Foundation made of piss and vinegar . . . . . .
Wednesday, February 27, 2002
 

You are one of Middle-Earth's oldest and
biggest badasses.
When anyone tries to start an argument as to whether
you have wings, they better watch out for your firey
temper.
Advice: Don't piss off old guys with sticks.


OLD GUYS WITH STICKS! HAHaHhHGAHHGAHGHJQ ::cracks the hellup:: 
 
You answered all questions in a gay way. You must be gay. If not, you are extremely okay with gay people.

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taking tests when your bored is fun... GRUG!H! but not NOW! kay LISTEN TO THIS SHIT! okay, so yeah i get a 40 gallon tank, right? this sucker is big, let me tell you, so yeah we buy it, and guess what? the lid that supposed to go with it doesnt fit, so we goto another superpet, kay? they say they have the right lid, we go over to the trinity commons mall and buy it, along with the lightbulb that goes to the heatlamp, that comes to around 82 dollars, okay, so we get home, lug the giant fucker up the stairs, and try to put the lid on, and guess what? it doesnt fit! the fuckers sold us a tank which doesn't HAVE a lid that FITS IT! okay, so im a LITTLE pissed you know, and my dad comes in to see whats wrong with the lid, and i snapped back at him, cuz its not a GOOD TIME RIGHT NOW to be PISSED OFF, but anyways, i wannt get some stuff for my snake now, with my 30 dollars, i wanna get some fake tree-things to put in there, and a terracotta pot, a half log, annnd an adult mouse ^__^* ..urg im thirsty and want to play mgs2...  
 


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yee! ALL FOUR OF THEM! WHOOOO! screw sam, just frodo, merry and pippin... XDDD 
  urrrg, eerrrg, im bored, and i feel ill, my snake is curled into a perfect coil! shes SO CUTE! shes in the lunchbag again, its like a thermis one, so its insulated or whatever, yeah ... uh i had such a weirdo dream, but elijah was there... i love elijah.. (whoda ever guessed?) egg, i donno, im bored..... ... im gonna have a shower in a bit, and maybe today my snake will finally get its proper home ::gargle:: my father better get off his ass, and go sign the thing...  
  ::just woke up from like three hours of sleep:: peice of SHIT, im not going to be able to go back to fucking sleep, im having such a bad night, eariler i cried my eyes out, and for once i actually told my mom why i was so freaking out, then i held my snake for like three hours and she went to sleep(sorta asleep) curled around my neck, man i feel so sick, im thirsty but my throat hurts so much.. ::goes off to draw something on oekaki then go back to sleep:: 
Tuesday, February 26, 2002
  whoa, im listening to old music o_o; smashing pumpkins! woo, i used to be so obsessed with them back in the day, i remember i used to hook up the big stereo with the big-ass headphones, and sit there and blast it into my brain... hargharg, cool huh? i bet you wanted to know! ::coughcough:: man winamp makes my computer run like theres an umbrella shoved up its ass... stttuupid, oh well... old music is good.. ah.. what to do now? i was thinking about drawing something, but i dont know what i would draw, see i always go to draw something, then by the time i find some paper and shit i dont have the urge anymore, then i have to force something out, but yeaaH i have this reallly funny idea to make into a little comic thingy, and it was inspired by a dream i had, and that old dodge ram commercial with the four construction workers and when they all pile into the crappy truck and the one guy goes like "THAT BETTER BE YOUR WRENCH!" to the other guy, i donno.. that was an oold commercial, i found it so funny... ahh i donno, its so hot in my room, its gotta be since i dont have a proper home for snake yet, so yeah its all hot and gay in here, ssooooo... duuhnuhnuh! man, i feel so.. i donno, ifeel fruity or something, yeah fruity! its like i have this urge to get up and dance around in circles or something, and i need to shower, but if i go and shower i know i'll lose my spirit or somethhiiinngg! harharhar! ... i like boooobs! ::sings and dances:: XDDDDD i'll be okkaaay! 
  Take

yee! n____n did you expect someone else? we love elijah! he's so swwweeeeettt ::gargle:: oh.. i feel siick though.. and my snake it peeking out at me HAAAAARHAAAAAARHAAAAAR ohh my stooommaaaaacccchhh it huuurrtss, i hate liife ::gurgle:: sweet elijah ... come hoooommee ::sings:: oohh! this is SOOO CUUTE! fahrlight's art is SO good, and she loves elijah too! yee! XD okay.. im going to go dick off.. or something...because im bored.. and gay 
  la la la i dont know where my daaad went im bored my snaaakkeeeyy-snake is sitting in a lunch-box thing, and shes all like CUTE, and she drinks alot o_o shes sweet, she hasnt eaten in two weeks, so yeah.. im gonna try and feed her tonight, or tomorrow night.. XDD she sounds like a leaking tire when she hissses and makes her hissing sounds, or she sounds like a nose that has a squeak in it as it tries to breatthhee ::cracks up:: shes sort of actually balled up now, ::gasp:: she likes to be handled, at least i think she does, she did hide in the arm of my shirt and lay there for an hour, then i sat up and took her out because i had to can.. but yeah, shes so sweeeet, and i cant wait for the summertime so then i can take her outside and terrorize the kids XDDDDDDDDDDD lol, i looove her, she was just drinking so im gonna wait a while before i hold her so she doesnt spit it up all over me, see i didnt know she had drank anything, and then i picked her up, and it all drippppeeed on me, and it looked really cool.. lol 
  ::makes leaky wheel sounds:: XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD 
  whoo! ::has her snake around her neck:: she REALLY likes my computer, at 4 today im going out to get her a proper 50 gallon tank, last night she was sitting on the couch out there with me and she yawned! and it was SOOOOO cuuute, i got my mom to hold half of her, my mom's so afraid of snakes... lol, so the girl ive is 2 years old, and about two and a half feet long, shes still somewhat thin, and is licking the back of my neeccckk ::giggles:: this is so weird, i really dont like things touching me, but its weird, its like im okay with the snake being on me, hee hee shes soooo cute and sweet and has such pretty colouring, shes like more green, and pale yellow, then the real orangey-look, ahh shes so cool and is all climbing all over me, im soo-oo-oo-ooh happeh... ... n_n ::goes to draw an oekaki:: 
Monday, February 25, 2002
  i swear to god im holding my snake RIGHT now, SHES SOOOOOOO SWEEEET ::gurgle:: 
Sunday, February 24, 2002
  OOOHHYEAAAHH! take THAT america! ::dances around with a canadian flag:: im so gonna draw an oekaki! maybe not right this second, but in a little bit 
Saturday, February 23, 2002
  OOH GOOD im SO FUCKING hungry, there is NOTHING here, unless i want PUDDING or APPLE SAUCE or TOAST! i LONG FOR SOME REAL FUCKING FOOD... i want some chicken chow mein SOOOOo much i think im going to FREAK out, i cant stop sneezing my stupid eyes wont stop watering, my walking is lopsided and erratic, and im PISSED the HELL off and i could just SCREAM and CRY because im SO freaking out right now, i dont know WHY, i feel likke CRYING over something, but there's nothing, i wanted something from cosco dammit, like some candy i NEED candy! I WANT CANDY FUCK YOU! I WANT IT, listen to me, im like freaking the FUCK out, and i keep hearing mario screaming and doing his "YAHOOO" jump sound, but my tv is off, so im fucking Hearing it in my head and its driving me nuts and i dont want pudding im SICK of pudding I WANT SOME FUCKING FOOD! ... fuck you you FUCKER STOP FUCKINGAROUND FUCK! i want some CHINESE FUCKING FOOD! but i wont fucking order it because i HATE talking to people, i hate using the phone, i hate socializing, and the fact that i sound like someone rammed a electric knife down my throat while it was still turned on, and stuffed two marshmellows up my nose holes, NOW I KEEP HEARING that STUPID song from that one Viagra commercial that goes like "GOOD MORNIN' GOOD MORNIN' i like to hump you shoe!" or some FUCKING SHIT LIKE THAT YOU FUCKER STOP MAKING FUCKING FUN OF ME OR I'LL FUCKING RIP OFF YOUR JAW! i just took a bunch of asprins, i hope they make me feel better, but they wont and i drank a stupid altazelter shit because i feel like im going to puke, and i ate some of this processed cheese and it tastes like puke, and it made me want to puke even more, and i want to ram that STUPID lint brush that is SITTING on my floor up you ASS 
Friday, February 22, 2002
  im so bored.. i think i might scan somemore photos... i donno.. i just want to.. ::shrugs:: its so boiling in my house, maybe im just running a fever, i dont know, and i dont care, but ive a pounding headache and im waiting for the hockey game to come on ... hey look its WAYNE XDDD he reminds me of someone.. but i don't know who.. lol, ::looks through her photo-book-of-photos:: ive one of nortan (the dog in the picture's with me in the post below) of when he was a little pupper... he's sleeping against the wall and he's soooo cute, and ive another one of him where he's barking and he's still a pupper, but a little older.. i might scan them later.. i donno tho, im sure people reading this don't want to see picture's of my dead dog..  
  'cause i miss him 
  i am so bored, i am so bored tra la la la la li i am so bored.. lol
im eating apple/rasberree sauce... i can swallow it without going like "THHT THHHT THHHT" okay, so i dont know how to type that sound just like i dont know how i would draw or type the BFFFFFFTTFFTTTFFFHHFTFFTTT! face/laugh..lol, i dont know if im making sense, ive been up all night so yeah im like starting to get a little over tired, but i took 6 asprins a few minutes ago, in hopes that it will get rid of this headache, which is driving me insane to maddneessssss or something... i uploaded a comic i drew to my side7 gallery XD ITS SO STUPID.. poor legolas.. i wanted to have a shower, but then i thought "man... that means your cut thumb is gonna get soggy and re-open and then its gonna be like 'BLEED BLEED HURT BLEED SPLIT!' cuz it'll get all gross in the shower! so your not having one! NOOOO! NOOOO!! NOT THE REMINDER OF THE CUTS ON MY THUMBS FROM WHEN I WAS LITTLE! NOOOO! ::rips off vest and pees on it merry-style::"

man im watching some of the funeral to the police officer that got killed eariler this week, and i feel so sad for her family... annywaays .. uh i donno... last night i was so upset, because i have to take so many asprins for them to work ;,; i don't know WHY but i cried about it.. jeez im getting sick, and pmsing how great ... i want somepie from tacobell.. their pies are so good... i really want one.. like RIGHT now.. my throat hurts, so it'd be all like "thm hthm" and i'd be like "n_n~n_n" you know what? the thought of motherhood doesn't scare the living shit out of me anymore o_o; tra la la la la! i like kevin frankish, he did the "HOW YOU DOIN'?" thing this morning.. and it was jokes XD and yesterday they we talking something about sex and he was like "HMMM I SAY HMM!" and it made me LAUGH.. maybe im just an IDDDIIIOT? but shhh its funny... i still want that pie... see i seen the package to the pie in my garbage and i was like "mmm that pie was so good i wish i could go back in time and eat it agaaiinn ::drool" XDDD

... GRR STUPID JEENIIIFFERR LIVE EYE BITCH! she's SOOO stupid! I HATE HER SO MUCH! she thinks she's so FUNNY and stuff! she makes such an ASS of herself! it makes me laugh how they keep mentioning that boxer with the 17 inch tongue XDDDDD that makes me Laugh SOOO much! i wish IVORY had a tongue like that XDDD i'd parade her around in the back of a pick up! har har har im so funny -__-;; 
  stupid bandaide thing, its like ... all not sticking >,< curse my thin blood! CURSE YOU I SaY! ahh i don't know.. i smell.. erg urg, there's so much stuff i need to scan/colour but im just being lazy, and i feel so un-inspired, egg... i donno... ahh ive nothing to say... road.. i should finish cleaning my room.. but im tired, and sick.. and i hate you and i took alot of asprins, and so im like all gay and m head hurts and my stupid brother is making chocolate milk and he wont stop STIRRING the FRIGGING stuff and its SO loud, and STUPID and my dad just yelled at him because he makes it like such a retard... 
  ::wipes to gaygay blood off of her mouse:: gargle, 'twas a deep cut.. but now its got a bandage of sort on it.. yeaah.. its hot in here.. i want ice cream.. 
  lol, im ripping apart my stereo... this is so fun.. aurgh, i cut my thumb... and now im bleeding and i bleeded on the mouse -_-;; 
  laaa im HUNGRY and i wish i had some PIZZA to inhale, my back is very sore, and my throat hurts, and my nose is stuffed up and everything hurts and im pissed off and im going to go chug out into the living room to bug my dad to buy some pizza... yeah Canadian woman's hockey team SO kicked the U.S.'s ASS XDDD lol, i only hope the men's team does just as good, man, i AM very hungry.. 'tay i go now to get pizza.. 
Thursday, February 21, 2002
  ::taps foot:: hmm... man stuff sucks, ohhh i saw a trailer for the resident evil movie yesterday, i REALLY want to see that, it looks like it could be pretty good, im bored, and ive got a headache, but that's all normal, ahh... i need something to eat, but evrything i eat tastes like ASS because im getting sick, or something, uhh.... ... ... yeah,see i went to sleep around 10:30pm, and my sister woke me up at like 12:30am or something, to tell me that finland lost to canada, cuz i sorta fell asleep and didnt get to watch the hockey game ... so yeah.. stuff, what time is it? i knocked my stupid clock on the floor and i cant see my little one, its too dark in here, so yeah.... there was some other stuff i was gonna write about, but since im too lazy i'll tell youthe tale of when me and b went with my mom to KFC to get some fries, so yeah we went and got the fries and some chicken and we ate it, and i threw my chicken bone out the window, so yeah we got some food my my dad and stuff, then we came home, and me and britt decided we were gonna goto the park (it was like 7:30pm or something) and so yeah we;re walking there, and then we got there, after a long time even though the park's not far from our house, we just took this LONG time to get there cuz we were like being stupid and loud and we threw our drinks like madmen, and then i went back and got mine, cuz i still wanted it, and anywasy then when we finally got there, i had to can, so we came back to the house, and then i canned, and we went back to the park and we were sitting on the swings and the swings have big puddles under them because it rained all day and the snow melted, so we stayed there all chug like, and i drew "BOOBS BY D" in the sand with my foot along with other vulgar things, and then we came home, and it was like 9:30.. and then i played mario again.. and stuff.. yeah.. its still on.. but i don't care... soo.. that was it..

my foot's asleep, im going to get something to eat.. and/or drink.. 
Wednesday, February 20, 2002
  damnation, im bored, and slightly pissed off, i was playing mario, but im hungry, but im not hungry but i am, and my throat hurts, and i feel as if someone stabbed me in the ass, cuz my ass reallllyyyy hurts, uhhh..... yeah ive not blogged alot as of late.. i dont really know why, maybe because i have no life, anime north sent me mail, and im thinking "hmm" maybe i should go on friday, since ive got to pay for it anyways, and stay in a room, till saturday, then like meet lisa and stuff there, and then like.. stuff go home on saturday night and come back sunday, since i dont want to pay for two nights, OR maybe i should stay saturday to sunday... i don't know.. jeez i dont even know who to dress up as, cuz im so ugly, i'll look so bad, maybe i shouldnt even bother to dress up.. or maybe i could go as that one broad from that episode of slayers, you know with the mallet, and shes the crazy mother who hits people if they badmouth her son or something... cuz she looked sort of like me....  
Tuesday, February 19, 2002
  what in the she's doing? uhrrhghu my dream was SOO queer, but im not in the mood to type it all up.. urg...im like tired.. or something still ::just woke up:: no one's blogs are loading ::gargle:: dammit blogger DANM YOU! i find the term DANM very amusing, so i try and use it alot.. 
Monday, February 18, 2002
  "THE STAPP SWALLOW MANUVER!"
see, but now im pissed the hell RIGHT off, cuz my DAD always shoves ivory in my room, ALWAYS, cuz he has 'people' coming over, what the fuck?! i _KNOW_ why they come here, and what he sells to them! im not STUPID! CHRIST! and THEN once the person LEAVES my dad doesn't TELL me, so i usually sit there, and LISTEN to Ivory whine, and try as HARD as i can not to freak out on her, cuz its not HER fault my FATHER shoved her IN here, and then doesnt tell me she's allowed out! FUCK! my floor was just vacuumed! i don't want her FREAKING hair all over it again! ::gargle:: im so sick of this, i REALLY hate my dad sometimes, he's such a slob 
  urg i just gave ivory a bath >,< she smelt REALLY baaad, james and my dad asking ME to bath her! why would _I_ want to?! urg, so now im soaked, covered in dog hair, and really really hot, damnation, i feel really REALLY sick, and im gonna go have a shower, but i don't want to right now, cuz im feeling sick, but i want to have a shower, because im all gross and gayed up.. now would be a good time to do the "THE STAPP SWALLOW MANUVER!" ::does it:: dammit ..  
  dammit i was going to say something in here but i forgot, im going to bed soon, cuz im gay and my ass hurts 
  IM SO BORED! dammit! WHAT KIND OF LIFE DO I LEEAADD?! its like everyday i just sit around 'til britt gets home from school, then i sit in her room and we make up stupid stories, and comics and stuff.. which reminds me, gotta scan all the stupid comics i made, they are so stupid but funny, and there's the me and elrond one, i think i'm gonna post it on oekaki.. well.. when its scanned and coloured.. cuz i find it SO funny.. i donno, most people won't find it funny.. but I DO! ::does the "THE STAPP SWALLOW MANUVER!":: lol don't ask... im soo sooo sooo bored.. its cold in my room right now... lol, tonights episode of the simpsons was funny (it was the one where they went to toronto..) yeah the best part was when cheif wiggum was crying and then he stopped for a second and ate ice cream and started crying again XDDD 
  see THAT! SEE THAT ON THE SIDE?! he made me do it.. XDDDDDDD i don't know, don't ask me, im just a fruit-cup 
Sunday, February 17, 2002
  meg, i re-drew that fanart, by HHAANNNDD... i'll scan it later for you, and then you can be like "yuh-yeah" XD 
  IT MESSED UP THE FRAMES! SEE I SAID IT WOOOUULLDD! 
  yayaya ... its weird, i didnt go on my computer allll day and its like im over-loaded with CRAP im listening to the BEST song in CREATION! ahem

T.V. DINNERS by ZZTOP

TV dinners, there's nothin' else to eat.
TV dinners, they really can't be beat.
I like 'em frozen but you understand
I throw 'em in and wave 'em and I'm a brand new man, oh yeah.

TV dinners, they're goin' to my head.
TV dinners, my skin is turnin' red.
Twenty year old turkey in a thirty year old tin.
I can't wait until tomorrow and thaw one out again, oh yeah.

TV dinners, I'm feelin' kinda rough.
TV dinners, this one's kinda tough.
I like the enchiladas and the teriyaki too,
I even like the chicken if the sauce is not too blue.

And they're mine, all mine, oh yeah
and they sure are fine.
Gotta have 'em,
gimme somethin' now.
 
  im sort of upset, im upset because the only friends ive really ever had are so down and out as of late, and there is nothing i can do. i could just do what i always do, put on a happy face, and pretend everything's all good and swell, but inside im breaking, im fucking falling apart. sure, i act like i dont care, i do infact care very much, though i can't say it to one's face.. im sick of feeling nothing, sigh, and i know tomorrow i'll read this, and think "look at yourself! you're whining, and complaining again!!" because i know people don't want to read this crap, maybe i should make a private blog, and keep all my thoughts there, and leave this blog for my ignorance and humour.. i don't know, but see, im also kind of in a good mood, since i was eating jello, and drawing pictures with my sister, of stupid things like "stumps" and "tents" and "pecks" .. and then when the jello which tastes like blue was set i carved two pecks, and abs into and just JIGGLED it.. and it was funny, and we were pissing ourselves laughing, and i found out that my sister looks like Ian Holmes (Bilbo Baggins) when he does the "Well.. no... but YESS!" thing when he has the ring at the starting... and stuff... yeah... im going to bed...  
Saturday, February 16, 2002
  im sooo bored, im sick of this stupid weather! its like DAMNATION! there's not enough snow to go tobogganingningn in, and theres too much snow to do anything else! and if theres NOT too much snow, there's too much water, and too much muck.. i wish i still had the mongoose (a bike) it was a good bike to go driving thru the half thawed fields... ...i want my bbiiiikkee baaaaaaaaaccckkk ::cry:: stupid asshole who stole it! i want to BREAK your NOSE and shove a FORK in your ear.. im hungry there's like nothing good to eat... someone ate all the MEAT and someone ate all the COOKIES and someone ate all the CAKE and im sitting in a pair of bunny shorts... that REALLY defines my personality eh:? 
 

Who's your Fellowship fella?

Those baby blues are SO sexy!


... I MOLEST CHILDREN! T_T;;;; XDDDD -_-; 
  URGH im in a good mood, but a bad one as well... BUUUT! i had a REALLY ggooooodd dream! it was SO COOL! the best parts were with Elijah (...duh) cuz like britt, him, and myself were sitting in the back of the car, and like he was sleeping and sitting in the middle, and he was leaning on me, and i was like "Awwahhughah" cuz it was cute, then we went into like.. i donno crappy-tire (canadian tire..) or zellers.. i donno some gay store, and we all went in, and i followed elijah around (XD) then we all went back in the car, and this time he was awaakkee and we were talking about something and it was cool, AH-EMsince i dont feel like TYPING it all, im not.. so ..yeah eat ass..

::opens winamp:: urg...see i have a frodo skin and its reallllllllyyyyy uugggllllyyy well... the PICTURE isnt ugly, but the skin is.. ::shrugs and opens morpheus:: man i dont feel good, i just ate... >< ::closes winamp:: .... ..... i think winamp is trying to kill me... i think elijah forced me to imploooddeee ::giggles and becomes dead:: 
Friday, February 15, 2002
  dun dun dun what the hell is goin' on with side7? ::shrugs:: i donno... im listening to something thats NOT the cranberries! ::gasp:: its slipknot! yeah, i havent listened to this song.. ... well... okay i listened to it yesterday cuz james downloaded it live from ozzfest, james was there, he SAW them... LIVE ::gargle:: i wish I WAS THERE ... actually yeah i do! lol.... im bored now, me and britt were just outside, okay half hour ago, ivory got out, and we chased her around, then i caught her, and carried her back to the house, and then me and her went to the park, and we were so loud and noisy it was cool, we were disgussing.. things that were FUNNY and involved a certain actor whom i like... XDDDDDDDD oh now im listening to creed... shuttup i can hear you laughing at me! i donno about YOU but i find the music video to my sacrifice REALLY funny, something about a guy standing up to his waist playing a guitar just makes me laugh.. and why does the singer guy always do that CLENCHING fist thing? it bothers me.. but also amuses me ::does the fist clenching thing:: OH YEAH! IM DRAMATIC! XDDDDDDD ::laughs::

hmm what else to say? i donno, my computer is running really poorly, this broad i have on my msn list sent me a message saying "URGENT goto http://asnioahgoidk" (it was a real addy tho) and well i clicked on it, and said "okay" and then she said no don't its the virus, what the hell? i know i said the urgent thing to my sister.. .. o_o; but i didnt really say it.. i only wonder what's goin' on.. maybe my computer's messed up? i donno.. ..bleh... ive got a stomach ache, i ate some like.. rasberry apple sauce .. and now i dont feel good... >.< i hate my carcass it always gets sick when i eat.. oh now im listening to "The Shadow of the Past!" i really REALLY like the sound track for LoTR ... n_____n hey i found a wrapper to one of those kinder schoko-bons-thingys.... i wish i had one right now.. cuz then i'd be like "munch munch" and "slobber slobber" lol..... XDDDDDD >< oh my gut it HUUURRRRRTTTSSS ... man today ivory almost bit my face, i was playing with her in the hallway, and she went "BITE" and her teeth just skimmed my nose, so i slapped her, and said if she did anything like that again i'd throw her down the stairs.. but of course i wouldn't do that... cuz.. come on.. that would be SO mean, see when i brought the escaped ivory in she put her tail between her legs and hid in the corner, and thought that i was going to scold her, ;_; of course i didn't cuz thats what my brother/dad/mom do and she doesn't learn, so i patted her and then she went all hyper-happy and started licking me and mauling me.. XDDD stupid dog... ahh ive got nothing better to talk about...

i think.. im going to go.. do something.. i donno WHAT though.. but i think it will involve downloading something 
  ::opens photoshop and starts to draw some stuff to upload to her side7 gallery:: 
  im making soup ::gargle:: aint it swell? i need to shower... but.. im lazy, and i got one hell of a headache.... i.need.asprin.now. ergberugehrg... ... ... i donno.. sometimes i just want to kick someone..and its funny since i slept in my clothes...XD 
Thursday, February 14, 2002
  what the hell... im bored tired, and i think im gonna puke >< everyday i take four asprins, i figure that my blood is so very thin, but that's okay... ... ... i think im going to goto sleep.. then i can sleep, and not half to face reality and all its shit 
  ::makes 'claw' sounds:: XDDDD im real bored and am not sitting my chair nope imleaning on it cuz im so bored of sitting in the same position everyday for hours on end, i think i am going to go and play metal gear solid 2 now... yeah ass you heard me 
  man im BORED 
  this makes me squeal ..(orlando bloom and elijah wood.. ::drool:: lookit that POSITIONING ::laughs::)
this makes me giggle.. (orlando bloom and elijah wood again.. o_o lookit that..)
this makes me question... (orlando bloom and sean astin... ... ... ...)
and this just makes me laugh ... (orlando bloom and billy boyd.. now.. is he hugging him? or strangling him? we don't know..)

ahem XDDDDDDD i think i REALLY like the first two pictures.. they're so CUTE ::gargle:: ...XDDDDD ahem... ... ::cracks up::  
  im sad again, i dont really know why, i had a really good dream, i think i just need some sugar, then i can act all happy and people will think im okay, then they will go on with their business asusual, last night at like 1am my brother went on my computer.. i was half awake and half asleep, he was downloading something.. i could tell by how much he wasn't clicking, and he was listening to my music which i had on at the time (it was a list with 4 cranberries songs on it) yeah then i fell asleep and dreamt this really good dream, i wish it was real, we went to my cottage, and it was so warm, and sunny out, and it just reminded me of all the real fun times ive had up there, some other stuff happened, and elijah was there (wow who'da thunk?) and some other stuff went down .. yeah.. im hungry... .. and bored... ... sigh ::goes off to make some instant ramen noodles:: 
  im so booorrreeedd... my ass really hurts alot... i thnk its around 12am sooo i think im gonna goto sleep even tho im not very tired... but i want to dream something wackyyyy... see last night i dreamt this CRAZY dream, im not gonna type it all out, but yeah, there was these slides you drove these cars on, and then i had to swim in this river with someone, i think it was lisa, or britt, i donno, anyways they were my friend, and we had to swim in this river to this "shrine" for hugo weaving, and so yeah the first time i was swimming, and you gotta swim fast, cuz the crocs'll get you, and the first time i went back to help who i was with and i got all chewed up and knawed on by the croc, but i got my friend out of the water, then i had to do it again, cuz i like died,and had to try again, so i did and this time i made it, and escaped with like a sort of chewed up leg, and then i marvelled at the hugo shrine thing and then the hill-shore-thing i was on started to sink, and so me and my friend climbed up these trees, and some other stuff happened, and then i was working on my blog layout, and it featured frodo and gandalf, and the title picture was like this animated gif and my blog was really really cool looking.. and then i think elijah was asking me why gandalf had to be there too... lol, but i donno... it was like ....weird.. and cool... but the OTHER night, i had an even more weirder dream and the iron chefs cooked a bunch of us dinner, and then i yelled at my gramma and didnt get to eat so i went up to my room, but it wasnt my room, it was this guest room, then i came down later and took all this food and left for my actual home.. and it was weird.. that was also the dream where i got pissed on cuz this bitch was in a tree and she pissed on me, and chris was there, and he laughed and i was REALLY pissed off, and so i went swimming in this lake-thing, and some other stuff happened.. then i was in indec, and elijah was in my class (i guess he .. uh... failed.. alot T_T;;;) and then i went to the bathroom, and this girl kept looking in the stall i was in, so i was like "GRUH" and then i went into this room thing that had a shower curtain.. and then there was this really small purple baby, and i kicked it by mistake and was like oh shit, so i carried it back to the classroom, and by now it was almost 5:30pm and i was like "wow, why is it so late?" and mr radke was there and so were some other people (but elijah went home ;_;) and i was like "uhh i found a baby" and mr radke was all like UHRuhggh and he went off somewhere so i was like standing there with this babay, and it was all crying and stuff... and i was like "uhh.. help?" and i went into the office and no one was there.. and i had the baby, and then i think i woke up.... i don't think my dreams have any phhycological meanings, i think i dream things about things that i was thinking about.. but like the stuff with the baby? i don;t know what THAT was supposed to mean! and in my dreams i often die, but like its like a game, so i have another chance.. i donno.. i think im just a crazy-ass on wheels 
Wednesday, February 13, 2002
  ignore the post below this, im feeling better, i just had some sugar, and there we go, im fine... erg i gotta restart, something's wrong with NETSCAPE ::cough what else is new? cough:: and now it wont let me check my e-mail >< stupid computer of mine! 
  i feel bad, i feel bad about letting everything slip, i feel bad about getting kicked out of school, i feel bad for being a fat lazy slob.. sigh.. im not in a good mood, and these stupid hyper-always-happy-but-im-a-goth-poser people keep talking to me and adding me to their conversations.. im really not in the mood for it, i just want stuff to go away, and i just feel like hanging myself from my bedroom window, then someone would eventually come into my room and see a rope tied to the bed, going out the window, and they'd wonder why my screen was ripped out, and look and see me hanging there, dead, and i wouldn't have to deal with this CRAP anymore, im sick of just sitting here, watching myself ruin my own life, because i hate people and i dont want to deal with them, i just want to live in my own little world, and be happy, i don't want to plan my future, i wont be able to goto college or anything, because i wont be able to handle it, and i'll end up working in a dead-end job, and one day i'll just open my eyes and realize that ive wasted my life, and i'll be alone, in an apartment over some club or something... ignore this.. 
  urgerg there's nothing to eeaaattt... -_- i want my snake.. so then i'll be able to sit with her and tell her stories of special magnificance, even though snakes don't have ears, but then people wont accuse me of talking to myself, i'll be talking to my snake, even if she can understand me, i tell ivory stories sometimes, but ivory can hear me, but ivory finds it more amusing to rip my pants and bit me, i like ivory, i never call her that (ivory) unless im mad at her, or im calling her to come to me, i call her "ive" or "boob" or "boobs" or "boobie" ... ivory growled at me today.. i spooked her though so i brought it on myself, then i gave her a peanut butter chocolate chip... and im hungry, today i ate some ravioli.. it was ..good... and i had a bagel... from tim hortans.. it was a good bagel... .... im real bored.. and did i mention i was hungry? yesterday i ate a bunch of those cinnamon hearts... it was fun.. i like eating cinnamon hearts, they make life oh so much more interesting, the last five days of my life have been ever-so un-eventful, its the same thing EV-ER-EE day, i get up around 10pm (its changed from 6am..) and go on my computer till 11pm and then i watch star trek and make something to eat, its usually ramen, or ravioli, then i finish watching star trek, and then the news comes on, and i watch the news, thats over at 1pm... then i go on my computer until 3pm, when my sister comes home, then we sit around and complain that we're bored and hungry... today i played mgs2... and just saved with otacon like a hundred times to hear his stupid and yet very amusing advice.... cuz the bird got high.. probably on formented fruit XDDDD ahem.. ... .... im just amused by that.. ..  
  im bored.... and hungry 
  i wonder WHY my i-mood thingy went away ::questions:: fehfehfeh oh well... its back now ::gargle:: ............. yeah.......... my dream last night involved HUUUGGGOOO! XD and i re-did my blog's layout again in my dream and it was so good looking.. only n my dreams i say.. only in my dreams....  
  hey... i just realized something... my i-mood is like... gone.. or something u_u;;; 
Tuesday, February 12, 2002
  man for once, ive got nothing to say... o_o;;; well i always have something to say, but nothing that fits into this space right here... oh yeah thanks rikki-chan n_n but i am no godess of CG... speaking of which maybe i should go work on that picture! yeah! ::goes off and opens photoshop:: i should upload more to my side7 gallery! I MUST! but i dont have anything worth uploading.. ::glubglubglub:: 
  okay! guess what?! this guy right he repiled to an ad i placed about a snake, ::nodnods:: kay he has a female ball python, that's about a year old and is two and a half feet long ... im thinking i should get 'er... instead of a hatchling.. but i donno what to do.. 
  man, ive gotten one hell of a headache 
  did you ever notice that my blog is so boring and stupid? i did... see.... i could post some more meaningful stuff.. but come on who wants to read that shit, yo?! XD ahem... yeah  
  erugh urrggh! im bored.. i had a stupid dream.. again im bored so bored... eggs... ::lookSAROUND:: STUUUPPIDIIIDDD CAPS LOCKS 
  yee i added three new links! one to michelle's blog, and two to lisa's comics.. YEAY i got tim hortans bagel! ::GASP:: 
Monday, February 11, 2002
  im soooooooooooo~oooooooo booooorreeeeedddd!! i have no new e-mail messages  
  wacky iraqi! im bored! damnation.. i want.. boobs.. to grow.. on .. that guy.. ::points:: "what guy" i don't know...  
  im boreded.... ::looks around:: i think i have cheese on my chin ::looks:: nope... i don't ::thinks:: i have an idea ::goes off and downloads something:: 
 
I am bad. So bad. I absolutely hate people and animals. In fact, I probably sacrifice them. No one likes me, but of course it isn't my fault. I should just go back to New York because I am a corrupt Jesus.


Take the What Jesus Would You Be? Quiz



HAHHAHA! ahem...




Take the Which Breakfast Food Are You? Quiz.


... now i want waffles ::gargle::




Take the Monopoly Piece Quiz!





yeah.. eggs, i had a stupid dream last night, but i cant remember it, since i woke up REALLY sick -_- and far too early.. 9:15 am..and i went to bed after 2am u_u;; and i didnt fallasleep cuz i was really sick... dammit im hungry for waffles.. but we dont HAVE any .. i WANANNT WAAAAFFFFFFFLLLEEE!! ... i could.. like.. make pancakes.. but its not the same, maybe i'll make some french toast... YEA! im GONNA! 
  i feel like writing a song, i think its gonna go like
"HUGO HUGO HUGO!
DON'T KNOW WHERE TO RUN!
DON'T KNOW WHERE TO HIDE!
HUUUGGGOOOOOO!!
I WANNTT TOOO HHAAVVVEE YOOOURRRR CHIIIIIIIIILLLLLLLDDDUHHH!!
YOOOUURRR CHHI~III~IIIIII~IIII~~IIIIII~IIIILLLDD!!"
that's all i have so far, but i think its good... 
Sunday, February 10, 2002
  stupid blogger wouldn't publish! then it did and posted my post twice! 
  i havent been writing in my blog alot as of late... why? i don't know.. maybe im queer! YEAH THATS IT!  
  boobs grow big, boobs grow big!

XD im bored... im actually very tired, since.. like... stuff went down, and my sister and me took all these screenshots from lord of the rings .. and it was funny... i donno... my toe hurts.. 
Saturday, February 09, 2002
  oh sweet bordem! lol me and b are probably going to see black hawk down this afternoon, Orlando BLOOOM'S IN IT ::laughs:: yeah im bored now tho... i love elrond! he's so SEXY ::gargle:: if Hugo just like walked into my house RIGHT now, i'd probably ask him if i could go for a drive with hiM! XDD and then i'd ask him if that was his hand on my ass, and then he'd be like "no" and i'd be like "ooh..." XDD

bush? ... sauron?
HAHAAHAHAHHAHAA! see i agree with that, and im not even american! oh.. my ::doesnt feel good:: i need to.. like DO something, see i'd draw a picture and colour it in PHOTOSHOP but i suck with photoshop so much... gagle my toes are cold, and my window is WIIIIIIIIDE open lol... this morning, me and b were like..out on the street and i was wearing my trench coat with my green sandals, and goggles from the skidoo helmet... dammit, i was kinda hoping my mom would come home later on, then me and b couldve like... started the house on fire.. or something XDD lol... okay.. no im gonna go.. and do something.. probably not tho

..yeah 
Friday, February 08, 2002
  click to take it!


You're bad to the bone. Rules mean nothing to you, because you break them in every way possible. You're a rebel, and you mean business. You're strong and willing; people fear you. When someone pisses you off, you're not going to sit around and let them have their fun. You take revenge in the most dramatic way possible, therefore people know not to mess with you.


::cracks up:: HUGGGOOOOO ... XDDDDDDD i only posted this.. cuz it's hugo, if it turned out to be anyone else, i wouldn't've posted it... cuz I LIVE FOR HUGO ::Cracks up majorly:: ...yeah... HUUUUGGOOOO ::sings:: ahem... ::marches off with shoe in hand:: 
  you know what sucks? explorer crashes when ever i go into a freakin' paint chat that has any former data >< so its so SHITTY i hate my computer so much I HATE YOU! YOU ASSHOLE FUCKING PEICE OF SHIT! ::gargle:: i hate it.. 
  wag, im very bored -_- i finished reading the hobbit, im glad i re-readed it again, i forgot what happened near the end ... my sister has officially screwed herself over, but who am i to judge ::grumble:: im really not feeling good... and i gotta finish cleaning my room, but i dont want to.. i just want to sleep, but i have such a headache, cuz ive already slept too much as it is 
  urgh, last night i slept so badly, someone kept making all this noise in the hall way with ivory (i think it was britt) at 2 am.. and it was driving me to madness, ive got one hell of a headache, and im still tired, and something's wrong with oekaki, it won't load... ::goes back to bed:: 
Thursday, February 07, 2002
  lol here's some of a conversation with britt, im "Aragorn laughs, Boromir laughs, slips on a rock, and falls in a lake " she's not...
Aragorn laughs, Boromir laughs, slips on a rock, and falls in a lake says:
COCK
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but legloas doesnt have big boobs?!
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oke the music--get out.
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you broke THE MUSIC
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is what it saideheh
Aragorn laughs, Boromir laughs, slips on a rock, and falls in a lake says:
lol, well... i changed itso its like they are laughing at what you sayed (GASP?))
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lol
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GASP
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questionmark
Aragorn laughs, Boromir laughs, slips on a rock, and falls in a lake says:
yeah me too... my ASS is stuck to my CHAIR which is actually your kitchen chair
since when, friend, saruman wise nude bed with me NOW! says:
XD
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i heard you say it was too high..

since when, friend, saruman wise nude bed with me NOW! says:
why dont you get the chair which the birds cage i son
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er is on
Aragorn laughs, Boromir laughs, slips on a rock, and falls in a lake says:
yeah itis TOO HIGH
since when, friend, saruman wise nude bed with me NOW! says:
lol
Aragorn laughs, Boromir laughs, slips on a rock, and falls in a lake says:
TOO HIGH HIGH HUSH HUSH I KNOW WHY
Aragorn laughs, Boromir laughs, slips on a rock, and falls in a lake says:
wait.. its SHY
Aragorn laughs, Boromir laughs, slips on a rock, and falls in a lake says:
yeah
since when, friend, saruman wise nude bed with me NOW! says:
XD
Aragorn laughs, Boromir laughs, slips on a rock, and falls in a lake says:
HETHETHET
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too high ihgh
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HUUSH HUSH I KNOW WHY
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..she just put that
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SHUTTUP
Aragorn laughs, Boromir laughs, slips on a rock, and falls in a lake says:
hip
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THIP
Aragorn laughs, Boromir laughs, slips on a rock, and falls in a lake says:
mm diced peaches...
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mmmmmmmm aragorn
Aragorn laughs, Boromir laughs, slips on a rock, and falls in a lake says:
lol
since when, friend, saruman wise nude bed with me NOW! says:
...diced..
Aragorn laughs, Boromir laughs, slips on a rock, and falls in a lake says:
its like "DONT MIND IF I DO!"
since when, friend, saruman wise nude bed with me NOW! says:
hey that'd be cool! DICED ARAGORN! they could make a food! LIKE! THAT! it'd be gooooooood...
Aragorn laughs, Boromir laughs, slips on a rock, and falls in a lake says:
it'd be like liver'n'onions! DICED! (XDD actually .. i like aragorn.. so.. i don't know why im insulting him..)
since when, friend, saruman wise nude bed with me NOW! says:
: niff:: HES BETTER THEN LIVER 'N OINOIN!
Aragorn laughs, Boromir laughs, slips on a rock, and falls in a lake says:
and it'd be smeared on boromir's "SHIELD"
since when, friend, saruman wise nude bed with me NOW! says:
i can spell
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XD
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yeah SHHIIEEELLLLDDD
Aragorn laughs, Boromir laughs, slips on a rock, and falls in a lake says:
and the claw would be like "GRAhUUUGGAHRHAG!"
since when, friend, saruman wise nude bed with me NOW! says:
XD
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and it would eat my diced aragorn peices
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and then i'd proceed to murder with a spoon
Aragorn laughs, Boromir laughs, slips on a rock, and falls in a lake says:
and frodo would be naked sighting this all, and then i'd come and steal frodo and give him some clothes, cuz he'd be greatful for my nice-ness
since when, friend, saruman wise nude bed with me NOW! says:
lol
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yeah
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but then my diced aragorn would be dying, so it'd be all dramamtic
Aragorn laughs, Boromir laughs, slips on a rock, and falls in a lake says:
yeah and i'd be putting frodo's clothes on for him..
since when, friend, saruman wise nude bed with me NOW! says:
but then the shining light came from above and god SPOKE to the people "YOU ARE SO NOISY" he'd say, but we were too busy and god couldnt hear us "WHY ARE YOU SO NOISY?!?!" and then he slipped on the bar of soap and landed on top of the empire stake---state building, and killed rose, so raiden was like, single again...

 
  okay okay i was reading through "MORE AND MORE ANT AND BEE" and i found this VERY evil
"The girl said that the beautiful jewel had come from India. The girl put the beautiful jewel back into its box. Then the girl fetched herself a knife. "
okay.. if you seen the picture of the girl holding the knife, you'd just be like "..." cuz its not no small little knife, its like a friggin' butcher knife XDDD and i'd like to point out this is a children's book teaching you about the alphabet... XDDDDDDDD spooky, i know.. 
  i think i shall read you a ... 'passage' from MORE and MORE ANT and BEE
"One there was a mother and a father who asked Ant and Bee to play with their small girl while they went away to buy secret presents!"
.... uh...
maybe i shouldn't go on.. lol ... HAE HRAHRHHA! im bored, cant you tell.. im not sitting on my chair since its covered in stuff.. so im sitting on a kitchen chair which is much too high for my computer desk.. and the moniter has to be "tilteD" up wards so i can see it right! damnation! I WANT _MY_ chair bacK! 
  i finally found my copy of the hobbit ::dances:: jeez.. i found it around 11.. and then i watched DS9 and started reading it when it was over (at 12..) and im only at the part where they meet Elrond! I LOVE ELROND! he's so cool ::giggles:: im so COOL! ::coughs:: 
  im bored man, bored.... ::gargle:: im taking a break from cleaning.. ::gargle:: i need another garbage bad.. now. me and my mom have filled three garbage bags... full of garbageout of my room, and i still have half of my room to go... you love Haldir! YOU LOVE HIM! IN ALL HIS HIDEOUS-NESS! 
   britt, my dad, and myself! ..a long time ago!
XDDD i found this today when i was cleaning out my drawers, and i found it funny so i had to scan it! and im the one in the green! britt looks REALLY disgruntled... i think i was around four here, i remember that day, my great gramma was there, and i remember having to REALLY talk loud to her XDD and i remember my one toe REALLY hurt.. XDDD  
  HAHA! everyone see Lisa's oh so jokes comic XDDDDD! (note to self, link both of lisa's comics down the side) n_n ITS ALL GOOD! ::Runs off to get some food:: 
  yo.. i had a stttuuppppidd dreeaaamm, i was like IN that movie "VIRUS" XDDD man... -_-;; i have DUMB dreams, and my back hurts, i gotta finish cleaning my room today, then i can get my snake's home, and the lights, and the bark, and the box of hiding, and so forth XD but im throwing out my stupid stereo.. its just this GIANT big peice of PLASTIC and STUFF that i DON'T USE and the CD player in it dosnt work right, cuz one time i got pissed off and kinda WRECKED it.. so now the display doesnt work. and stuff.... ::goes off to look for her copy of the hobbit:: ... i cant find it u_u;; 
Wednesday, February 06, 2002
  im in a pissy mood.. i donno why,but everything is bothering me, last night my computer kept freezing (i had a list open in winamp) and it froze like three times! and i had to get up and restart my peice of shit computer! i hate my computer so much, its sucha peice of shit! it won't let me paintchat anymore, and i don't know why! its so annoying! i hate it! I HAAATTEE IT!! ::kicks her peice of shit computer:: it would be in my right mind to just take the restore-disks and reformat this stupid thing's harddrive, but then that means i'l have to go through all the trouble of getting the stupid hub to work right and blahblah blaaah download this andthat again.. screw it.. i hate you piss off 
  urgggghhhh im cold my stupid window is open.. i had a really bad night of sleep, but i had one of those dreams where i knew it was a dream so i made what i wanted to happen, yeah but it was like short, cuz someone downstairs made a really really loud banging sound and woke me up, it scared the shit out of me. ::grumbles:: i want toast, but we don't have anybread ::sad:: so im making instant ramen.. but its not being so instant the water won't boil.. ::gargle::  
Tuesday, February 05, 2002
  man, i just got really depressed ;.; i don't know why, i just started feeling really really awful, and my stomach hurts, alot.. like very alot, see i ate some chef boyardee.. and like i knew i shouldn't have eaten, cuz everytime i do i get sick, i want to see black hawk down, cuz orlando's there, i hear he dies, but its not the point.. man.. urgh i hate things alot.. and im really tired, but that's okay.... i gotta wait till.. i donno later on tonight till i can sleep.. urgh... ::holds her gut:: damnation.. stop ruining my life! or i'll stab you with a convieniently placed knife! ... hey i forgot to post this .. lol, well my mom brought me home a long trench-coat.. its not leather, and its a woman-like coat, and i have man shoulders .. but i'll wear it anyways! cuz i don't HAVE a coat and the fact that i like its old school-ness with all its buttons and flaps and straps and stuff.. lol... its like .. so the arms are a little too short, and the bust is too large to fit in with the buttons done up, but that doesn't stop me from wearing it un-done XD 
  what are you wise guy? gotta call people when they aren't home? 
  ::comes back with a can of coke, and a kraft handi-snack cheese and crackers:: well, it was first gonna be caeser salid, then a hotdog.. then a samwich, then ramen noodles, then chicken noodle soup.. then pickles.. then a bowl of cerial.. then... it was ravioli.. then a hotdog again, then it was a cresent, then toast with cheese whiz.. and so i was like SCREW and got one of these, cuz we have like 900 XD cuz costco has everything in bulk ::laughs:: mm... cheese, im listening to "i just shot john lennon" by the cranberries, tis a good song, tis! you know makes me sad? the fact that elrond has so few fans... ::wipes tears for elrond:: he's so cute'n'sexy! hugo weaving is SUCH an elrond, he plays him so.. elrondy! ::thinks:: i remember elrond in the hobbit.. i didn't think much of him then.. but now, OH JEEZ! now i cant think of life without him! he's such a funny guy ::laughs:: well, my sister's and i's version of him is... me and britt made this JOKES story about the lotr actors, and sean astin's like "OH NO IM SINKING!" "I'VE GOT BIG BOOBS!" ::Viggo Mortensen laughs:: ::Sean Bean laughs and slips on a rock, making him fall into the lake:: ::everyone laughs harder::.. aaannndd there's another reason why i have much more respect for orlando ... HE HAS PECS! XDDD okay, no that's not it, cuz he has a t-shirt with a picture of himself on it! THAT MAKES ME LAUGH! HE'S SO FUNNY looking... lol... XDDD i seen this one picture where he looked like his got ironed.. like he ALL got ironed... including his hair.. XDD 
  ::goes off to find something to eat:: 
  haha i was just reading this old story i wrote here on my blog back in the day... and it was so crazy.. C|XD like my hat? 
  man.. im bored.. i think im going to look at elijah pictures.. cuz elijah makes me happppy ::laughs:: i drew a REALLY COOL PICTURE ON OEKAKI! XDD 
  IM SO BORED! yet SO hyper, im so hyper, i want to run around in circles till i catch on fire! yEHA ::runs around:: 
  uurgghHUH!GUH! okay... so let me explain the post below this... so yeah, last night, sitting on my computer, minding my own business, downloading some elijah pictures.. yeah, then someone opens my door, i look, and get the fowl stench of alchohal, i think its probably james, cuz i couldn't see his face cuz he was holding his blanket up around himself.. i say "What?" and he doesn't answer, and walks over near my bed, picks up a garbage bag (it was sitting on my floor, full of garbage, cuz i was cleaning my room, and it wasn't tied) and he moves it, spilling it everywhere, then i looked over, and noticed that he didn't have james' hair cut.. so now im thinking "what the hell?!" and then i hear the sound of someone taking a piss, ON MY STUFF! and i yell "What the HELL do you think you're DOING?!" and he just kinda moaned at me, so i got up, right, and my mom opens the door and asked why i was yelling, and i pointed at the guy, my mom turns the light on and its my STUPID cousin mikey, and so yeah she helps him back to his room, and i said to my dad, LOUDLY "He pissed on my effing floor!" and i was pissed, i was SO pissed, yeah, so my mom goes into my room, and cleans it up, i was so pissed off, then my brother comes in, he's been drinking, but he's far from drunk, and he's like "what the fuck, man? d were you sleeping?" and i was like "no" and the he's like "fuck, im gonna go punch him in the face!" .. yeah he pissed on one of my books, and my cardcaptor sakura calender that i got at animenorth last year >< so i had to throw them out >< yeah.. so that's my lovely BAD luck! man, what the HELL?! everything goes wrong for ME! jeez i spent like TWENTY hours on a realistic picture of elijah, and oekaki didn't post it, so im angry.. well that was last night, ... tonight i went out with my mom and sister, we drove around, we were gonna goto costco and get some food and stuff, but the place was packed, then we were gonna see lotr (AGAIN!) then black hawk down (only cuz Orlando Bloom is in it..) but yeah, we didn't then we went and took a look at pet store, and they're having a sale on 50 gallon tanks.. yeah, 99 bucks.. so yeah and i found out that owning a ball python is illegal! christ! its a stupid by-law! >< buuutttt! im gettin' one anyways... XDD cuz they sell them and you just have to have well... picture ID proving that you don't live in brampton, and guess what? my cousin doesn't live in brampton, and he's like.. 20.. or something u_u;; so he's gonna do it! ..so hehaha! doo doo doo! i donno.. im pretty bored.. and am drawing a picture on oekaki... XD so yeah then after the pet shop, we went to second cup.. and got some GOODS ... yeah nothing else really happened, me and britt made up some funny stories about ocelot and our man-whore services and well.. i have a new respect for Orlando Bloom (Legolas) , cuz he's JOKES.. and the fact during the filming of LoTR he had this COOL hair-do (it was like a mini mowhawk XD) and he jumps out of planes, and bungee jumps, and acts like a fool.. so he has AUTOMATIC respect.. as does Viggo (Aragorn) cuz he did his own stunts, and he broke his tooth out in one, and asked if he could just superglue it back on so he could finish the scene... XDD aww, i downloaded a file of Elijah singing "You are my sunshine" and it was when he was little, and its SOOOO cuuuute! and it makes me want to squeal... XD cuz its soooo cuuute... ::giggles:: long post.. maybe i should use paragraphs,.. naw.. too lazy 
Monday, February 04, 2002
  i finally know how the dude felt when that guy pissed on his rug... >< i'll go into more detail later... 
Sunday, February 03, 2002
  man, im not feeling good.. and im freezing cold...  
  mantis hymn mp3
(everheard of morpheus, asshole?)
numbskull ex wife
(huh?)
incubus sim skins
(yes)
funny money vinegar
(what IS funny money vinegar)
+"lord of the rings" +"book download"
(.. you can get it on morpheus)
hand drawed dbz pics
(asshole)
medabots
(fuck you)
medabots
(you too)
half chow half husky
(i think my aunt has one of those, he's a real sweet heart)
medabot toys
(and you, you my friend can kiss my pale ass)
+"Elijah Wood" +"Orlando Bloom" +kiss +hug
(n___n that makes me happppyyy)
medabot toys
(asshole!)
piss
(WHOA-AH)
medabots pictures
(ass eat shit)
medabot toys
(FECK OFF!)
"Baby Got Back- Casual Nudity in DBZ!"
(ive gotten that twice now)
"cardcaptor sex"
(.. ew)
trowa image song and download
(lol)
nude pictures of ed from cowboy bebop
(when did i ever mention her?)
medabot toy pics
(boobs)


truck my knee hurts and im tired... 
Saturday, February 02, 2002
  EGGS! im bored, i think i lost my toes.. but i didnt it feels like i melted or something.... im listening to ::GASP:: my imagination by.. DUN DUN DUN the cranberries ::GAAASPSAPPFAPPDPPGASSPP!!:: lol.. im hungry or something, anyways i dont feel good and im trying to work more on my elijah picture.. i have to quote something i said on this here blog a while back
"well my wrists are tender and so are my fingers cuz i put them in a juicer, the end"
XDDDDDDDDDDDD that makes me laugh SO hard.. i don't know WHY maybe cuz its funny...? 
  arughaurguuuOOoHHYGGYYYGHH! you know what SUCKS?! its not packing snow... i wish it was, cuz i want to make a snow 'sculpture' XDDD  
  HAHAHA! oh that's FUNNY! ::laughs up a storm:: man i slept alot O-o;; but that's okay,  
  damnation... i cant sleeepp ... i just want to goto sleep for like an hour or so... ... >< i have a bad stomach ache... 
  Youth of the Nation - P.O.D.

Last day of the rest of my life
I wish I would’ve known
Cause I didn’t kiss my mama goodbye

I didn’t tell her that I loved her and how much I care
Or thank my pops for all the talks
And all the wisdom he shared

Unaware, I just did what I always do
Everyday, the same routine
Before I skate off to school

But who knew that this day wasn’t like the rest
Instead of taking a test
I took two to the chest

Call me blind, but I didn’t see it coming
Everybody was running
But I couldn’t hear nothing

Except gun blasts, it happened so fast
I don’t really know this kid
Even though I sit by him in class

Maybe this kid was reaching out for love
Or maybe for a moment
He forgot who he was
Or maybe this kid just wanted to be hugged
Whatever it was
I know it’s because

We are, We are, the youth of the nation

Little Suzy, she was only twelve
She was given the world
With every chance to excel

Hang with the boys and hear the stories they tell
She might act kind of proud
But no respect for herself

She finds love in all the wrong places
The same situations
Just different faces

Changed up her pace since her daddy left her
Too bad he never told her
She deserved much better

Johnny boy always played the fool
He broke all the rules
So you would think he was cool

He was never really one of the guys
No matter how hard he tried
Often thought of suicide

It’s kind of hard when you ain’t got no friends
He put his life to an end
They might remember him then

You cross the line and there’s no turning back
Told the world how he felt
With the sound of a gat

We are, We are, the youth of the nation

Who’s to blame for the lives that tragedies claim
No matter what you say
It don’t take away the pain

That I feel inside, I’m tired of all the lies
Don’t nobody know why
It’s the blind leading the blind

I guess that’s the way the story goes
Will it ever make sense
Somebody’s got to know

There’s got to be more to life than this
There’s got to be more to everything
I thought exists

We are, We are, the youth of the nation
 
  ::working on her elijah colour picture:: this is taking a long time.. here is what ive gotten done... i still gotta fix his eyebrow(s) finish his hair,his NOSE(which i cant fix no matter how hard i try) his lips, his ears, his neck, the bottom half of his face.. and i gotta lighten some of the shading...... and so forth... but im pretty proud of this ::wipes tears:: i think im gonna go have a nap...  
  you know whose sexy? ... ELIJAH! i mean other than him, the singer from static x.. and the one guitarist (the one with the dreds) yup...... he is ... 
  i went to work with my maw... so i stayed up till 4:30pm ... then i slept till like 11pm... and jumbled around, and stuff... now im listening to music.. and singing... and stuff ... I WAAANNNAAA BEE AA HOOOMOOSEXXUUAALLL ::sings:: XDDD you don't have the balls to be a queeerr .. oh im stylin' STYYLLIINNN'!! 
Friday, February 01, 2002
  ah...
M * A * S * H

You will marry LEGOLAS from Lord of the Rings, live in an ancient elven palace in the middle of the forest, and spend your days walking on top of snow and rowing ivory boats and just being beautiful.

What's YOUR M * A * S * H future?


. . . . ::shudders:: (lol..)

My anthem is:
"Electro-Shock Blues," by Eels.
I'm a very giving person, which means I frequently cut myself short. Everyone sees me as being perfectly alright, without any huge problems of my own, but I beg to differ. Even when I ask for help, no one really believes me... I'm trying, but it's not easy.
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oh that just makes me LAUUUGGGGHHHHH!! ::chuckle::

oohh i realllllly dooont feeell gooood ::puke:: i think im hungry... but i don't want to eat anything, cuz i just feel sick afterwards >< 
  ahck.. i just had a sneezing attack..yooooooooooooooooooooooooou kiiiillllllllllllleeeeeedd mmmmmmmeee! i want to goto sleeep... but i caaant cuzz i need to start sleeping at night, instead of the day >< i have a really really bad headache... 
  im going on a major cranberries 'spree'... i wish i could sing like that, i wish i could sing in general... XDD if i could sing.. i'd be happy (well.. happier..) eh... i got all the resessive genes... ::grumbles:: my window is officially holding on by the little bit of black goo on the top, and the right edge... o_o;; cuz i like... tend to bash it when it freezes open/shut ... i should be really tired, but im not... im afraid that my window is gonna let go and like crash down onto the metal-porch-pato coverthingy, and it'll like break, and no one'll fix it, so i'll like get a peice of the tile-stuff left over from the bathroom, and like silicone over top of the entire-window-area XDD then i'll be cool... oh yeah wooo ::waves flags:: see its usless for me to even HAVE a window, the bottom half isn't attached so... the cold just molests its way into my room... my foot's falling asleep, im like sitting on the back of the chair on the floor... so its kinda unconfortable... but oh well.... the bottom of my pants are making my feet itchy... stupid body.. i hattee you ::kills body:: yeah ::leans back and admires her handywork..:: stupid... my ankles are sore... maybe i should go get a kitchen chair... but they hurrrrtt soooo muuuhcchhh.. i got a bad headache...i just bit off my favourite finger nail ::cry:: im so obsessed with elijah that im seeing him in places which he is not... i look at my vash wallscroll (upside down since my back faces it) and elijah was staring at me.. then i was like "Wait.. no" and on tv... and in the shhaaddooooes yeah shadoes... ::laughs:: okay.. now i feel like im getting tired....  
  UAUTUGGGU!UHUUUHH! ::watching breakfast television:: I HAAATTTEE JENNIFER-LIVE-EYE-BITCH-ON-STILTS shes so gay, shes so stupid, id like to see her get hit by a caaaaaaaar 
  dammit i hate february, its such a stupid annoying month full of crap ::grumbles:: 
  man, my connection is being all weird....so's my computer... but eh... like... stump ohhhhh maanuuuh....... i dont feeellll good dammiT! im typing with a knife... huwhhyyy?1! making questionmarks, and exclamationmarks with a knife.. man im bored, im watching quantum leaaaaap! urgh... i hate this show... i am actually watching tv my toe's itchy.... argghageh hahagfugbaskhB!JHjkHKJKJKKJJKJ! thats how i feel.. damned straight 
  ::sets her moniter's settings to 800 by 600:: RUUUGGGHUHGGGGGG!! >.< my blog looks so SHITTY ::is mezmorized by the largness:: well... screw... ::puts her settings back to 1024 by 768:: man-uh my stommaaaaaccchhh.... i thought that having some soup would make me feel better.... man i was i wrroonnnggg!! and do i ever got a headache.. and my ass hurts... this stupid chair is so stupidly stupidand broken 
  ::sets her moniter's settings to 800 by 600:: RUUUGGGHUHGGGGGG!! >.< my blog looks so SHITTY ::is mezmorized by the largness:: well... screw... ::puts her settings back to 1024 by 768:: man-uh my stommaaaaaccchhh.... i thought that having some soup would make me feel better.... man i was i wrroonnnggg!! and do i ever got a headache.. and my ass hurts... this stupid chair is so stupidly stupidand broken 
  they are playing my favourite episode of star trek TOS... the "Amok Time" ep.. XDDDDD i only like it cuz of this oh so dramatic song... 

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