Foundation made of piss and vinegar . . . . . .
Tuesday, April 30, 2002
  has anyone other than me and my sister seen the GAP commercial with Orlando Bloom in it?!?! ITSSSOOOCUUTE... gwaaah he has his ice cream hair!! HIS ICE CREAM HAAAAIIIRR!!!
"We live forever, you hear that? FOREVER." ::cracks up:: oh man... ::figures no one will know of that but her sister:: LOooool oh man i have bad bad taste in mouth ::starts to chew week old gum that was stuck to her desk:: there is very little flavour. 
 
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  im so shot to shit ..whats with all the stupid palace avatars on neopets? man ::grumblegrumble:: stupid neopets, someone got into my account and i lost all my stuff, and they didnt even do anything about it.... stttuuuuuupid... feh the a-team is on ::goes off:: 
 


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im juusstt aaa ddreeeaaammmerrrr i dreeaaamm mmyyy liifffeee awaaaayyyy









sure i am T.T

dooDOO. im bored. laurie was here today, with chanse and a baby that she babysits, chanse /really/ likes me, i dont know WHY. but he REALLY does... uhhhhhmm.. still in art funk. HGRUGU. i hate this >< everything i draw turns out TERRIBLE and someone outside is sawing something and its DRIVING me nuts. and im itchy, and the internet wont load fast.. egg... 
Monday, April 29, 2002
  oh and meg i donno if you know this, but, see copicmarker.com

doo dooo doooo.. im realllly bored, my chair is breaking >< ::picks eye:: man i have nothing at all to do 
  lala not wallowing in self pity anymore right nooww.....i still wish i knew how to CG better.... ::grumblegrumble:: OOhhhh welll..... i gotta scan my M.O.B. entry, and CG it, and since i cant CG its gonna look terrible. hefehfehfeh.. im just so lazy and my back is hella sore. 
Sunday, April 28, 2002
  man, i wish i had skills with something. >< i suck at everything i do. why do i even bother? im no good with computers, i cant draw, and if you say i can, you are so full of shit, its not funny, i cant do anything right, i have no talent with anything at all, dammit, there isnt one thing i can be proud of ::grumble grumble:: im doomed to work in dead end jobs until someone finally kills me. 
  OH MAN. I HAD A NEMESIS DREAM!! I HAD A NEMEsIS DREAM!!! HHHAAAH! yes, man, nemesis dreams are so freaky o_o and i had a lord of the rings dream too ::is happy:: the lotr one was long, and really weird, but the nemesis one... that was CREEPY as HELL. i was Jill and i was running from him right, and i had this knife, and a gun like the helicopter in this game i have, and the first time i was kicking his ass, but i didnt want to because i love nemesis (...) and then i was running again through this park, and i ran into this public bathroom place. i was like OH SHIT and i hid in one of the stalls, then nemesis came in and starting shooting the shit out of everything and i was like NOOOOo and i ran out, and back into the park place, and i thought i was really far away from him, but he (somehow) took a short cut or something and was REALLY close to me and i was like "hurry up and kill me already" and THEN for some INSANE reason captain janeway was there with a bunch of people from voyager and they caught nemesis and tied him down and stuff and i was like "CRY".then me and this short broad went in this train, and we were in the back and it was really hot in there, so we opened all the big windows which were screened. then someone pushed this thing and this pod like thing shot into the cargo spot in the train with us, and we looked and it was nemesis and he was all tied down with his neck up and stuff and i wanted to go pat his head, but i was afraid he'd bite my hand off, so i didnt, and this man said over this intercom thing that we had to shut our windows because we were going into this area with these giant bears, and theyd attack the train and stuff, and for some reason the train was on the road and it was driving somehow, and we were waiting at this red light, when a giant assed bear came over and started mauling the end of the train, and then i woke up to my dad talking to my mom about some show he was watching.. and i was like "...... n__n NEMI-CHAAAAN" ..... you notice how much i say "and then" " and then" "then" "and then" when im telling my dreams and stuff... egg.......
i donno, ivory hates me, and my dreams have told me that nemi-chan's eye is blue. ::shrugs:: ITS THE PRIDE DEEP INSIDE, WE AAREE ONNEE ::sings:: uhm that never happened, okay? ........ heh...  
  XDD funny refferal before sleep
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  >,< man i hate this i really wanna goto the mall with meg ::crycry:: but im tired, and my back hurts alot... and if i did go i'm afraid i'd be like moping around not wanting to do anything, but i really wanna play DDR.... dammit.. stuff sucks.. im tired. 
Saturday, April 27, 2002
  ::patpats alex-chan:: stupid keenspace ::beats keenspace with the board w/nail in it™ ::  
  shiiittttuuuhhh i was supposed to go down to toronto today, but my back is so sore. i haaate this, egg. uhmmmmuhhh ::is in much pain:: if i had money, i'd go sleep at a motel for a few nights, but i dont have money, because im poor, and my back is killing me from my stupid metal, with boards, and decrepit matress. i hate it so much..ah welll at least my window is open and im not dying of the heat because my dad has the heat turned up so rod damn high. uhhhh can you believe my tamagotchi has lived for five days? and i havent forgot where i put it? and i havent killed it? sure i just feed it candy so i dont have to play the stupid game with it, but hell... BE PROUD OF ME . XDDD T_T_T_T_T_T_T_T_T_T_T_T_T_T in the line of fire. doo DoooDOOOOooooooo~ okiie... lets see, im starving... ::goes to get a blueberry bagel:: mm blue. 
  FUCK MAN last night blogger ate oone of my posts >< and it was a longer post too grrr grrrr grrr anger 
Friday, April 26, 2002
  okaay im not so pissed off today, yesterday i was SO angry, but my hand really hurts, i dont know why though... egg. i need a drink something bad, but theres only water and milk, and you know how gross both of them taste when your sick, ohh yeah! my dream last night was SOOOO cool! i got this snake from this guy at the cottage and it was like a ten foot long granite burmese python, but i dont know if it was supposed to be one, but it LOOKEDlike one, anyways, so yeah i got it, and this snake was a CRAZY snake it was always jiving about and it was soo cute, then later on i found a kingsnake and it was sooo cuutee and was a banded kingsnake... and stuff... but uhhhhhm... yeah  
Thursday, April 25, 2002
  Regards my nazvaniye(imya) - Romanenko's Nastasyua pleasure to work with you steadfast snake.Now, you use chaff!But I require k!YOU USE CHAFF!...You have rockets of sting, why you do not show to me, as you use them?..About WHICH YOU SPEAK?Continue, ogon'(pozhar) far.  
  EGgggggGggguuhh.. i dont feel good, i wanna scan my entry for MOB but im so.. soo... lazy and im not inthe mood anymore... 
  screw this.. 
  TRIPPLLLEEE HHHHHHH ... was on last call (a very. very. stupid. show) i only watched the part with triple H. i love him ::laughs:: i love his theme song ::sings "the game" by motorhead:: just nod and say yes. T_T;;;;; XD ug i feel like shit. i need to sleep, but im not tired, cuz i took three of these like... tylenol synus thiiinggs and its like..... if you take too many they wake you up. or something, it says "reduce the dosage if you feel nervous of you cant sleep" well. im nervous and cant sleep.... and i have a stomach-ache. >,< dammit.......... 
  man... ::falls over:: i hate this... my submission for m.o.b. is looking prettttyy good i guess, i just donno if i should make him standing in a lake or not... i probably will, if i can get his dress to look floaty and right. egg, and his hair is messed up looking.. 
Wednesday, April 24, 2002
  im gonna enter MOB this month... cuz i like bristol, s/he's so cuute n__n you all gotta vote for me when its time to voooteee... if you dont i'll mangle you until you are nothing but a .. mangled corpse. 
  UUURRGG!!! MAN! THAT PENALTY SHOT WAS SO FUCKING BOGUS!! URGH. stupid new york islanders! ::grumblegrubmle:: i cant believe that shit (gasp, a canadian talking about... hockey T_T) that just pisses me off so much.. stupid... urrrg i donno... i always get into the playoffs... ::shrugs:: uhhhhhm............. yeah 
  i drew three oekakis today, all at different places n_n* ::is eating wendys:: mm.... tastes like chicken uhhhmmm. it has been decided. i shall not dress up for animenorth, i dont really fancy people taking my picture, so if i dont dress up, they wont ask. so its all good. 
Tuesday, April 23, 2002
  whee! i just finished the two towers. and ivory is home.!!! BUT SHE HAS BITE MARKS AND SCRATCHES ON HER FACE. T_T STUPID. urrg, poor poor ivory, shes all beat up. and shes SO thin, she looks like she hasnt ate for a week. yeah me and britt went and seen lotr again! THE ENTS LOOKED GOOD (well, from what /i/ saw) urg, but whats with all the ARWEN? shes not even IN the second book. ::grumble:: oh welll... uhm..... lets see... im tired, i wanna start reading return of the king, but i dont want to because after i read that, there will be no more. ::cry:: ohhh wellllll...... ::goes off to bed::  
Monday, April 22, 2002
  im bored out of my mind. ivory is FINALLY COMING HOME. my brother and sister just went to pick her up. egg. i says to my sister yesterday "britt i says, if you want to see lotr again with me. goto school tomorrow. and we'll go." well, she went to school. she better be home in time from picking ivory up. i should probably phone and see if its still playing at 8:30pm. with our luck, it'll be only playing in toronto or something, and we wont be able to go. britt hasnt seen the new trailer yet. egg... im so bored.. i had a confusing dream last night, but i cant remember what it was. oh rod, im bored. ::slaps gut:: egg.. i feel like holding egg. shes like.. so.. snake-like ::huggles egg::

last night my mom was looking for toys and stuff to give to this little girl, and she pulled two boxes out of my closet which havent been opened since april 5 2000 XD they were boxes with my masks in them, i need some thumbtacks cuz i wanna put them back the hell up, and me and britts sega gamegears were in there!!! XDDDDDD so last night at like 2am me and her are playing games on old segagamegears XDD i was playing spider-man, and britt was playing SURF NINJAS XD
ah.. i donno. im hell damn crap sick, er im GETTING ill. my eyes are watering, and my throat hurts like a fuckface. uhm..... ...... .... anything else to say?
YES. I CANT BELIEVE IT SNOWED. I CANT. not after that warm as FUCK weather! its fuckin FREEZING OUT. just looking outside makes me want to curl up in a blanket until summer.
shit, i still dont know who to dress up as for the convention. i should probably NOT cosplay, on account of im so terribly hideous, i dont want people to take my picture. uhm.. yeah













egg. 
Sunday, April 21, 2002
  . . . . . . ::takes sweater off:: ahh okay, so that (going BACK to my grandma's and coming back home) took WAY TOO LONG. okay, we (mom and me) were reading to go around 1pm. my dad takes the car and says "OH i'll be back in 20 minutes!" fuck! he came back and hour and a half later. so we were late. okay. i thought we were going RIGHT there and RIGHT back. but my mom stayed for like.. 2 hours.. but that's okay. then we came home. and stuff. uhmmmmmmm i have a headache. egg.. im going.. to.... go.. somewhere that's not here now. 
 




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  EGGG! i went to my grandma and grampa hajba's, ah so many things to say, but i had fuuun, i watched american pie 2, and was suprised at how amused i was by it ::laughs:: me and my cousin jenny sat in the porch laughing about how smoking can make you impotent! ::laughs:: then i went in and ate. and ate. and watched some MORE toob. i swear i have watched at least 7 different episodes of the simpsons today. er.. yesterday i guess. then i was flicking and watched the simpsons on the comedy network. and my grandpa took the remote and watched the end of the hockey game, and then went back to the comedy network and 'the man show' was on. and so me and my grandpa watched that. XD. and we're both cracking up. uhmm.... played with my favourite white kitty with two different coloured eyes! WAAAII! i love him SO much, he's deaf though. so its funny. my aunt has the same kind of sick sense of humour i do, so i sat in the kitchen with her, telling her about back in 'nam, and back in the day and how people suck. and how all this CRAAP went on.XDDDDDDDD and my grandma is trying to tell me there are /so/ many deadly spiders around! cuz i said i have lots of random spiders in my room. and she freaked out. my grandma is too... like... protective and stuff. uhmmm.... i played with their dog (buffy) she's so sweet! i miss ivory. alot. they stil havent BROUGHT HER HOME. at least they havent TO MY KNOWLEDGE. she could be down with james. but i donno.. uhm......... ::cracks toes:: im itchy... both my cousin and my grandpa made cracks about the size of my bust T_T; then jenny was saying i was something or other and im like "It doesn't have big enough boobs"..XDDD and we watched soccer, and made funny comments about the guys, and i nicknamed two of them "SESSPOOL" and "RASTA-MAN" ..XDDDDD i donno... 
Friday, April 19, 2002
 
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XDDDDDD ooooKAy.. uhm.. still very. tired. 
  last night i took sleeping pills... now im still so tired.. and hot. its sticky in here..im stil 60% asleep.. ::falls over:: 
Thursday, April 18, 2002
  ddduUUMP! indeed. i donno. i feel like rambling, im really sore for some reason. you know what sucks, but is also good? im getting a queensized water bed for my room. kay and for those of you who havent seen my room, let me tell you, with a queen bed in here, there will be little or no walking space. i dont know if i should bother getting it, i need a bigger bed. my feet hang off the edge of mine. and its a single daybed (or gaybed as i say) .. it sucks... uhm... DAMMIT. where did my defective frodo poster go? I NEED TO TAKE IT BACK. I WANT A GOOD ONE. SO I CAN PUT IT ON MY ROOF. lol......i donno

uhm.. i REALLLLY wanna go out into my backyard and CATCH ME SOME TOADS. TO THROW AT PEOPLE. XDDDD. stupid toads T_T theyre a bunch of ASSMUNCHES... lol assmunch! uhm............. man, i cant seem to EVER find time to sit down and read the two towers, like yesterday i was reading for 20 minutes, when my brother brings me ice cream. and i started to read again, and someone messages me. same with today i was reading. someone messaged me. egg. EGG IS SOOOO CUTE. i should scan her. XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD i have this REALLY funny idea for an animated gif!!!! ::laughs:: uhmm egg. 
  lyrics time n_n;

Smashing Pumpkins
The Beginning is the End is the Beginning


Send a heartbeat to
The void that cries through you
Relive the pictures that have come to pass
For now we stand alone
The world is lost and blown
And we are flesh and blood disintegrate
With no more to hate

Is it bright where you are
Have the people changed
Does it make you happy you're so strange
And in your darkest hour
I hold secrets flame
We can watch the world devoured in it's pain

Delivered from the blast
The last of a line of lasts
The pale princess of a palace cracked
And now the kingdom comes
Crashing down undone
And I am a master of a nothing place
Of recoil and grace

Is it bright where you are
Have the people changed
Does it make you happy you're so strange
And in your darkest hour
I hold secrets flame
We can watch the world devoured in it's pain

Time has stopped before us
The sky cannot ignore us
No one can separate us
For we are all that is left
The echo bounces off me
The shadow lost beside me
There's no more need to pretend
Cause now I can begin again

Is it bright where you are
Have the people changed
Does it make you happy you're so strange
And in your darkest hour
I hold secrets flame
We can watch the world devoured in it's pain
Strange
Strange
Strange
 
  OHH MY ROD!! i got SUCH a cool refferal!! shh!! READY? ARE YOOOOOOU REAADDDYY??
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XDDDDDD HUUUGGOOOO!! whoever searcehd for that, i love you. ::huggles hugo::
OOH! man LAST NIGHT! kay my mom went to laurie's and she came home at like 1am with DUN DUN DUN two lord of the rings toys! a strider and an aragorn! OH MY ROD THE ARAGORN ISSS SOOOOO FUNNY LOOKING. of course britt had to take him, i wanted the funny looking one XDDDD he looks like... the undertaker(WWF) crossed with the big show(also WWF) and scott stapp (creed singer guy)... i SWEAR you cant LOOK at him without cracking up! so after she got home, i asked if she'd take us to get some ice cream from mcdonalds, good old passed midnight ice cream run! and so we did, and on the way home i was saying something and then i just CUT myself off and screamed "OH MY GOD!!!" and i swear we were PISSING ourselves laughing. we were talking about something, i dont remember what but my mom goes like "You wanna.... lick my thing.... that i dont want?" and me and my sister stop, and just start LAUGHING SOOO HARD. and then my sisters like "Does that mean you want ..a sex change or somthing?" and we're all LAUGHING, and we yelled at these guys about how we could see their butt crack! and i told this other guy i loved him. and britt could see his buttcrack! and this ugly guy was walking home from the bar, and britt yelled "I HAVE BOOBS!" and i was like "AND I LOVE YOU!" thheeenn we got discussing the time we had that bag of donuts, and how we were throwing donuts on peoples cars, and at people... and top it off, we put one on alex's car! I WOULDVE PAYED SOMEONE 10 DOLLARS TO SEE HIS FACIAL EXPRESSION WHEN HE FOUND THE DONUT ICING SIDE DOWN ON HIS CAR!!! ::laughs o'plenty:: ah its all good... ....  
Wednesday, April 17, 2002
  uhm...... i gave egg a baaattthhh.. lol, she smelt like mouse pee.... i named that mouse "blinky" cuz its one eye was messed up... uh.. WHOSE WEARING MR.T?! I AM! DAMN RIIIGHT! i drew an oekaki toodaayy.. uhm.... ........ ........ ......... ......nothing else half interesting to say 
Tuesday, April 16, 2002
  DUMP. WILLIS WILLIS WILLIS!!!! spiderman has no willis, so they have to share this one ::holds up gandalf:: XDDDD 
  urg, stupid msn wont let me sign THE HELL IN. we (as in me and my sister) got side walk chalk. too bad its too damn hot out to sit on the road and draw. >,< im gonna go hold the mouse. 
  egg, i got a mouse for egg, her name is gonna be egg until i feel like changing it. lol. i named the little green bird "WILLIS" and my mom/sister/dad think its good. ::laughs:: WILLIS WILLIS WILLIS!! 
  doo doo, i donno im bored. i was playing ragnarok on britts computer.. got lazy... i found it funny cuz my weapon was a rod. but its not a rod anymore. but it should be. but its not. man its really nice out.. too bad the grass is all wet and gay. cuz if it wasnt i'd bring egg outside. (egg is my snakes name)  
  whoa, tony's oekaki is now.. so.. blue o_o; 
Monday, April 15, 2002
  fuck. im pissed off.  
  EGG, im on britts computer. eggs. PENIS. im so bored, i wanna walk somewhere. 
  i wish it were a little nicer out, then i could bring my snake outside.. ::holds her snake:: 
  oh yeah, IVORY IS GONE. well.. shes up north.. right now... ::gasp:: THEYRE GONNA SHOOT HER, actually no. theyre breeding her.... WHICH MEANS BAAAAAABBBYYY IIVVOOORRRIIIEESSSS!! rugh... maybe then ivory will start to calm down.. you know? pandora calmed down when she had puppies... but YEA! PUPPIES!!! theyre gonna be purebred american staffordshire pups! that is IF she get pregnated. i hope she does. uhm... i drew a picture! here! cel-style >< the only thing that looks good is her eyes. i can cel style colour eyes. uhm.. boobs.  
  ::does a jig:: jee i havent blogged much! well egg! yesterday i went to the bramalea city centre with meg and britt, AND I GOT A DEFECTIVE LORD OF THE RINGS POSTER ::pouts:: ooo well! I PLAYED HOUSE OF DEAD with meg and britt. me and meg kicked butt. then we died when we had to fight.... the big... metalic.. like guy. anyways, yeah wasting money at the arcade ROCKS. XDDDDD uhm... i got to see britt and meg make asses of themselves while playing DDR ::laughs:: i wouldnt do it. uhm.... FRODO BANGED SPIDERMAN. THEN THE ENTIRE FELLOWSHIP PLUS ANOTHER FRODO GANGBANGED SPIDERMANS. (there was TWO spider mans) you want the prolab man. yeah.. boobs... and last night... i was outside in my barefeet (i was goin' to 7-11 with my mom) and i stepped in something MUSHY XDDD OHH! i wanna draw me, wearing what i wore yesterday! XDDD I WAS SO STYLIN' XDDDDDDDDD what else... oh yeah, laurie came over last night, and chanse REALLY likes me for.. some reason, i donno he always comes in my room and talks to me, and he put a key in my copy of the fellowship of the ring, and i gave the key back to my mom, and he opens to book and goes "key? key?" (chanse is two) uhrr i have a headache something bad. im gonna clean up my printer, and stuff, then take it to cash converters and see how much they'll give me for it, if they dont give me at least a hundred dollars, im gonna TAKE the printer, and THROW it at the guy while still holding the plug, then STOMP OFF. cuz my printer sucks. and if i get rid of it, i'll have a place on my desk to put my scanner, so its not on top... thats what im gonna do now, clean off my desk. 
Friday, April 12, 2002
  changed some stuff around, planning to change the layout... got a good idea, involves pirated program in which i downloaded. XDDDDDD don't ask, i dont know. 
 


You are a Furby keychain! Ka, atay, wah! You talk too much and act childish. Sometimes it's good to have fun, but you need to cut back a bit; don't forget to take things seriously sometimes (otherwise you'll be sent down the staircase 13 times like Kat's real Furby until you're dead). Stop being annoying.


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::points and laughs:: i should stop being annoying. but i wont. because you suck. 
  HAH! my mom was flicking through channels and CLIFFORD was on and he was laying on the ground with two logs in his mouth like teeth, and then she continued to flick and i was like "Hey mom, you know what cliford was trying to be?" and she looked at me and i said "He was trying to be a walrus" and hten she went back and the little yellow dog was guessing what he was, and finally after many times guessed he was a walrus, how right was i? oh yeah, im /so/ cool ::rolls eyes::

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Thursday, April 11, 2002
  What's your FOTR slash pairing?

n____n like you expected something different? well.. maybe something with ELROND WOULDVE BEEN NICE. ::goes and checks a bunch of stuff:: ERLOND AND IIISSSILLLDDUUR. ew. i never thought of that one.... but THATS SO TRUE. Isildur SO didnt destroy the ring, and when elrond commanded him to, thats when the relationship died, because isildur was SO not into that whole "do what i say, asshole" kind of thing.. XDDDDD i donno, im actually in a sad mood, and not because of gandalf hanky, because ::sniff:: im so lonely ::cries:: 
  P-L-E-L-E. i havent said that in so long, that SO reminds me of this little girl that used to live on my street, who was, at one point, my best friend. i miss her, she moved to barrie, i used to always goto her house, and we'd play video games, and i'd draw funny pictures on her computer for her. eh, her real sister hardly seen her.. ::shrugs:: i'unno... uhm... thanks to michelle i REALLY wanna go sit on my roof and read. but i cant. cuz the roof is pointy. .. uhm last night i had a dream that my snake died g_g it was so terrible, cuz it when i woke up, i thought it really happened, and i was TOTALLY freaking out, and i had no voice, because, cause somethings when i wake up, i loose my voice, i dont know why, but it happened the other day, and my mom was trying to talk to me on the phone, and i was trying SO hard to talk loud to her, and she kept saying "What? WHAT?" and im like UTHUUHUhuhuhuuh hhuuhuhh anyways, but then i seen that my snake wasnt crushed under a rock, and then i holded her and she was cuuuuuute...... uhm.. i donno what else to go on about... ::goes off to read more of the two towers:: 
Wednesday, April 10, 2002
  i /so/ finished fotr, and ive started to read the two towers, i stopped now because they are working on the road and ive a headache, so yeah, annyways... i dont know what's goin' on with my internet connection, methinks that its down as i write this, and i was right, but alas my mom bought me a new wire-deally that hooks to the modem and the hub , and i never bothered to use it, and i finally actually did, and chuckedthe old fucky wire that never worked right out the roddamn window.... uhm... im so bored.... i gottaa pisss like a beast on rollerskates, stupid msn keeps NOT responding like a bitch, UAGUHDUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUSDgJdsaklsl;g,mobm;lksdae;dkvkml mashing keys is fun. 
  Needles - System of a Down
I cannot disguise,
All the stomach pains,
And the walking of the canes,
When you, do come out,
And you whisper up to me
In your life of tragedy,

But I cannot grow,
Till you eat the last of me,
Oh when will I be free,
And you, a parasite,
Just find another host,
Just another fool to roast,

Cause you,
My tapeworm tells me what to do,
You,
My tapeworm tells me where to go,
Pull the tapeworm out of your ass, Hey
Pull the tapeworm out of your ass, Hey
Pull the tapeworm out of your ass, Hey
Pull the tapeworm out of your ass, Hey

I cannot deny,
All the evil traits,
And the filling of the crates,
When you, do come out,
And you slither up to me
In your pimpin majesty,

But I cannot grow,
Till you eat the last of me,
Oh when will I be free,
And you, a parasite,
Just find another host,
Just another stool to post,

Cause you,
My tapeworm tells me what to do,
You,
My tapeworm tells me where to go,
Pull the tapeworm out of your ass, Hey
Pull the tapeworm out of your ass, Hey
Pull the tapeworm out of your ass, Hey
Pull the tapeworm out of your ass, Hey
Pull the tapeworm out of me?

I'm just sitting in my room,
With a needle in my hand,
Just waiting for the tomb,
Of some old dying man,
Sitting in my room,
With a needle in my hand,
Just waiting for the tomb,
Of some old dying man?.

Cause you,
My tapeworm tells me what to do,
You,
My tapeworm tells me where to go,
Pull the tapeworm out of your ass, Hey
Pull the tapeworm out of your ass, Hey
Pull the tapeworm out of your ass, Hey
Pull the tapeworm out of your ass, Hey
Hey,Hey,Hey,Hey.


doo~ im reaaalllly bored, i havent really much to say, yesterday all i really did was read, and i went to tim hortans, and then i came home and read a little bit then went to sleep around 5pm, and my mom woke me up with food ... and so i ate mcdonalds and then i felt really sick, and i went to sleep, and woke up around say... 2am, and i drank MILK and MAN milk made me want to choke.. i donno, i wasnt feeling good, but yeah... (B)(O)(O)(B)(S) im really bored, i only have like 100 pages left of fotr, and im like reading it soooo slow so i can CHERISH it, dung.... you suck donkey dick™ har.... uhm... ::is thinking about going too bed to read:: remind myself later to fix the links to both michelle's and ribby's blogs.... egg... what else? i donno.... aragorn so has boobs...  
Tuesday, April 09, 2002
  BEHOLD THE RAINBOW EGG OF DOOM BELOW THIS POST OF DOOMYEAH BOOBS! I DREW A PICTURE OF ARAGORN WITH BOOBS! SEE FANART BOARD ON TONY'S OEKAKI! 
  THE RAINBOW EGG OF DOOM! XDDDDDDD 
  AHHHHHH! !!!!! 
  urrg i was SO angry about 20 minutes ago, i drew a stupid picture of me looking stupid, but the oekaki i was on it wouldnt send and i was like SOOOO ANGRY, but i ate a jam and cheese samwich, and took some six or seven asprins, and the sugar from the jam made me happier, which is good. cuz when im angry and i have a headache it makes me want to blow my head off, yeah DONT YOU EVER GET STUCK IN THE SKKKYYY!!!! ahem... anyways.. what was i saying? i don't know.. OF DOOOM! i wanna draw something, but i don't know WHAT, i''ll like end up drawing a frodo, man, i say that like its a bad thing... BUT ITS NOT! ITS SOOOO NOT!! i drew an aragorn last night, it kinda looks like him! and he's eating a FREEEEZZZZEEEEEEEEE of IMPENDING DOOOOOOM™!!! XDDDD i donno... last night i was laying in my bed with my vash figure and my sisters aragorn, and i was like making them fight to their DOOM™ and then vash fell off the bed to his death, and aragorn was the victor! buuut LITTLE did HE know vash had ROCKETS in his boots and so he FLEW back up and he was KILLING aragorn with his GUN of DOOM™ and i was like NOOoooOOO! and threw myself into the bulllets and so i died for aragorn!! and vash was like SHIT!!! MAN! SHIT I KILLED THE D!! and then i came back to life, because i have infinite lives! but they didnt know that, and i was like YOOOOU KILLED ME!! and i was like YOU GO SMUSH NOW and i MASHED vash like a BUNDLE of EGGS (E) so Aragorn was doing his victory dance of doom™ and i was like YOU! SHUTTUp! and i mangled him until there was no tomorrow, so i was sitting there with a dead vash and aragorn and i was telling them stories of impending doom™ COOL HUH?! 
Monday, April 08, 2002
  im tired man, i read into 'book' 2 of fotr a little more than i had planned, hefehfehfeh, its sad cuz i could finish fotr by tonight, but i dont waaant to, im reading it too fast, i want to read it slower, and like enjoy the fruits of uh... shuttup, anyways, yeah.. elijah's so cute... (just thought i'd let you all know) uhm... what else to say, oh yeah! my sister is wearing my mr t tshirt to school today ::laughs:: i have a headache though, a bad one, cuz im tired, ::wants to read more of fotr:: but man, i was soo bored of tom bombadil, i donno WHY i just didnt like him ::gurgle:: uhm.... eggs.... (e) XD uurhhrhrh my mouth hurts, cuz i have this odd thing of closing my mouth REALLY tightly, and i dont know why, but i even sleep like that, so i always have terrible headaches from it... ah life sucks 
  DIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINKS!!!!! im on b's computer (of doom) uhm YESTERDAY WAS SOO FUNNN! I GOT A MR. T T-SHIRT!! wooo! we like went to toronto and looked through all this jokes stuff IT WAS FUUUN! my knee is really sore though... fehfehfeh then when we got home my sister was bored and she wanted to goto the golden griddle and so we went and i ate PANCAKES for DINNER and it was GOOD, and the woman there gave me and my sister balloooons! IT WAS GOOD! then we went to walmart cuz britt wanted to buy an aragorn action figure, but they didnt have any, but they had figures from the matrix and we looked for Agent Smith, but they didnt have him so we were sad, and then we were leaving and i saw the lotr box set and i asked my mom if shed buy it for me and she did, and i started reading it and stopped reading at like 3:30am and went to sleep, then i woke up at 7am and i tried to sleep, then i finally fell back asleep and i woke up at 2pm and i was so tired, i fell back asleep and then i woke again at four or five and started reading again, and i just stopped reading like... three hours ago.. but all these times are probably wrong since it was like day light savings today isnt it? was it? or something i donno, uhm.. yeah but im on page 215.. yee.... i'll probably read like 100 more pages tonight before i sleep... because i want to... there was one part that made me laugh SO HARD... i'll put it in here later... cuz im going to watch tv in my room... cuz the war is on, and elijah is in that movie,, hee 
Friday, April 05, 2002
  ::is now waiting for fruitsbasket to download like a tooty fruity:: hell screw this crap, im not waiting im going to sleep ::goes off to bed:: 
  i just watched the first three episodes of fruits basket, it soooo cuuute, i want more!! but stupid KAZAA. URG it crashed and now it wont open, so i restart, but at least when i have things to do today, like laundry.. and shower.. andwell.. sleep, since i need sleep.. but ive only been up for 16 hours.. or something and im getting tired... fehfehfeh ::goes off to make bluekoolaidofdoom:: 
 
THIS MESSAGE IS BEING BROUGHT TO YOU BY DEANNA'S LIVER WHICH IS TRYING TO ESCAPE FROM HER BACK, AND THE RHINO, JUNGLE AND ENDANGERED SPECIES THAT LIVE ON HER SMALL PENIS WHICH DOESNT HAVE AND ELEVATOR AND AN INTERNATIONAL AIRPORT LIKE SOMEONE'S AND BY THE CAPS LOCK BUTTON, SWEET CAPS LOCK AND ALSO BY THE EGG (E) THE HANDCUFFS (%) AND THE RAINBOW (R) ALONG SIDE THE FLOATING (?) ASL THING.


HAHAGGHHAHHHHHJHHH SOGGY MELON BAALLLLLERR! I LOVE THE CAPS LOCK BUTTON TODAY, LAST NIGHT I TALKED TO LISA, IM GOING TO TORONTO WITH HER AND MEG, IS IT FINAL? I DONT KNOW IF IT IS, SO EGG. I WROTE A SONG, OKAY, SO ITS NOT A GOOD SONG, AND I JUST SCREAM ABOUT HOW I HAVE NO TESTICLES AND HOW IM GAY AND STUFF AND HOW I LOOK LIKE I GOT SHOT 6 TIMES AND HAVE BEEN ROTTING FOR 3 WEEEKKSSS.. AND I WAS EATING WHITE CHOCOLATE, AND I SWEAR THEY PUT THAT STUFF THAT THE DENTISTS HAVE IN IT CUZ MY MOTUH WENT NUMB FROM IT,. CUZ THE DENTIST WANT ME DEAD, AND THE REST OF THE WORLD DEAD BY PUTTING THAT NUMBING STUFF IN OUR CHOCOLATE SO WE ALL GO NUMB AND THEN THEY CAN STEAL OUR MONEY AND KILL US ALL OFF THEM SICK BASTARDFS/.... I THINK MY PENIS IS FALLINGOFF ORSOMETHIHNG OR LIKE ALL THE ANIMALS ARE BITING IT AND TRYING TO KNAW IT OFF I WAS RENAMING ALL MY ELIJAH PICTURES AND I SWEAR TO ROD HE'S SO SEXY IN SOME OF THEM I JUST WANT TO JUMP OUTTA A BUILDING I CANT BELIEVE I GOT GIGANTOR ON THAT TEST I THINK I GOT IT BECAUSE I SAID I WAS RETRO, I LIKE ELIJAHS RETRO HAIR, I DO, ITS FUN, I LIKE ELIJAH ALOT, HE'S SO SEDY, I THINK THAT SOMETIMES I WANT TOL IVE IN ONE OF THOSE BLUE COL GEL PACKS THEY PUT IN THE FREEZER CUZ IT LOOKS REALLY FUN, LAST NIGHT I WATCHED WRESTLING AND FURUTAMA WITH MY MOM AND SISTER, I LIKE WRESTLING AND FURUTAMA ITS FUNNY, AND I HAVE NO TESTICLES!

AGAIN THIS MESSAGE WAS BROUGH TO YOU BY DEANNA'S LIVER WHICH IS TRYING TO ESCAPE FROM HER BACK, AND THE RHINO, JUNGLE AND ENDANGERED SPECIES THAT LIVE ON HER SMALL PENIS WHICH DOESNT HAVE AND ELEVATOR AND AN INTERNATIONAL AIRPORT LIKE SOMEONE'S AND BY THE CAPS LOCK BUTTON, SWEET CAPS LOCK AND ALSO BY THE EGG (E) THE HANDCUFFS (%) AND THE RAINBOW (R) ALONG SIDE THE FLOATING (?) ASL THING
 
  HAH!

Which Colossal Death Robot Are You?
I JUST HAD TO PUT THESE RESULTS UP! ITS SO FUNNY! IM GIIIGGAANNTTOOORRR! GIIGAANNTTOOORRR! BIGGER THAN BIG STRONGER THAN STRONG READY TO FIGHT RIGHT AGAINST WROROOOGGNNNGGBBGG ::sings:: 
Thursday, April 04, 2002
  ::thinking:: i really wanna do something with my keenspace account, but i really have /no/ idea what to do! i could just put RANDOM things, but i dont think anyone'll read it. hefehfehfeh ::goes off to draw:: and another thing, i cant seem to get out of this art slump!! uRG! ITS MAKING ME MENTAL. 
  im sick and TIRED of blogger as of late, its REALLY getting to me, cuz usually i have lots of shit to say, and i cant POST anything when i sit there for 20 minutes typing up a big long post then blogger does its BLAHBLAH SERVER CRAP and then i come back three hours later when blogger's back up to find that my post was lost and shit and im beginning to piss me the hell off and not want to bother to WRITE anything important in here, cuz ill most likely loose it 
  im bored.. (still, or again, either way its okay) lol P.S. I HAVE NO TESTICLES!! HAH!!! uhm... im tired.. 
  AWWWW! VIGGO WELCOMED ME!! HE SOUNDED SO PRETTY SEXY GOOD. lol...::is happy:: he finally got a welcome thingy! lol! CHRISTOPHER HANKY WELCOMED ME!! IM SO HEPPY. uhm... yeah, the scary thing is ive been sitting here refreshing this page for 20 minutes... 
  lol, i was reading my EW w/frodo magazine, and i read the articles, and like... it said they first had stuart townsend to play aragorn, IM GLAD THEY DIDNT. im thirsty. ::goes to get some-uh water cuz there is nothing better to drink:: 
  "crack-pot" ::laughs:: ah ::hugs her EW magazine with frodo, aragorn, gandalf, and galadriel on it:: lol... frodo looks so weeird.. but cute, i swear ivory is on drugs. i swear it, shes being such a weido. hefehfehfeh, shes lying on my floor and when i stop petting her for a while she starts crying, ::shrugs:: uuuhm............... nothing really of interest to say, i went to the barber today with maw and britt, i stayed in the car while my sistergot her hair cut, she got it done short, and doesnt like it. personally i think it looks really good, then we dropped her off at home, and went to pick up a mouse for my snake, and i got him, and he was white, and then we went to costco and got some chicken caeser salad, instant ramen, and some battered chicken breasts.. then we came home, i fed my snake, and ate my salad, and stuff, and watched JUDMENT DAY ::laughs:: im bored... now tho.. 
Wednesday, April 03, 2002
  PICKABAR... im bored! ::spins:: see first my computer's internet wasnt working today, so i had to dick with the wires, and restart, but now its fine... feelin' fine! ::writes all over the walls:: i might move my blog to deadjournal, i might not. i don't know, just cuz blogger as of late has been REALLY bothering me! fehfehfeh i probably wont, BUT i /might/ actually change my blog's layout... cuz i have an idea for another one! 
  im tired. as hell. i drew a stupid picture on tony's oekaki.  
  for the love of gandalf hanky! GANDALF HAANNKKKYY! ::laughs:: uhm, yeah, what to do? now that i have kazzzaaaaa, i could download... episodes of .. things, but im lazy ::laughs::: AHEM



let me show you.. ::DUNDUNDUN::
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LOL!!! look... at it... thrust! ::laughs:: 
  im so bored! my sister just got a brand spankin' new computer.. SO THAT MEANS I GOT MY OWN MOUSE BACK! I AM SO HAPPY! ::wipes tear:: this is great, now what should i draw? ::is listening to peephole by system of a down:: ah.. i live such a sad sad life! 
 




I AM CANADIAN


I am 83% CANADIAN!!!

(Take the Canadian-ness test)


~woo!  
 

I am...


I'm Elijah Wood!


Which Fellowship Actor are YOU?



lol, who did you think it'd be? 
Tuesday, April 02, 2002
  man! MAN! MAN! ::laugh:: i donno, my grandparents came over today, and went to go to work with my mom, cuz i didnt wanna stay here and have to talk to them, but when we got to the place i was feeling really really sick, so i didnt go, and got something to eat, and my mom brought me home, i feel bad for not helping ;; oh well, my dad, sister, and brother are watching realtv T_T; and my brother said hi to me, then called me eminem T_T;;;; cuz im blonde, lol, today i watched the A-Team!!! i like the A-team, it amuses me, Murdoc is so retarded he's funny.. and Mr.T had a gold constrution helmet! ::laughs o plenty:: 
  ::feels sad:: im real tired... and sad, and i hate being a broad. 
  stupid blogger! the post below this was typed around 12am! and finsihed about 1am! ASSHOLES!
yeah! LYRICS TIME! i like this song alot, despite who its by

Iris by The Goo Goo Dolls

And I’d give up forever to touch you
’Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You’re the closest to heaven that I’ll ever be
And I don’t wanna go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
And sooner or later it’s over
I just don’t wanna miss you tonight

And I don’t want the world to see me
’Cause I don’t think that they’d understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't comin'
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don’t want the world to see me
’Cause I don’t think that they’d understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don’t want the world to see me
’Cause I don’t think that they’d understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don’t want the world to see me
’Cause I don’t think that they’d understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am



this song just really reminds me of me, it does, cuz no one understands me, and why i do the things /i/ do.. 
  taken from fahrlight's journal!

The What's
1. What (if anything) are you listening to?: the cranberries (lol)
2. What is your all time favorite movie?: lord of the riinnggss!
3. What is your all time favorite song?: far too many to list!
4. What is something that you are embarrased about that is in your house?: probably uh.... uhm... my brother and/or dad
5. What do you wish for?: ELIJAH.

The Who's
7. Who is one person you would make love to (dead, alive, famous, infamous)?: elijah.
8. Who is the hottest movie star?:..uhm letmethink elijah!
9. Who is one person you can depend on?: uh... ... elijah?
10. Who would you put into a music group if you could, and what would they do?: elijah... me.. heh.. (lol) shuttup or i'll ram an al up your ass.

The Do You's
12. Do you speak another language?: i know a few words of french, hunagarian, japanese, uhm... english!
13. Do you have a family game night?: nope... well not really sometimes my brother, mom/sister and me will like stand around in the kitchen and talk .. like last night, i taught my brother how to make a deviled egg.. he had one egg and wanted it to be a deviled egg.. and he was half drunk, it was fun.
14. Do you still play with Legos? lol, no...
15. Do you make a big deal out of little things?: sometimes i do (lol, more like all the time)
16. Do you think you are attractive?: hell no, im hideous! i feel sorry for elijah for having a fan like me.
17. Do you think you are conceited?: uh.. maybe?

The Have You's
18. Have you ever wanted to really hurt someone?: oh yeah
19. Have you almost ever cheated on someone?: ::nod:: one time when playing crazy eights with my sister.. i cheated, but shh no i didnt!
20. Have you ever been to another country, if so which one? lol... YEAH IVE BEEN THE THE U.S. im so cool u_u;
21. Have you ever met a super-star?: no... i met wendal clark! and he signed my book for me! and i met Cuuujjjoooo!!
22. How many people are on your MSN, AOL, or ICQ list(s)?: msn :37, aim : 3 or 4 (lol)
23 What are your names on those lists?: i have many names
24. When was the last time you ate a Pez?: i few months ago, my mom got me a marge simpson pez...
25. If someone were to come over to your house right now, what would you do?: depends who it was...


5 Movies you love:
1. LotR : Fellowship of the Ring (seen it 10 times!)
2. The Matrix (watched it 2 times! lol)
3. . . . . . . . uhm.. REMOTE (coughcough yeah right)
4. uh.. boobs
5. oh yeah! hannibal! and silence of the lambs (lol, even if i only seen parts of it! since i fell asleep!)

5 movies you hate
1.A Beautiful Mind!!!!!!!!!!! (lol, only cuz it beat lotr and i didnt even see it...)
2. see above
3. any movie with julia roberts/hugh grant/sandra bullock(or whatever her name is) in it..
4. ice age
5. see above and reffer back to answer number 2

5 Actors/Actresses you love:
1. elijah wood
2. elijah wood!
3. johnny deppppp!
4. anthony hopkins
5. christopher walken (cuz hes cool!)

taken from michelle's blog!
ahhh im so bored waiting for the DYE in the HAIR to be DONE then i'll be BLONDE and scary.. then i can sleep...
1. What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others? eyes, and chins! lol!!!
2. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president? yeah!!
3. Would you marry for money? probably not
4. Have you had braces? nope...
5. Do you pluck your eyebrows? i find the idea of that stupid... and it god damnwell hurts!
6. Do you ever cut or hurt yourself? ::nods::
7. When was the last time you had a hickey? never! HAH! TAKE THAT TOM JONES! (what did that mean? i dont know!)
8. Could you live without a computer? well.. i could, but it would SUCK because id be so bored.. like even moreso than usual
.9. Do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list etc...? msn.. and sometimes AIM
10. If so, how many people are on your list(s)? i already told you up there!
12. Do you drink enough water? well.. not on purpose, but i like water.. and drink it alot
13. Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off? i dont wear shoes, unless im going into a store or something, i go barefoot...
14. What is your favorite fruit? oranges... and cherries.. and pineapple..
15. Do you eat wheat bread or white? uhh white
16. What is your favorite place to visit? elijah (like ive visited him before! T_T;; i wish)
17. What is the last movie you saw? LLOOORRDD OOFF THHHEE RIINGGGS : the fellowship if the riiing!
18. Do you kiss on the first date? only if its elijah.
19. Are you photogenic? no, i hate pictures of me, i looks so nasty
20. Do you dream in color or black and white? in colour!
21. Are you wearing fingernail polish? yeah, something something forest, its like this dark purple that changes to dark green
22. Is it chipped or fresh? its chipped and old school
.23. Do you have any dimples? i have dimples on my stupid ugly face like the stupid ugly person i am n_n
25. Why do you take surveys? i take them because im bored, and waiting for something..
26. Do you drink alcohol? yup
27. Did you like or do you like high school? well... since i only went one year, i hated it and wanted to die.. so no, i didnt like it
28. What is the most beautiful language? lol, the one elijah speaks so cutely!
29. When you are asleep do you like being kissed awake? lol, if its elijah yes, if its ivory (my dog), no.
30. Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most? sunset, cuz the sun sets on the otherside of the house which MEANS its not blinding me.
31. Do you want to live to be 100? eh...
32. Do you think women should be expected to shave their body hair? women are supposed to.. shave? ::laughs:: eh, i don't care, its up to the person
33. Do you like salty food or sugary food the most? depends..
34. Is a flat stomach important to you? ::pats her round gut:: eh.. itll never happen, so hefehfehfeh
35. Do you or have you played with a ouija board? yea, and it was a load of shit.
36. Are you loyal? to my (very few)friends and elijah, i am very loyal, and would give my life for any of them..
37. Are you tolerant of other people's beliefs? yup, if you believe that the toilet created man, then go for it, just dont try and force me into believing it.
38. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off? off, you dumbass.
39. Do you believe in magic? not really...
40. Do you have nightmares frequently? lol yup, in a way theyre just dreams now... lol, but some times i have dreams that make no sense.
41. Do you like your nose? its a round nose..
42. Do you like abstract art? yup
43. Do you think you can draw well? no, i suck, okay im better than some, but there are tons and millions that are way better than me
44. Do you listen to music daily? yeah, i use music to drownd out my thoughts
45. Do you like to watch cartoons? yeah
46. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real? like 8 or 9
47. How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet? i have one pair of sneakers, and a pair of bright neon green sandal things which ive had since grade 7
48. Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like a variety? uhm... i have two pairs of shoes... i like to go barefoot...
49. Do you write poetry? sometimes..
50. Do you snore? sometimes, like when im sick, or when i sleep in a weird place, like the floor...
51. Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides? on my gut... i always have
52. Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler? rottweilleeerrr! i miss my chaos! I MISS HIM! HE WAS SO COOL
53. Do you lick stamps? lol... yeah, sometimes i just LICK them and stick them to things, cuz i just LOVE the taste of glue T_T
54. Do you use an electric can opener? yeah, its a crappy white one that plugs into the SOCKET ::laughs::
55. Have you ridden in a hot air balloon? no...
56. Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain? ::shrugs:: depends..
57. Do you think balding men should shave their heads? lol, no, i think they should grow it really long and spike it up..
58. Do you know anyone who is clinically depressed? ::looks around:: lol, almost everyone!
59. Do you prefer a piano or a violin? both are very nice.. i think piano tho.. cuz i can play chop sticks!
60. Are you a sex addict? OH YEAH! I HAVE SEX THREE TIMES A DAY CUZ I LOVE IT SO MUCH T_T;; XDD
61. Do you know someone who has cancer? uh... i KNEW someone.. but they died, and became DEAD
63. Do you hunt? i did once! but i wasnt hunting, i just shot a shotgun at a bird when i was like FOUR or something! and ANDY was holding me, and he put his fingers in my EARS ::laughs:: i miss andy, i havent seen him since i was like... in grade 5... my sister loved him..
64. Do you like fast food joints, or expensive restaurants? i dont care! JUST BRING IT ON! ::smacks lips:: LOL!
65. Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum? probably a zoo, cuz come on, they have snakes!
66. Do you have a middle name? yeah, and a stupid one at that.
67. Are you basically a happy person? eh.. im more like pissy
68. Are you tired? yeah actually i am...
69. Did you drink anything with caffeine in it today? yeah i had pop..
70. Have you ever met anyone off the internet? yeah i think..
71. How many phones do you have in your house? 3 or 4..
72. How long is your hair? its like... all crazy and there is no lenght!
73. Do you get along with your parents? basically
74. What color of eyes do you prefer? BLUE! like Elijah's!
75. Are you a virgin? yuppp!
76. What medications do you take? im supposed to take a few, but don't.
77. What does your bedroom look like? a big pile of everything mashing into a match box.

okay going to take blonde stuff out now!
 
  taken from fahrlight's journal!

The What's
1. What (if anything) are you listening to?: the cranberries (lol)
2. What is your all time favorite movie?: lord of the riinnggss!
3. What is your all time favorite song?: far too many to list!
4. What is something that you are embarrased about that is in your house?: probably uh.... uhm... my brother and/or dad
5. What do you wish for?: ELIJAH.

The Who's
7. Who is one person you would make love to (dead, alive, famous, infamous)?: elijah.
8. Who is the hottest movie star?:..uhm letmethink elijah!
9. Who is one person you can depend on?: uh... ... elijah?
10. Who would you put into a music group if you could, and what would they do?: elijah... me.. heh.. (lol) shuttup or i'll ram an al up your ass.

The Do You's
12. Do you speak another language?: i know a few words of french, hunagarian, japanese, uhm... english!
13. Do you have a family game night?: nope... well not really sometimes my brother, mom/sister and me will like stand around in the kitchen and talk .. like last night, i taught my brother how to make a deviled egg.. he had one egg and wanted it to be a deviled egg.. and he was half drunk, it was fun.
14. Do you still play with Legos? lol, no...
15. Do you make a big deal out of little things?: sometimes i do (lol, more like all the time)
16. Do you think you are attractive?: hell no, im hideous! i feel sorry for elijah for having a fan like me.
17. Do you think you are conceited?: uh.. maybe?

The Have You's
18. Have you ever wanted to really hurt someone?: oh yeah
19. Have you almost ever cheated on someone?: ::nod:: one time when playing crazy eights with my sister.. i cheated, but shh no i didnt!
20. Have you ever been to another country, if so which one? lol... YEAH IVE BEEN THE THE U.S. im so cool u_u;
21. Have you ever met a super-star?: no... i met wendal clark! and he signed my book for me! and i met Cuuujjjoooo!!
22. How many people are on your MSN, AOL, or ICQ list(s)?: msn :37, aim : 3 or 4 (lol)
23 What are your names on those lists?: i have many names
24. When was the last time you ate a Pez?: i few months ago, my mom got me a marge simpson pez...
25. If someone were to come over to your house right now, what would you do?: depends who it was...


5 Movies you love:
1. LotR : Fellowship of the Ring (seen it 10 times!)
2. The Matrix (watched it 2 times! lol)
3. . . . . . . . uhm.. REMOTE (coughcough yeah right)
4. uh.. boobs
5. oh yeah! hannibal! and silence of the lambs (lol, even if i only seen parts of it! since i fell asleep!)

5 movies you hate
1.A Beautiful Mind!!!!!!!!!!! (lol, only cuz it beat lotr and i didnt even see it...)
2. see above
3. any movie with julia roberts/hugh grant/sandra bullock(or whatever her name is) in it..
4. ice age
5. see above and reffer back to answer number 2

5 Actors/Actresses you love:
1. elijah wood
2. elijah wood!
3. johnny deppppp!
4. anthony hopkins
5. christopher walken (cuz hes cool!)

taken from michelle's blog!
ahhh im so bored waiting for the DYE in the HAIR to be DONE then i'll be BLONDE and scary.. then i can sleep...
1. What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others? eyes, and chins! lol!!!
2. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president? yeah!!
3. Would you marry for money? probably not
4. Have you had braces? nope...
5. Do you pluck your eyebrows? i find the idea of that stupid... and it god damnwell hurts!
6. Do you ever cut or hurt yourself? ::nods::
7. When was the last time you had a hickey? never! HAH! TAKE THAT TOM JONES! (what did that mean? i dont know!)
8. Could you live without a computer? well.. i could, but it would SUCK because id be so bored.. like even moreso than usual
.9. Do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list etc...? msn.. and sometimes AIM
10. If so, how many people are on your list(s)? i already told you up there!
12. Do you drink enough water? well.. not on purpose, but i like water.. and drink it alot
13. Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off? i dont wear shoes, unless im going into a store or something, i go barefoot...
14. What is your favorite fruit? oranges... and cherries.. and pineapple..
15. Do you eat wheat bread or white? uhh white
16. What is your favorite place to visit? elijah (like ive visited him before! T_T;; i wish)
17. What is the last movie you saw? LLOOORRDD OOFF THHHEE RIINGGGS : the fellowship if the riiing!
18. Do you kiss on the first date? only if its elijah.
19. Are you photogenic? no, i hate pictures of me, i looks so nasty
20. Do you dream in color or black and white? in colour!
21. Are you wearing fingernail polish? yeah, something something forest, its like this dark purple that changes to dark green
22. Is it chipped or fresh? its chipped and old school
.23. Do you have any dimples? i have dimples on my stupid ugly face like the stupid ugly person i am n_n
25. Why do you take surveys? i take them because im bored, and waiting for something..
26. Do you drink alcohol? yup
27. Did you like or do you like high school? well... since i only went one year, i hated it and wanted to die.. so no, i didnt like it
28. What is the most beautiful language? lol, the one elijah speaks so cutely!
29. When you are asleep do you like being kissed awake? lol, if its elijah yes, if its ivory (my dog), no.
30. Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most? sunset, cuz the sun sets on the otherside of the house which MEANS its not blinding me.
31. Do you want to live to be 100? eh...
32. Do you think women should be expected to shave their body hair? women are supposed to.. shave? ::laughs:: eh, i don't care, its up to the person
33. Do you like salty food or sugary food the most? depends..
34. Is a flat stomach important to you? ::pats her round gut:: eh.. itll never happen, so hefehfehfeh
35. Do you or have you played with a ouija board? yea, and it was a load of shit.
36. Are you loyal? to my (very few)friends and elijah, i am very loyal, and would give my life for any of them..
37. Are you tolerant of other people's beliefs? yup, if you believe that the toilet created man, then go for it, just dont try and force me into believing it.
38. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off? off, you dumbass.
39. Do you believe in magic? not really...
40. Do you have nightmares frequently? lol yup, in a way theyre just dreams now... lol, but some times i have dreams that make no sense.
41. Do you like your nose? its a round nose..
42. Do you like abstract art? yup
43. Do you think you can draw well? no, i suck, okay im better than some, but there are tons and millions that are way better than me
44. Do you listen to music daily? yeah, i use music to drownd out my thoughts
45. Do you like to watch cartoons? yeah
46. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real? like 8 or 9
47. How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet? i have one pair of sneakers, and a pair of bright neon green sandal things which ive had since grade 7
48. Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like a variety? uhm... i have two pairs of shoes... i like to go barefoot...
49. Do you write poetry? sometimes..
50. Do you snore? sometimes, like when im sick, or when i sleep in a weird place, like the floor...
51. Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides? on my gut... i always have
52. Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler? rottweilleeerrr! i miss my chaos! I MISS HIM! HE WAS SO COOL
53. Do you lick stamps? lol... yeah, sometimes i just LICK them and stick them to things, cuz i just LOVE the taste of glue T_T
54. Do you use an electric can opener? yeah, its a crappy white one that plugs into the SOCKET ::laughs::
55. Have you ridden in a hot air balloon? no...
56. Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain? ::shrugs:: depends..
57. Do you think balding men should shave their heads? lol, no, i think they should grow it really long and spike it up..
58. Do you know anyone who is clinically depressed? ::looks around:: lol, almost everyone!
59. Do you prefer a piano or a violin? both are very nice.. i think piano tho.. cuz i can play chop sticks!
60. Are you a sex addict? OH YEAH! I HAVE SEX THREE TIMES A DAY CUZ I LOVE IT SO MUCH T_T;; XDD
61. Do you know someone who has cancer? uh... i KNEW someone.. but they died, and became DEAD
63. Do you hunt? i did once! but i wasnt hunting, i just shot a shotgun at a bird when i was like FOUR or something! and ANDY was holding me, and he put his fingers in my EARS ::laughs:: i miss andy, i havent seen him since i was like... in grade 5... my sister loved him..
64. Do you like fast food joints, or expensive restaurants? i dont care! JUST BRING IT ON! ::smacks lips:: LOL!
65. Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum? probably a zoo, cuz come on, they have snakes!
66. Do you have a middle name? yeah, and a stupid one at that.
67. Are you basically a happy person? eh.. im more like pissy
68. Are you tired? yeah actually i am...
69. Did you drink anything with caffeine in it today? yeah i had pop..
70. Have you ever met anyone off the internet? yeah i think..
71. How many phones do you have in your house? 3 or 4..
72. How long is your hair? its like... all crazy and there is no lenght!
73. Do you get along with your parents? basically
74. What color of eyes do you prefer? BLUE! like Elijah's!
75. Are you a virgin? yuppp!
76. What medications do you take? im supposed to take a few, but don't.
77. What does your bedroom look like? a big pile of everything mashing into a match box.

okay going to take blond stuff out now!
 
Monday, April 01, 2002
  ::sneezes:: woo, my hair is being dyed blonde! ::laughs:: IM GONNA BE BLONDE ::GASP:: school huh? cuz im school! 
  urgg stupid blogger, dicking up my life! this better damn well post! uhm... i have many hundreds things to post, but now am too lazy to do it, im gonna be blonde tonight... and i FINALLY got some gel thats NEW and its not like water.. lol, im gonna be SCHOOL! i got this kind of gel because it came with a free comb, i like free things..