Foundation made of piss and vinegar . . . . . .
my brother just got arrested, cause the one fucker pulled his bail. my dad's already got someone to fix his wagon.
and my brother JUSt got his life all straightened out... ::eats candy::
i had much good times on the weekend. i couldnt sleep last night and ended up staying awake till after 6am, then i finalyl fell asleep. urrrr~~ uhhrnm i got envelopes that CDs fit into, so im gonna be like tek tek tek and mail lisa some CD.. ass.. XDDDDDDDDDD ::jigs off::
OH MAN IM SO GAY! okay, so re-downloaded the sims, and i foudn a website that has reboot skins. so im happy. uh... i donno... boobs. i havent blogged alot cause im so gay.
she took the prismacolors. T________________________T
yo the
googlismness
deanna is back
deanna is also an ordained minister with the circle of the sacred earth
deanna is a graduate of the foundation for shamanic studies three
deanna is a first
deanna is also a staff member of the "crafty lady university" this month's shop focus
deanna is married to kenneth who recently retired from the general motors plant in mansfield
deanna is the recent recipient of the world
deanna is convinced we have a boy
deanna is every bit as much 'ear candy' as she is 'eye candy'
deanna is a rising artist with a powerful voice and a heart felt message
deanna is only half betazoid
deanna is married to the bishop leonard smith
deanna is also an art teacher at gunn high school in palo alto
deanna is quick to point out that all three
deanna is as smart as any local actress can be
deanna is a great teacher
deanna is a graduate from the university of toronto with a bachelor of music degree in violin performance
deanna is a graduate of douglas county high school
deanna is committed to providing the highest degree of professionalism
deanna is performing contact doris at bel air travel dorisdav@aol
deanna is a woman of the highest character and integrity
deanna is now 4 and the camera will once again be relocated down to the new playroom being finished off
deanna is a professional speaker and teacher
deanna is a graduate of north american college
deanna is featured in the spotlight on sfx's skating site
deanna is fixated with a visitor and is hell bent on humiliating herself in front of her friends and crewmates
deanna is right
deanna is based in alaska
deanna is from star trek the next generation
deanna is the survivor of a traumatic past
deanna is "probably the best female thrower banting's ever had
deanna is a creative thinker
deanna is an illustrator and animator for websites
deanna is also a very wise person with extensive knowledge of philosophy
deanna is showing the cairn around the arboretum
deanna is a mother of three children who enjoys listening to music
deanna is a graduate of york academy of arts
deanna is first and foremost a dedicated friend to anyone who
deanna is just one section of a much larger site
deanna is the type of person who will represent the holstein foundation well
deanna is contacted by social services
deanna is the advisor for fact she completed a grant with gail jones to develop readiness assessment tests for writing classes
deanna is very active with fundraising events such as the annual wine tasting and auction
deanna is a web applications developer for virginia information providers network
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deanna is a finalist
deanna is a world class jazz pianist and at age
deanna is mature enough to realise that she must start thinking about life after sport
deanna is the consummate professional
deanna is a recognized expert in creative learning strategies
deanna is a lifetime charter alumnus of phi theta kappa and a member of mensa
deanna is 6 years old and was diagnosed on june 12
deanna is back in star trek
deanna is gettin ready to rumble
deanna is an active eight year old girl with many motor challenges
deanna is a member of the prudential?s prestigious president?s
deanna is currently pursuing a master's degree/teaching credential at the university of california at davis
deanna is extremely versatile in her vocal style and range for a fourteen year old
deanna is offered a very tempting assignment on betazed
deanna is especially skilled at organic shapes
deanna is a 2002 graduate of waldorf college with a ba in business and has many years of management experience formely working with hy
deanna is committed to
deanna is actually feeling pretty good
deanna is one of those rare all
deanna is a seventh semester family studies major who would like to work for the planned parenthood organization for a few years and then pursue a master's
deanna is planning to set up a residential studio where musicians can stay
deanna is quite a handful and needs some positive influences
deanna is currently interviewing five candidates for her position
deanna is helping add to the number of women pilots who enter jobs in the private and corporate
deanna is a graduate of the american institute of hypnotherapy
deanna is genuinely evil
deanna is admitted to practice law in the state of california
deanna is a femme mom currently living in seattle with her ftm partner and her daughter chloe
deanna is a noteworthy musician to keep an eye on in the future
deanna is an accomplished artist and has a ba in art from san francisco state and a high school teaching credential
deanna is presently treasurer of the smithtown historical society and is on the business committee of the long island museums at stony brook
deanna is also the director of impromp2
deanna is a cool actress
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deanna is sentimental about many things
deanna is dedicated to re
deanna is more interesting than anything else
deanna is the best young actor on the show
deanna is blessed to have you david
deanna is using her sink to clean her dishes after we had lunch
deanna is a talented third grader at steele school
deanna is a graduate of the weist
deanna is working with the westerns channel as we speak
deanna is coordinating our booth there
deanna is pretty
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deanna is a sales rep for a computer consulting company
deanna is an accomplished artist whose work can be seen in synagogues and in private collections throughout the united states
::SHRUG:: boredom. LET ME TELL YOU.
yup yup! sounds about right!
guh dad is gonna be going out soon. so that means i have to watch the pups T_____+ oh well...... i gotta update the links on my blog, like to 8-bit theatre.. and stuff
::yawn:: bmb why must you suck so much as of late?
wow, i really have NOTHING at all to say o_o;; uh, today my dad woke me up (nonpurposely) and so then he offered to make me some eggs, and i said sure, and so i ate eggs, and then i watched something something teXas judge or something.. it was stupid.. then i was gonna give the dogs a bath, but the baithing-toob-thing-doesnt fit on our faucet, so i didnt do it. and then i came to my computer... and now im sitting here.. looking at this screen. again... gruh
pleh, my eyes are killing me.. britt and i were playing the DISNEY MIX (puke) and then she wanted to play the konamix (puke more) for some stupid reason, and then after many many years of being nfected by disney it works, and URRRG MAN THAT HURTS MY EYES SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD yes all those !'s were neccesary and for the record, i CAN spell.
ah, im so filled with boredom, already... people amuse me to a great extent, esspecially STUPID people. (arent they all stupid?)
::looks at tag board:: o_O ::nods::
wow, i got over that one fast.. im hungry..
maybe i have no talent because i was supposed to be one of them.
ooohh meeegg! ::hugs:: im so sorry for being a crappy friend..;.;
VNV Nation - Dark Angel
In your dream you see me clear
I have no restraint, no fear
powerless i watched from faces i'd assumed.
my purpose set. My will defined.
Caress the air. Embrace the skies.
Escape the sorrow and restraint of mortal cities.
Give me time I will be clear. Given time you'll understand.
What posseses me to right what you have suffered.
I'm in this mood because of scorn. I'm in a mood for total war.
To the darkened skies once more and ever onward.
So many years I stood among
the thoughts and tears of those i served.
Among my own I was alone through my own doing.
All the years i walked unknown behind the faces I assumed.
Powerless to clear your mind of what you'd suffered.
They fall again.
They fall again.
Give me time I will be clear.
Given time you'll understand
what posseses me to right what you have suffered.
I'm in this mood because of scorn.
I'm in a mood for total war.
To the darkened skies once more and ever onward.
There is no faith in which to hide.
Even truth is filled with lies.
Doubting angels fall to walk among the living.
I'm in this mood because of scorn.
I'm in a mood for total war.
To the darkened skies once more and ever onward.
I'd only come here seeking peace.
I'd only come here seeking me.
It seems I came to leave
man im feeling really like ass right now.
i think im gonna paint something on my canvas. ::goes off to sketch what to drar on it::
chk chk im jamming to a huge winamp list of doomâ„¢ XD i could post it, but for some reason when i open it in notepad its not in order. and being not in order bugs me. im listening to tatu/alena apina, russian pop all the way! XDDDD i dunno.... im bored.. now im listening to teenage head ::bops to it XDD:: im such a loser.
i feel abused, but im not. im just a loser.
god i keep having retarded dreams involving nemesis (since ive been playing resident evil3 alot and all) but it like molded into metal gear solid-ish-resident-evil-3, it was really spooky, cause i had to fight this dinosaur thing (dino crisis 2 anyone?) but like my dad's "friend" chunk was there and he was a cop, and i had a ninja sword, and i was kickin' ass and taking names, then nemesis came and i kicked his ass, then later, okay this didnt make sense, cause i was playing it on a tv in my dream, but i also was IN the game... but i was seeing through both eyes, i donno, but yeah and it kept getting really dark and i couldnt see anything, but for some reason jill(me) was dressed as the white mage, with a brown cloak over top of her white one. and it was really hard to walk, but i finally got to a save point, and i was like YEA!! so i went to the item box, and started getting my stuff, but then it got really dark and i couldnt see anymore, so i looked for the type writer so i could save, but i couldnt find it, so i just left and crap. so i was walking along slowly cause the mage costume slowed jill down, and like there was all this water and i had to swim, and then i was shuved into this thing will all these dead bodies and the water was really gross, and the dead bodies were telling me how they died, and i was ;0; but im not dead! and then i stopped playing it in the game and went out front of my house and talked to my mom and she was cleaning the wood off of the queen sizes water bed we have in the garage, but for some reason the wood was just a tarp, and it smelt really bad, but after she cleaned it she brought it inside and i went in and oh yeah i didnt mention that we had a bunch of goats, but they werent goats they were actually puppies, and there was 5 of them, chibi d, al, worm, random no.1 and, BLACKY aka TENTPUPPY (r.i.p. ;000; ::SOBS FOR BLACKY::) fuck montreal just scored. T+++T anyways yeah that was basically it. go me. ::goes back to watch tv::
i just woke up. this is bad.
hnrnnn something is wrong with chibi d, she is covered in bumps- but only sometimes, like right now she has none, except the little bit on her ears, and i dont get it.
the other day, i got a rat for egg to try to eat- but i didnt think she could eat it, so i just kinda held him, and named him pointy, then britt said his name should be 60, so then his name was 60. but then since i didnt want egg to just kill him and not eat him, we took him back to the petstore, and got a mouse. which egg ate like a biznitch!
the pups are both in my room, cause dad went out. and im hungry.............. ::SHRUUUGS:: guh hurry up and be six o'cock... XD uhh.. urgghh.... ive been watching so many stupid flash animations lately, most of them are just trash. then there are the funny ones. see it first started at AlbinoBlackSheep.com like 5 or 6 days ago and i love alot of the flash animations they have links to. and then it went to faggity newgrounds. see i have newgrounds, and i always have, ever since like grade 7 or 8 when all the class at lunch time would go on the internet and kill britney spears or nsync or something and it was just so stupid.. but i was looking for metal gear flashanimations and foundsome and i laughed. and laughed. even if they sucked.i suck with flash. the most ive been able to accomplish is like a two frame animation with a white back ground of Eager the purple triange moving his eyes. cause im so ghetto.
i have a weird ass dream, i was like in this house, and there was a bunch of ghosts that i could see, and if you wanted to see a ghost, you had to hold a special item of theirs in your hand. but they(the ghosts) were all asking me to wash the items off so no one could see them so i did, and it was just REALLY weird, and my mom was a ghost, but i dont know why, and at the end of that part i drove off with my mom and handed her a picture of her. and then i was at my cottage, but i wasnt at the same time, and i was walking down this really small skinny dock, and i was fishing. but there was this other guy fishing too, and he kept hooking me with his crazy ass big ass lure, and it hurt, but then i caught this huge fish and fell in the water, and carried it home, and then i set it on the table, and asked my mom if this was a good fish? and she was like yeah! and so i set it on the counter and started cutting it like a cake, and then it was a cake. and i ate some. and so did mom. and it was good.
explorer is crashing, so i end this now.
UH OOHHH!!!! HOLD ON TO YOUR LITTLE GONADS AND STRIIIFE!!
OOOHHH NOOO!!! RICK FROM IMPACT!! ::hides::
THE CLAW XDDD AHHAHAHAH!!! i love that claw.
hmm i feel like ass. i went to my aunts yesterday. ate food. played with puppies. PUPPIES WERE SO CUTE AND LITTLE. and the other puppy THELMA IS A BEAGLE AND SHE IS JUST ADORIBLE!! and stuff. then i walked over into the front lawn cause mom said there was some deer out in the field infront of the house. so i walked. and stepped in wet. and i said "EW ITS WET" and dad said thats cause we were stepping in septic water, so i ran inside and put shoes on, and then ran around outside somemore. then the kitty named Simon was sitting there, and i went over to him and petter him and he was so cute and orange and had bright blue eyes and i kissed him and petted him, then i went home. the end.
cool huh? no! EGG! ..... im so bored, i have nothing to do. ::shrug:: im gonna go... uuh.. play resident evil 3 i suppose ::runs off to fight nemesis like a blind man::
BOOBS BY DEEEEEEEEEE!!!! im eating tic tacs. i had really weird dreams last night. too lazy to type them. one involved a bunch of explosives planted under the ground, and we were all gonna die. and every one was just going nuts and killing people and themselves.
::couch couch:: dammit! last night i spent HOURS just being an idiot and scanning my face. it was fun. im gonna upload some to deviantart.. XD
also meg, if im not online, and you read this, i went up north to get a kitty with my mom. i donno when i'll be back ;_; if im back in time, we gotta see red dragon. sorry ::hug:: but mom cant bring the kitty home alone, cause .. she has to .. drive and everything.. and britt wont go, so im going.
today is my dad's birthday. if you ask me how old he is. i dont know. if you ask him how old he is. he doesnt know.... ::shrug:: XDDDDDDDD ::belch::
i hate my life. i hate my doctor. i just want to die somewhere. alone.
AL IS BACK ::SOBSOB:: IM SO HAPPY!
i feel like complete ass. i just spent the last 40 minutes trying not to puke my guts everywhere. i cant feel my insides- well, i can, but they feel like they are on the outside... i dont know how to explain... urg... this burns...i want to sleep but when i lay down, i explode into many peices.
god, im just so lonley right now, but i dont want any body to see me....
BEHOLD! ARROW HUMPING THE NINTENDO OF DOOM!!!
XDDDDDDDDDDD memories are easy cause your beautiful.
i always like watching the previews for ds9 on citytv, they always make it seem SO dramatic, they always have Capitan Sisko screaming, or saying something REALLY dramatic! like yesterday he was screaming "YOU BETRAYED YOUR UNIFORM!!!" and today it was like "::dramatic close up:: God help us all..." XDDDDDDDD i swear i have to be the only person on earth posting crap in my blog about deep space nine commercials.... XDDDDDDDDDDD and you know what i was watching the news and crap, saying stuff about thanksgiving and how you probably arent planning a trip to the doctor- but i am..... ::shifty eyes:: stupid news people- hating my life.
today, ive just been randomly crying.
for fucking sakes, okay, britt got a bed, but now she wants to rearange her entire room, and expects me to stand there, and wait for her to move all this crap, and im fucking tired, okay? ive had a really fucking rough time, and no one fucking cares. this is what im talking about! all people do is fucking use me! all i want is someone to talk to, all i wanted today was to be with someone. and no one would stay with me. im so fucking lonley.
;000; i just found out that Duke (a dog they had next door) was put down the otherday, they had him for 15 years, thats really depressing... fuck, man, i feel so fucking bad.
im in a bad mood, my stomach is KILLING me... ;0; and my throat hurts, and that asshole dog, that always barks, is fucking barking like an ASSHOLE.
im in a bad mood, my stomach is KILLING me... ;0; and my throat hurts, and that asshole dog, that always barks, is fucking barking like an ASSHOLE.
OH YEAH! and on Monday, im going to my aunt tammy's and EATING TURKEY. FUCK YEAAAH! XDDDD i really want turkey.
K-MART. ::struggles:: deviantart takes so long to load for me ~_+ im all crampy-ampy cause im homo. i took two Valium last night, they kinda made me feel better, but egg, then i went to sleep, and i kept getting woke up by little noises, like my curtain blowing in and out of the window, and my dad moving things in the living room. and it was royally pissing me off.
oh man, i was at mcdonalds in georgetown talking about religeon with laurie, and mom, i started to shake, and just started crying my eyes out. my mom finally knows -everything-, shes knows that i cut myself, she knows everything thats bothering me. and i still feel like fucking shit. she wants to take me to the doctor, im finally going to go about my depression, and my problems. I need someone to talk to, i dont ever want to do what i did again, ive never -EVER- done that. like NEVER. maybe when i was little, but that wasnt about stuff like this, i always cry to myself. and i just cried, and what was so fucking scary is laurie knew i was hiding something, and she said i was, and that freaked me out. cause i was. my mom asked what it feels like when i cut myself, and i told her, that it doesnt hurt, and its the only way to feel anything, like when i dont know how to feel- i donno i explained as well as i could-- and im so tired.... ;0; im going to bed. sorry for being so ehh. ::hugs chibi d and ivory::
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man, im really feeling down... though i shouldnt be, i have had a good few couple of days ~_~ oh well at least i can grope snake ::gropegrope::
Hideously ugly, you belong to the clan of Nosferatu. You keep to yourself because people don't want to be around your stench and ugliness. You are really the cursed of the damned. Usually Nosferatu in life are those who are too vain so must be punished for eternity for being horribly ugly. Perhaps you want people around, but no one wants you around. What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?
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sounds about right.
Alice Cooper - I'm Your Gun
I'm dressed in black
I'm heart attack
And my draw is lightning quick
If you're looking for a man with a magic hands
I can really do the trick
And if you see me on the street
And you're burnin'from the heat
There's a fire down below
You be the target on the bed
I'll be shooting hot lead
Let me take control
You're scared little girl in this big, bad town
So easy to sink, so easy to drown
Pull my trigger, I get bigger
Then I'm lots of fun
I'm your gun
I'm your gun, gun, gun
Bite my bullet
Push and pull it
Tell me I'm the one
I'm your gun
I'm your gun, gun, gun
Hold on steady, always ready, yeah
Well, I'm as hard as they come
I'm a hit and run
I'm a pistol packin'boy
Better walk real slow
I'm on the edge, y'know
And I'm easily annoyed
If someone's giving you trouble
I'll be there on the double
Just call me on the line
I've got the muscle I can flex
It'll fog your little specs
Till you think you're going blind
I know these streets like scars on my back
And I stay as loaded as this gun on my back
Pull my trigger, I get bigger
Then I'm lots of fun
I'm your gun
I'm your gun, gun, gun
Bite my bullet
Push and pull it
Tell me I'm the one
I'm your gun
I'm your gun, gun, gun
Squeeze it tighter
Aim and fire, yeah
Hold on steady, always ready
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Pull my trigger, I get bigger
Then I'm lots of fun
I'm your gun
I'm your gun, gun, gun
Rub my barrel
Straight and narrow
Dress up like a nun
I'm your gun
I'm your gun, gun, gun
Load my clip and lick your lips
This is gettin'fun
I'm your gun
I'm your gun, gun, gun
Hold on steady, always ready, yeah!
the funny thing is, that was one of my FAVOURITE songs when i was little-- and i knew what it meant (thanks to older-stupider-brother)... XDDDDDDDD ::struggles:: im really itchy. whenever willis walks on me i get so itchy, his nails drive me up the wall.
Alice Cooper - Dead Babies
Little Betty ate a pound of aspirin
She got them from the shelf upon the wall
Betty's mommy wasn't there to save her
She didn't hear, hear her little baby call
Dead babies can't take care of themselves
Dead babies can't take things off the shelf
Well, we didn't want you anyway
Lalala-lalalalalala-la
Daddy is an agrophile in Texas
Mommy's on the bar most every night
Little Betty's sleeping in the graveyard
Living there in burgundy and white
Dead babies can't take care of themselves
Dead babies can't take things off the shelf
Well, we didn't love you anyway
Lalala-lalalalalala-la
Goodbye little Betty
Goodbye little Betty
So long little Betty
So long little Betty
Betty, so long
Dead babies can't take care of themselves
Dead babies can't take things off the shelf
Well, we didn't need you anyway
Lalala-lalalalalala-la
Goodbye little Betty
HAHAHA!!! i was just listening to this REALLY old tape of me when i was like 9 or something and i wanted to interview my sister, and she was being a bitch to me, and i called her some bum, and then she was like "IM GONNA TELL MOM YOU SAID THAT!" and im like "She's not home!" and she's like "I'LL TELL DAD THEN!" and i mumble something, and she's like "DAAAD! DEANNA CALLED ME SOME BUM!" and dad is like "A Bum?" and britts like "IT'S NOT FUNNNY" and my dad is like "SOMETHINGSOMETHING SOME BUM?" and britt makes whining noises, and it was SO funny, then later im like "Im hoping to get and inter-wu with(i swear i said it like that)::voice gets deeper and scary:: my Mother." and then you hear it stop, and start and im like having SERIOUS MEAN BITCHY ATTItude and im like "WELL, I'm NOT HAVING a INTERVIEW with my MOTHER cause SHE has to clean BRITTANYS ROOM!!" then im like "ITS THE SAME THING ::SCARY VOICE HERE AGAIN:: EVERY SINGLE DAY.....::normal happy voice:: OH WELL!" i was such a demented kid. let me tell you.
im suprised i havent blogged yet.. XD ive been up since 6am, im all explosion like, cause i got TWO snake wallscrolls!!!! ::HAPPYDAY:: XD I also got a
deviant art account! .... nothing else to say right now!
im not listneing to old dirty bastard, what are you talking about?! i took two of my dad's sleeping pills, and like they didnt make me at all tired. T______+ ::jigs:: i hate oekaki central so much, im gonna draw a picture there, and if it gets deleted i'll kill.
my jaw hurts >_> i have this habit of clenching my teeth, and it makes me feel sick and crap, i had this really weird dream, it was cool, but i dont feel like typing it up with the amount of detail it needs. ::jigs to black sabbath::
i keep thinking this mug has mr.t on it, but it acutally has 90th anniversary displayed on it...
i was in a kind of good mood, but not anymore...fuck
i have serious headache stop want food now stop lack of life stops from living stop
::listens to war pigs by black sabbath:: im hungry, but im not, but i am. i think im gonna go play the sluts. XD
HOW COOL AM I?! IM WATCHING THE DEAD MANDS GUN! HOW COOL? HOW COOL?! XDDDD pfft
im bored,and mystomach is killing me. ITS KILLING ME. i feel llike im going to i dont know, its like my stomach is having a vacuuming/black hole like effect, like its sucking itself into itself, you know like WhhOOooOIIHHOHOOHOhooooOOOOOIIIRRRrrr and im like MRRRGGGNNNGNG!!!
i hate......... this, chibi d is snoring and beingcuteand i want to go over there and gnaw on her face. XD
the... dead... man's.... .... ... ::nods::... .... gun. XD
::tkkatks in the background::DOO DOO DOO DOO DOO DOO DOO! ::JIVES TO THE OPENING OF KNIGHT RIDER::
::listening to her dad hit chibi d:: fuck i want to die..
WHAT KIND OF ELIJAH WOOD ARE YOU??? brought to you by Quizilla
but of course! XD
::rotates:: im .. bored.. reruns of deep space nine ::scoots off to watch::
::STRUGGGLLLLEEE:: im so bored, i cant sleep-- well i might be able to if i tried, but i dont want to, cause im playing the sluts.
::struggle:: i need to stay awake, but im so tired..
i took three of these.. magic... makes you sleep pills, and i didnt think they'd work, but hell, they put me into a coma XDDD i woke up at like 4am, and i couldnt walk cause i was so tired, and i sitll feel like rubber, im gonna go back to sleep.
IM SO SLEEPY!! ::snoresnore:: I FEEL ASLEEP!!! im not mocking the metal gear for NES, REALLY. XDDD ::shifty eyes:: i wanna get ghost babel for gameboy-- do you know what im asking my parents for for my birthday? 200 bucks. a hundred from mom, a hundred from dad. my brother when he was my age asked for money- and got it. lets see if /i'll/ get it. ::scratches eye:: im so tired....
::stuffing face with rice krispie squares:: i wanted a bacon and egg bagel... ::drinks pop:: dammit, i cant sleep! AND ITS PISSING ME OFF! in getting tired cause of the sun and its being in my eyes.
there i pinned my stripy back up. now the sun is a sorry excuse for a penis.
AAHAHAHHA! kevin frankish read my e-mail again, and i said that he would be acted by leonard nimoy if they made a movie about them. HAHAHAH I AM SO AMUUUUSSED.
hmm i did another oekaki, see
here . . ... n_n
....urg.... nice storm <3<3 cant sleep, watching reruns of ds9. woo.
my dad went and got baby d back, and got her tags and stuff, and i had a dream they got them and it said HABTAR on one, and the other said SMOOOSH, and then some other crap happened, and i was getting free ice cream from the basken robins.
excuse me while i go hang myself.
the humane society took my fucking dog, and its MY fault again, cause i was sleeping, and let her out of my room, not knowing where anyone was, since no one tells me fucking anything, and james and sam left the DOOR open downstairs, and chibi d took off, for fucksake I FUCKING HATE MY LIFE. and i cant stop crying, but i didnt know, its not my fucking fault, how was I supposed to know that assholes left the FUCKING DOOR OPEN?! HOW WAS _I_ SUPPOSED TO KNOW THAT MY PARENTS WERENT HERE?! they always shove her in my romo and close my door, and never tell me anything, so i went to sleep, and she woke me up fucking crying so i fucking let her the FUCK OUT of my STUPID FUCKING ROOM.
Im so violent right now, i havent bashed anything in a long time, and i thought i was over that, but im sick of being blamed for everything. i want to die. ::sobbing uncontrollably::
now.. im hungry... my blog is so jivey cause its all like..... BOOBS, and i write so much in here, OH GOD THE ARMY NATIONAL GUARD COMMERCIAL WAS CGED. AHHHH!!! cause theyre too broke to get a real helicopter XDDD uh UH UH WHAT WAS I GONNA SAY DAMMIT IT WAS THE WHOLE DAMN PURPLE OF THIS POST. i wrote purple. what am i smoking? urrrrrrrrg ;0; my eyes are watering ::goes to find chibi d-chan::
dog T_T im still awake, and im watching a STUPID INFOMERCIALS about REPACKAGING I LIKE TO HUMP AMERICA........ im so gay, right now, im GAY. i got a mosquito bite when i was out walking chibi d, and now its gone.... ..... ....... i_i
urgrurguh! okay, i made that CD for mom, but now im not fucking TIRED T__________T ive been feeling down, and not reading blogs, and its SAD cause i just read them, and like, there has been AT MOST one post added. ::gargle:: i guess people have lives now, ~_~ im sad,
H-chan, something is messed up with your blog, and doesnt let me see it.
and
Becky (if you even read this) something is REALLY weirded with your blog, it like does this jivey thing, and the scroll bar goes up and down. unless you already know.
::doesnt think anyone really reads her blog anymore, cause like everyone hates me- or so it feels.::
two words- KNIGHT RIDER. PFFT. i used to love that show.