' DRAW!! mmm, my mom went up to her moms and she brought back the bestest thing in the world ::drools:: okay, its not the BESTEST thing, but it tastes SO damn good, its like this.. cake-thing, and its got like layers and layers of this almond...and white stuff, and it must take AGES to make each layer, and it has dark chocolate on top and it's REALLY good ::huggles her small and yet oh so good hungarian thingy:: i don't know how i would spell what they're called... so i can't n_n;; but yeeeaaaaahh..... ....im thirsty i need somesort of caffine, now, since coffee takes too much tiime to make, i'll have tea its like FAST and stuff... XD 
  ...bleh! i feel like... a carcass, i didn't sleep last night, i gotta stay up all day >_> it's just so boring when b's at school, >< i bet you ANY money that im gonna be sent to reform school 
  im bored... and when im bored i find myself drawing funny-annoying little pictures on this oekaki board.. the people there are so nice n_n; ... i think im gonna draw a "computer" version of this ::holds up a page with a funny mei mei and naoki comic on it:: and then i can chuckle as i view it in a fury of abundant action 
  I HAVE I COME IN PEACE XD i donno WHERE but it's (or it WAS) somewhere in the pile o'old bootlegged tapes XD

... i have heart burn >< stupid chicken wings >< remind me never to eat them again? please? dammit! you... asshead, you INVISIBLE ASSHEAD!! XD..lol, today i downloaded most of the di gi charat TV series... its time for last twenty referals
~
onchat what they dont want you to know (uhm... yes? )
gay+piss (yeah+theres+lots+of+that+here)
Judge Mills Lane Wav (Im honored... i really am(
medabots episode guide (you'd think with all the medabots referals, i'd have medabots shooting out of my ass)
MEDABOTS THEME SONG ( newsflash : MEDABOTS SUCKS)
piss (why do people search for such stupid things?)
download system of a down chop suey (download morpheus, or something, and then you'll GET it, dumbass)
piss+picture (like+I+said+there's+lots+of+that+here)
Medabots songs (there's MEDABOTS MUSIC NOW?!?! ARGH! well, if there isn't i'll sing one if you want me to)
cerial killer lyrics (yes.)
Chop Suey System of Down wav (download the fricken mp3 or wait and get the bloody CD you ASS)
Medabots Episode Download (yeah, there's lots of episodes to download here, but you have to know the secret code to get it ¬_¬)
stories boy pisses his sister's mouth (uhm... no...)
how to draw medabots ( want me teach you to draw medabots? with these easy steps, you'll be able to amaze all your MEDABOT-FRIENDS. kay, number one, draw a head, or a spinning saw with eyes, then some arms, and a torso, and give it legs or a conveyer belt(or whateveer it is) and then turn it on, VIOLA! you have a MEDABOT with the same skill as me, and billy-joe, we can rule the world in the ways of medabot drawing power!)
pissing vinegar (..yeah?..)
piss (-_-;;)
piss picture (i think we all want some piss picture (s)
vinegar and dogs (huh?)
mmm donut wav ( uhm.. thanks... i think)
breath control piss gay (WHAT the HELL is THAT suposed to mean?)

:://refferals::

.... now you all know how to draw medabots, please deposit 600 credits to book your next class...then we'll be learning how to get the hell away from you! i donno, i was just listening to SOBER by tool, but now im listening to the old 70's (it is from the 70s right?) spiderman theme...lol im tired 
Sunday, October 14, 2001
  ::cry:: im in such a bad mood, i don't really know why, i just ...i donno, im sick of being me, im sick of feeling so awful all the time, ...argh, im so behind of the bleekin'(yes bleekin) kamiforum... urg, i feel so... BAD i just wanna curl up in a closet and die... .. i donno, but im REALLY REALLY dizzy, and its not from whats on tv (usher...ARGH) last night the actor of ODO was on MATLOCK (lol) and ive seen another episode where the actoress for major kira was on it, and i CHUCKLED, but odo-guy (his name's rene AbIOUTIOJKDNgjdas... lol or something like that) had a BEARD, and i LAUGHED... but then i cried, cuz matlock was over, and was thinking again and i was so upset, VERY upset, and i don't even really know why... maybe cuz my computer was working (j/k) my head hurts and my eyes burn when i blink, i think im sick-er then before....... chunk was here again today, he was drinking budweiser, i dont like "BUD" its like "dthe ah hta" ...lol... .. ::sigh:: my back hurts, britt hit me in the spine and now my back is like "CHAJBFMHSA" and she didn't even hit me hard, just where she hit me..whoa, ::is really dizzy::oh, i just got REALLY cold.... ::sucks thumb:: thank goodness for the stupid altavista translation CRUD ::is on a very NON english site:: now i can basically understand what's goin' on..... im listening to everything ends by slipknot ...... tis a good song, my favourite slipknot song is wait and bleed.. i donno why though, i guess cuz it was the first song i ever heard by them.. holy shit, i feel like im shaking, i feel like the ground is shaking, im going to sleep, i have to im starting to feel really... REALLY weird... im gonna try to download some eps of something first. 
  ARGGGHHHHHHH!!! THE STUPID LENNEX-BIG-PILE-OF-FUCKING-SHIT-BOX STOPPED FUNCTIONING!! CURSE KEITH!! i had to hook my stupid ugly cable modem to my big pile of steamy shit computer, and i'll have the internet, but my sister won't >< I HAD TO GO LIKE A DAY WITH ONLY A TV AND A BUNCH OF DISNEY MOVIES ::screams:: you know? and im so behind on everything, argh, curse you technology you robbed me of my life... wait, no it didn't, without my pc i'd stay in my room all day alone... with a tv... and some other stuff....... arg, why must i have no life? 
Friday, October 12, 2001
  my knee hurts, i had some WEIRD dreams last night, it was like an episode of matlock that i recently watched but ONLY BETTER and BRITT woke me up, she was like "ARe you a GOOD BOY? Are you a GOOD BOY? You can have a CHOCOLATE BAR!" then she dropped it on my head, lol, but in my dream she walked in with a stolen red bike in her arms, and she was asking me if i was a good boy, it was funny, it was like i was awake, but i wasn't... i donno, i gotta take a LEAK 
  man, i HATE this, i don't want to HAVE to DEAL with people, why can't i be one of them MAD SCIENTISTS?! OR ONE OF THEM RICH VAMPIRES THAT LIVE IN TRANSILVAINIA IN SOME BIG OLD SPOOKY CASTLE?! man, people say you can BE whatever YOU want TO be, but NOOOO ThINGS CAN'T BE THAAAAA-AAAAAT EEEEEEEEEAAAASYYYYY!! .. i can't do math, my memory is SHOT and its not _MY_ fault.. My DAD's MEMORY IS JUST LIKE MINE!!! ARGH!! and i JUST can't DO math, its like this, my mom, shes good with words, and bad with math, my dad is good with math (suprisingly enuff) and bad with words, so its like i got the BAD part of EACH of them ::grumbles:: i try so hard to do math, i JUST don't GET it, its like sometimes, i get somethings and im like "wow it's all so clear" and then the next day i can't do it, ::cry:: but my MOTHER thinks im just SAYING that, its like she DOESN'T believe ME anyMORE and im like ::CRY:: and my DAD thinks that I'LL NEVER LEARN TO DEAL WITH PEOPLE! HE THINKS THAT I CAN STILL GO BACK TO IN-FUCKING-DEC and EVERYTIME i TELL him he's just like "We-ll THAT school is FOR kids who can't GOTO school, so they CAN'T kick you out for NOT going!" I DIDN;T GET KICKED OUT FOR NOT GOING I GOT KICKED OUT FOR FAILING THREE STUPID FUCKING SHITTY CLASSES!! I failed english cuz i HATED the FUCKING teacher, i failed MATH cuz i wasn't there to learn half of it, and i failed THE USELESS CLASS cuz i used to SKIP friday because we NEVER DID ANYTHING ON IT!! and you know what i found out? that one class we WERE FORCED TO TAKE (i.e. LEARNING STRATIGIES) is a CLASS for "special" people, and i think that's a LOAD of SHIT! i talked to this MAN at CHING he said that the class was for people that were "SPECIAL" and you know what he meant when he said "SPECIAL" AGRH! i HATE YOU!!!!! great, now ive got my self SO angry... and FUCKING FUCKER FUCK!!

yeah... now i need to sleep, and and be like........ my HEAD HURTS SO MUCH!!! and i feel so SICK and i HATE YOU!!!! ... o i donno, i need to take my STUPID hair out of this STUPID PONY TAIL! I HAVE SUCH A BLOODY HEADACHEE!!!! ::im going nuts:: 
  IM SO HAPPY ::sniff sniff:: people LIKE ME, THEY REALLY LIKE ME ::wipes tear:: ... lol, actually i feel like someone chucked a frozen turkey at me... yeah, i just snuck around like HELL to NOT wake my dad as i made me some pasta .. i had this URGE for PASTA WITH PARMERSIAN(sp?) CHEEESSEE and i was like ... mmm im too lazy to open a package of pasta noodles, so i just used a box of K D without the cheese, and i was like XD as i cooked half of it in this LITTLE little pot, and so im in the kitchen YEAH YEAH then i think "hmm, great, now about the SAUCE?" so i look around in the cuppbord and i was like HA HA as i found two(or three?) jars o'sauce so i like OPENED it and just poured it on the NOODLES without heating it, and i just started EATING it out of the pot and i was like "HSNJNDAFA" and i can't finish it, but i wanna get rid of the EVIDENCE, but BUT ivory isn't up here, so im like "...?....?" har har, dammit, hotmail is being a SHITTY DICK to me (as usual) im watching an INFOMERCIAL... yeah ABOUT FOCuS FACcTORr!!! :Dgufhau~: i want........... some, maybe i HAVE brain STARVATION! ::looks around:: i think my brain IS DEAD, all it does all day is.. think about IRRELIVENT THINGS, see, if i was assimilated in to the borg collective, i'd just be like the one who would WRECK the JOINT i'd be the one filling the rest with IRRELIVENT things and i'd BRING CHAOS TO ORDER HAHHAHA -HA -HA -HA.. I love KILEY and KUJA.. ::thinks:: HA HA KILEY AND KUJA SHOULD BE GAY...TOGETHER ::laughs:: ...i'll be OKAY... proabably not, but HELL im GOOD as ME cuz I HATE people WHO TRY TO changE who IAM and i LIKE the WAY I ACT AND DRESS!1!! ITS mmmeEEEEEEEmmeeeeeEEeeMMMEee!! yeha,, mm,,,,,,........... i wish _MY_ NAME WAS BLAKE (lol) not really................ 
  OH OH OH!! yeah i SO know what my NEXT two BLOG layouts t'will be, the one i still have to draw the picture for is the halloween one, (thats the one that im going to do soon) and the one after that, ihave already scanned and coloured the picture (TIS GOOD..kinda... sorta... not really) then maybe after that im gonna do the angel of ribbons one.... har har eyeah, me and b are gonna be Dejiko and Puchiko (Digi and Petit Charat) for anime north, YAY!! maybe i'll lose some pounds by then, and i'll actually take and post pictures of me (MAYBE!) lol, and im gonna start mooching money now, and save it, then by the time MAY comes around i'll be ROLLIN' IN THE DOUGH!! lol, maybe i should get a job (like delivering the pennysaver for like 40 bux a month) and then i'll have at least got 300 bux (if i don't spend it) and the money i mooch, i'll be like n_______n i'll probably give some cash to b (unless she also gets to deliver papers in a different area) then we'll be like "HA HA HA HA HA HA HA BEAM ME UP MR. SCOTT, TSU LU GOTO WARP!" and we each get like 150 bucks around christmas time, and we'll BE FULL OF DOUGH! you know? (ITS A LINK YOU DINK!! haahaha don't ask) ANNNNNNNNND if we get lazy with the paper... we can just throw it into a nearby dumpster, and HAHA we'll be getting payed for NOTHING! but that's BAA-AAD but that's OKAAA-AAY lol..... huh ::looks around:: but i think they're on to me ::glances around:: NOOO ::is shot:: i knew he was there..... ::cry::
 
Thursday, October 11, 2001
  some guy outside is like humping a broken SKID ..lol, i just woke up (at 3 pm actually) and i has a dream... it was ... FUNNY, cuz i was in that one episode of dragonball z where juuhachi-gou busted vegeta's arm, and then i was like "huh" and i watched him being all like "AHGHHAHAHAHHHHHH!" and then gohan was there and he was telling me about something, and then someone said "Yeah, Nyquil will make you sleepy if your tired.." and then i looked in another direction and THERE CELL WAS!! he was practicing for a commercial or something, and i was like "HA HA HA" and he went on and on about the good-wholesome-ness which is NYQUIL, then i woke up, at three excactly, and then piccolo was like "IT LOOKS LIKE FREEZA's ABOUT TO ATTACK AGAIN!!" lol... yeah 
  uhm.................................. yeah blogger is being a dick 
Wednesday, October 10, 2001
  GOODY n__n yeah my e-mail is being a dicky dick... well uhm 'tis up to you, i donno, if you wanna mail it, i'll give you my address, if yuh wanna meet up somewhere, name the time and the place, mmkay?
... oh yeah OH YEAHHH .... i gotta scan somethings (like this ::holds up a picture of USHIO::) LOL! it's SUCH A GOOOD pictuere ::koff koff:: O ANOTHER PERSON GOT ANTHRAX IN FLORIDA!! ANNNNNTTTHHHRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAXXXXXXXXXXXXXXx
::laughs:: man, i have a HEADACHE >< you know who i hate?... alot of poeple.... you know what? I AM SO SMART I AM SO SMART S-M-R-T.. today i was watching the TOP TEN UNSOLVED MURDERS on america's most wanted, and saaid "Number one is gonna be the Zodiac killer!" and guess what? IT WAS ::is proud:: i donno WHY im proud, but i think the zodiac guy was SMARTS! dont you?! YEA 
  the french people shut the hell up 
  ahhh help me! some FRENCH guy isspeaking FRENCH at me from my tv!! hheeelllpp mee, im boreddd, i cant sleep, and when i cant sleep i do.. things(lol) i have an ODD re-occuring habit of painting my nails (and then have the paint chipped off by naughty little Innova) ... speaking of which, i HATE that bird ::grumbles:: even though i hold him everyday, i utterly hate him though, because he's so STUPID and ANNOYING... but yeah, my earlobes hurt, lol, not really, it's hot in here, these french guys are REALLY bothering me, and im bored, i was likeakafdjlakdjsdkfjskf when i saw this picture of D (from Vampire Hunter D[the new one]) and it was SO good... but that was last night, then i was reading this fan-manga for ff7, even though ive never really played the game (i know the kyaras tho) and it was so sooooo cute, and i was like "mm mm" cuz sweet sephi-chan was there, and the art was amazing-ly awesome, and i was like n_____________n kinda like a big fish... lol, my oh my oh... im bored,(i tink i said that)
shh, must quoth my "glenda" aim account's profile
"oh no! the cheese has fallen into the hands of the ENMY (yeah THE ENMY, not enemy) WEMUST NOT WORRY FOR BOB DUNG WILL SAVE US ALL! Oh no NOT bob dole! ARGH DOOLEE YOU HAVE NOT SEEN THE LAST OF US!! AGHR! Nooo Ooo ODO! YOU CAN'T TAKE MY UNDERWEAR AS A WIFE! Booooooo! i FORSOOTH THE ANTHRAX! arghargh THE MACK 3 IS PLANNING TO SHAVE MY FEET! NOOOOO FRICTOR DO NOT FRICTION-NA-TIZE ME ANYMORE, AHHH AHHH AHHH HELLLLPPP THERE'S A BEAR, AND IT'S TRYING TO RAPE MY PET EGG! OH NOooo oooo YOU AND ALL YOUR FACES! RECOOME MASTAh OF DOOOM! I truley am a man Of MANY TALENTS! I live in a space station, in space, on a station, my name is GLENDA, and i like to drink PINK CHOCOLATE MOO COW MILK! moo? oh nOOOoO i think ... i think i heard a toilet flush, maybe... MAYBE somebody lost a turtle! uh OH "what?" ::burps:: YEAH! im a MANLY BROAD AIN'T I?! okay, you go squish now" ... i donno, but it amuseed me at the time, oh no the onions! they fell1 ahjf i typed 1 instead of ! lol.......

notice how i hardly ever use paragraphgs? but with no G between the H and the S.... lol, i just yawned now everything is reallly loud, man i wish there was more outbreaks of ANTHRAX... only cuz i want to hear its name more often, you know? cuz anthrax is pretty cool, i dreamt about anthrax, and it was only a dream, but there was an anthrax scare somewhere in (or near) brampton ... i think it was at the post office.. i chuckled and wrote about how i survived the anthrax scare of 2001 (or was it in 2000?) mike wasn't very pleased with me, but that's okay... i hate him, notice how i post alot of blog entries late at night? man, im such a BEHOLDER, kinda like THE BEHOLDER, but not quite THE im just a BEHOLDER .... ::imitates the beholder "HUSH CAN YOU HEAR THE RAVEN?!" opens cape in a fruity beholder-like fashion:: you know what? i find ushio's nose to look quite amusing... so does b, we made such a big deal out of his nose, we laughed, and laughed, then porunga cried, so we cried with him, then we asked why he was crying, he told us about the time he was gonna go see mr t at the mall, and he kept saying "i'll go a little later" andthen when he finally got there, he asked the guy and the guy said he just left, so then he asked when mr t was coming back and the guy said he didn't know.. we were very sad for porunga, we wanted to meet mr t, and marvel at his WONDEROUS-ness and then give him a kiss right smack dab on his nose, he'd prolly get mad and fall offa his chair, but that's okay, as long as he doesn't break his butt-bone, poor mr t .... a few days ago i asked my dad if he had seen the movie dune, he didn't know what i was talking about, but that's okay... sometimes on TNN(i think that's the channel) they play that show with mr t, and i watch mr t talk to them kids at the youth centres.... and im like "man, i wish mr t came to a city near me" but now mr t is sick and im sad, cuz i love mr t, and i love kuja, and alot of others

the french guy is still rambling on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and ond and on and on and od and on and on and on and on aond on and on and on and on and on and on and ona andon andon andon and ona nadon and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on! (note to self don't type things like that, cut and paste!) noooooooooo i wish i was the leader beeeeeaaaannnn,,,,.......


ro-h ro-h uh HUH (lol) .... i donno what im going on about ,but i figure i should still go on cuz i donno i guess cuz people like to read things, but i donno, i think that you all hateme, i wouldn't be suprised, but i donno... oh and remind me to scan the picture for the kami calenda... okei? thanks! lol(lhahaa) XDDDD 
Tuesday, October 09, 2001
  SELLLOUTS SUCK im glad i don't have any friends to SELL me out, if i did, i'd be like"YRAAAGRHG!" i couldn't sell someone out even if i wanted to (well, i could if i said i was gonna do something, and then went and hung out with reilly and the rest) cuz you know.... REILLY, do you REMEMBER REILLY?! i do, how can i not, he was a blade of grass, and i threw him into the tree and he was MAD at me... breh, im bored, im boring, you know that? i REALLY am, my mom says i should go out with my friends, and im like "What friends? my friends have lives and don't wanna waste time with me." i don't really think that's true, but i say it so she leaves me alone, i donno...

.... 
  im officially scared... the guy who va treize(english) is the same guy who va recooooommmmeeeeee ::is VERY scared:: NoooOOOoO my visions of the english actor are gooooonnnnaa ::cry:: LOL the guy who acts for quatre also did the english KIMBA! AHAHHAHAHA ::CHUCKLE:: ...shuttup, don't reck my fun... cuz YOU RRRRRECKED MY BED, lol, this guy;s name is kirby he va trowa, and van.. and some other... people.... hahaha, he's funny lookin HYUK HYUK .. i donno why im going on about this... i guess cuz im bored ... lol... okay, i need to sleep now...  
  ...man, i NEED to sleep now :GUH: i just can't my mind won't just shut the hELL up 
  ....i found a spot on my floor that squeeks like a house, and im just like "foot on foot off foot on foot off foot on foot off" cuz.. my brother's room is right under mine.... HAR 
  egggg, i think ... things... uhh, i donno, but ive been told that my house is mighty cold -_-;; uhh, yeah it's COLD in my room... my window is open and my fan is on ::closes the window and turns off the fan:: it's still bloody cold, im bored, and i don't feel good (that's a suprise ¬_¬) egg, im wearing a BRIGHT UGLY BLUE shirt, and its got a stain on it... cuz im a dumbass, and when i cook i get carried away and fling things around (actually its from when i was making icing for ZA cake, and i was like YEAHYEAHYEAH and then it resulted in unwanted results) lol, i don't know what to draw from meh blog, it's like i can't think or draw or talk outloud latley, everything is this big smudge of action, like my cateracs are acting up or something(XD) i dunno, i want some rum... i like rum'n'coke it's like "mm mm" yeah, you know what i hate? i hate tomatos, why you ask? i don't know.... i like cooking dinners like i did tonight, i made everyone happy ::is proud:: they were all like "EAT MUNCH MM MMM EAT" and im like "Heh heh you EAT now, ehheheh but wait till tomorrow unfolds .. MUAHGAHHAHAHAGHA ::choke gag:: ha..." and then they looked at me, and i scuttled off... XD ... i can't wait for halloween, it's gonna be GOOD, i REALLY like spookifying my house up... one year we hung heads from the balcony XD and one of them had a real raccoon fur hat (it was given to us by this old dead broad -_-) and this girl walked into it and she screamed and i was LAUGHING SO HARD,,... i donno, i need to buy me a new cape, my old ones are getting kinda.... old and tatty, i wanna get a hooded one, cuz my old hooded one is ripped so badly ::sniff:: this is a really useless post, but o well, im bored, my neck is sore, i want to play the sims, cuz the sims is fun, but im tired, i cooked all day, i like to cook, i remind me of quina from ff9, i even look like it (well, i don't have the tongue, but you know) my sister was telling me to goto the convention as queen brahne(or whatever the hell her name is) and then she was like
"And then some guy will come up to you and ask who youre(me) suposed to be. and then you'll be like "Im queen brahne" and he'll be like "WHOA LIFE LIKE!""
lol, that's so how it is though, it is SO how it is XD ...... hefehfehfeh, i donno, times like this i wish i had something to do, i guess im gonna draw something, cuz i don't WANT to play the sims anymore, but maybe i should just sleep, but i don't want to, but i have to, and im tired, i want to sleep on the couch, but i can't cuz i think chunk(chuck) is still here, and if he is then maybe i'll have a chance to see my reflection on his head (XD) ...lol, chuck's a nice guy though, he brought food over for me to cook, and i did, and i was like "MAUHAHAH!!" as the fires started... and then i realized i just made it up, and he looked at me funny (lol, that never really happened, but it makes it more interesting) ..i donno, i feel like an idiot (maybe cuz i am one?) im thirsty, i want my pop that i was drinking earlier.. it was tahiti(sp?) treat and i love that, and chunk was the one who got it for me (how he knew is BEYOND me) ...lol, why do i talk about chunk so much? i donno, i guess cuz he's here like everyday, cuz he doesn't have a car, and my dad drives him around and stuff in the morning, and he's always here in the night time, and he's always on my favourite couch, and so then i don't got out there, cuz i don't want to sit beside him, last night i was watching this movie with this guy who ate all these people (no, not silence of the lambs, or hannibal) it was like ravenous, or something, i donno, and then i watched this other movie with these guys and this other guy and today i watched the end of space cowboy againand i was like singing to the ending and then i got a drink and i was like hahahahahahahahahhaha cuz chunk was there and i was like "..." and then i walked into britts room and ate a rumball, i like rumballs cuz they are balls with rum, and stuff yea...h... it's like YEH-HA and bringing this stupid boring post to an end i will say this; I LOVE KUJA VERY MUCH n_n 
Monday, October 08, 2001
  yuh, i smell like... a turkey XD my mom and i named the turkey "Squirmin' Herman" har har, URG im WATCHING the dubbed sailorsmoon movie, ya'know the one with that icebroad, yeah, this movie is the only sailormoon movie ive seen in japanese.... but eh, egg, last night i made a cake, I'm SO PROOUDD... lol, and today i got to ram bread and other things like onions and celery, and shit up a corpse's ass (lol) luna has big hair, i wish MY hair was THAT big, i could be like IM A RUG and everyone would look at me, and i'd be like HAR HAR and i'd be a mop too, ::sniff:: this movie is...so....sad ::bursts out crying::: XD CAN'T YOU JUST PICTURE THAT HAPPENING?! no, neither can i.... yeah... UGH THE ENDTHEME IS SOOOO GAY!!!! yeah... chuck (CHUNK as we[b,and me] call him anyways) is here, and he's staying for DIN DIN, and he's got a BIG BALD shiney head, and im like "XD" on the days i can see my reflection on his head... but that never happened, but it SHOULD have XD 
Sunday, October 07, 2001
  howdy, my rump is as big as the QUEENS.... uhm no, but forwell! i mean FARWELL cuz the man upstairs fell down

"I will not feel bad letting my dad live on his own."
"Yes, you will, cuz he'll fall in the bathtub and DROWN!"


no, more dung for you 
  oh dung, hi 
  im in such a bad mood, well, y'know the new car we just got? well, it was all FUHTEED and false ad-ver-istised(lol) so, we're getting this other jag, from this other place, and its cheaper, but better, the only bad thing is the paint job has lost its "gloss" ... yeah, i don't know what's going on right now with the cops, today my dad, mom, and brother, went out, my mom says "don't answer the door, unless it's us" and my dad says "don't answer the door if there is a police man" and im like "...?" usually im in with the scoop ::is an cronic-evsdropper:: something i can't help, and i have THE hearing to listen to them speaking through my door, yeah, i only wonder, i don't think we're gonna have t-giving now, cuz... that's the way this family is... your welcooommme..... hating people is my way of life 
  XD last night i was playing the sims, and i got a skin of liquid and solid snake, ... annnnndd.... they're gay n________n; i didn't know you could have gay sims, but i was amazed and amused... wellll, i need to... uh i donno, but meg that layout KICKS ASS, like MAJORLY .... yeah ::Stuffy nosed:: and then i died the end 
  http://www.geocities.com/petittcharat/casca6.jpg XD thatt is SO me 
  im bored, i can't sleep, my arm is feeling a bit better, yay, im hungry, i have an urge for a pina colada .. mmmm, i need to have a shower...egg, i should sleep, well F, if i goto sleep now i'll wake up around ::looks at clock:: 12-1(pm)ish egg, eggy more, no NINE EIGHT NINE! uhm,..,,,,..,.....yeah, but i know there is suckers out there in the lvininging room, and i want one, but i dont want to wake up anyone(never stopped me before) im going to get a drink, maybe i can scuttle over to them, and if my dad wakes up i'll just be looking out the window... het het het cuz i do that alot, then i'll goto sleep, and then then then THEN i'll get up, and i'll have a shower and then i'll go shopping and then come home, yeah yeah yeah... ::reads a sticker on her computer which she took offa one of her many medicine bottles, (medicine which she should, but doesn't take) "DO NOT TAKE DAIRY PRODUCTS, ANTACIDS, OR IRON PREPARATIONS WITHIN ONE HOUR OF THIS MEDICATION":: GOOD TO KNOW... EH? hmmm it seems as if "nbci" has finallyshut down it's pages ... argh, and i submitted mine to anipike, and now look what they went and DID!!! .... you know what i dislike? i dislike cardcaptor sakura, i don't know why, the art and story is really good, but i don't like it... eh, i donno maybe cuz everyone likes it so much, i know alot of people like dragonball z, and i like that, but that's cuz i watched the first series and i just followed it... ... and i love kuja 
  im in a weird mood, i think im gonna goto sleep, cuz no good will come! AHGBAHDSBASKFKJDSN ... i donno, im special! 
Saturday, October 06, 2001
  oh yeah, and i love kuja n_n;;; 
  argh my arm is driving me nuts! i have to use myleft freakin' hand to type an use the fucking mouse i wanna saw my arm off, cuz then it'll be a pain i at least reconize, im not suposed to be on my computer cuz of my bloody arm, but i don't care, i was working on my dream catcher today (one i started 2 years ago) i have to bead this shitty little thread with these tiny little beads and wrap it around the circle thing, yeah, i love my dream catchers n_n i used to have thems hippy bead hanging from my door and i had all my dream catchers on it, har har, my dream catcher reminds me of the one SWAT team guy that was in my room, and ::memory lane:: he liked my dream catchers very much, and he was all examining the blue one i made, and he's like "did you make these?" and i was like "yeah" and then he was like "they're very pretty" and i was like "..." and then his glove got stuck on one of the feathers and he was like "Oh no, i don't want to rip the feather off" and i was like HAHAHAHAHAHA-ing in my mind, and then he just stood there and i was like RE-REH and i wanted to goto sleep, but he said i had to stay awake, so i listened to my(or my sisters in this case) diskman, he eyeballed my goten and trunks (and Gotenks) poster, i was chuckling in my mind ::/memory lane:: ... wasnt that such a NICE story? lol, yeah, i think it was too, i asked my mom if _WE_ could make a t-giving meal, and shes like "You want to?" and im like "YES" and so, we will have one of our "Modified" holidays, lol, when i was little i used to have three christmas's because i'd goto both my grandparents, and get stuff from my realatives and wed have one at home, t'was all good, im glad that my family is finally getting back together after all the stuff that happened with James and the cops and the dope and shit, even though i still hate them, im glad, ...im having pizza for DIN DIN -_- fehfehfehfehfeh yeah egg my hands are cold, VERY cold, erg im typing with them both again, i gotta find where i stuffed that tensor bandage this morning... i think it's in britt's room on the floor in a bundle..... well, there's my post for now, and i fell into a burning ring of fire, not a burning, a burning ring of fire.... har har, okay, now im gonna go .. and uh... i donno, sit here and wait a while, then write up another post -_-;; 
  yay, guess what? i get to stay home and eat hotdogs instead of going up to my aunts and eating real food, last night my mom decided we weren't going cuz james can't leave the house, and my mom doesn't want to have to explain, so yet again, a thanksgiving goes by and i eat food out of a plastic container/can ::Grumbles:: and my arm, it hurts so much, my mom just assumes its carpel tunnel, cuz she's like that, sometimes i think my mom is so stupid, she acts like this little bird talks and shit, she puts it to sleep at night like it's a fucking baby, it really bugs me, alot... alot alot yead... yead YEAD, lol, but uhm, yeah, i haveta put one of thems hot-thingys on it now, so yeah, then im going to go watch b play ff9 (cuz i love kuja) (_-_)
Friday, October 05, 2001
  I'll bet you'll NEVER guess what _IM_ listening to... well let me tell you the THREE very.... nice(XD) songs...
1. Jimmy Dean - Big Bad John
2. Johnny Cash - A Boy Named Sue
3. Johnny Cash - RING OF FIRE!!!! (YEAH!)

har har! I FELL INTO A BURNING I WENT DOWN DOWN DOWN AND THE FLAMES WENT HIGHER!! XDDDD

man, this is what you would say "LISTENIN' MUSIK" XD im a SPECIAL person with a SPECIAL job XD 
  im bored, all i did today was play video games... how ....fun..eh? ivory is such a bABBABABBABBBBBYYY ::huggles her:: shes sitting right here ::points::shes smellin the keyboard shes such a SWEETY///lol yeah WITH the /s o she went away, cuz i wasn't paying attention to her (i was TYPING) yeah, YEAH.... my NOSE is all like SNUUNNUN.. i think im going to my aunt tammy's for thanksgiving, and it's gonna be like "..." im just gonna watch tv with my truck driver uncle who drinks beer alot, and my other uncle and i'll be like "...." yeah, uh huh, cuz im stupid, im watching star trek (who'da guessed?) i have no life -.-........
i wanna draw a picture... but of what? i donno, i wish i could draw better, but it's like NOT happening ::sob:: i don't like sharing my name with that ::points at tv to see "DEANNA" troi:: XDDDDD actually i don't care... im bored, THE DEVIL WENT DOWN TO GEORGIA, HE WAS LOOKIN' FOR A SOUL TO STEAL! .. ithink that's what it says, i donno, i love kuja, he is so PRETTTTTTTTTTTTY XD, i BE SCURVEY D!!! XD im UGLY ::flaunts her scary hideous-ness:: i donno... my eyes are watering like died in an explosion, im SPPPOOOOOOOKYYYYYY ::flies around with her cape in hand:: yeah yeah, im wearing a blue and white and blue and white and grey and green night gown ..lol ::coughs:: this morning i had a sneezing attack and i was like choking and dying and then my bird looked at me, and i was like HICCUP 
  2-D gorillaz yaoi? HAHAHHAHAHAHHA! that's QUITE AMUSING ::laughs o'plenty:: hurhf, i got FAN MAIL YESTERDAY and it made me so... HEPPPY ::wipes tear:: ::singing:: MY NAME IS WO-OR-ORF I AM WORF WORF IS ME!

lol 
2:16 PM
  I took this thingy on how much i knew aboot crocodile hunter

You've won 100 total points out of a possible 100.
90-100 Whoo-hoo! You're a fair dinkum fan!
70-80 No worries, mate. A few more episodes and you'll be Steve's #1 fan.
40-60 You gave it a good go.
0-30 Crickey! Have you even watched The Crocodile Hunter?


XD yeah, i love steve... har har ... no i don't HAVE a problem... 
  im so tired >< i can't fecking sleep, so im watching INFO-MERCIALs or however its spelt, my fricken dicken eyes won't stop watering, no matter what i do, damnation, and i can't breathe outta my friken nose, and i love STEVE, im gonna say SCREW YOU to that new template picture, i can't draw for beans, so im gonna use a picture of someone ::grins:: 
  ARR i miss me days in indec with lisa ::cry:: i'm so bored at home, i think ive gone over theedge, cuz today i was playing ff9 with my sister, and we was watching the little hand on the map thingy, and we found it SO FUNNY and i was crying cuz it was so funny, and then my story about the skank and the water and the making out in of (lol, don't ask) me and b are on the third disk, ain't me be proud? no, damn yeah i know, uhm yeah i love kuja, lol,i love everyone... not really ...mmm man i be feeling sick @_@;; i have a mouthful of that medicine gum, but it's like chewing rubber, cuz i can't even taste it's freshness .. breh, im going to watch tv (maybe star trek is still on... probably..maybe.... i donno) 
Thursday, October 04, 2001
  my brother must think im a COMPLETE idiot, he acts like i didn't know he was on my computer looking at porn and shit! he knows how to delete temp. internet files, but he doesn't delete the history-thingy PLUS his dog woke me up last night, but i thought i dreamt it n_n;; i guess i DIDN'T dream it... man, im hungry, but im ANGRY AS HELL, kay cuz these cop asshole's were here this morning installing this survelence thingy, so now my brother doesn't have to goto jail, are phone is just tapped into and listened to ::grumble:: and my brother has to wear this thingy around his ankle (at least that's what he said) and now im like SCHICK, and i wanna answer the phone and be like "BIGBEAR IS PEELING THE BANANA, HE IS PEELING THE BANANA" and the person who is listening will just be like "....ye-es..." XD, oh yeah, im ANGRY CUZ OF MY DAD AND BROTHER !!! all they DO IS FUCKING FIGHT! and im like going NUTS and when ever they're fighting i get up and slam my door really hard so then i'll be like "FUCKING ASSHEAD BASLFHALSHLSAHOFBASJKFNS ::kill killl die burn kill:: well, you get the point n_n;;; now, i need food 
  YUK, im using NETTSSCAAAPPPEE lol, yeah, now im going to finish the new template (and the picture for it) last night i was like "HURL" and stuff, and i sound like i had my nose removed in nam..yes that's right 
Wednesday, October 03, 2001
  HAHAHAHAH! you SHOULD see _MY_ picture for the kami calender, it's so jokes, i need to scan and colour it now >< my scanner is being a dicky dick, so rehbeh i'll do it later ...breh 
  man, i wanna play silent hill 2 ! it looks SO KICKER ASS, man, im going to watch more of the next gen-a-thon (its like 5 days of PURE star trek) 
  ::cry:: i feel like im going to HURL ::sneezes:: i HAVE to goto the doctor tonight at 5, cuz this cold just kicked in this morning, so i NEED some anti-biotics(sp?) im watching a star trek next gen-a-thon, its like episode after episode, but at 4 im gonna watch powerpuff girls.... yeah 
  ...im as sick as a dog >< .my throat is so swollen the part with the little dangly thingy is resting on my tongue so it feels like im choking >< and i sound like a carcass to boot, im gonna go back to sleep/and/or play ff9 
Tuesday, October 02, 2001
  hey there, is everything okay? 
  THE RESURECTION OF D'S DAMNED DOODLES!!!!
YUP THAT'S RIGHT IT'S THAT TIME AGAIN!

a picture i drew on this oekaki board just a few hours ago, inspired by the song DOWN UNDER

That Faerie that i drew... yeah she's being all fruity at you

Just drew this about i donno, a little while ago on the same oekaki, inspired by the song living dead girl

An old straight line Nyku

Some guy, who looks really stupid.... and i don't mean HE is stupid, i just mean the way he is drawn

I was in a weird mood that night

Bung Bung

I LIKE THIS PICTURE AND I DON'T KNOW WHY MAYBE CUZ IT DOESN'T SUCK!

I Drew this UGLY picture for my sister a long time ago, and it's ugly, and i donno if i showed you audiences it yet... well if i didn't .... here it is, be proud

THE END ::sniff::


yeah

 
  i don't get this 31 Dec, Wed, 02:13:08 Google: what is the meaning behind System of a Down song Chop Suey well i GET what they were searching for, what i don't get is why it says DECEMBER!!! AND WEDNESDAY AND 31 !! beh, my tracker is offically the druggy of the bunch 
Monday, October 01, 2001
  my sis says : ...hump.


good to know eh? (Well she told me to type it) 
  AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGG!?!?!?!? WHAT THE HECK (that's right, she said HECK) some ASS-HEAD'S SEARCHED FOR MEDA - BOTS AND MY BLOG CAME UPPPPPP!!! i only mentioned it like ONCE ..lol o well... i feel like i SHOULD be angry/depressed but for some reason im not (prolly cuz i've had a nice dose of chocolate, some drink i got from second cup) .. and when i was sitting in the parkinglot to blockbuster i was thinking "MAN AM I GLAD MY HAIR ISN'T BLONDE ANYMORE" cuz i remember (im acting like it was sooooo long ago) when my hair was blonde and this guy followed _ME_ around in the blockbuster, i figure the guy was on REALLY CHEAP drugs, and the guy wasn't bad looking either... it just REALLY scared me, he was standing behind me in the lineup and i was like "....::sweat::.." and then i went and stood infront of my mom, and then i was looking at this magazine with that broad from the ff movie (whose name i won't say cuz i don't want any refferals for it) our new car has seat warmers and arm warmers and its like "mm mm" ... im listening to DOWN UNDER by MEN AT WORK (not ME at work) NYUK NYUK .... i have a push pop (again) it's the same as before, but i don't really want it, my legs feel like i was jumping up and down and up and down on them, but i wasn't, and my ass-bones hurt....lol..... i have a koolaid cup, but its in the dish washer, DO YOU COME FROM A LAND DOWN UNDER?!?! DAMMIT BEN?! I SAID DO YOU A-SPEAK-A MY LANGUAGE HE JUST SMILED AND GAVE ME A VEGIMITE SAMWICH.... argh argh argh i have the sims (it's not illegal NO NO NO I BOUGHT IT eh heh ehe n_n;;; ::koff koff::) ........yeah WIIIIFEEE 

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