Foundation made of piss and vinegar . . . . . .
Friday, June 29, 2001
guh... this weekend is gonna suck... i'm going to ching park wow with my sister and mom, how fun is that? well i'll probably just act likr an idiot until the cops come and drag me off.. lol, im gonna bring ivory and im gonna set her lose ..actually no, i'll probably have to put a muzzle on the weiner, because she's a PITBULL ::gasp:: and the stupid fag-no-deal cops hate the breed.... i wanna go swimming but my assius sister wants to write a LETTER to katrinuhhh, i guess i'll have to go swimming alone... and HEY LISA call meh tomorrow or something, im bored and i need to discuss the going to of my cottage.. ye-ah, my grandparents don't mind, as long as your not HOOLEY they don't care (they HATE hooley) and then if your parents allow the comeidgeness we can drive the seadoos around and smash the apple on the road..?
guhhh i wanna go swwwwiiimmmmiiiinnnngggguuhhh!! dammut, #WHHYehJINFDASLKGAbdFSvbfdhkfdkljhjk okay?! DAMMUT YES NOW GET THE HELL OFF MY FOOT!
guhhh i wanna go swwwwiiimmmmiiiinnnngggguuhhh!! dammut, #WHHYehJINFDASLKGAbdFSvbfdhkfdkljhjk okay?! DAMMUT YES NOW GET THE HELL OFF MY FOOT!
Thursday, June 28, 2001
maaan, i have such a headache, and my stupid brother is spazzing out again, these people will be the fucking death of me, i know it
Wednesday, June 27, 2001
Tuesday, June 26, 2001
7 things you fear
-people touching me
-medicine/doctors
-becoming dead without accomplishing anything interesting
-old bikers with beer bellies that drive around on those electric wheelchairs
-when my friends are sad/depressed and they won't talk to me, or they won't let me help them
-rejection
-when my mommy is gonna die
7 things that make you laugh
-my stupid dreams
-lisa (and chantal, and well my friends)
-stupid fanfics that are retarded and just don't make ANY sense
-crappy dubs (like the dbz one)
-britts and my '2:b 4om: D's (they are these peices of paper that we cover with pointless drawing of shit.... really funny)
-my brother and his friends trying to be cool when im(or random ppl) are around them
-my neighbour (ALEEEXXXXXX!!!!!)
7 things that make you cry
-being depressed
-when pets o'mine die
-when scary women spazz on me when i didn't do anything at ALL
-leaving my friends behind
-uhhh pain in BIG amounts (like when b whipped a english to french DICTIONARY AT MY BIG HEAD... hey the corner of it hurt...LOL)
-when im laughing so hard that im crying (i do this an awful lot... well when i was at indEC lisa and chantal and i would laugh up a storm in the office)
-when one of my older dogs killed the kitty ... that made me crrryyyy the KITT-TTY
7 things you hate
-animal cruelty
-PEOPLE
-THE QUEEN
-MIKE(my old english teacher)
-when my brother tries to cook and ends up burning it, and all themany fire alarms go off (he does this ALOT)
-preppy wannabes who try so hard to be cool and really SUCK at it
-pop music groups (like britney spears)
7 things you love
-my dog
-to draw
-my friends and family (even if its disfunction)
-VASH (lol, and other various bishounen..n_n)
-to write insane stories that just have NO sentances its all just babbling about nothing and then handing it into an OOOllldddd english teacher
-to scream at random people while driving by
-swimming in my pppoooooolllll n____n
7 things you don't understand
-why people are sooo stupid
-religion (ppl just made it up cuz they couldn't exept the fact that they were going to just DIE, and be DEAD... like a dreamless sleep)
-love
-hate
-life
-racism (man, i HATE THAT!!)
-lamune 40 fire (it just confuses me...)
7 things on your desk
-a crushed pop can
-some pens and markers
-two thermometers
-an apple core
-a stack of lisa's magicknight videos (why are they even IN here, they were in my sisters room)
-my figurines (kaworu, VASHHHHH[he's the biggestone] hello kitty, i think kuririn, ginyu,and kuroneko-sama atound around in this mess i call a desk)
-my spikey doggy choker/collar
Right now you are: listening to twisted nails of faith by cradle of filth and thinking about how i am hungry and how it is 31.4 celisus in here, and how this chair is sitting on an old magazine, while im trying to pick up a box full of pop cans with my toes...
7 facts about you
-im ugly
-i swear alot and like to get angry for no reason
-i am an anime obsessive
-i swim for hours on end, and only get out when i am hungry or when i have a headache
-i draw like a madhouse (even if my art sucks)
-i like pestering my stupid cousins
-im insane and i hate ppl
7 things to do before I die
-travel around the world (like to japan, Africa, Australia)
-meet steve-o (the crocodile hunter)
-have my own manga (it'll prolly never happen...)
-meet the backstreet boys when they are REALLY OLD, and then laugh at them because they SUCK!!
-own all of trigun.... and know them all by heart
-become a vet... or something to do with working with animals
-tell my brother and father to get their fucking acts together
thank you... n_n
-people touching me
-medicine/doctors
-becoming dead without accomplishing anything interesting
-old bikers with beer bellies that drive around on those electric wheelchairs
-when my friends are sad/depressed and they won't talk to me, or they won't let me help them
-rejection
-when my mommy is gonna die
7 things that make you laugh
-my stupid dreams
-lisa (and chantal, and well my friends)
-stupid fanfics that are retarded and just don't make ANY sense
-crappy dubs (like the dbz one)
-britts and my '2:b 4om: D's (they are these peices of paper that we cover with pointless drawing of shit.... really funny)
-my brother and his friends trying to be cool when im(or random ppl) are around them
-my neighbour (ALEEEXXXXXX!!!!!)
7 things that make you cry
-being depressed
-when pets o'mine die
-when scary women spazz on me when i didn't do anything at ALL
-leaving my friends behind
-uhhh pain in BIG amounts (like when b whipped a english to french DICTIONARY AT MY BIG HEAD... hey the corner of it hurt...LOL)
-when im laughing so hard that im crying (i do this an awful lot... well when i was at indEC lisa and chantal and i would laugh up a storm in the office)
-when one of my older dogs killed the kitty ... that made me crrryyyy the KITT-TTY
7 things you hate
-animal cruelty
-PEOPLE
-THE QUEEN
-MIKE(my old english teacher)
-when my brother tries to cook and ends up burning it, and all themany fire alarms go off (he does this ALOT)
-preppy wannabes who try so hard to be cool and really SUCK at it
-pop music groups (like britney spears)
7 things you love
-my dog
-to draw
-my friends and family (even if its disfunction)
-VASH (lol, and other various bishounen..n_n)
-to write insane stories that just have NO sentances its all just babbling about nothing and then handing it into an OOOllldddd english teacher
-to scream at random people while driving by
-swimming in my pppoooooolllll n____n
7 things you don't understand
-why people are sooo stupid
-religion (ppl just made it up cuz they couldn't exept the fact that they were going to just DIE, and be DEAD... like a dreamless sleep)
-love
-hate
-life
-racism (man, i HATE THAT!!)
-lamune 40 fire (it just confuses me...)
7 things on your desk
-a crushed pop can
-some pens and markers
-two thermometers
-an apple core
-a stack of lisa's magicknight videos (why are they even IN here, they were in my sisters room)
-my figurines (kaworu, VASHHHHH[he's the biggestone] hello kitty, i think kuririn, ginyu,and kuroneko-sama atound around in this mess i call a desk)
-my spikey doggy choker/collar
Right now you are: listening to twisted nails of faith by cradle of filth and thinking about how i am hungry and how it is 31.4 celisus in here, and how this chair is sitting on an old magazine, while im trying to pick up a box full of pop cans with my toes...
7 facts about you
-im ugly
-i swear alot and like to get angry for no reason
-i am an anime obsessive
-i swim for hours on end, and only get out when i am hungry or when i have a headache
-i draw like a madhouse (even if my art sucks)
-i like pestering my stupid cousins
-im insane and i hate ppl
7 things to do before I die
-travel around the world (like to japan, Africa, Australia)
-meet steve-o (the crocodile hunter)
-have my own manga (it'll prolly never happen...)
-meet the backstreet boys when they are REALLY OLD, and then laugh at them because they SUCK!!
-own all of trigun.... and know them all by heart
-become a vet... or something to do with working with animals
-tell my brother and father to get their fucking acts together
thank you... n_n
"All In The Family"
by korn ft. fred durst
Fred: What's up with this fucking 'Ball Tongue' shit?
Jon: All I needed was a Pepsi...
Fred: You better shut the fuck up, punk.
Jon: Whatever nigga...
Fred: Say what, say what?
Jon: My dick is bigger than yours...
Fred: Say what, say what?
Jon: My band is bigger than yours...
Fred: Too bad I got your beans in my bag, stuck-up sucka', Korny motherfucka'. Takin' over flows is the Limp pimp, need a Bizkit to save this crew from Jon Davis. I'm gonna drop a little east side skill, ya best step back 'cuz I'm 'a kill, I'm 'a kill. So watcha thinking Mr. Raggedy man? Doin' all you can to look like Raggedy Ann.
Jon: I'll Check you out punk, yes I know you feel it. You look like one of those dancers from the Hanson video, you little faggot ho. Please give me some shit to work with, 'cuz right now I'm all it kid, suck my dick kid, like your daddy did.
Fred: Who the fuck you think you're talking to??
Jon: Me.
Fred: I'm known for eatin' little whiny chumps like you.
Jon: Whatever.
Fred: All up in my face with that...
Jon: Are you ready?!?
Fred: But halitosis, is all you're rockin' steady. You little fairy, smelling all your flowers. Nappy hairy chest, look it's Austin Powers!
Jon: Yeah, baby!
Fred: I hear ya tweetin' on them fag-pipes clod, but you said it best, there's No Place To Hide.
Jon: What the fuck ya' sayin'? You're a pimp whateva', limp dick. Fred Durst needs to rehearse, needs to reverse what he's saying. Wannabe funk joke is what you're playin', rippin' up a bad counterfeit, fakin'! Plus your bills I'm paying, you can't eat that shit every day, Fred.
Fred: Say what, say what? You better watch your fuckin' mouth, Jon.
Jon: So you hate me?
Fred: and I hate you!
Jon: You know what, you know what?
Both: It's all in the family.
Jon: I hate you!
Fred: and you hate me!
Jon: You know what, you know what?
Both: It's all in the family.
Jon: Look at you fool, I'm gonna fuck you up twice, throwin' rhymes at me like, oh shit, Vanilla Ice. Ya better run, run while ya can, you'll never fuck me up, Bisc Limpkit. At least I got a phat, original band.
Fred: Who's hot, who's not?
Jon: You.
Fred: You best step back, Korn on the cob, you need a new job. Time to take them mic skills back to the dentist, and buy yourself a new grill.
Jon: Fuck you.
Fred: You pumpkin pie, I'll jack-off in your eye. Climbing shoots and ladders, while your ego shatters. But you just can't get away.
Jon: Get a gay?
Fred: 'Cuz it's doomsday kid, it's doomsday.
Jon: So you hate me?
Fred: and I hate you!
Jon: You know what, you know what?
Both: It's all in the family.
Jon: I hate you!
Fred: and you hate me!
Jon: You know what, you know what?
Both: It's all in the family.
Fred: You call yourself a singer?
Jon: Yep.
Fred: You're more like Jerry Springer.
Jon: Oh cool!
Fred: Your favorite band is winger,
Jon: Winger?
Fred: and all you eat is Zingers. You're like a Fruity Pebble, your favorite flag is rebel.
Jon: Yeeeeeehaaaaaa!!
Fred: It's just too bad that you're a fag, and on a lower level.
Jon: So you're from Jacksonville, kickin' it like Buffalo Bill. Gettin' butt-fucked by your uncle Chuck, while your sister's on her knees waitin' for your fuckin' nut.
Fred: Wait, where'd ya get that little dance?
Jon: Over here.
Fred: Like them idiots in Waco, you're burning up in Bako where your father had your mother, your mother had your brother, it's just too bad your father's mad, your mother's now your lover.
Jon: Come on hillbilly, can your horse do a fuckin' wheelie? You love it down south, and boy, you sure do got a purdy mouth.
Jon: So you hate me?
Fred: and I hate you!
Jon: You know what, you know what?
Both: It's all in the family.
Jon: I hate you!
Fred: and you hate me!
Jon: You know what, you know what?
Both: It's all in the family.
Jon: and I love you!
Fred: and I want you!
Jon: and I'll suck you!
Fred: and I'll fuck you!
Jon: and I'll butt-fuck you!
Fred: and I'll eat you!
Jon: and I'll lick your little dick, motherfucka'.
Fred: Say what? Say... what?
...oh that song amuses me to no end...... ... jon's like 'oh cool' herm herm herm HAHA ...imokay
by korn ft. fred durst
Fred: What's up with this fucking 'Ball Tongue' shit?
Jon: All I needed was a Pepsi...
Fred: You better shut the fuck up, punk.
Jon: Whatever nigga...
Fred: Say what, say what?
Jon: My dick is bigger than yours...
Fred: Say what, say what?
Jon: My band is bigger than yours...
Fred: Too bad I got your beans in my bag, stuck-up sucka', Korny motherfucka'. Takin' over flows is the Limp pimp, need a Bizkit to save this crew from Jon Davis. I'm gonna drop a little east side skill, ya best step back 'cuz I'm 'a kill, I'm 'a kill. So watcha thinking Mr. Raggedy man? Doin' all you can to look like Raggedy Ann.
Jon: I'll Check you out punk, yes I know you feel it. You look like one of those dancers from the Hanson video, you little faggot ho. Please give me some shit to work with, 'cuz right now I'm all it kid, suck my dick kid, like your daddy did.
Fred: Who the fuck you think you're talking to??
Jon: Me.
Fred: I'm known for eatin' little whiny chumps like you.
Jon: Whatever.
Fred: All up in my face with that...
Jon: Are you ready?!?
Fred: But halitosis, is all you're rockin' steady. You little fairy, smelling all your flowers. Nappy hairy chest, look it's Austin Powers!
Jon: Yeah, baby!
Fred: I hear ya tweetin' on them fag-pipes clod, but you said it best, there's No Place To Hide.
Jon: What the fuck ya' sayin'? You're a pimp whateva', limp dick. Fred Durst needs to rehearse, needs to reverse what he's saying. Wannabe funk joke is what you're playin', rippin' up a bad counterfeit, fakin'! Plus your bills I'm paying, you can't eat that shit every day, Fred.
Fred: Say what, say what? You better watch your fuckin' mouth, Jon.
Jon: So you hate me?
Fred: and I hate you!
Jon: You know what, you know what?
Both: It's all in the family.
Jon: I hate you!
Fred: and you hate me!
Jon: You know what, you know what?
Both: It's all in the family.
Jon: Look at you fool, I'm gonna fuck you up twice, throwin' rhymes at me like, oh shit, Vanilla Ice. Ya better run, run while ya can, you'll never fuck me up, Bisc Limpkit. At least I got a phat, original band.
Fred: Who's hot, who's not?
Jon: You.
Fred: You best step back, Korn on the cob, you need a new job. Time to take them mic skills back to the dentist, and buy yourself a new grill.
Jon: Fuck you.
Fred: You pumpkin pie, I'll jack-off in your eye. Climbing shoots and ladders, while your ego shatters. But you just can't get away.
Jon: Get a gay?
Fred: 'Cuz it's doomsday kid, it's doomsday.
Jon: So you hate me?
Fred: and I hate you!
Jon: You know what, you know what?
Both: It's all in the family.
Jon: I hate you!
Fred: and you hate me!
Jon: You know what, you know what?
Both: It's all in the family.
Fred: You call yourself a singer?
Jon: Yep.
Fred: You're more like Jerry Springer.
Jon: Oh cool!
Fred: Your favorite band is winger,
Jon: Winger?
Fred: and all you eat is Zingers. You're like a Fruity Pebble, your favorite flag is rebel.
Jon: Yeeeeeehaaaaaa!!
Fred: It's just too bad that you're a fag, and on a lower level.
Jon: So you're from Jacksonville, kickin' it like Buffalo Bill. Gettin' butt-fucked by your uncle Chuck, while your sister's on her knees waitin' for your fuckin' nut.
Fred: Wait, where'd ya get that little dance?
Jon: Over here.
Fred: Like them idiots in Waco, you're burning up in Bako where your father had your mother, your mother had your brother, it's just too bad your father's mad, your mother's now your lover.
Jon: Come on hillbilly, can your horse do a fuckin' wheelie? You love it down south, and boy, you sure do got a purdy mouth.
Jon: So you hate me?
Fred: and I hate you!
Jon: You know what, you know what?
Both: It's all in the family.
Jon: I hate you!
Fred: and you hate me!
Jon: You know what, you know what?
Both: It's all in the family.
Jon: and I love you!
Fred: and I want you!
Jon: and I'll suck you!
Fred: and I'll fuck you!
Jon: and I'll butt-fuck you!
Fred: and I'll eat you!
Jon: and I'll lick your little dick, motherfucka'.
Fred: Say what? Say... what?
...oh that song amuses me to no end...... ... jon's like 'oh cool' herm herm herm HAHA ...imokay
...sigh.... im so depressed, i feel as if everyone avoids me -_- maybe i was just meant to be a loser with a fucked up family and a total of 3 friends 2 which i'll probably never see again....
this is who i am, and people just don't like me cuz im not like them, i strive to not be like them, i don't want to be just like everyone else, i want to be an individual, but everytime i try to get to know people, they just shut me out, (you can tell i didn't take MY anti depressants today)
i swear, my best friend is my sister, shes the only one who ever stood by me when i was being an idiot...
i try to be happy around people; but they ignore me or look around me, i try to express my feelings or whatever, like if someone hurt themself, i just look at them while they ask me for help, i don't know HOW to act, i never HAD anyfriends when i was little, i was a child who played with her older(delinquent) brother, and you know what i had ONE friend when i was little, and it was a girl named susan, i had to leave her, and i never even said goodbye.
THEN there is random people, shure i dress different, i know but it bothers and kinda makes me amused that some people would waste their time to scream things at me like "HALLOWEEN IS OVER" its just like "NOOO I NEVER WOULD HAVE GUESSED I LIVE IN A CAVE WITH NO CLOCK OR ANY KNOWLEDGE OF TIME!!" . . . and you know what? I know alot of people, but they don't ever actually TALK TALK with me, i just wish that it would all just go away.
Now that i have to goto ching i KNOW that i am gonna just drop out, and end up killing myself or something-- and when ever i try to tell people things that are true they just say i am trying to make them feel sorry for me or that i should stop feeling sorry for myself... . shure, im the funny one who no body actually KNOWS, they just think they know me.. its like ..... laughing on the outside (crying on the inside) ........i just don't know what to do anymore
this is who i am, and people just don't like me cuz im not like them, i strive to not be like them, i don't want to be just like everyone else, i want to be an individual, but everytime i try to get to know people, they just shut me out, (you can tell i didn't take MY anti depressants today)
i swear, my best friend is my sister, shes the only one who ever stood by me when i was being an idiot...
i try to be happy around people; but they ignore me or look around me, i try to express my feelings or whatever, like if someone hurt themself, i just look at them while they ask me for help, i don't know HOW to act, i never HAD anyfriends when i was little, i was a child who played with her older(delinquent) brother, and you know what i had ONE friend when i was little, and it was a girl named susan, i had to leave her, and i never even said goodbye.
THEN there is random people, shure i dress different, i know but it bothers and kinda makes me amused that some people would waste their time to scream things at me like "HALLOWEEN IS OVER" its just like "NOOO I NEVER WOULD HAVE GUESSED I LIVE IN A CAVE WITH NO CLOCK OR ANY KNOWLEDGE OF TIME!!" . . . and you know what? I know alot of people, but they don't ever actually TALK TALK with me, i just wish that it would all just go away.
Now that i have to goto ching i KNOW that i am gonna just drop out, and end up killing myself or something-- and when ever i try to tell people things that are true they just say i am trying to make them feel sorry for me or that i should stop feeling sorry for myself... . shure, im the funny one who no body actually KNOWS, they just think they know me.. its like ..... laughing on the outside (crying on the inside) ........i just don't know what to do anymore
Monday, June 25, 2001
::teeth sparkle:: I just drove to hamilton and back with my maw, we dropped off james and his friend (HOOLEY) at the slayer/pantera concert... the end
'TIS TIME FOR THE RESURECTION OF D'S DAMNED HIDEOUS DOODLES!!
only one right now (scanned and coloured by ME)
A kitty-girl : a quick doodle that turned out to be more then a doodle.....
THE END (for now...?)
only one right now (scanned and coloured by ME)
A kitty-girl : a quick doodle that turned out to be more then a doodle.....
THE END (for now...?)
Saturday, June 23, 2001
.... i am soOOOOOO BORED!!! im such a lazy ass, well well wellllllll im gonna watch voyager...... in a few minutes.... ::bashes her head on the desk:: times like this i wish i was sleeping, but im not tired, NOT TIRED AT ALL!!!
Friday, June 22, 2001
guuuhhhh im sooooo oooo borrreeeedddeddd..... it just stopped raining out, i wish it would continue... I can't sleep ... hey there is a little spellchecker up there n_n that makes me happeh.... why must i be such a night owl? IS THERE ANYONE WHO IS LIKE ME OUT THERE? 'no' didn't think so..... argh i should watch the rest of lamune 40 fire... i could.... but the tape is in brittsss rooooom and i is lazy...it started to rain again.... i have a sore throat from screaming at that old hagitha... im going... to ... go lay.. down..... .. i guess.... i got nothing else to do
Thursday, June 21, 2001
ugh! i just came back from the mall, i didn't actually go in, but anyways yeah, i was just eating my fucking dinner and some old black broad comes over and freaks out on me cuz their is lettuce on her old fucking car, she spazzing on me calling me a white fatt bitch, she threated to 'kick my ass' and then i called her an old bag, i was SO pissed, and i couldn't believe that no one did anything, im not suprised that the mall security didn't come, jee we were in the underground parking lot and shes spazzing, i've never snapped on someone so much, i opened my door and SMASHED her fucking door with it, i HOPE she calls the cops and the cops call here, she threatened me, and im minor and she was like 37 or something jee that must have made her feel SOO good about her self, what has the world come to?
::has a stack of REALLY old comics:: IM GONNA READ THIS ::holds up an Archie and Me from 1974:: n_n my mom found all these comics in her pile of old (shit)
d.s.9 is on.................. i guess im going to go watch it while i eat some peanutbutter and vanilla ice cream
::wants to snip vash glasses off (on her figurine of him):: they MAKE HIM LOOK LIKE A DICK ONNASTICK!!
no one is on msn.... im so bored....... ::kicks MSN:: DAMMUT!! ! ! ! ! ! !! !!!!!! !! !!! ! ! ....... i drew some pictures, i uploaded them to my elfwood gallery, but its not published yetttt
owwwiiiieeee my fingergingingineirneinrienirenirneineinri WEINER.....uhm....yeah, for SSSOOOOOOMMMMMMEEEEEE REASON i think i am a turkey, why OH WHY MUST I BE SO BORED... yeah..... yesh
n_n do YOU think im a nutcase ::readies a phone to bash you with:: uhmmmmmmm LISA YOU HOOTER- i mean GOLDENROBOCOOOPPPPP you can't remotlellellelllylly link from geocitiesisisisisisiisisisisiisisi cuz it result- WOULD YOU DO THIS TO A LEATHER SOFA ::stabs with a knife:: OF COURSE NO!!-- JUST APPLY AND LET DRY!! LIQUID LEATHER CAN SAVE YOU HUNDREDS!! GASP!
rughrughurhgjurughurhughrughruhughurhgurhurhurgur "NICE DOIN' BUSSINESS WITH YA SWEETIE!!" hurdo naois nd iut iri lio OOO nirrro ina roTi!
im soooo oooo o boreeeeeeeeeddddddddddd matlocckk isn't a gooood show to watch when your bored......
Wednesday, June 20, 2001
lisa (aka quova-hime, aka golden robocop) : ...that dream.... makes NOOOOO SENSE AT ALLL... jee whats with the snow and the tricycle? its like not making sense...
Meg-chan : when can u;s get thems lines ta meh? o well, i can wait... hope you fell better n_n
Meg-chan : when can u;s get thems lines ta meh? o well, i can wait... hope you fell better n_n
SPOCK!!!!!! i love spock... cuz he is OLD (lol) spockkkkkkkkkkk is u, im soooo bored.... jee even drawing pictures of a scantally clad radditz has lost its fun (LOL)
HERE
HERE
look at him ain't he .... ugly?
HERE
HERE
look at him ain't he .... ugly?
Tuesday, June 19, 2001
i drawed some pictures of RADITZ...and some OTHER shit... i'll upload it soon.... didn't i say that a while ago?
oh yeah, today this bun came flying at me, and i was like ow as it bogarted into my ear and so this pop man who was actually a vortex with some thing rammed up its ass, and so i was sitting on my bed and im like sitting there watching classic dubbed dbz and then i heard a rumble in the hall so i glance down and the dog is running at me in super slow mo. and im like NO NO NO NOOO but she doesn't arrive and im like 'what the fuck?' as i watch her run at me, and im like NONONONONO! and so then these beans are flying out of her eyes and im still standing there, but then i realized that i was sitting so i was sitting there waiting for her to arrive but she wasn't on her way, she was just running at me, but nothing else was in slow mo. only her, so im like UHGUHGU and then all this drool is flying out of her mouth and it slaps against the wall and im like GUH and so then i think 'hmm i bet its cuz i set the dog to slow mo. with the channel changers...' and so i pick my conberter up and it has no batteries so im searching for batteries as this mutt runs at me at full speed in slo mo. im scared now because i don't have the batteries and radtiz screamed at me because i said that he has a small bum, and he was like like like then ham ham ham I MEAN HARM YEAH HARM came in and he was like like harm and so harm came up to the dog and he was ::poses like harm:: stuff so then harm was melting because his and some old guy that was like realy fat, i think it was my dad but i donno everything was going so fast, and so my dad came in and he landed on harm flattening theliving matlock out of him, so then my dad had to piss so he went tothe pisser and stuff and harm was there watching a toilet pill hovering over there and so then this old man came at me a million miles a second and so then i was like o no ivory IVORY as she drooled running at me and so instead of finding a conberter to turn her off i started to look for a manual override but all i found was a jolly rancher that was stuck in her fur, so then harm was like flat and he was like 'GIVE ME THAT' and he took the gooie green jolly rancher and ate it and then he got stepped on by a hammer that came after me so then the house was on fire cuz this old man who is a pyro maniac came over and laughed at me as he threw his cigar into the bag of oily rags that sit there in the middle of the floor and then there was a dead hooker in my mattress like in that movie four rooms so some man was eating some vicks vapour rub on some crackers when ivory just went nuts and ate a horse that was made out of play doh so then i was like OH MY OH MY cuz that old man was pissing on my fence so i threw a whisky bottle at him and it colcocked (K.O.ed) him so fast he didn't even realize that negative baxter to the third quadrent was eating his ear off and so then ivory went nuts and flew out the window and landed in the pool the end.
HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH! there is this RETARDED virus thing going around on msn, it makes me LAUGH its SOOOO POINTLESS HAHHAHAHA all it does is say this ";)" over and over and then it keeps saying georgew.bush@whitehouse.gov is typing CHUCKLE its sends to everyone on your buddy list
sigh....
school is over.... i said goodbye, and i didn't cry, i was close when D (chantal..the OTHER D) came in and you could tell she was just gonna burst out in tears, she gave me a hug, i gave her a jedite pin.... sigh
i'm not gonna see anyone in that school for along while, im going to try to visit at lunch and stuff, i don't care if i miss classes to see them, it will be worth it... -_- my dog wants this plastic frog she dropped down the back of my bed.... but i don't care
school is over.... i said goodbye, and i didn't cry, i was close when D (chantal..the OTHER D) came in and you could tell she was just gonna burst out in tears, she gave me a hug, i gave her a jedite pin.... sigh
i'm not gonna see anyone in that school for along while, im going to try to visit at lunch and stuff, i don't care if i miss classes to see them, it will be worth it... -_- my dog wants this plastic frog she dropped down the back of my bed.... but i don't care
Monday, June 18, 2001
HEHEHEHEHE! ain't that song grand? i think it is, man i am hungry and i have a headache, it sounds like ivory fell in the pool, did i mentoin that we opened it the other day? yah i went swimming and now my hair is all messed, i even washed it but it looks like its not been thru the dry cycle yet.... even tho i washed it in the morning NO BEN!! uhm yeah.... where IS ben when you want to kick him.... ben is a non real person, unless you want him to be, kinda like REILLY YOU KNOW REILLY?! jee tats old..... yeah, i have one exam and then SCHOOLS OUT TOMORROW!!! ..... stupid final exam, i wrote the damned english on today, it was dumb and my hand hurts and i hate mike cuz he's old and hes got more hairr on his face then he does on his stupid UGLY HEAD!! then i w was l ike whoa your head is shaped like a beeaaann and then he was like Noooo I didn't think i would win and so then i was like URHG and then i threw a microphone at lisa but she wasn;tthere cuz she was eating some chapstick over there under neath the bush and then some eggs flew out of nothing ness and ate me then mike was covered in debree and i laughed at his debree covered face and then lisa came over and poked him in the eye with some chapstick cuz she didn't like watermelons on her ears so then mike was flushed down the toilet and he was dead, and old but dead THE END what WHAT DARN IT I DIDN'T THINK I'D WIN!! CHAHHAHAHAH yup thats me, AUHDA vash fell offa muh moniter at me, AHDK yeah yeah then today lisa took a picture of clayton with her digital camera, yeah camera, she needs to get her pictures from anime north developed yeah eyah even tho i look like a big fat ugly pink thing with wings that only i can see i don't care, my leg hurts, and i have lots of mosquito bites yeah, they are itchy, very itchy i have a headache and i want something to eat, cuz i am hungry, thats what i am yeha, im going to fetch some grub while you sit there and be confused cuz what i just said didn't make ANY sense .
what i am listening to REALLY LOUD
by system of a down
The kombucha mushroom people,
Sitting around all day,
Who can believe you,
Who can believe you,
Let your mother pray, (sugar)
Well I'm not there all the time you know
Some people, some people, some people,
Call it insane, yeah they call it insane, (sugar)
I play Russian roulette everyday, a man's sport,
With a bullet called life, yeah called life,(sugar)
You know that every time I try to go
Where I really want to be,
It's already where I am,
Cause I'm already there….(sugar)
The kombucha mushroom people,
Sitting around all day,
Who can believe you,
Who can believe you,
Let your mother pray, (sugar)
I got a gun the other day from Sako,
It's cute, small, fits right in my pocket,
Yeah, right in my pocket, (sugar)
My girl, you know, she lashes out at me sometimes,
And I just kick her, and then she's O.K. ,she's O.K.(sugar)
People are always chasing me down,
Trying to push my face to the ground,
Where all they really want to do,
Is suck out my mother fucking brains, my brains (sugar).
The kombucha mushroom people,
Sitting around all day,
Who can believe you,
Who can believe you,
Let your mother pray~,
I sit, in my desolate room, no lights, no music,
Just anger, I've killed everyone,
I'm away forever, but I'm feeling better,
How do I feel, What do I say,
Fuck you, it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
Fuck you, it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away
by system of a down
The kombucha mushroom people,
Sitting around all day,
Who can believe you,
Who can believe you,
Let your mother pray, (sugar)
Well I'm not there all the time you know
Some people, some people, some people,
Call it insane, yeah they call it insane, (sugar)
I play Russian roulette everyday, a man's sport,
With a bullet called life, yeah called life,(sugar)
You know that every time I try to go
Where I really want to be,
It's already where I am,
Cause I'm already there….(sugar)
The kombucha mushroom people,
Sitting around all day,
Who can believe you,
Who can believe you,
Let your mother pray, (sugar)
I got a gun the other day from Sako,
It's cute, small, fits right in my pocket,
Yeah, right in my pocket, (sugar)
My girl, you know, she lashes out at me sometimes,
And I just kick her, and then she's O.K. ,she's O.K.(sugar)
People are always chasing me down,
Trying to push my face to the ground,
Where all they really want to do,
Is suck out my mother fucking brains, my brains (sugar).
The kombucha mushroom people,
Sitting around all day,
Who can believe you,
Who can believe you,
Let your mother pray~,
I sit, in my desolate room, no lights, no music,
Just anger, I've killed everyone,
I'm away forever, but I'm feeling better,
How do I feel, What do I say,
Fuck you, it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
Fuck you, it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away
what i am listening to REALLY LOUD
by system of a down
The kombucha mushroom people,
Sitting around all day,
Who can believe you,
Who can believe you,
Let your mother pray, (sugar)
Well I'm not there all the time you know
Some people, some people, some people,
Call it insane, yeah they call it insane, (sugar)
I play Russian roulette everyday, a man's sport,
With a bullet called life, yeah called life,(sugar)
You know that every time I try to go
Where I really want to be,
It's already where I am,
Cause I'm already there….(sugar)
The kombucha mushroom people,
Sitting around all day,
Who can believe you,
Who can believe you,
Let your mother pray, (sugar)
I got a gun the other day from Sako,
It's cute, small, fits right in my pocket,
Yeah, right in my pocket, (sugar)
My girl, you know, she lashes out at me sometimes,
And I just kick her, and then she's O.K. ,she's O.K.(sugar)
People are always chasing me down,
Trying to push my face to the ground,
Where all they really want to do,
Is suck out my mother fucking brains, my brains (sugar).
The kombucha mushroom people,
Sitting around all day,
Who can believe you,
Who can believe you,
Let your mother pray~,
I sit, in my desolate room, no lights, no music,
Just anger, I've killed everyone,
I'm away forever, but I'm feeling better,
How do I feel, What do I say,
Fuck you, it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
Fuck you, it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away
by system of a down
The kombucha mushroom people,
Sitting around all day,
Who can believe you,
Who can believe you,
Let your mother pray, (sugar)
Well I'm not there all the time you know
Some people, some people, some people,
Call it insane, yeah they call it insane, (sugar)
I play Russian roulette everyday, a man's sport,
With a bullet called life, yeah called life,(sugar)
You know that every time I try to go
Where I really want to be,
It's already where I am,
Cause I'm already there….(sugar)
The kombucha mushroom people,
Sitting around all day,
Who can believe you,
Who can believe you,
Let your mother pray, (sugar)
I got a gun the other day from Sako,
It's cute, small, fits right in my pocket,
Yeah, right in my pocket, (sugar)
My girl, you know, she lashes out at me sometimes,
And I just kick her, and then she's O.K. ,she's O.K.(sugar)
People are always chasing me down,
Trying to push my face to the ground,
Where all they really want to do,
Is suck out my mother fucking brains, my brains (sugar).
The kombucha mushroom people,
Sitting around all day,
Who can believe you,
Who can believe you,
Let your mother pray~,
I sit, in my desolate room, no lights, no music,
Just anger, I've killed everyone,
I'm away forever, but I'm feeling better,
How do I feel, What do I say,
Fuck you, it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
Fuck you, it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away
i added lisa's blog....GAK...she NNEEEDDDSS too change the template...well at least its not pink, she must write MOOORRREEE ::sends evil 'write more in blog' waves at her::
Sunday, June 17, 2001
i hate this, my stupid grandfather is coming over to fix the pool, and now everyone is RUSHING to clean up, and im just sitting here being a negative bitch.... cool huh? i snapped last night on my dad, then i freaked out on these fags that were listening to awful latin music so FUCKING LOUD at least it started to rain so they all went inside
Friday, June 15, 2001
::crying:: im so upset, this sucks so much... i have to leave IndEC, which means leaving lisa and chantal and chris and meagan and EVERYONE and most likely i'll never see them again, i hate this so fucking much, i have one more school day and an hour and half exam with them and thats it...im going to be so sad on monday, i'll probably be crying, i know i will, they were the only friends that actually STAYED my friends for over a year, (hopefully i'll still see lisa)
Thursday, June 14, 2001
lisa has a bloooggg but i dunno the addddrrrereeeessssss to ituh-- o well, sigh, im going to sleep now.
the geography exam was sooo gaaaaaaaaaaaay, i wrote so much now my hand hurts. uhm i took The Colouring Outside the Lines Purity Test and i scored You answered "yes" to 58 of 75 questions, making you 22.7% bizarre pure (77.3% bizarre corrupt); that is, you are 22.7% pure in the overall bizarreness domain (your degree of individuality is 77.3%).
According to the scoring guide, your overall bizarreness experience level is: One of a Kind Freak ^___________^ but its so true (lol, i can even believe i have done all those things.. 0_o)
guh i don't feeeeel goooooood, im gonna go back to sleep, because i am tired, yes tired is me and i need sleep to become un tired...and man it smells like toxic outside (its SOOOO smoggy-- there was a warning) and when you breathe it feels like you don't get enuff oxygen.... -__- my dog is in my bed streched out like its hers, now i must kick her off and go there
According to the scoring guide, your overall bizarreness experience level is: One of a Kind Freak ^___________^ but its so true (lol, i can even believe i have done all those things.. 0_o)
guh i don't feeeeel goooooood, im gonna go back to sleep, because i am tired, yes tired is me and i need sleep to become un tired...and man it smells like toxic outside (its SOOOO smoggy-- there was a warning) and when you breathe it feels like you don't get enuff oxygen.... -__- my dog is in my bed streched out like its hers, now i must kick her off and go there
Wednesday, June 13, 2001
guhguguhuguh i didn't sleep at ALL last night and i have a STUPID geography exam today...i ACUTALLY STUDIED!! ::gasp:: lol, i'm soooooo oooo oooo laaaaazzzzyyyyy, im gonna actually eat breakfast today so i don't fall asleep. i hope i don't fall asleep. I've done it before, in history class lol, my teacher was like 'DEANNA, WAKE UP!!' and im like GHGUHUGHU! and then i continues to learn about louis reil and his crazuh adventures with poundmaker and that guy with the big hat. i have BIG hair today, i brushed like a madhouse cuz i couldn't sleep. yeah, now my hair is like BIG im gunna wear muh six jedite pins today.... you know what? i haven't gone to school since the convention was ovah (o_0) no wonder im failing and am getting kicked out (GUESS WHAT? IM GOING TO CHING NEXT YEAR) -.- ::waves an i *hearT* ching flag:: i lovethat school so much its not even funny (-.-) arguh i have a stomach ache and a headache, and i have been chewing this gum since 10 last night, which reminds me, last night i found muh oldie old magic eight ball that answers your questions when you shake it, i thru it at the ground a few times, busting off the black outer crust to reveal the canny canaster goodness within, it looked like one of those brita filter things(the one for the jugs) and it was filled with blue stuff , so i went and retreaeaedeadved a screw driver and hit it repeatedly until it bustedopen, then it sprayed up my leg and it leaked all over my hands and arm, then i set it on its side and tried to make it look like an accident.... ×_•¬ har dee lar dee arr.... -___-;;
oh yes oh yes
the bird is hungry and wants to get some food so she won't be hungry anymore, then she will be satisfied because she is no longer hungerd by hungry-ness
oh yes oh yes
the bird is hungry and wants to get some food so she won't be hungry anymore, then she will be satisfied because she is no longer hungerd by hungry-ness
Sunday, June 10, 2001
AWWWWWWWwwwWWWWUHHH KKKAAAWWWAAAAAIIIIIII!!!!
Saturday, June 09, 2001
Guess whose sitting on THIS WINDOW?! THATS RIGHT MEI MEI IS!! ::clicks on her and no sound comes:: ....oh yeah, i am listening to music -__-;; anywhoo i should be sleeping....but im not....because...uhm...IM NOT....oh yeah, ::holds up a medicine jar:: .....this... my maw thinks i should take them because they are PAXIL (an anti depressent for those who don't know) ..these are my moms (she got them for jack cuz he just left his wife...because she was fooling around with others...alot) but anyways, i HAVE to goto muh maw's doctor and get some for me....i don't want to TAKE MEDICINE FOR CHRISTS SAKE!! ....::sigh:: o well.... oh yeah, .....MUST UPLOAD PICTURES...TO SPREEEE....soon... uhm HAPPY NIGHT! ....-____-;;
Friday, June 08, 2001
I AM BA-FREAKING-AACCKKK!!! ^____________^ i wonder if anyone even noticed i was gone ¬_¬;; i've been gone for like..... 5 days...or something, AND I HAVE MMMMMSSSSSPPPPPAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIINNNNNNNNTTTTTTT.... yessum i got it back, and now i am HAPPEH anD DRAWING fanART .... ^_^ happeh happeh HUHAPPEEEHHH!! ....^_^ i drew the outlines for a MEI MEI otakumascot, i just gotta re-download the program and put the images in there... oh yeah MEeeeegegggggg-cchhHHANAANnnn not to be a pest but since your were/are gonna be Mei Mei's VA could you make a wave fer me?????? okay, uhm YEAH, e-mail meh...the end
oh yeah, i'll put some of muh paint art on here, and im PAINTING MY DOOR!! i'm almost done, and it doesn't look that bad, it has the lyrics to the first ::thinks:: two verses of 'WARU BAD BLOOD' writen in romanji..... ¬_¬ sigh, my back hurts
and im going goingogingoigngoigngoginglginglogignlgognlgogn to type more later...muh back hurts...
oh yeah, i'll put some of muh paint art on here, and im PAINTING MY DOOR!! i'm almost done, and it doesn't look that bad, it has the lyrics to the first ::thinks:: two verses of 'WARU BAD BLOOD' writen in romanji..... ¬_¬ sigh, my back hurts
and im going goingogingoigngoigngoginglginglogignlgognlgogn to type more later...muh back hurts...
Saturday, June 02, 2001
::rolls over laughing at meg-chan's angel hunter/jerry springer crossover story:: NAHAHAH! its like the things i write ::continues laughing, then passes out from lack of air::
^__^ my newest faaaaaaaaanfic Its a Mobile Suit Gundam Wing one this time ^________________^ its REALLY retarded...but eh...my brain HURTS...acutally i just have a really BAD headache
Friday, June 01, 2001
HEE HEE! I found some PUPPY PICTURES OF IVORY!!! (incase you are a complete dolt, Ivory is muh dog, who just ate my favourite eraser)
Here Ivory is in the grass
Here is Ivory eating a peice of our door (the cops were the ones who took the chunk out of it, not her)
Here is Ivory sitting on my dad's couch looking REALLY cute and stupid ^_^
wasn't she such a sweetie? now shes older, almost a year now...sigh...and shes ugly (sorta)
Here Ivory is in the grass
Here is Ivory eating a peice of our door (the cops were the ones who took the chunk out of it, not her)
Here is Ivory sitting on my dad's couch looking REALLY cute and stupid ^_^
wasn't she such a sweetie? now shes older, almost a year now...sigh...and shes ugly (sorta)
this time i didn't rush thru it and i actually thought aboot it, now i am a four
Fours tend to live in a private world of their own personal ideals. They are strongly emotional people who react strongly to even little things. In the course of a day, a Four's emotions can jump between extremes. Fours are often concerned with ideal love, longing after a kind of love that they've never experienced outside of the imagination. They also have strong ideals about themselves, which, combined with highly reactive emotions, can lead them to think terribly of themselves. This makes Fours excessively prone to envy, as they see something good in others and berate themselves for not having the same qualities. The strength of Fours is that they can see the best in others. Fours often become artists. November Project seems to be a very Fourish rock group, and the Swedish film maker Ingmar Bergmann is good example of a Four.
this time it sounds more like me.... ... yeah, happy day.
::dances around the may pole:: HAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRMMMMMMMM ~_~;;
Fours tend to live in a private world of their own personal ideals. They are strongly emotional people who react strongly to even little things. In the course of a day, a Four's emotions can jump between extremes. Fours are often concerned with ideal love, longing after a kind of love that they've never experienced outside of the imagination. They also have strong ideals about themselves, which, combined with highly reactive emotions, can lead them to think terribly of themselves. This makes Fours excessively prone to envy, as they see something good in others and berate themselves for not having the same qualities. The strength of Fours is that they can see the best in others. Fours often become artists. November Project seems to be a very Fourish rock group, and the Swedish film maker Ingmar Bergmann is good example of a Four.
this time it sounds more like me.... ... yeah, happy day.
::dances around the may pole:: HAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRMMMMMMMM ~_~;;
I'm a Three or an Eight (i scored the same on both...IM SPECIAL!!! -___-;;)
Threes use their strong emotional intelligence to assert a positive self-image of themselves before others. They want to live in harmony with other people, and they try to do this by winning the admiration of others. Threes are accomplished at working within a system to further their own agenda. At their best, Threes are very good at using their emotional intelligence to motivate people to live up to their own potentials. Tony Robbins is probably a good example of this.
Out of a need to be in control of their lives, Eights use their strong behavioral intelligence to assert themselves in the world, clearly letting people know where they stand and what they want. When Eights feel that their authority or power is threatened by others, they can react very quickly, unleashing their anger on those who question them. At their best, Eights make very effective leaders.
for some reason, i don't think that's like me, i'm gonna take the test again....
hmmm
Threes use their strong emotional intelligence to assert a positive self-image of themselves before others. They want to live in harmony with other people, and they try to do this by winning the admiration of others. Threes are accomplished at working within a system to further their own agenda. At their best, Threes are very good at using their emotional intelligence to motivate people to live up to their own potentials. Tony Robbins is probably a good example of this.
Out of a need to be in control of their lives, Eights use their strong behavioral intelligence to assert themselves in the world, clearly letting people know where they stand and what they want. When Eights feel that their authority or power is threatened by others, they can react very quickly, unleashing their anger on those who question them. At their best, Eights make very effective leaders.
for some reason, i don't think that's like me, i'm gonna take the test again....
hmmm
