::crams pancake into mouth::

mmm pancakey goodness, i gotta have a shower, and do some laundry!!

why there exclamations after that i dont know.

mrrf::slicks back hair::

its ASSHOLE HOT IN HERE...




hrrmmmmmmf im being lazy...... i gotta pee... GOOOOOUDDDA.... i have this URGE to draw.. .REALISM!! maybe i'll draw another alice cooper... AFTER PEE! ::DRIVES OFF TO THE TOILET::  ¶ 8:00 AM

  bored... urg.. no one is online.. mom isnt home... no one.. to.. talk.. at... ::falls over and dies::  ¶ 11:11 AM

  i am SO bored.......... DAMMIT!!!!!!!!1 IM COLD I SMELL AND I REALLY NEED TO SLEEP.

actually im not all that tired, but i smell so very rancid, and need to have a mad shower... -__- but im too cold, maybe i should just goto sleep, cause this sucks.



hey i left this open, i went and picked up james with mom, and like... its funny.  ¶ 8:06 AM

  im watching KNIGHT RIDER!! xDDDDDDDDD DAVID HASSELHOFF ::SHOOTS POP OUT NOSE::

i want a kitt!! maybe i'll get 1982 pontiac trans am.. and like MAKE IT INTO KIIIITTTTT <3<3<3 lol pfft yeah right, like i have the uhh.. ability... XDDDDDD


i donno i'll be over this in a week.

  ¶ 3:53 AM

  im so bored, and tired...

unable to locate AWOL soliger, nothing else to report.::puts radio back on hip and heads back to post::  ¶ 12:45 AM

  kay, now things are royally fucking sucking. T_T

grrrrruuuuhh............ i shoulda been away on aim ::GLARES AT DICK:: WHY ARE YOU TALKING AT ME?!
  ¶ 10:57 AM

  ivory bit chibi d on the nose T_T and made her bleed. Ivory is a flaming assfucker. All Chibi D did was smell in her direction, I want to eat Ivory's stupid face so much some times. I hope Chibi D gets much bigger than her, and shows Ivory whose boss.

gah dumb bitch..  ¶ 10:53 AM

  man, people annoy me alot.

i know if i knew me, and read this blog, i'd hate me so much.

eheh....





............. im bored, im trying to stay awake, today might be a good day, but at first sign of badness, im going to sleep. maybe i should continue to teach mom how to play the sims..


neeh, im just gonna play the sims.
  ¶ 8:49 AM

  GRUHruguhhngoghgohogoigioifodsoiosodossoooo IM WATCHING SAILORMOON. pfft, i watched knight rider, i want to draw a picture of an SD kitt XDDD and me glomping him, cause that would be just really scary funny, i also watched THE DEAD MANS GUN.

god i hate dead man's gun, its so boring, and they just have to have an opening like "SOMETHING SOMETHING DEAD MANS GUN, THEY CALLED IT THE DEAD MAN'S GUN, IT WAS THE GUNNIEST OF ALL DEAD MAN'S GUNS DEADMAN'S GUN! DEEADD MAAAN'S GUUUUN" okay, maybe it doesnt say that, but it SHOULD...
XDDDDDDDDDDD~~

.... my foot is itchy, i am SO BORED OH MY ROD!!! OOOOHH MMMMYYY ROOOOOODDD!!!!  ¶ 7:09 AM

  IM EATIN' GUMMEH BABEHS! IM EATIN' GUMMEH BABEHS! IM EATIN' GUMMEH BABEEEEEEHS!!!!
XDDD

i'm all hyper, and bored, since NO ONE IS ONLInE!!!! im gonna DRAR something!!

YEAH!1`!!!1  ¶ 11:45 PM

  wow, i'm feeling like SHIT, i'm sick to my stomach ~_~
like the other night, i was sleeping with al, and al started to freak out and have mad dreams, and she woke me up with all her twitching and crying, and i got really sick, i dont know what that means though, but i still dont feel good.
i feel so crappy, 'cause i gotta clean egg's cage, and haven't yet, and i gotta clean my room, and i should do the dishes, and it's my fault the puppies ate everything, and i feel bad cause i don't want to spend time with ivory, cause she is wearing her diaper (she's in heat T_T) and she's being so STUPID, and they don't put a pad in her diaper, so i don't like her in my room, cause its GROSS, and its just like "WHAT'S THE POINT? IT'S JUST GONNA GO THROUGH" T_T,
and i feel bad 'cause life is so stupid, and its like "whats the point?, i'm just gonna be dead soon anyways..."
urrg, and i feel bad cause im being such a bad friend, 'cause i just don't want to talk to anyone, ~_~
my leg hurts, i scraped on the screws on my bed, that's another thing, i gotta hammer my bed's frame a bit, so it doesn't just BUST one of these days, since my dad wont do it.

my mom made me an ham and egg and cheese samwhich last night, but like, it had egg in it, and i get so sick from eggs, so thats another reason why i'm feeling sick,
and i feel bad cause my mom went and bought me some soy drink, cause milk makes me sick, and it tastes like meat smells, and so i don't really like it, and thats another reason why i feel sick.

i hate dissapointing my parents, but that's all i ever do, i can't help it, i don't know how to be anything else, and i don't know how to change, 'cause i know i'll just eventually sink back into my old habits. 'cause i'm an idiot, who just doesn't care enough to bother with things.

james is yelling at mom, cause "dad" did something stupid (as usual.) i don't see how it's my mom's fault. i don't even really know WHY i call him a dad, he doesn't aid me when i need help, he either ignores me and watches tv, or says something about how my views are totally wrong. why do i even try to talk to him anyways?
i hate men.

sigh~_~
i'm sorry, i needed to ramble, but now im done, and im going to goto sleep. 'cause that's something i can do, sort of right! go me. and it makes me forget about everything thats making me sick, or sad, unless i wake up, with that urge to puke my guts out, like i did the other night...

... -_- doom™ to man





  ¶ 8:30 AM

  my lightbulb died ;0; so now i use my happy happy hap-happy halloween flash light which reminds me of Jack Skelington in all his cute-ness ::hearts::

lol. it has a punkin on it. PUNKIN I SAY! pumpkin. xD PUMP.  ¶ 6:35 AM

  removed links, added a link, uhm... my neighbours are moving ;0; alex!!! NOOOO! HE'S gONNA BE GONE FOREVER ::SOB::

i REALLY hope that when we get new people, they arent a bunch of hicks, or a bunch of crack-ho-dealers....

...
~_~...


i dont feel good, my throat is all UGRHGHY.... =_= i gotta clean egg's cage, but im avoiding doing it...... cause im a bad person.  ¶ 5:55 PM

  how come in rugrats the parents seemingly are never around, and the babies are always alone on adventures, without parental guidance. like i remember seeing this one episode where they were having a garage sale, and the kids were inside the house all by themselves in that pen thing, and there wasnt even a baby moniter or anything... they were just there to cause hell.. what if one of them ate something and choked and died. man would their faces be red.

  ¶ 8:14 AM

  im posting again XD i swear im gonna die of clogged arteries, and im gonna die. the end....

im watching "MONA THE VAMPIRE" this is BOREDOM OFTHE SADDEST KIND.




;00000; sob, i wish i could DRAW!!!!!!! ::STOMP STOMP::  ¶ 6:10 AM

  whoa, what's up with my tagboard o_o;;  ¶ 5:44 AM

  i dont get why im NOT sleeping, ive been tired since 11 last night T____+ im gonna go eat a potato and then im gonna sit on my ass, and watch crappy tv. and then im gonna sleep for 4 months. oh if only it could happen, i'd sleep a few years away, and everyone will think of me as dead.

it would be the life.

^_^  ¶ 5:42 AM

  XDDDDDD Snake:"i got this straw on my groin here" Raiden : "Shuttup."


XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD I AM AMUSED TOO EASILY.

i still want substance, i read that it will come out for ps2 in the spring of 2003. FOR ASSSAKES!!! WHY DO THEY HAVE TO FLAUNT IT IN OUR FACES LIKE THAT?!?!?!?!?! WHHHHHY?!?! DAMMIT! HURRY UP TIME! GO FASTER!!!

that was fast.  ¶ 5:36 AM

  ::laughs at double post:: that happened cause i went back to see if i closed the italic tag in bloggerpost blogthis! ~_~ XD oh well, willis is bugging me, i slept until like half an hour ago, im gonna go play the sims.  ¶ 4:28 PM

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XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD im so amused by those stupid bots.


uhm... boobs...  ¶ 3:42 AM

  Fantasy4103074: Hi a ring bearer! I'm Fantasy
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XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD im so amused by those stupid bots.


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im bored, my mouth is really grossly dry.  ¶ 2:08 AM

  THE NEVER ENDING CYCLE OF PAIN!!!!! ::gasp::  ¶ 11:24 AM

  man, egg can make nightmare noises, O_O last night i was watching CONAN, and i hear this it was like .. i cant explain it, it was like a COUGH but a banging noise, and a choking noise, and i look at egg, and she thrashing around and im like nooo egg!! cause i thought she was regurgetating her food, but she wasnt, she was just struggling to take a dump-- i hope that was why, but it make sense, since her light broke for a while, so she didnt have the proper heat to help her digest it.

but still, the sound she was making, it was so freaky, it was just like HOUSAHJEASsssaWAAAAAI?! cause it be spooky.

my eyes hurt, the batteries in my old dbz clock finally bit the dust, the second hand just twitches in one spot, it just cant make it over the top, which is funny.

i dont remember mydream, but i wish i did, cause dreams are fun... i wish it was SNOWING out, not this CRAP..... oh yeah!! I FINALLY SEEN THE SUBSTANCE COMMERCIAL! <3<3<3 lovelovelovelove i love snake. and otacon.

nothing else to report. ::put radio on hip and heads back to post::  ¶ 11:07 AM

  im trying to watch jay leno, and this american ass just wont shuttup about TERRIORISM and SHIT, T_T get over it. jesus!

man im bored, im gonna start removing blogs offa my link lists, cause i dont check them anymore, cause theyre not updated anymore, and i doubt they read this..

urrg .... my neck is hurty... i got nothing to upload to DA, I GOT NOTHIN MAN!  ¶ 12:31 AM

  oh maaan, tonight i had such a good dinner, i made ribs, potatos and corn, and it was sooooo goood, we gotta buy more ribs, MORE RIIIBS, XDDD my room smells like ribs...anyways, it was good, i forgot how much i like making my own bbq sauce and dry rub, though i really didnt make the sauce today since lack or ingredients.. i donno.... jugs...

::drinks jones cream soda::
im really bored...... dramatization, do not attempt!  ¶ 12:18 AM

  okay, i am OFFICIALLY DYING OF THE BORED.  ¶ 12:03 AM

  my father thinks i am: brainwashed
my mother thinks i am: demented and in need of professional help
my siblings think i am: annoying and smelly


+your three best qualities: .... i... can.. uh.. ::runs off::
+three worst qualities: only THREE? im ugly, i smell, im loud, and can be really mean, and i look like i got hit by a bus, i laugh at things that i shouldnt laugh at, like people with wheel chairs.
+a compliment you got that made you blush: ....... cuh-compliment?
+you get embarrassed when: uh... boobs?
+makes you happy: food. cartoons. sleep. computer. games. snake.
+upsets you: the fact snake and otacon arent real.



yes or no..
+you keep a diary: i have this blog here
+you like to cook: i love to.
+you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: yes. a few.
+fold underwear: I do.. but it seems no one else does, IS THERE SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME?
+you talk in your sleep: sometimes
+you bite your fingernails: i try not to, but sometimes i do.



last..
x. movie you saw: uh... the baby genius movie- even though it was just on tv and i didnt really WATCH it
x. movie you bought: god, i dont know, ive not bought a movie in a long time.
x. song you listened to: im listening to Steven by Alice Cooper song, before that i heard Tenma's remix of the cornbeef hash song.
x. person you've called: my mom
x. person that's called you: uh.......... i donno
x. TV show you've watched: dubbed dragonball z and am still watching it, but before that.. i watched... all the way through ... ds9..
x. time you laughed: when vegeta was like "BULMA ,TRUNKS! IM DOING THIS FOR YOOU!!"



do..
x. you wish you could live somewhere else: yes, actually, it would be good if i didnt live here.
x. others find you attractive: LOL, funny.
x. you want more piercing: maybe
x. you want more tattoos: yes
x. you like cleaning: sometimes.
x. you like roller coasters: yup
x. you write in cursive or print: i write like im blind and deaf



have you..
x. ever cried over a boy/girl: not that i can recall-- unless snake counts when i thought he died in the game ::sob::
x. ever lied to someone: XDDDDDDD OF COURSE NOT!!
x. ever been in a fist fight: n_n;
x. ever been arrested: nope



what..
x. shampoo do you use: i dont care.. anything..
x. perfume do you use: none.
x. are you scared of: people, things with lots of holes and/or bumps, waking up and being deformed. doom.
x. favorite food: potatos and sour cream, chicken, waffles, spagetti, garlic bread, fish'n'chips, HELL ANYTHING!! OHOHOHO!
x. color: black, red, purple, grey, green, tornado



number..
x. of times I have had my heart broken? a bunch of times. ::SIGHS AT SNAKE WALLSCROLL::
x. of hearts I have broken? none, unless the yule log counts.
x. of people I've slept with? XDDDDDD I SLEEP WITH EVERYTHING THAT MOVES!
x. of people I consider my enemies? the entire planet..
x. of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? not a single time
x. of things in my past that I regret? millions.




I DONNO IM GAY1!!111111<-- with lots of 1's and whatnot
  ¶ 8:25 PM

  I AM SO BORED @_@


and my butt is itchy, willis is making me nuts, i finally had a shower! SO I DONT SMELL THAT BAD ANYMORE!! YAY! ::does small jig::

this gum im eating makes me want to go like AIOHFASHIFISADHIJIUOOOOII!1111 wiht lots of ones and whatnot.
  ¶ 4:12 PM

  whoa @_@ my dream was dumb/weird- well just the ending really was, and so was the starting but i dont remember it all that well, but at the very end me and mom were going to buy some meat but then we started buying cabbage, BUT THEN we were supposed to be eating dinner at someone's house, so we left and went to their house, but now my mom was some random man, and we were talking at this table, and this broad said something about an annversery, and her husband got pissed off about something, but then they both got up and closed the curtains and pushed a table infront of the front door, and they went over to the oven, and opened it and they lit this cynlinder-shaped thing on fire and they started laughing, cause they were gonna kill us with FIRE, and we sat there and everything caught on fire, including the two psycho people, and they were laughing cause we were gonna die, they just wouldnt stop laughing, and we were catching on fire, so we busted our way out the windows, and fell down onto the snow, but the crazy guy who was all burnt and dead jumped out after us, and started pouring gas on me (even though i was seeing this like it was a movie) and he pulled at match out of his pocket and went to light it, but then he exploded, and we all just LAUGHED at him.
and we laughed hard, then something happened about getting presents, and there was a box filled with bugs making this noise, then i woke up, and chibi d was chewing the plastic from a package of gum. XDDD



yaaarrrrrrr.....  ¶ 9:26 AM

  I FEEL SO STRROOONG ::sings::

XDDDD

my left arm is dead, i dont know why, last night when i opened my window it just died, ~_~ ive been watching channel 30 cause i know they play the substance commercial on it, and i really wanna see it. XD

my room is so cold cause my old matress and stuff are over my heater ~_~ and i dont even have my big ass blanket, only crappy mccrap small white blanket.

XD on sports centre they were talking about dragonball z cause the one football guy really liked it or something, i wouldnt know, since i dont watch football, and think its really boring, like basketball, and baseball.. the only sport i can watch is curling(LOL) and hockey.... XDDDDDDD

i wanna draw something on the OEKAKI of DOOom but i got nothing over here.
NOTHING.

TUUrrrrrrrrg.... im gonna go back to bed cause im sooo cold.

  ¶ 8:27 AM

 
YOU WOULD DROWN YOURSELF. you are considerably jaded, even apathetic, about life. you find death desirable, but you aren't particularly concerned with suicide. you're strong and opinionated. if you did decide to kill yourself, it would be on a whim, and you wouldn't want to be pitied by those you'd leave behind.



how would you commit suicide?
  ¶ 9:21 PM

  urg, its like someone cleaned out the cookies on my pc. -_- so i have to re-login and crap. yrg. my ass hurts.

i feel like crap.   ¶ 8:46 AM

  ass  ¶ 8:12 AM

  the most disgusting and wrong referral i have ever received.
15 Nov, Fri, 20:13:32 Yahoo: raine maida nude



WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE?!?!?!??!?!?!  ¶ 8:01 AM

  today is a boring day  ¶ 7:51 AM

  added a new link to a blog n_n*

im still listneing to alice cooper.  ¶ 6:39 AM

  i fell asleep with my window open and now egg is all cold so i have her all bundled around my warmness.

i need to make a new blogger layout. as much as i love snake and otacon, this layout is really ugly, im gonna make a new one, but keep this look, only change it a bit, cause this one took too long to make.

XD


::listens to alice cooper::

yurg


im bored and cant draw

  ¶ 5:38 AM

  i am so bored. i woke up, and like my mom said she was gonna bring me chinese mall food home, but she didnt ;0; but she got be a terry's dark chocolate rasberry but, its kinda too bitter, i think it would taste better as milk chocolate... i like oranges more anyways..

IM HUNGRY ::eats stupid rasberry::
i wonder if there is any cabbage rolls left... ::goes off to see::
  ¶ 2:52 AM

  ... jeez, im watching ds9 and just bursted into tears, because the guy told o'brian to make sure his cat chester got looked after (cause he was gonna be killed).... XDDD that is sad. but funny.  ¶ 11:54 AM

  THINGS SUCK. LET ME TELL YOU. ::stomps on things:: dammit, i just want to DRAW something, but im so pissed off at my asshole father.

What does your name mean: according to this website
Your first name of Deanna has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. In a large group of comparative strangers, you are quiet and rather shy, unable to express yourself, not really wanting to become involved in conversation. On the other hand, among friends with whom you feel at ease, you are expressive, witty, and quite charming. These contrasting natures make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. If you are not careful, people take advantage of your generous nature. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding. You must guard against emotional excesses, which could result in depletion of energy, creating a desire for quick-energy foods. You could suffer through skin irritations, blood conditions, back trouble, and later, through arthritis. Heart, lung, or bronchial weaknesses could also result. and also, its a variation of diana, diana meaning "heavenly, devine", ALSO it supposedly means bright.. i dunno xD
Birthday: November 6th 1986
Zodiac sign: Scorpio
What are you plans for today: uh... being pissed off, and sleep.
What time is it: my computer says 9:43am

Last person who.........

Talk on the phone with: uhm.. i dont know.
Slept in your bed: person..? ... like 4 years ago my friend jessie slept over and i gave her my bed and i slept on the floor.. XD, non person being chibi d. and shes still sleeping.
Saw you cry: My mom, or Chibi D
Told you, you were pretty: god, my mom XD along time ago.
You shared a drink with: Britt, it was a red powerade.
You went to the movies with: meg and lisa.. i think
You went to the mall with: I went to the chinese mall with mom, britt and meg.
Yelled at you: assnad dad
Sent you an e-mail: Michelle (she sent this XD)

Have you ever......

Said "i love you," and not meant it: i dont say i love you to anyone really.
Gotten into a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish/etc.: XD yes. almost everyday. ::glares at willis::
Danced naked: eww... no way! maybe when i was.. like.. a baby.
Had a dream about something REALLY crazy?: read down a bit, that will answer your question.
Stalked someone: XD no.
Had a mud bath: ive played in mud.
Wished u were the opposite sex: yes XD

What time is it now: 9:50am

Been to....

New York: no
California: no
Hawaii: no
Mexico: no
China: no


Would you rather have......

Apples or banana's: banananas XDDDD
Red or blue: red
Spring or fall: fall
Santa or rudolph: Uncle Ben
Math or english: art
High School or College: i'd like to be in either. but stuff sucks. and im too chicken shit to go.

What time is it now: 9:52am (jeez, ask enough)

What are you going to do after this survey: probably sit in bed with chibi d, or try and get the sims to work XD
Do you have a boy/girlfriend: do i look like i have one?
What was the last meal you ate: i ate two cabbage rolls.
Are you bored: dammit yes
How many buddies do you have online?: i donno, im not on anything
Last movie you saw: ::ponder:: i have no idea.
Last noise you heard: Tv talking at me, and chibi d snoring/breathing heavily

OK NOW ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS!!

The most distinctive: meg and lisa.
Is going to have the most kids: Chibi D or Egg
Known the longest: Meg
Is the loudest: Me, but am i my own friend?
Is the Quietest: Egg
Funniest: Meg and Lisa
Do you have the most classes with: Do i look like i goto school?
Will fill this out & send it back the soonest: uh.. anyone whose bored
Is the smartest: I have no idea..... XD
Do you miss the most: Lisa
Where was the last time you went outta state: ...state? did i ever go out of state?
What is your lucky number: numbers hold no luck for me.
What time is it now: 9:57am

Have you ever...........

Smoked marijuana: I'd rather be shot in my face.
Played monopoly: XDDD yes. i am the man (PFFT)
Jumped on a trampoline: used to have one when i was little..
Visited another country: Yes.Twice, i went to Florida
Found licence plates of all 50 states: there is 50 states?
Tried the new pepsi: Like pepsi bloo? YES. I DID. ITS LIKE BETA GOODNESS.
Colored in a little kids coloring book: YES.
Had a bubble bath: who HASNT?! T_T;;
Ridden on an airplane: nope
Ridden on a train: nope
Ridden in a boat: yeep
Ridden on a camel: i rode a mule once..
Been in a car accident: yepyep
Played with barbies: XD yes, then i cut their hair and painted it different colours.
Eaten kraft Macaroni & cheese: no, cause you know, im so rich and can afford REAL food. T_T
Stayed up all night on the internet: All the time
Shoved stuff under your bed & in your closet to make it look clean: XD yes, and recently to boot.
Had an operation or surgery: pfft, not unless getting your tonselels out counts.
Broken a bone: i chipped my tail bone, and fucked up my finger, and my fingers still not the same. but i dont think it was broken
Thought that u were pregnant: pfft
Ordered somethin off an informercial: ive wanted to, my mom bought me two beaniebuddies from the shopping network.
Watched jerry springer: unfortunatly.
Been in trouble for talkin in class: yeah. ::sniffle::
Been afraid of the dark: XD yes
Been in the hospital: only twice for myself, and a few times to visit people.
Had stitches: nope
Dumped someone and regretted it: i dont even need to ANSWER this
Went out with more than one person at once: do i look like ive went out with ANYONE?
lied to your parents: yeah, who hasent?
Saved someone's life: pfft.
Fell asleep in class: XDD yes, it was history class, and i fell asleep in my book, and mr radke yelled at me, and scared the shit out of me.
What time is it now: 10:05am
Ever kissed a rubber ducky on the nose, through a rubber garden hose?: oh yeah.T+T

ass... the time is off, cause i was going by my computer clock...

dammit...

im hurting alot. ::slumps over and dies::  ¶ 10:12 AM

  i hate my life. i hate my dad. i want to die. other than that, everything just fucking dandy.  ¶ 8:30 AM

  im feeling really stupid, i know im stupid, but i REALLY feel like everyone is treating me like im dumb... L_L ..... i donno, maybe im just too stupid to comprehend things.  ¶ 1:00 PM

  hammin' it up on the ol' airway.... XD

im bored out of my mind. i hate my dad.
T+T

i wish i didnt have to deal with people like him and willis wont leave me alone and if i make him go intothe living room dad sits there and screams at him and swears at me for not doing anything T___T

i hate life so much sometimes, i just want to slice my eyeballs out.  ¶ 12:50 PM

  hammin' it up on the ol' airway.... XD

im bored out of my mind. i hate my dad.
T+T

i wish i didnt have to deal with people like him and willis wont leave me alone and if i make him go intothe living room dad sits there and screams at him and swears at me for not doing anything T___T

i hate life so much sometimes, i just want to slice my eyeballs out.  ¶ 12:50 PM

  wow, tom petty looks so bad and old now. ::sobs:: XDDDD urrg no one good is on coNAN.

im so borrrred.....

~_+ ::goes off::  ¶ 12:39 AM

  Do you know who was driving that car? Well to say the least it was a corpse . . the corpse of Matlock. How was he driving you ask? Well his dead foot happened to be taped [with duct tape] to the gas petal. He couldn’t swerve because he was dead. As he drove along the Highway, it happened to bend slightly and he didn’t turn so he went right off of the highway and his car got stuck in a tree. Matlock’s festering corpse smashed out of the window and rolled down the hillside in to a slowly flowing river.


NYAHAHhahaha. the end  ¶ 12:35 AM

  nayayrayrar, ::gnaws off legs::


  ¶ 10:09 AM

  oh yeah ::points:: i added linkses.  ¶ 9:29 AM

  hmm hmm NOw that i got my mgs artbook, i think im gonna make a new blogger template using a picture from it. BUT WHICH ONE? THEY ALL BE SEXY. MAYBE NOOD ONE OF SNAKE. XDD

~_~ i be tired.
  ¶ 9:29 AM

  ::TRYING TO STOP SELF FROM PUKING:: URRG! i puked in my mouth, and like now this acidy BURNINGNESS WONT GO AWAY AND I CANT STOP COUGHING AND GAGGING!!! ::crampcramp:: T___+

::coughcoughhackdeath::  ¶ 8:55 AM

  yurg @_@ i cleaned egg's cage, washed everything in it, and got rid of all the brown chip stuff, and just put newspaper down, ~_~ her light died though, i picked it up and the light bulb was just hanging by a wire T_T so i just have the base of my lava lamp shining into her cage.

the stupid lady my mom works for keeps bouncing her checks, and wont return my mom's phone calls, so my mom has no money, my dad does, but ... he's my dad, i'll see if he'll buy me a new lightbulb for egg, cause theyre like 15 dollars.

i need to restart my gay gay computer of gayness.  ¶ 6:31 AM

  @_@ i had a stupid dream, me and eminem were wearing nurse uniforms, then i was livining in a sim house with otacon, then right before i woke up, in my dream i said something about eating santa when he comes over.


....


................ XD  ¶ 6:48 PM

  udgaushdls. i got new bed. sorta. i just actually got two matresesess. which is nice. i cant sleep. nrhrhn i love my mom.

AWWWWWW she's like egg! ONLY SHES A RED AXANTHIC AND SHE'S 16000 DOLLARS.

::looking for a male 50% het for Albino ball python:: la la la, i found one for 175 dollars.. now im begining to wonder if egg is really a she...


::goes off to watch spongebob::  ¶ 3:19 AM

  what the FUCK is wrong with me?

i feel so bad, i dont deserve this art book, i dont deserve the sims deluxe, i didnt deserve the forty dollars.

i dont know why im so upset, mom and james (and grandparents) WANTED to give me the things they gave me. But i feel so fucking shitty about taking it. im so useless, why would someone want to give me something?

i should have went with my mom up north, i knew it. im trying so hard not to cry about this, but I CANT HELP IT!! im falling apart or something..
I'm so so sorry Lisa, for not talking to you much, I really wanted you to come to Chinatown with us, but now im feeling like a complete loser and a jerk, and i have no money, and i wouldnt dare ask for any, so i couldnt go with you next weekend. maybe we could do something that doesnt require money.

I just want to be my normal self, like im used to little bits of depression, but this sucks ALOT, ever since the incident in mcdonalds in georgetown, ive been feeling like such a reject and a dissapointment.  ¶ 2:44 AM

  ::SQUEAL:: I GOT MY MGS ARTBOOK!! W00000T!!!!! and i got an ADORIBLE Chii Clock, and an inflatable hello kitty mace. W0000T XDDDDDD and i helped meg pay for angel cage artbook. weeeee~~ n_n  ¶ 1:20 AM

  i hate deviantart so much sometimes! IT TAKES SO LONG TO LOAD ITS MADDENING!! T_T and the fucking ads , dont get me started on the fucking ads.  ¶ 10:36 AM

  for some reason, which i can't figure out, britt just screamed to be and told me that hte pard~rige family is on. T_X XDDDDD;;;   ¶ 10:21 AM

  i hate people.

AHEM.

HI. im up early, esspecially cause i went to bed at like 6 in the morning @_@ im SO ITCHY! my brother shut my door last night, and my room was SO HOT when i woke up, and it was SO GROSS T_T i hate the fact my dad doesnt turn the heat down and then YELLS at me for having my window wide open. its the only way egg does toast in her cage. T_T

stupid wankers.

well, i guess im gonna play sims until someone comes online. cause i wanna goto toronto n_n sorta -_-;;;;;;
of course i have laundry to do first, and a shower to take. T_T

i hate doing stuff. like living.  ¶ 10:11 AM

  I CANT FOOOKING SLEEP T__+   ¶ 5:10 AM

  OHHH HYEAH!! WHOSE NOW THE PROUD NEW OWNER OF THE SIMS DELUXE!! ME! EXACTLY!! MATURE SEXUAL THEMES xDDD  ¶ 12:11 AM

  man, i woke up at quater to three... @_@ ::eyes water madly:: dammit, well, today i woke up, my eyes WERENT encrusted over, and theyre not red or itchy like they were yesterday (what the hell man?) ...uhm... i should go start making THE ROAST, XD i dont really wanna right now, i just want to lay down and sleep... what is wrong with me? thats all i ever want to do. i dont even want to goto toronto this saturday. and that is bad.


urrhg... i go.  ¶ 3:30 PM

  i think i have the beginnings of what could be ...pink eye.
im feeling better today. last night i had a sob-fest 1999 and ivory came in and wouldnt stop licking my face until my nostrals were empty. then she sat on me. and started licking my hand clean. then AL started licking my knee. i have demented dog with demented puppies.

i think i felt so bad all day yesterday cause my mom woke me up from my sleeping pill enduced sleep, and like, i was so tired.

now i just feel like a untitled boob hippy with the almost happenenings of pink eye.
  ¶ 9:18 AM

  stuff still sucks.
my mom woke me up from my slumber o' the sleeping pills. @_@ i took four. she was gonna take me to kikiwai to get my mgs artbook, but then dad and JAMES took the caaar, and britt went to sleep, and by the time it all went down it was too fucking late. so then we were just gonna goto the mandarin (or something) and then britt didn WANT to so me and mom went to the mandarin and ate alot, and i drank her boozey drinks, and actually felt good for a while.
then i didnt want to come home, so we drove to the pet store to look at some bird, but by the time we got there is was closed, and then we got back i came inside with mom then dad yelled at mom, some shit happened, me and mom went and drove to randy's and gave him some stuff, and then we came home, and picked up james and sam, and then dropped sam off at home, then drove james to work, then dropped a movie off at blockbusters, on the way back im feeling like shit and trying to hard to cry, so i was looking at the reflections on the road from the water, while mom was trying to talk to me but i couldnt hear her, and i felt so bad cause i wasnt talking to her, but i knew i would just start crying and then we got home, and now im here crying my eyes out cause i hate everyone.
im going back to bed  ¶ 12:04 AM

  i hate this. im going to hang myself. i hate my dad. i hate my life. i knew today was going to be a bad day. im taking some sleeping pills.  ¶ 10:07 AM

  i wish my mom's barbecue had propane. then i could cook my ribs. I WANT THEm COOOKED. NOW. probably should have eaten the waffles. meat isnt so good, this early in the morning. hey maybe since its my birthday, mom will take me and britt to jack astors, then again, if she did, i would have to shower. and im not soshowery today, im more like go away or im gonna beat you with a rod of some sort.

damn that cursed inanimate carbon rod! ALWAYS ONE STEP AHEAD OF ME! one day you will fail, and i will stab you and clue you to a wheel chair and then send you FLAMING down a hill.


p.s. andrew likes my hometown.  ¶ 10:01 AM

  IM HUNGRY AND CANT SLEEP. WILLIS IS MAKING ME NUTS ::eats willis' face::



tammit! TAM YOU ALL. i want waffles, only my dad is home. i hate people. my boob is itchy. nibs is a funny word. so is niblet. and giblet. and yolk. and tender. words can be funny.

i'm stuck in my wheelchair and i want my baby back ribs!!!!!!  ¶ 9:58 AM

  pleh. i dont feel good. im going back to bed. screw this.  ¶ 8:52 AM

  urghnnnnnnnnnrrnshgghhhhhnnn.

that is all. ::slumps over and dies in puddle of own drool::  ¶ 8:13 AM

  URG I HATE THE DODGESX 2.0 COMMERCIAL!!! ITS SO FUCKING STUPID!!! THE GUY IS SO UGLY AND HIS FOOT IS SO HIDEOUS!!!! I WOULDNT PAY FOR SUCH A FUCKING SHIT COMMERCIAL. WHAT THE HELL WAS THE DODGE ADVERT-DESIGN-PEOPLE THINKING?!

ahem. i had to get that off my chest. im up so early. cause chibi d puked. see normally i wouldnt care if she did it on the floor. but she did it on my BED. T___T bad day/night let me tell you, i hate stuff. urg. my mom thinks my stupid wisdom teeth are coming in cause latley ive been randomly getting fevers on my face.


::goes to watch britt play KINGDOM HEARTS <-- said very mockingly::   ¶ 9:17 AM

  i think i know why i dreamt about my ribcage being all messed up, cause theyre killing me right now, like RIGHT in the middle urgruhru... i cant get that image of myself with the demented ness........ i only wonder where james got all that blood... ...~_~  ¶ 1:57 PM

  yesterday was a good day, but now my corpse is feeling the feel of walking from the skydo to chinatown... ::struggle::

i had a weird dream last night, it was WEIRD, okay, i'm only gonna put the part i remember most,
it started out, i was at home, and i dont know what i was doing, but something was wrong with my body, like my ribs were too small and they were in the wrong place, like they were REALLY high up, and they were like splitting open, cause something inside them was growing really fast, and they were really gross feeling, and for some reason i could REALLY feel them, and it was sooooooo gross, and then james came in and said that this shop-vac-esque thing filled with blood would make me feel better, so he put all this blood on my bed, but my bed held it like a tub would, and i was sleeping in blood, and it was so demented, but it was warm and made me feel so much better, then the next day i went out to the living room, but now in the middle of my ribs something soft was pressing out and if anything touched it, it BURNT like TIGER, so i was flipping out, and screaming and telling my dad to call the doctor quick, and he's like okay, and did so, but like the only time i could go was a week later, and i was like FUCK!!
and then some other stuff happened.

but it wasnt interesting.



n_n;;;;;;
  ¶ 12:53 PM

  BEST DAY EVER. my feet STANK. i'll actually type things later. i need sleep or i am going to die.  ¶ 7:24 PM

  im real tired, but i cant sleep. urrg, i slept at my gramma's and had this one FUCKED up dream, it was so demented. i'll type it up later. ::goes to lay down::  ¶ 4:27 AM

  ::hums:: my biiiirthdaaay is coming up ::does a small celebratory jig:: uh... boobs..... ::eats candy:: last night i watched an Alice Cooper concert <3<3<3 he looks so old now, which makes me sad...  ¶ 12:19 PM