Foundation made of piss and vinegar . . . . . .
Thursday, February 27, 2003
Tuesday, February 25, 2003
Saturday, February 22, 2003
i hate getting up EARLY. esspecially before the SUN kind of early. @_________________@; but it needs to be done, since last night i was passing out from light-headedness... it was like ::lays down:: wow the roof is spinning again.. *_*
well... i just gotta have a shower, in an hour or so, then im good.
i hope i have a good day :X
well... i just gotta have a shower, in an hour or so, then im good.
i hope i have a good day :X
Friday, February 21, 2003
::goos:: dammit, a few minutes ago i was so pissed off i wanted to kill, now im just tired as hell.. ;_< and sad. and thirsty. and sick of being home alone.
IM HOME. ALONE. and i oculd be dancing around in my underwear. but i do that when im like.. ya know.. not home alone, ive been working on my... kamishibai, its so stupid, but i will finish it. and then people will be like XD! YOU ASS. then i'll throw meat.
Thursday, February 20, 2003
MURDER.
my nose is full of sticky goo. my mouth is also filled with goo. my ears are full of goo. FOR SUCKSAKE WHAT ISNT FILLED WITH FUCKING GOO?
~___~ im very bitter at james for getting me sick, i hate being sick, mostly cause i cant taste anything. and i swear it, i cant sleep for more than 2 hours without waking up to TAKE A FUCKING PISS. T+T
and everyone is like BARAHAH at me, and alex and shiela are putting their stuff into the UHAUL, which means, theyre basically gone ;___; and that means the new fellow is moving in, and we figure, since he's a single guy, he's just gonna rent it out T_____T; and that means, we're gonna have assholes for neighbours-- but, i feel sorry for them for having to be OUR neighbours, dammit ;___; i want my mom..
::sobs in the bathtub::
my nose is full of sticky goo. my mouth is also filled with goo. my ears are full of goo. FOR SUCKSAKE WHAT ISNT FILLED WITH FUCKING GOO?
~___~ im very bitter at james for getting me sick, i hate being sick, mostly cause i cant taste anything. and i swear it, i cant sleep for more than 2 hours without waking up to TAKE A FUCKING PISS. T+T
and everyone is like BARAHAH at me, and alex and shiela are putting their stuff into the UHAUL, which means, theyre basically gone ;___; and that means the new fellow is moving in, and we figure, since he's a single guy, he's just gonna rent it out T_____T; and that means, we're gonna have assholes for neighbours-- but, i feel sorry for them for having to be OUR neighbours, dammit ;___; i want my mom..
::sobs in the bathtub::
Wednesday, February 19, 2003
i feel like such craapp, im so sick, and i have to go out today and im like @______@ cause i take cough syrup and it does nothing and i go like WHEEEEEEEEE!!! T_T; i pee alot.
Sunday, February 16, 2003
it seems whenever i talk to my mom or dad, they always somehow manage to change the subject to NOT having money, or about eachother. -_- i dont think they get, that i dont care.
im having a terrible day, though i had funny dreams, i woke up this morning to chibi d and al trying to kill eachother on my back. so i woke up to my back bleeding. T_T; then i wanted to make dinner tonight (something like stuffed peppers) mom yelled at me, complained about dad, got mad about money, blah blah blah, i left, and went back to bed.
no one seemed to like the picture i drew recently. my art sucks.
i hate this, everything always goes wrong whenever it can for me. im fucking freezing, cause the wind is from the west or something, anyways, its blowing right into my room from my BUSTED WINDOW THAT MY DAD WONT FIX. so im freezing. and i feel like im getting sick. and im very sad. and i hate you.
im having a terrible day, though i had funny dreams, i woke up this morning to chibi d and al trying to kill eachother on my back. so i woke up to my back bleeding. T_T; then i wanted to make dinner tonight (something like stuffed peppers) mom yelled at me, complained about dad, got mad about money, blah blah blah, i left, and went back to bed.
no one seemed to like the picture i drew recently. my art sucks.
i hate this, everything always goes wrong whenever it can for me. im fucking freezing, cause the wind is from the west or something, anyways, its blowing right into my room from my BUSTED WINDOW THAT MY DAD WONT FIX. so im freezing. and i feel like im getting sick. and im very sad. and i hate you.
Saturday, February 15, 2003
urrrrrrghh im slacking off since i didnt sleep. still no new layout. im too homo for that, dont worry, a new one will happen soon, maybe XD;;;;
urrrgggg. i hate this! i suck at everything, and im thirsty. i drew alot of picutres last night when i was trying to sleep. the bombs are dropping, i should go now.
urrrgggg. i hate this! i suck at everything, and im thirsty. i drew alot of picutres last night when i was trying to sleep. the bombs are dropping, i should go now.
Thursday, February 13, 2003
last night i dreamt about egg, and there was alot of snow, and me and mom were on our way to this store up north, and i had this rich aunt, but i couldnt leave egg at home, so i brought her everywhere with me, but then she puked out her mouse and i was like NOOO jAMES YOU ASSHOLE!! cause he was holding her by her neck and then i went in this store and i had to get this lemon sauce, and i ran outside and i asked my dad if he was watching egg and he was like uh... yeah, and egg was on the pavement, and he picked her up, and i went back inside and meg was stealing things, and she kept telling me to goto the strings or that we had to go under the strings or something and i was so confused and like, i was driving the car down the road to my gramma hajba's house, and like my mom just said to go straight, but i couldnt cause there was all these cherriots on the road with me, and the car we were driving was a cyan junk bucket (KINDA LIKE THE TEAL CAR) and there was this bridge, but, i had to choose a side, and we were going so fast, and for some reason, it was all castley around the house, cause my rich aunt (that i so dont have) made it all cool like that, and it was a weird dream.
XDD; spanky
XDD; spanky
@__@; i just remembered my dream from last night.. o___< oh jeez why did i dream THAT?! >_< XDDDDDDDDD;;;;;;;;;;;; i fell asleep with my clothes on again, im thirsty...
uhm..... ... . my tv is fucking up majorly, now the sound completley cuts out for like 5 seconds or so, every 10 seconds, for fucksake.
>_< URRGGGGGHHHH!! I HATE THIIIIIIS! +_+ oh well, ignore ugly template, i'll be making a new one tomorrow, or sommodat shit.
uhm..... ... . my tv is fucking up majorly, now the sound completley cuts out for like 5 seconds or so, every 10 seconds, for fucksake.
>_< URRGGGGGHHHH!! I HATE THIIIIIIS! +_+ oh well, ignore ugly template, i'll be making a new one tomorrow, or sommodat shit.
Wednesday, February 12, 2003
ahhhhhhhh THIS SUCKS, I CANT SLEEP >_____< I CANT! I CANT! I CANT! ::STOMPS:: im INSANE WITH ANGER BITCH.
im so tired, but i just cant seem to fall asleep, i keep laying on my right side, and im numb all over, and my hips are burning like tiger, and my back is like hot ow ow burn from when i was cooking dinner, since im gay. my eyes are watering, and ivory licked half my face and my lip raw <_<;;;;; stupid dog. but my lip is all hurting, and im like noo and the eyes are like leakleakleak THIS SUCKS. i hate not being able to sleep!! I WANT TO KICK SOMETHING, I HATE BEING A GIRL SO MUCH SOMETIMES ::STOMPSFROTH:: urrhhggghh ::goes to bed in clothes::
im so tired, but i just cant seem to fall asleep, i keep laying on my right side, and im numb all over, and my hips are burning like tiger, and my back is like hot ow ow burn from when i was cooking dinner, since im gay. my eyes are watering, and ivory licked half my face and my lip raw <_<;;;;; stupid dog. but my lip is all hurting, and im like noo and the eyes are like leakleakleak THIS SUCKS. i hate not being able to sleep!! I WANT TO KICK SOMETHING, I HATE BEING A GIRL SO MUCH SOMETIMES ::STOMPSFROTH:: urrhhggghh ::goes to bed in clothes::
i GOT SOME FUNNY THINGS YES FOR TENMA-CHAN-CHAN XDDDDD~;;;;; still, im very bored, we went to the malland were idiots, had some yummy bubble tea. it was yum yum like mmm.. XD;;
>_o wellll................. ...... im not feeling like myself today, kinda i donno.. sluggish in the brain, i cant concentrate on anything, and i donno, being at the mall didnt help, i was like like @_@ ::SITS AND STARES AT NOTHING ::THINKS OH GOD WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING? IS THAT A MOLE ON THAT GUYS NECK? EW:: ..::
that was strange. i need a new layout ::huggles otacon and snake:: im sorry.
::holds stomach:: feels like im going to bust apart at the seams again..
oh man, i had to walk home from the busstop >__< AND I WAS SO COLD, MY SWEATER IS SO NOT WARM AGAINST WIND. @_@ im thirsty, i really need a new layout, BUT I HAVE NOTHING TO MAKE ONE OUT OF. >_____< maybe a... uhm... .. . .. . er.. some bustychick? XD
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>_o wellll................. ...... im not feeling like myself today, kinda i donno.. sluggish in the brain, i cant concentrate on anything, and i donno, being at the mall didnt help, i was like like @_@ ::SITS AND STARES AT NOTHING ::THINKS OH GOD WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING? IS THAT A MOLE ON THAT GUYS NECK? EW:: ..::
that was strange. i need a new layout ::huggles otacon and snake:: im sorry.
::holds stomach:: feels like im going to bust apart at the seams again..
oh man, i had to walk home from the busstop >__< AND I WAS SO COLD, MY SWEATER IS SO NOT WARM AGAINST WIND. @_@ im thirsty, i really need a new layout, BUT I HAVE NOTHING TO MAKE ONE OUT OF. >_____< maybe a... uhm... .. . .. . er.. some bustychick? XD
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Tuesday, February 11, 2003
urrgllle... i need to have a quick mcshower, urrr, poor egg, her light died last night sometime, and its cold in here, and shes cold, and she just ate and im hoping this won fuckle her up.
-___- ::picks nose:: gonna go hop off to shower. ~_+
uhm.... ... though i dont want to XD ::hops off::
-___- ::picks nose:: gonna go hop off to shower. ~_+
uhm.... ... though i dont want to XD ::hops off::
Monday, February 10, 2003
the following is a bitchy whining i-hate-life post..
urg..... ... -______; this is me being very bored, and very. very. very. depressed. so last night, i wanted to draw something, right? no big deal! then i get my new tablet pen, that my mom so ... got.. free for me, anyways, and the pen tip doesnt work, i figure the magnet inside is broken, so i open it up, i am right, i open my other pen, without thinking that the indented teeth marks from the pups may screw some of the circuit board crap, and so anyways yeah, when i pulled the plastic off, it snapped back this little black thing, so now thats only attached on one side, and so that was broken compleletly now, i took the magnet out, without care, cause well, it's broken, and i snipped these wires, and hookedthem on the other pen to the other wires, and still, it doesnt work, so, now i have to mangled pens, the only thing that works on the new one is the eraser, and when im using the eraser the little clicky thing works too... so now i have nothing, because im a fucking idiot,
AND now my dad is yelling at me, cause i wouldnt fold someone's laundry, someone's laundry that wasnt MINE. and he just told me to get out, and FUCK i would, i'd leave and live on the fucking street if it meant i never had to see his asshole face again.
-______- and on top of all that im moody as fuck and trying not to snap on anyone, and i hate my dad, for being such a sexist, racist some bitch pig.
and my brother is sleeping in my mom's room. my mom hates when he sleeps in there, like he owns the place. i hate men. i really do. i've not met ONE guy that's not a fucking asshole to me. (okay, so thats a lie, but shut the hell up, im bitching, leave me alone, asshole)
/end whinging bitching and all that shit.
other than that, im having a great fucking day! woo.
urg..... ... -______; this is me being very bored, and very. very. very. depressed. so last night, i wanted to draw something, right? no big deal! then i get my new tablet pen, that my mom so ... got.. free for me, anyways, and the pen tip doesnt work, i figure the magnet inside is broken, so i open it up, i am right, i open my other pen, without thinking that the indented teeth marks from the pups may screw some of the circuit board crap, and so anyways yeah, when i pulled the plastic off, it snapped back this little black thing, so now thats only attached on one side, and so that was broken compleletly now, i took the magnet out, without care, cause well, it's broken, and i snipped these wires, and hookedthem on the other pen to the other wires, and still, it doesnt work, so, now i have to mangled pens, the only thing that works on the new one is the eraser, and when im using the eraser the little clicky thing works too... so now i have nothing, because im a fucking idiot,
AND now my dad is yelling at me, cause i wouldnt fold someone's laundry, someone's laundry that wasnt MINE. and he just told me to get out, and FUCK i would, i'd leave and live on the fucking street if it meant i never had to see his asshole face again.
-______- and on top of all that im moody as fuck and trying not to snap on anyone, and i hate my dad, for being such a sexist, racist some bitch pig.
and my brother is sleeping in my mom's room. my mom hates when he sleeps in there, like he owns the place. i hate men. i really do. i've not met ONE guy that's not a fucking asshole to me. (okay, so thats a lie, but shut the hell up, im bitching, leave me alone, asshole)
/end whinging bitching and all that shit.
other than that, im having a great fucking day! woo.
Sunday, February 09, 2003
Friday, February 07, 2003
yarrrr, i got stuff today at the artmcstore, mom got her easel, and brushes and papers and stuff, i got a sketch book, a brush pen, and some conte! and a new magic rub! and britt got a lot o' markers, so its like YEAH DUN DUN DUN.
nothing really is going on in the world of d. hence the lack of blog entries. uhm........ ..... i got four hours of sleep last night, and realised that knight rider is really entertaining when youre so very tired.
nothing really is going on in the world of d. hence the lack of blog entries. uhm........ ..... i got four hours of sleep last night, and realised that knight rider is really entertaining when youre so very tired.
Wednesday, February 05, 2003
Find out which Pita Ten character you are!
i got shiya, but, the page was a four oh four!! so i just picked her, cause she's crazy. XD.
hrmmm....... i ate alot of yummy yum spagetti that i made with meat balls of dooom and it was sooo good. XD
i hurt my hand though, and it was all bleedy and gay, and i was like ::suckle:: XDDD
Tuesday, February 04, 2003
Monday, February 03, 2003
::sobs:: grave of the fireflies made me all sad;__;
::picks nose::
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i am bored, and since i can, im gonna draw some grave of the fireflies fanart. 'cause im gay, and youre not. or are you? dun dun dun...
::picks nose::
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i am bored, and since i can, im gonna draw some grave of the fireflies fanart. 'cause im gay, and youre not. or are you? dun dun dun...
urrrg, no images will load on my computer now T_____________T im so angry, and so not angry at the same time, the people at chibidick's oekaki are all fucking assholes, and i hate them. T__________T ::goes off to watch some movie or some shit::
Sunday, February 02, 2003
URGHHHH. I AM INSANE WITH ANGER.
you might not want to read this down there, im very tired, and pissed off, so it probably doesnt make sense, and repeats itself like 6 times before the end.
T++T kay, i went to sleep hours-a-fucking-go. like at 6pm like, right? and so, like 10 minutes ago, james comes in, and starts yelling at me, and demanding i tell him how to send some assholes a file, and, somehow, i ended up being yelled at by mom, or something, i can't really remember, since i was SLEEPING. T__T and THEN i helped him, and THEN HE LEAVES, AND LEAVES MY COMPUTER ON, MY MONITOR ON, MY LIGHT ON. I WAS SLEEPING. WHY CANNOT HE COMPHREND I DO NOT WANT TO HELP HIM. I DON'T CARE IF HE SELLS HIS FUCKING JEEP OR NOT. IT IS NOT. MY. PROBLEM.
i am so pissed off, i'm pissed off that i got yelled at, for sleeping. i just want so rip out my throat and give it to them, because theyre all better than me, and they can sleep, and not do things if they wish, but not myself, i'm lowly, i have to give and give and never take, or complain, and do dishes, and laundry, because i happen to be a female, well sorry, i think i'd rather shovel the driveway, or cut the grass, but no, i'm supposed to bend over backwards for these men, so they can laze around, and never learn anything for themselves.
i am so very very bitter. it's not worth it. and it's not like i do it anyways, i'm not going to be bossed around like i'm nothing. yeah, and screw you too, for thinking im an idiot. it may be true, but who are you to judge me?
you might not want to read this down there, im very tired, and pissed off, so it probably doesnt make sense, and repeats itself like 6 times before the end.
T++T kay, i went to sleep hours-a-fucking-go. like at 6pm like, right? and so, like 10 minutes ago, james comes in, and starts yelling at me, and demanding i tell him how to send some assholes a file, and, somehow, i ended up being yelled at by mom, or something, i can't really remember, since i was SLEEPING. T__T and THEN i helped him, and THEN HE LEAVES, AND LEAVES MY COMPUTER ON, MY MONITOR ON, MY LIGHT ON. I WAS SLEEPING. WHY CANNOT HE COMPHREND I DO NOT WANT TO HELP HIM. I DON'T CARE IF HE SELLS HIS FUCKING JEEP OR NOT. IT IS NOT. MY. PROBLEM.
i am so pissed off, i'm pissed off that i got yelled at, for sleeping. i just want so rip out my throat and give it to them, because theyre all better than me, and they can sleep, and not do things if they wish, but not myself, i'm lowly, i have to give and give and never take, or complain, and do dishes, and laundry, because i happen to be a female, well sorry, i think i'd rather shovel the driveway, or cut the grass, but no, i'm supposed to bend over backwards for these men, so they can laze around, and never learn anything for themselves.
i am so very very bitter. it's not worth it. and it's not like i do it anyways, i'm not going to be bossed around like i'm nothing. yeah, and screw you too, for thinking im an idiot. it may be true, but who are you to judge me?
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XD! oh i had much fun yesterday, i went to chinatown with lisa'n'meg, and we were dumb and did shit, and stuff, and i got a hat!!! xD. and i got grave of the fireflies, volume 1 of pita-ten, and the two towers!!1 and meg bought me ALICE COOPER LEGO-LIKE-MAN!! but, i'm gonna pay her back for it, but still!! XDD... my legs are hurty though, cause im gay..
~__~;;; URG, my mom got a CD WITH SHAKIRA ON IT! T____T URRRRRRGGGGGGh, IT MAKES ME SO MAD, CAUSE THE CD SUCKS, AND SHE SPENT TOO MUCH MONEY ON IT FOR WHAT'S ON IT.
Saturday, February 01, 2003
