[warning: big long post with alot of pissy anger coming up]

this just seems childlish to me. i'm sorry, but just cause people break a few of the rules, they close down the boards. maybe im just in a really bad mood. maybe im sick of everyone and want them all to die? maybe im really sick of life. maybe im just sick of no one really caring about how they inconvenience me. I _HATE_ to inconvenience people, i hate asking for things without like.. paying them, or giving them something, but like people always do that to me, and i hate it. i hate when people dont understand me. no one really understands me fear of people, i really can't handle it, i just can't. all my life i've been teased, and poked at. and im sick of it, im sick of just TAKING it, so i quite school for a year, then i think maybe something will change during that year, but it doesnt. and school comes around again, and i know people are still gonna treat me like i sit around all day and eat, and eat, and even though i dont, they act and treat me like im sort of monster. what the FUCK did i ever do to any of you? really now, i put up with shit, and never say anything about whats bugging me to people, and ive just started talking about somethings, but i cant talk, i dont know how. i dont know how to tell people that theyre making me uncomfortable. so i just take crap. and get yelled at alot. because everyone takes everything out on me. not that i mind or anything cause i know how bad it feels to have no one listen to you, but who can i rant at? this blog? egg? ivory? who? the only one i ever tell my problems to is tenma-chan, cause she is just like me, and understands alot of what im saying... gruh... cause i tell people and they just go like "yeah well do this, its right, what youre doing is stupid" .. well yeah i know its stupid, and i need help.


















i hate you all.  ¶ 11:43 PM

  whoa, the west nile virus o_O canada might have its first human cases of it, and its like... in the GTA... where.. i happen to be located ::O_O's:: well.. im glad i dont. go. outside..... ::shruuugggss:: AHhhhGHAIGHIOAHGOHAGOHOAHGIHGHOAHOHAOAHOOOOO ::EATS DOG FOOD::  ¶ 12:02 PM

  ah there it goes, i stood up and kinda bashed it and reversed the blades and then reversed again and it started working. whose da man?! XDD i donno but it sure as hell aint me.  ¶ 7:19 AM

  lol, i was reading through my old blog entries and like in one of them i ended a post saying this
"oh oh oh then you'll be sorry, you'll be SO sorry! you'll feel like such a jack off, because you and your entire empire of jack offs will be reduced to a corpse in a creek, because of his trials with time...."

XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD that make me laugh TOO hard, also my ceiling fan stopped working, the light works but the fan blades dont move....  ¶ 7:18 AM

  boobs.  ¶ 7:16 AM

  you know.. i REALLY gotta change my blogger template, its starting to get the hell on my nerves, i need to make a mgs2 one!! XDDDDD shuttup stop mocking me, does it sadden you that i don't have a life off of my computer? does it sadden you that school is coming up and i have no new clothes or shoes and havent showered in a week?   ¶ 6:37 AM

  Johnny-Five.com....0_0 IM GLOWYING WITH GLEE! XDD  ¶ 12:49 PM

  HAHAHAHAH SOMEONE OUTSIDE IS USING A JACK HAMMER!!! AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!   ¶ 11:43 AM

  GRUH THIS SUCKS, i was supposed to register for school yesterday but i didnt, and iwas in such a bad mood, and then my mom and i went to get frappes from williams coffee pub, and on the way back we see these GIANT TURBOS coming down the road, and i mean THEY WERE THESE HUGE CYLO(silo? cilo? sylo?) THINGS. and they were REALLLLLLY big and they had to cut the electrical wires down so they could drive down the road, and so me and mom dropped my dad's coffee at the house and went back, and we were RACING them, and it took us ages to find a spot to park so we could WITNESS the TURBOS, and when we did there was a STOOORRE right behind us. so we ate popsicles and watched the turbos. it took them like.. HOURS to drive by... XD the the OPP were from port CREDIT! THEY CAME ALL THE WAY FROM PORT CREDIT WITH THE TURBOS. AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.. stupid OPP. i hate them. my mom said hi to one and he just was like "heuh" kinda like the pope..  ¶ 4:18 AM

 
You are a spork! You are a mismatched hodgepodge of a personality, and as such, utterly useless.

what kitchen utensil are YOU?


utteryly useless indeed.  ¶ 4:10 AM

  I WAS A GIFTED CHILD
i had my niche.
intelligent. creative. or artistic.
what kind of child were you?
(brought you by april)

...im sure  ¶ 3:47 AM

 
["Scary Nights quiz"]

take the test here

w00t  ¶ 3:35 AM

 


you are robin black. you wear a lot of make up. you and your band, the intergalactic all stars, are here to save the world from bad canadian music. good for you. you do that. you're fairly obscure. most people know who you are but know nothing of your music. even though you look like an evil fairy, i bet you could kick my ass, so i'll be quiet.



which charismatic canadian musician are you?






i found this really funny. so i posted it. though im not in a funny mood. infact my day has been hell, and i have the biggest, gayest, retardedest headache imaginable. have a nice day.  ¶ 10:22 PM

  ::rubs hands together in a very gay fashion and smacks lips:: OOOOHHH MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN i just ate some HOT LIQUIDS (aka SOUP) okay last night i was in SUUUCH a bad mood, im REALLY sick, i got like inflaming crap shooting out my ears, thats how ill i am right now, but yeah STUPID PRIMEIRE HATES AVI FILES T_______________________________-- and last night i spent hours on hours drawing an oekaki and my stupid computer garbage face FROZE AND I WAS JUUUUST DONE THE COLOURING OF HER COAT AND SKIN AND GUN AND EVERYTHING AND I ERASED ALL THE GARBAGE AND I WAS COLOUING HER EYES AND UH-UH-UH-UH-UH-UH-UH-UH THE MUSIC IM LISTEING TO SOUNDS LIKE A BROKEN FUCKING RECORD. I WAS SO MAD. I JUST WANTED TO CRY. but i didnt. BUT I WANTED TO. but then i smashed some keys and screamed a bit, and then pouted for a minute or two then turned garbage face back on and screamed at chibiguy cause it was his fault (yeah i blame him.) and yesterday someone walked in crap with their shoes and walked in my room and smeared dog crap on my rug, and on top of that im always being yelled at for things i dont do. ::sobs:: and im sick of my stupid hand me downs and im sick of my dad. last night he comes into my room and britt was sitting in my computer chair and i was laying on my bed and we were laughing at pictures in her cketch book and he comes in and asks us what we're up to, and if we were causing trouble on the internet, and he was asking us if we swear at people on the internet and then he was asking about egg, and all this crap and im just thinking "Oh jeez... what've you been smoking.."



stupid family garbage face.  ¶ 8:48 AM

  i had so much fun at liiiissaa's house. im in such a good mood, lisa's mom is suuuuch a good cooooook.. ::SOBS OF JOY:: i have. all. of, metal. gear. solid. 2.'s. cinematic scenes. on disk. OHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO! thaank lisa! i REALLY wouldve rather payed you though !  ¶ 10:31 PM

  i had so much fun at liiiissaa's house. im in such a good mood, lisa's mom is suuuuch a good cooooook.. ::SOBS OF JOY:: i have. all. of, metal. gear. solid. 2.'s. cinematic scenes. on disk. OHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO! thaank lisa! i REALLY wouldve rather payed you though !  ¶ 10:30 PM

  i fucking hate this!! my stupid fucking peice of SHIT computer doesnt load the oekaki applet anymore I WANT TO FUCKING DIE. IT DOESNT MAKE FUCKING SENSE!! i hate this. i have to reformat. again.  ¶ 11:23 AM

 
Cat's in the Cradle
by Harry Chapin (lyrics by Sandra Chapin).

My child arrived just the other day,
He came to the world in the usual way.
But there were planes to catch, and bills to pay.
He learned to walk while I was away.
And he was talking 'fore I knew it, and as he grew,
He'd say, "I'm gonna be like you, dad.
You know I'm gonna be like you."

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man in the moon.
"When you coming home, dad?" "I don't know when,
But we'll get together then.
You know we'll have a good time then."

My son turned ten just the other day.
He said, "Thanks for the ball, dad, come on let's play.
Can you teach me to throw?" I said, "Not today,
I got a lot to do." He said, "That's ok."
And he walked away, but his smile never dimmmed,
Said, "I'm gonna be like him, yeah.
You know I'm gonna be like him."

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man in the moon.
"When you coming home, dad?" "I don't know when,
But we'll get together then.
You know we'll have a good time then."

Well, he came from college just the other day,
So much like a man I just had to say,
"Son, I'm proud of you. Can you sit for a while?"
He shook his head, and he said with a smile,
"What I'd really like, dad, is to borrow the car keys.
See you later. Can I have them please?"

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man in the moon.
"When you coming home, son?" "I don't know when,
But we'll get together then, dad.
You know we'll have a good time then."

I've long since retired and my son's moved away.
I called him up just the other day.
I said, "I'd like to see you if you don't mind."
He said, "I'd love to, dad, if I could find the time.
You see, my new job's a hassle, and the kid's got the flu,
But it's sure nice talking to you, dad.
It's been sure nice talking to you."
And as I hung up the phone, it occurred to me,
He'd grown up just like me.
My boy was just like me.

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man in the moon.
"When you coming home, son?" "I don't know when,
But we'll get together then, dad.
You know we'll have a good time then."







  ¶ 7:38 PM

  GRUH. MY STUPID. E-mAIL HAS BEEN GETTING SUPER AMOUNTS OF SPAM. METHINKS SOMEONE IS PURPOSELY SIGNING ME UP FOR IT. GRR GRRR. oh well, i guess my junk mail filter is getting set to exclusive. T___T

I HAD A REALLY CRAZY SPOOKY DREAM LAST NIGHT BUT NOW I CANT REMEMBER!! T________T this morning i woke up to really dramatic music on my dad's tv and i walked to the door to the bathroom and i said "wow thats some dramatic music" and then i dont remember anything, then i remember waking up sitting on the toilet, and i was dreaming about something.. but i donno what XDDDDBE AMUSED. then when i came out POPEYE WAS ON!!! and it was an episode i have on VHS somewhere, with sinbad the sailor! and he sings the song that goes like WHOSE THE SOMETHING SOMETHING EXTRAORDINARY FELLOW?! ::lion/bird/animals roar here:: SINBAAAAAD THE SAAILLOOOR!! XDDDDD and it was the one head is better than two ep, and i was laying there in my room listening to it, cause ive seen it so many times, and popeye screams "INTO THE DRINK" and that always amused me. that is all. i love popeye. always have. always will. except for the stupid popeye movie with robin williams ::SHUDDERS:: THAT WAS A DISGRACE TO ALL MAN KIND. the end  ¶ 10:47 AM

  egg just scared the living SHIT out of me, i actually SCREAMED. i was sleeping and i heard a popcan fall off my desk and i didnt think anything of it, and i heard something else fall and i thought that britt was in my room, and i look and she wasnt, then i hear a cup of change fall, and i didnt look and all the stuff fell and i screamed AHRHHRHHH and i was like wait-- i know and i turned the light on and there was egg knocking shit everywhere, she some how escaped from her tank >..> so i put all my pennies on it.. i was having a rEALLY demented dream that someone was coming to get me AGAIN and it REALLY didnt help that egg provided the sound effects >...> XDDD now that i think of it, thats really funny.  ¶ 11:47 PM

  Regards my nazvaniye(imya) - Romanenko's Nastasyua pleasure to work with you steadfast snake.Now, you use chaff!But I require k!YOU USE CHAFF!...You have rockets of sting, why you do not show to me, as you use them?..About WHICH YOU SPEAK?Continue, ogon'(pozhar) far.
  ¶ 3:41 PM

  tonight had the freakiest dream ive had in a LONG time.
okay.
i was with these girls in this resturant, and these bitches i knew from my old school were there and i got into a fight with them, then i was just like "WHATEVER" and me and the girls i was with went outside, and there was this guy like.... standing in the distance watching us, then i was alone walking through this field and he was following me, and i was freaking out. he caught me, and took me off to his 'place' and he impaled me on this table and started changing me(when i say changing, i mean like he was cutting me open and changing how i looked) then like it all started again and i was in the resturant and i left, and remembered that guy, so i tried to get into the car before he could get me, and then i was walking home or something and i FINALLY got home, cause he was always like 10 feet behind me, and i went inside and started screaming and crying, down stairs, and i looked out the window and i could see him looking in the window at me, and it was rainy out, so the window was half fogged up, and i could just see him staring in. so i ran upstairs to my dad and started telling him about it, and my dad was like"... okay" and i told my brother, and my brother is like "I'LL KILL HIM! I'LL KILL HIM!" (cause thats how my brother is) and i was like "Nooo! DONt go out there!" and i was in bed and i could like hear something outside so i was FREAKING out, and stuff and i looked out and i could see him in my backyard looking up at my window. some other stuff happened, but im too lazy to explain how it would make sense.
then i woke up and was like "....o_o"

and now im all edgy.. .xDDDDD but i was a scary dream. YEAH ME AND BRITT WATCHED THE METAL GEAR SOLID MOVIE (Which is just game footage we recorded, and brought in my room to watch with good colour on my tv) XD~~

that is all.
  ¶ 4:13 AM

  Rasputin - Boney M

There lived a certain man in Russia long ago
He was big and strong, in his eyes a flaming glow
Most people looked at him with terror and with fear
But to Moscow chicks he was such a lovely dear
He could preach the bible like a preacher
Full of ecstacy and fire
But he also was the kind of teacher
Women would desire

RA RA RASPUTIN
Lover of the Russian queen
There was a cat that really was gone
RA RA RASPUTIN
Russia's greatest love machine
It was a shame how he carried on

He ruled the Russian land and never mind the Czar
But the kasachok he danced really wunderbar
In all affairs of state he was the man to please
But he was real great when he had a girl to squeeze
For the queen he was no wheeler dealer
Though she'd heard the things he'd done
She believed he was a holy healer
Who would heal her son

RA RA RASPUTIN
Lover of the Russian queen
There was a cat that really was gone
RA RA RASPUTIN
Russia's greatest love machine
It was a shame how he carried on

(Spoken:)
But when his drinking and lusting and his hunger
for power became known to more and more people,
the demands to do something about this outrageous
man became louder and louder.

"This man's just got to go!" declared his enemies
But the ladies begged "Don't you try to do it, please"
No doubt this Rasputin had lots of hidden charms
Though he was a brute they just fell into his arms
Then one night some men of higher standing
Set a trap, they're not to blame
"Come to visit us" they kept demanding
And he really came

RA RA RASPUTIN
Lover of the Russian queen
They put some poison into his wine
RA RA RASPUTIN
Russia's greatest love machine
He drank it all and he said "I feel fine"

RA RA RASPUTIN
Lover of the Russian queen
They didn't quit, they wanted his head
RA RA RASPUTIN
Russia's greatest love machine
And so they shot him till he was dead

(Spoken:) Oh, those Russians...

and another song. xDDDD be amused!


Vladimir Vysotsky - Ìû Âðàùàåì Çåìëþ

Îò ãðàíèöû ìû Çåìëþ âåðòåëè íàçàä -
Áûëî äåëî ñíà÷àëà.
Íî îáðàòíî åå çàêðóòèë íàø êîìáàò,
Îòòîëêíóâøèñü íîãîé îò Óðàëà.
Íàêîíåö-òî íàì äàëè ïðèêàç íàñòóïàòü,
Îòáèðàòü íàøè ïÿäè è êðîõè.
Íî ìû ïîìíèì, êàê ñîëíöå îòïðàâèëîñü âñïÿòü
È åäâà íå çàøëî íà âîñòîêå.

Ìû íå ìåðÿåì Çåìëþ øàãàìè,
Ïîíàïðàñíó öâåòû òåðåáÿ,
Ìû òîëêàåì åå ñàïîãàìè
Îò ñåáÿ! Îò ñåáÿ!

È îò âåòðà ñ âîñòîêà ïðèãíóëèñü ñòîãà,
Æìåòñÿ ê ñêàëàì îòàðà.
Îñü çåìíóþ ìû ñäâèíóëè áåç ðû÷àãà,
Èçìåíèâ íàïðàâëåíüå óäàðà.
Íå ïóãàéòåñü, êîãäà íå íà ìåñòå çàêàò,
Ñóäíûé äåíü - çòî ñêàçêè äëÿ ñòàðøèõ,
Ïðîñòî Çåìëþ âðàùàþò, êóäà çàõîòÿò,
Íàøè ñìåííûå ðîòû íà ìàðøå.

Ìû ïîëçåì, áóãîðêè îáíèìàþ,
Êî÷êè òèñêàåì çëî, íå ëþáÿ
È êîëåíÿìè Çåìëþ òîëêàåì
Îò ñåáÿ! Îò ñåáÿ!


Íå îòûùåò ñðåäü íàñ è îñîáûé îòäåë
Ðóêè êâåðõó ïîäíÿâøèõ,
Âñåì æèâûì - îùóñòèìàÿ ïîëüçà îò òåë:
Êàê ïðèêðûòüå èñïîëüçóåì ïàâøèõ.
Ýòîò ãëóïûé ñâèíåö âñåõ ëè ñðàçó íàéäåò,
Ãäå íàñòèãíåò - â óïîð èëè ñ òûëà?
Êòî-òî òàì âïåðåäè íàâàëèëñÿ íà äîò -
È çåìëÿ íà ìãíîâåíüå çàñòûëà.

ß ñòóïíè ñâîè ñçàäè îñòàâèë,
Ìèìîõîäîì ïî ìåðòâûì ñêîðáÿ.
Øàð çåìíîé ÿ âðàùàþ ëîêòÿìè
Íà ñåáÿ! Íà ñåáÿ!

Êòî-òî âñòàë â ïîëíûé ðîñò è, îòâåñèâ ïîêëîí,
Ïðèíÿë ïóëþ íà âäîõå.
Íî íà çàïàä, íà çàïàä ïîëçåò áàòàëüîí,
×òîáû ñîëíöå âçîøëî íà âîñòîêå.
Æèâîòîì ïî ãðÿçè, äûøèì ñìðàäîì áîëîò,
Íî ãëàçà çàêðûâàåì íà çàïàõ.
Íûí÷å ïî íåáó ñîëíöå íîðìàëüíî èäåò,
Ïîòîìó ÷òî ìû ðâåìñÿ íà çàïàä!

Ðóêè, íîãè íà ìåñòå ëè, íåò ëè, -
êàê íà ñâàäüáå, ðîñó ïðèãóáÿ,
Çåìëþ òÿíåì çóáàìè çà ñòåáëè
Íà ñåáÿ! Îò ñåáÿ!




are you mocking me?


okay.. im so tired but i cant bleedin' sleep! britt and meg in the POOL WOKE ME UP ::GRUMBLES:: oh well........... ....... ph33r my mad russian music

  ¶ 3:38 AM

  HIIIIIIIIIIIIII! my foot is HELLA itchy! im bored, i was playing metalgearsolid2! i got raiden a brown wig, and snake his bandana! <,< im now working on getting all the tags in EASY from the plante chapter! I CANT WAIT TILL THIS WINTER!! you know why? METALGEARSOLID2 SUBSTANCE!!!! YOU GET TO PLAY AS SNAKE AND SKATEBOARD! AHAHAHAHHAAHHA!!! i want the game SO FREEEKIN' BADLY ::CANT WAIT:: maan!!!!!! its gonna be SOOO fun!!! mgs makes me too happy, see they stopped playing lotr in the cinemas, and its now out on DVD, and i /so/ have enough money for it, but im saving up for a Metal Gear Solid art book which is 130 buck CDN plus tax,which is alot, but i completley adore Yoji Shinkawa's art! its so interesting and SO perceptive that i think we will now fight with knives!! DUH DUH DUN DUN DUH DUH YEAAH TO THE DEATH! did i mention tenma drew me a picture of Zorak, and Moltar? XDDDDD i <3 moltar and zorak. ZORAK KILLED THE RAPPING SPACE GOBLIN! xDDDDDDD~~~~

i love space ghost..  ¶ 8:42 AM

  SEE HERE FOR VERY FUNNY (NUDE) LEGOLAS PICTURE!!! XDDDDDDDDDDDD its by ME. so yeah.  ¶ 5:22 AM

  grrruhh its so hot ::sobs:: TWENTY! YES!  ¶ 4:57 PM

  i have ...35... dollars... in.. pennies.... >...< XDDDDDD I DREW MOLTAR! im watching medabots and laughing at "Space MedaFighter X" the end  ¶ 4:48 PM

  GOTO MY SIDE7 GALLERY! TO SEE FUNNY PICTURE OF LEGOLAS!! i drew him with tablet! IN OPENCANVAS! GO ME!!  ¶ 2:53 AM

  oh yeah!! I GOT A RAIDEN FIGURING! THAT HAS A BIG LIKEABLE PACKAGE!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHA AND HIS ROTATING GIRATING HIP THRUSTING ACTION!  ¶ 2:08 PM

  ::bashes head offa keyboard!:: NOW MY OTHER FUCKING KNEE IS FUCKED UP! im gonna end up needing braces for my legs for fucking ass somamabitch sake FUCK FUUUCK! AUHGUUIO. last night my OTHER fucking knee did the same thing the bad one did, and it popped out of its socket grinded around and popped back in, but this time when it popped back in, i couldnt feel the lower half of my leg, for like five minutes or so- then i screamed and screamed and screamed, and no one came, cause they were all outside with the puppies, cause they were SELLING a puppy. oh well, eventually britt came in and heard me screaming, and came and asked what was wrong, and went and got mom, then my dad gave me a sleeping pill, which didnt put me to sleep, infact it just made me really demented and i found so many things funny, then i was depressed, and stayed up all night hugging my mom's pillow and crying, i havent done that in such a long time T_T gruh...



lol, but today i was awake by DUN DUN DUN little jack. and he asked if i had any maryiln manson and slipknot, and i was like yeah and he was like YOURE AN ANIIIIMAL and i LAAAUGHED.


the end of d's useless post, which im sure no one read.  ¶ 2:06 PM

  fuck! man!!! i have SUCH A CRAMPY STOMACH ACHE!! I HATE YOU!! lol XD im so angry!!  ¶ 3:18 AM

  hoy hoy hoy >O< angry knee! whats wrong with the oekaki?  ¶ 1:49 AM

  there, i got my blog this and imood thingys back in order, im feeling kinda blah today, of course i have to get my period the DAY BEFORE we goto the kikiwai store >.> i still cant believe i lost everything. i donno if i mentioned this on here, but i got two viruses in the SAME day, hell in the same HOUR. and it was my own fault. but thats okay. i reformatted again, but i still had everything on a disc, well... the other day i went to run the disk and it says something about the folder being moved. and so i tried again. and again. with no avail i went to britt's computer and tried it there, it still didnt work, so i lost all my drawings from the past... year or so, my COMICSTRIPS which i had like 9 done, and i dont want to redo them, and then i cried. i cant believe i cried. but i did, i was just so angry that i lost everything, it still doesnt really KICK in that i lost it all, but i did. and shit happens. so i got to accept it and not act like it never happened or there was nothing to loose.

on other news, today i re-arranged my room! i was sick of sleeping under my window and need a change! so i moved my bed, egg's tank, my dress w/ tv & vcr, and i got a new extension cord!!!! okay, now if youre reading this far, youre probably thinking "why are you getting so excited by an EXTENSION cord of all things?" well i'll tell you why!!!
Only one outlet in my room works. so i run, my tv/vcr, my lava lamp, egg's heat lamp, my computer, my computer moniter, my scanner, and my speakers off of powerbars and cords, did i mention the plug is on the other side of the room, far away from my computer? well since i have a tendancy to NOT turn on my light at night, i trip over things, esspecially cords. i always forget about cords. big things i can miss, but cords, d falls all the time. so i have to run a cord all the way around my room, and before my BED was covering a powerbar/cord thing so i couldtrip over it, but now that my bed's moved, the cord's gotta go RIGHT against the walls, or i'll be broken legged d. okay, so after MANY years of struggling with not enough cord, i FINALLY mentioned it to my dad, while we were getting food, and he'e like "on the way back we'll goto the store and get one, theyre only like 4 bucks or something. and ta da!!!! I GOT A NEW CORD!!


xDDD thats sad that i wrote that much about a cord.


what else, uhm... egg has a stick in her cage, i got a REALLY cute picture of PREZ. CHOICE TODAY!! she was sleeping on the tv rack thing, and it was SOOO cute! see orginally her hand was dangling off the edge RIGHT above their water dish, and i was like JUST about to take a picture and her nose dipped in, and she woke up and lay down a different way, but a cute way. so i took the picutre.i got two of chibi d, i still need to get some good ones of al, cookie, and blacky aka tentpuppy. but i will. egg is out and about in her cage. shes so cute, i love her.

i really oughta fininish my room but im lazy. i have a dead tree in my room.
  ¶ 1:18 AM

  taken from an e-mail from michelle of doom™

Sex // ..... T.T if you dont know by now, you're never gonna know.
Birthday // novemer 6th 1986
Where do you live // brampton, ontario
Where else have you lived // proton station (sp? jeez i lived there and dont even know how its spelt!) and some other town but i cant remember the name at this moment.
What school do you go to // probably ching, and i dont want to go there, but i have to, but i dont want to.
What are your school colors // fucked if i care.
Nicknames // d, doob, dob, doobie d, deanno...
Where were you born // brampton
What hospital // bramalea peel memorial heritage explosion (xD)
Hair color // it was a blackish blue, but it went a grey-ish green. >.>
Ever died your hair // yes. many many times. my hair hasnt been its natural colour since .... the beggining of grade 6
What color // everycolour i can think of, blue, green, pink, purple, black, red.... blonde...
Hair length // its like... just to my shoulder...(s)
Eye color // brown of DOOOM
Height // 5'9"ish i think
Have any pets // one dog, five puppies but they arent really mine to keep, a bird, and my snake.
Whats their names // Ivory, Chibi D, Cookie, Prez. Choice, Blacky AKA TENT PUPPY, and Al!!
What do you fear most in the world // life.
What do you regret the most // not going there.
If you could do anything without consequences, what would it be // KILL. KILL EVERY HUMAN THAT PISSES ME OFF.
Do you have braces // no.
Do you have glasses // yeah, but i dont wear them.
Are you good at school // no, cause im a complete idiot.
Shoe size // it varies from shoe-make, sometimes i wear an 11, sometimes a 10, and rarely a 9.

*Favorites*
Color // Black, Dark shades of red, silver, really any colour..
Teacher // ... i dont have one
Class // art
Day of the week // thursday/
Holiday // ..... i like... summer holidays, and...christmas, only cause i get stuff, and when d gets stuff, she is happy.
Season // fall
Month // october
Sport // hockey, and curling XD
Movie // lord of the rings
Actress // uhm.. .... .. i donno
Actor // do i even need to ANSWER THIS?
T.V. show // the simpsons .. i guess, i donno anything animated i'll watch...
Food // chinese foooood.
Drink // COKE and POWERADE!!
Band // too many to list.
Male singer // uhm... Serj- System of a down, Corey - Slipknot, Jon - Korn, Wayne - Static X, XDDD i donno theres others...
Female singer // the singer for the cranberries (having a major brain problem as i try and think of her name) and that chick that sings that japanese song, that is like everygirl diserves to dream, and bitch and k- something with a k
E-mail buddy // someone who doesnt e-mail me anymore, and its bothering the hell out of me, cause he just randomly stopped e-mailing me, so i figure he's dead.
Saying // egg.
Two Words // fucj nut
Brand of shoes // i dont CARE.
Radio station // edge102.1, 97.7, and sometimes Q107
Room in your house // either my room, or the laundry room, just cause the laundry room is so old school.
CD // i donno, i dont really listen to cds, i got my computer here.
Pizza Topping // cheese, or hawaaiiiiiaanann
State // IOWA
City // SLUT COUNTY, U.S.A.
Letter // Q or X
Number // i dontcare.
Cereal // Count Chocula (lol, same)
Ice cream flavor // chocolate, heavenly hash, strawberry shortcake, basically everything but like the bubble gum flavours and the stupid flavours like TIGER TAIL
Video game // METAL GEAR SOLID TO THE EXTREME!! XDDD

*Your friends*
Best friend // donno, probably egg, or chibi d
Spend most time with // sister b, and meg i think
Who do you have the most inside jokes with // sister b.

*This or That*
Pretzels or Potato Chips // chips
Jeans or Khakis // ..uhm... JEANS.
Comedy or Drama // probably comedy.
Computer or TV // ... computer OF DOOOM™
Gold or Silver // .. gold ring on silver chain!
Outgoing or Shy // either or.
Tall or Short // beh dont care.
Breakfast or Dinner // DINNNEH!
Day or Night // night.
Radio or Cd's // computer.
Internet or Phone // INTERNET!!! I HATE PHONES TO THE EXTREME XD
98 degrees or O town // fuck, i'd rather DIE than hear EITHER of them.
Happy or sad // eh.
Guy or girl // i donno
Sexy or Cute // CUUUTE!! ::sees otacon and elijah:: -- SEEXXYYYY! ::sees snake::..... so both!
Tuff or wimpy // i dont caare!
Strong or weak // SAME.
Funny or hilarious // hilllllariiairous
Summer or winter // summer is good cause i can swim, but winter is good cause i can SLED.
Love or lust // beh
Friends or family // right now, probably friends. even though i only have like.. 3 or 4
Car or truck // truck?
Dog or cat // i love them both, i love dogs cause theyre affectionate and the love you no matter what, and i love cats cause theyre so cute, and theyre just like "...yeah"
Walk or run // bike
Inside or outside // depends
Hurricane or Tornado // a hurricane WITH tornados!
Thunder or lightning // both!!
Rain or snow // both!
Hail or sleet // hail!
Sunny or cloudy // depends how im feeling.
Loud or quiet // depends how im feeeeling
Mcdonalds or Burger king // burger king makes a good poutine, and grilled chicken salad.
Hardee's or Arby's // Arby's
Rebel or goodie goodie // rebel.
Coffee or tea // tea.... GREEEN TEA!! i love all sorts of tea!
Coke or pepsi // COKE! PEPSI IS ENDORCED BY BRITNEYFUCKMESPEARS ::GAG:: plus it tastes like tin.
Mr. Pibb or Dr. Pepper // DR PEPPER! both DR PIBB AND DR PEPPER DONT HAVE .'s! SCHOOL UP IDIOT! XD
White chocolate or normal chocolate // normal chocolate as in milk chocolate? HELL I JUST LOVE CHOCOLAT
Britney or Christina // kill me
Chocolate or vanilla // Chocolate
Diary or journal // journal.
Writing or typing // typing... my writing is terrible
Cold or hot // i dont care
Pen or pencil // pen to write, pencil to draw!
Candle or insence // beh, i like insence, but they always give me a headache, so candle!
Plain paper or lined paper // plain paper for drawing, lined for doodling and writing!
Curly or straight // curly like a spring
Blanket or sleeping bag // a sleeping bag with a blanket zippedinside
Shower or bath // shower... baths arent fun anymore, playing with ponys in the bath just doesnt have the same KICK IN THE ARSE as it used to have. plus our bath is small.
Body wash or soap // i dont care.
Purfume or Body spray // neither bleck, they both give me headaches
Wal-mart or target // WAL-MART! I LOVE WAL-MART!! their return policy is GREAT! ::<3's::
American Eagle or Abercrombie // puke
Hamburgers or hotdogs // BOTH! I LOVE COSUMING CORPSES! mm... meat...
Great America or Universal Studios // beh
Pochahontas or Mulan // POCHAHONTAS! (even though the story of Mulan is better!!)
Swimmer's ear or ear infection // eughr! neither! if i wear to have one i'd say ear infection, cause swimmers ear is SOO fucking annoying.
Pop tart or toaster strudels // both, stacked ontop of eachother.
Chicken or turkey // CHICK-KEN
MTV or VH1 // since im canadian, i dont get it, so i dont care.
Shorts or pants // pants to the extreme.
Tank tops or t-shirts // t-shirts!
Mandy moore or Jessica Simpson // mandy moore, only cause shes in that movie with elijah.. you know.. try 17
Rich and dumb or Poor and smart // beh rich and dumb!
Markers or colored pencils // MAAAAARKERS
Boxers or briefs // i dont care.
Nike or Adidas // neither, not into slave labour and sweat shops, yo!
Mercedes or BMW // mercedes.
Army or Navy // army i suppose, only cause you can be a sniper! well at least you COULD, i dont think so anymore... so... MARINE CORPS. pfft yeah right semper fi!
Orange or grape // PURPLE!!!
Lime or lemon // both!
Striped or plaid // both!!!
Innie or outie // INNIE! outies are gross >< chibi d has kind of an outie, but thats cause its a hernia.. or something
Hot tub or sauna // ehhh depends, some hottubs look like someone's took a WHIZ in them!
Land or water // WATTTTERRREHH!
Sneeze or cough // sneeze! I LOVE SNEEZING!
Skittles or M&M's // m&ms all the way!
Truth or dare // dare.
Letterman or Leno // JAAAY LENO! i watch just for his chin. and cause COnan is on next.
SNL or mad tv //... SNL... madtv sucks
Drummers or guitar players // i donno
*Which way would you spell it*
Megan or Meghan // Meghan!
Lacey or Lacy // Lacey.
Steven or Stephen // Stephen.
Kurt or Curt // Kurt.
Mark or Marc // Marc.
Brandi or Brandy // Brandy.
Eric or Erik // Eric.
Corrine or Carine // Corrine.
Kari or Carrie // Kari.
Jackie or Jackqui // Jackie.
Deseray or Desirae // Desirae.
Ashley or Ashleigh // Ashley.
Their or there // TheERE
Two, too, or to // toooo!
Here or hear // hear

*Love life*
Do you have a crush // jee i wonder T_T
Whats his or her name // ELIIIJAH.
How old are they // 21
How long have you liked him or her // i donno, since like.......christmas eve 2001
If you could kiss anyone in the world, (you could bring them back to life if they are dead) who would it be // ELIJAH
If you could date anyone in the world, (you could bring them back to life if they are dead) who would it be // ELIJAH
Do you prefer being the dumper or the dumpee // dumper
Do you think there is a person for everyone // yes, but then there are people who are meant to be alone.
If yes, do you know who yours is // YES! wait- no..
Do you believe in love at first sight // no- well--- kinda-- not really, no.
Have you ever been in love // with elijah. with anyone else? not really.
What do you think love is // stupid.
Do you have a b/f or g/f // no.
Do you want one // not esspecially.
How long have you been together // havent.
What do you like about your crush or b/f, g/f // elijah.
When was your first kiss // >.> neeeveeh! (but thats not hard to understand now is it?)
*Past*
First grade teacher's name // Mrs. Richardson i think.. she had grey hair, and retired the year after i had her.
Last words you said // i donno...
Last song you sang // Black Betty by Ram Jam (i was listening to it in james' jeep)
Last meal you ate // I had steak,three onion rings, with a ceaaser salad, and a peice of garlic bread at the golden griddle.
Favorite childhood cartoon // the simpsons XD its sad cause its true!
What did you hate most about school // The people.<- Agrees. <---- agrees <---------- also agrees
Last person you flipped off // sister b i think.
Last song stuck in your head // i donno, probably SOLID AS A ROCK, when we were at the cottage.
What line/verse // SOLID! SOLID AS A ROCK! something something SO HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT!!

*Present*
What's in your CD player // since i dont have a CD player, i'll check my CD ROM drives, and one has metal gear stuff (which a bunch of metal gear solid video files) and the other one has a disk with a bunch of DBZ episodes on it that some guy gave b.
What color sox are you wearing // none
What's under your bed // from what i can see, a giant plush rabbit, egg's mouse eating suitcase, garbage from mcdonalds, a powerbar, a plush donkey and bear ive had forever, some popcans and some paper and other various items
What's the weather like // dark, and cool! its actually nice!
What time did you wake up today // 2pm-ish i think i donno.
Did you think it was earlier, later, or on time // later
*Future*
Who do you want to marry // seriously? no one.
Are you going to college // i'd like to, but probably wont go.
If so, how long do you want to go // ... i donno..
Where do you want to go // donno
What is your career going to be // i'd like to be a herpitoligist, but with the way things are going, i'll probably end up working as a grease cook in the joint where michelle is gonna work XDD
Where are you going to live // i donno.. somewhere nice, like in vancouver.. or something...
How many kids do you want // i dont think i want kids,
Where do you want your honeymoon // up your ass.

*Have you ever*
Smoked // yeah.
Been Drunk // yeah
Been high // no
Done drugs // no
Skinny dipped // not that i recall
Stole // yeah
Stayed up all night on the internet // yeah all the time
Met someone off the internet (in person) // sorta
Been in a fist fight // Yeah
Been in a cat fight // not really..
Wanted to kill someone // all the time
Fell off a chair // XDD yeah!!

*Other*
Do you like your handwriting // hell no! it looks like the writer of it is blind and deaf!
If you could be anybody, who would you be and why // beh i dont care.
Are you picky // sometimes, not really though, cause you know.. stuff
What makes you cry // life.
What makes you mad // also.. life
What do you think of Eminem // he's an egotistical bastard, but he seems to hate people, and hating people is good.
Do you like cartoons // yes, almost everyone imaginable, exept little little kid cartoons, for like... 4 year olds..
Do you believe in heaven // nope.
Do you believe in God // also nope.
Do you think there is a hell // life.
Do you believe in the devil // no.
When you get mad, do you swear a lot // a swear alot to begin with so i donno
Got milk // indeeed.
Do you have a magic 8 ball // i did, but b and i bashed it and wrecked it until it broke apart, and then we mangled it until the little thing with the blue water broke and we got all covered in blue and there was blue on the road and on the curb. it was funny.
Ever worn black nail polish // yeah, its like the best nail polish!
Do you have your own tv and vcr // yeah
Do you see dead people // sometimes rammed up your ass.
Are you a good speller // no! i suck at spelling!
Do you ever steal anything from hotels // lol! YES!
What is your last name backwards? // rolyat... LOL!! ROLYAT!
Do you want to be the first person on the sun when you grow up? // lol, OH YEAAAH!
Pimps// THEYRE AMUSING AS HELL!!

*What Do These Words Make You Think Of*
Frog // Toad-Chan
Carol // tarts
Solider // Russian
Star // boobs
Ticket // master
Breakfast // LORD OF THE RINGS! WHOULD YOU LIKE THE BREAK THE FAST WITH ME? (hey it doesnt have to make sense)

*This or that*
Florida or California? // California...
Sprite or 7-UP? // 7-up tastes good, but it goes flat to quickly
Mountains or the beach? // a beach on a mountain XD
Savage Garden or BB Mak? // beh, savage garden
AIM or MSN Messenger? // AIM i guess, cause AIM doesnt sign me out randomly like msn does.
Geography or Math? // geography!
Leonardo DeCaprio - hot or not // washed up asshole with ugly
Private schools or Public schools? // no school
Email or Phone? // e-mail!
Baseball or Basketball? // neither, i suck at both, and both are boring to watch.
Do you like quieter people or extremely outgoing people? // boooth
Sun or Moon? // MOOOOOOON
Christmas or Your Birthday? // CHRISTMAS! i usually get more stuff! i dont CARE what its supposed to be about. christmas is (to me) getting gifts.
Blue or Purple? // PURPLE
Creed or Blink-182? // XDD CREED! only for the the stapp swallow manuver
Gelly Roll pens or Milky Pens? // gell.
Gap or Limited? // NEIIITHER!
Bath & Body Works or The Body Shop? // the body shop..
Australia or Africa? // BOTH! Australia cause STEVE-O!
Flirting or a good conversation? // good conversation
Which is scarier: tornado, hurricane, or earthquake? // when i was younger, i was terrified of earthquakes, now im just like EH i dont care.
Wavy/curly hair or straight hair? // i dont care
Gelled hair or un-gelled hair (for guys)? // dont car
Nintendo 64 or Playstation? // playstation! N64S SUCK!
Guinea Pigs or Hamsters? // BOTH!!!! im illergic to guinea pig hair, but i love them too!
Bikinis or Tankinis? // neither! both are BLEH!
Hawaii or the Bahamas? // ... HAWAII! only cause its fun to say!






i think ive done that test before XDDD OH WELL!! i really gotta pisssssssss! im so tired! i gotta get up tomorrow >.>


GRR! this wouldve been posted around 2:30am, but blogger was being... a... SHRINKY DINK ::GRRS:: i have the fucking hiccups and theyve given my a headache I HATE THE HICCUPS! I HATE YOU TOO! I HAVE HEARTBURN! the repost of the repost wouldve been posted at 1:00PM!!! if blogger wasnt being a fucknut.  ¶ 12:49 AM

  thanks lisa, i wish i got more... ya know.. praise but people suck, yeah your camera is here, you did leave it in the car, XD

ivory is being so sweet now, which is GOOD cause i was sick and tired of her growling at me. also there is this homing pigeon that's been hanging around our house, its scary.. it just wont leave, everytime i go out there its there, except at night.. ivory is in my bed........ that is all  ¶ 12:53 AM

  im back, like any of you care. im in a bad mood, fuck off.  ¶ 9:14 PM