Foundation made of piss and vinegar . . . . . .
Friday, January 31, 2003
  ::JIGS:: i just finished writing out today's diet. w00t. go me! xD; fef, im bored though, and since ive been up all night, it makes me want to sleep. i'd do my laundry. but its scary downstairs. XDDDDD!!!

yeaahh.. that's why im not doing it <____< 
  THIS SUCKS!!!! >_< i just spent a really long time (well not that long) drawing a really cute picture, and i actually LIKED it. and it didnt post on the oekaki, but i got a crappy screenshot of it T_+ and its a GIF so it looks like CRAP and it makes me sad.. oh well... ;___; 
  what up ? XD;;; ahh i be feelin' better today, ::jigs:: uhhh... YEAAaaaap... im bored though, bored like man. ::looks at cock:: almost time for.. breakfast~! yay! ::runs off:: 
Thursday, January 30, 2003
 

Which Ringwraith are You?
By Lisa


ah, amusement. 
  why is it, when i do something for myself, finally, i get depressed, when doing nothing for me, and just sitting around makes me feel okay?
im really upset right now, and i have no idea at all why. i need to do laundry, and have a shower, but i dont know why, but i just cant seem to get up and do anything, im so drained, i just sleep, thats all i can do right, and it's really driving me up the wall. i used to like doing stuff. i dont even want to see my friends. i just want to sit here. and do nothing. i dont even know if im crying, or if my eyes are watering.

-__- maybe its all just in my head, and im making it all up. 
Tuesday, January 28, 2003
  ::licks chops:: well, today's dinner was better than yesterday's. today, i got, hot dogs!! and broccoli (yum n__n) and i got half a banana, which i mixed with my ice cream, and it was so good, but, also, had to eat a half a cup of carrots <_< carrots are okay, but, i like to DICK mine in ranch dressing, and since i couldnt, and i wasnt allowed butter, i just ate the carrots raw and alone, while i was cooking the WEINERS and the BROCCOLI, this diet inst that bad, its just a little.. weird..

well... off i go!

sorry for boring post XDDDD;; nothing else much happened today, james and dad fought, i slept on and off, my head hurt. and i ate. ;__+ 
  henmefh, lisa came over today, we didnt do much, cause i really wasnt feeling all to good, @_@

urgle, i dont know why, but i just can't seem to sleep the night through, i always wake up with a headache. ;___; and now im on a diiiieettt, well, i figure, this diet worked for my aunt, and my aunt was ::shudder::, so maybe it'll work for me?

gmnhm, BUT IT SUCKS, you cant eat between meals, and like..... the meals are SMALL.. im used to snacking alot, and AND EATING ONE BIG AS HELL MEAL... mehhh ::ponders what i get for breakfast today:: woo! today i kinda get something! a hard boiled egg, a peice of toast, and a banana.. XP yesterday for lunch, i had a can of tuna, and a peice of toast. A CAN OF TUNA. god was i hungry for dinner, and dinner was, a cup of wax beans, 3 oz of sliced turkey (thats like, 3 slices, and a little bit), a small apple, and a cup of vanilla ice cream. see, i woulda gave up the ice cream, just to have some god damn butter on those beans, but, there is no subsitutes ;___; ::sucks back stupid water:: and water is all i can have... WATER IS ALL I CAN HAAAVVE..

geh, im gonna go lay back down. my head is killing me. 
Monday, January 27, 2003
  my eye is goobing, yes goobbiiiiinnnggg......


ivory jumped in my bed and i huggled her. now im awake. i cant remember any of my dream(s) 
  ,anmugfsak.s!@Q213w3y4ewlkmhgjnlkdsgnlkgklndwkdkljgio !11

im bored. and sick. and gay. and i want. mans. 
Sunday, January 26, 2003
  URRG, i feel liek ASS, and i can't sleep!! ::STOMPS:: isnt that interesting? yes, so interesting, and so perceptive, that i think we will now fight with knives! DUH NUHDHUNUHNUHUNH! YEAH TO THE DEATH! ..what're you doing? I'M HOSTING THE SHOOOWW! with that knife... yeah... OH REALLY?! well you see tom is gonna write a song about a knife, and so he wanted to see what one looked like. oh really? thats a good idea. so do it. fine then i'll do it.. I'm a kniiiiife... knifin' around... cut cut cut cut cut cut cut hmmm cut cut cut cut cut.

>_____< and someone, IS USING A STUPID SAW OUTSIDE. A SAW. WHY?! ITS THE MIDDLE OF THE FREAKIN' WINTER! GO INSIDE ASSHOLE!! 
  i have spots o_o. i went to sleep for a while last night, and i woke up, and my face has all these red spotty bumps... ;______; and when i wasnt here, the puppies chewed apart my garbage, and im so tired, and i have to pee and i hate you. ;___________________; im sad. 
  urhoffff. this sucks >_< i hate being sick like this. its like my insides are twisting, and flipping around to mock me. and my mouth tastes lik vomit, and no matter what i do, the taste wont go away. i feel like ASS. ;___; and im hungry. all ive eaten all day and evening and stuff, was a stupid sundae, and two gravol, and four advil...... ;_______; and no one is awake. and i just feel like sobbing. cause i havent had this much pain on the insides in a long long time. 
Saturday, January 25, 2003
  urguhghidhok. im really sick now. i puked up what i ate last night, and its not good, cause i still feel like i could ralph up my insides. ;__; 
  i feel like garbage, i think i have what james had, cause i just urhg want to explode into vomit. 
  wagh..... i feel like CRAP, i can't sleep. I CAN'T DO IT CAP'N!!

i really NEED to do laundry, BUT IM SAD, and my knees hurt >_;

i have found out that krispie kreme (or kispie keme) boxes smell like wonderland, and its like "n__n" britts shoes are in here.

the puppies tore apart the bag that has many boxes in it, boxes that held mice that egg ate. i love egg, i want to hold her. i have to pee. its cold in here.

i need to draw more, today i started to get the hang of painterclassic-- i think, and i started to draw a picture of Moro, 'cause i love Moro, it's so sad when she dies. ;_; and another sad thing is, that our ol' mgs second cd freezes at the end, when liquid is giving his big long speech about les enfants terribles.. ::sigh::

hm... what else... ... ivory is nuts. im sad, i dont think many people read this anymore. which is okay i guess. and DA wont load. ;_;

things are mocking me, like the fact i can't. i cant I CANT.


meh. i need sleep, im gonna lay down and die, but maybe.. he's finally found some peace ::sobs:: XDDDDDDDDD;;; oh i am such. a. loser. 
 



Which Final Fantasy Villain Are Ye?
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yay! kefka! XD!!

1) Last dream: uhmm.. it had something to do with b, myself, james and mom running from the police, and we ran up into this room with a really big bed and we were hiding and we had someone's baby with us, or it was the dream with the pool in my front yard, and lisa went in it, and it was filled with bugs and i told her to get out, cause she didnt see the bugs, and then we drew on some statues of like zeus or someone.
2) Last car ride: uh... yesterday when dad and i went and got gas, and food and stuff.
3) Last kiss: uhm like a few hours ago! from chibi d XD;
4) Last good cry: uhm.. i have no idea..
5) Last Missing Library Book: uhm... i havent been to a school that's had a real library, but when i was in indEC is stole some books..
6) Last movie seen: in cinema: teh two towers and at home: mononoke-hime.
7) Last Book Read: i was reading the two towers the other day.
8) Last cuss word uttered: probably shit, or ass.
9) Last beverage drank: piss-- actually it was coke with old ice cubes that melted.
10) Last Food consumed: either a cispie.. or some chocolate, the last real food i ate was some hard tacos. XD
12) Last phone call: uhmm.. jamie called me yesterday, and woke me up from a really good dream-- that wasnt that good, but hey i was sleeping.
13) Last TV show watched: uhm.. last night, i watched knight rider.
14) Last Item Bought: mononoke-hime dvd
15) Last time showered: uh..like three or four days ago xD;;
16) Last shoes worn: my 20 dollar wal-mart no name blah blah black shoes.
17) Last CD played: some metallica cd when i was in britts room, then britt played the teaparty.
18) Last downloaded: the popcorn song!!
19) Last annoyance: THE FACT MY ROOM IS SCARY, and that im itchy. and smelly.
20) Last disappointment: um.. when i realised i had to goto sleep in my room? or when i opened my region of peel letter and it told me i had to get a tetnus shot, and a diphteremiemiamia or something shot, and it wasnt telling me i was dead.
21) Last soda drank: cock
22) Last thing written: uhm.. by hand.. i wrote boobs! on my moniter..
23) Last key used: the car key the other day when the guy opeend the door at the same time i did. that was weird.
24) Last words spoken: i said something like "YEAH, BUT, YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED, AND I'M NOT ABOUT TO TELL YOU!" to britt.
25) Last trip: uhm, i went up north last weekend to my nagymama's! XD
26) Last sleep: uhm, from like 5am last night to like some gay hour, i donno ivory woke me up by jumping into my bed and licking me to death.
27) Last IM: i donno, i think i said something to momma t.
28) Last sexual fantasy: that time, when the alice cooper mask was like in my door and i was like nooo alice cooper mask,and it was like ::melts:: okay, so that's not true. so shuttup.
29) Last time you thought you saw a UFO: like 2 years ago, i was standing outside, in the backyard with ivory, and like i looked up, and some random stars were moving in like diamond shapes, and it was weiird, and thats not the only time ive seen the stars do that..
30) Last weird encounter: probably the guy that opened the door at the same time as me, then when i had to tell him to go away.
31) Last Store Shopped at: store that i was actually in? Futureshop.
32) Last ice cream eaten: i had some chocolate and black cherry ice cream at the mandarin the other day on a waffle with some whipped cream....
33) Last time amused: eh, eariler when me and britt were being idiots.
34) Last time wanting to die: uh.. i donno, a few nights ago.
35) Last time in love: in love with what? i love my pets and family(for the most part) and i love alice cooper and elijah and snake and otacon. but no serious i want to spend my life with you love for anyone. never has been.
36) Last time hugged: uh... i donno.. al hugs.. but shes a dog, i dont know the last time a person hugged me.
37) Last time scolded: when i didnt let ivory out for my dad, cause i wasnt dressed.
38) Last time resentful: when the flashlight exploded on the floor.
39) Last chair sat in: my old school royalbank chair.. thats broken..
40) Last lipstick used: the black kind
41) Last underwear worn: before the ones now? purple. now, blue.
42) Last bra worn: i only have two. and theyre both the same.
43) Last shirt worn: uhm, this navy blue shirt here.. its like champs or something..
44) Last class attended: uhm..... i donno.. i think it was.. like.. science exam.. way back in the day.
45) Last Final taken: bob dole.
46) Last time dancing: tonight, so some random song on the radio.
47) Last poster looked at: the digicharat one up there.
48) Last concert attended: i've never been to a concert.
49) Last webpage visited: uhm... meg's blog, where i got this.

dammit, i still dont want to goto sleep. 
Thursday, January 23, 2003
  urgnnnngm,v,vcx.,x ::drools because is too stupid to keep mouth shut:: 
  screw fresh-warm-gooey pizza, give me cold and two days of age, and im in HEAVEN.. ::GARGLE:: XDDDDD!! im watching knight rider.  
  THE WIND HITS MY BALLS.!!!! 
  wagh, DA is down right now, SO I HAVE LITERALlY NOTHING TO DO. ;_; i could go draw something, bUT I SUCK. 
  hmmmnnng.. i feel like piss, no one is on. ::runs off to the toilet:: 
Wednesday, January 22, 2003
  eh. the links on to those stupid pictures on oekakicentral dont work, stupid assholes.. ::sigh:: i need a new sketchbook, i bought mononoke-hime last night, i was gonna get grave o' fireflies, but it was more expensive. they had lain there, and trigun, and terminator 2, i was like WHICH ONE, and i dreamt about AHHAHAHAHA ::JUST REMEMBERED:: that last night, OH MAN THAT WAS FUNNY, MY DREAMS ARE SO STUPID. THAT IS ALL. 
  HAHAHAHAHAHA. ::HAD SCARY THOUGHT:: i probably should WRITE That thought down, but its indeed a little odd. 
  heh heh heh sulu is trying to put the moves on uhura XD;

hahahah this episode amuses the hell out of me. evil spock is sexy.. oh hell no, i did NOT just type that. XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD;

whoa, my keyboard is being all fast. 
  they deleted another picture from oekakicentral!! ::STOMPS::
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Subject: Your picture has been removed

Hello,

Your picture (http://www.oekakicentral.com/mainhall/pictures/939.png) has been removed from the database by Administrator Shufu-sama for the following reason:

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but this here stays, for some reason, i think it only stayed because it was LEGOLAS. urr... feh screw oekakicentral.

my lips hurt >_<
 
Tuesday, January 21, 2003
  ugnnh i drank tea, now its hot in here, like very. hot.

a soap opera is on my tv.. help me.. 
  urgh, i feel all crappy, im hungry, and i know there is nothing out there to even LOOK at let alone eat.

feh, i dont want to get dressed, i just want to crawl back into bed and die. i just know im gonna get what james and dad have T_T

>_<

::goes to look for food:: im just wasting my time. 
  ah.. hmm.. tonight al ate almost a full brick of rat poison that was under james' bed, james sighted this, and stuff happened, called the real vet people, they said to put salt into her mouth until she vomits, GOD al is STRONG, three butch men couldnt hold her down and spoon it into her mouth, it wouldnt work, sooo dad called the emergency place, they said nothing about making her vomit, and told us to get her there fast, if thats not money hungry, i dont know what is. they wouldnt even give ADVICE. T_+ anyways, yeah, eventually james and his two friends got another spoonful of salt in her mouth, and she puked it up onto britt's clothes XD;; anyways.. so yeah, that was the adventure,

before that me and mom watched fotr, mom fell asleep in my chair and i laughed at her and poked her. we ate mcdonalds THEN chocolate and we both got really tired XD egg didnt get to eat again. -__-

uh.. i painted a cool picture of happy bunny, i like how he turned out, a bit, i think.. uh.. yeaaah..... ... i donno.. my face is killing, both dad and james are sick with the flu, that means im gonna get it, and i havent had the flu in a long time, and when i get it, I GET IT. ~___~ idiots, they knew my everyone at my aunt's had it, but they still went there T_T mom should really get the flu shot, cause like, mom needs to not get sick, cause sick mom isnt good. and she'll loose her jobs. ;_;

i need to sleep now, cause my teeth are hurting alot. 
Monday, January 20, 2003
  WORD. UH OH! i donno, i want to spend my mcdollars. ::RUNS OFF:: 
Sunday, January 19, 2003
  yo yo yo, i went to gramma's last night, and we left at like 2 in the morning, and like @___@ something REALLY strange happened, me and mom were tlaking, and like we pulled left onto younge street, and then 10 minutes later, we were supposed to turn right onto something, i dont know streets very good, but anyways, for SOME WEIRD we went down a hill and then we were like 10 minutes down the road-- like we never traveled it, but we were there already, and like mom's ciggarette was still just lit and everything, and we never turned right, but we were on the road you turn right onto @___@ it was SO weird, unless we both kinda didnt notice, but i usually do, and it was just so totally strange.

uhm yeaaah, then tonight, i payed for chinese food, there goes my camera money, but thats okay, it was mom's birthday on the 17th, so its okay, but yeaaah, i ate alot. and so did mom.. and i got britt a big plate o' lemon chicken, though she wasnt hugnry, but yeaah, im glad they have sushi there, but im sad they didnt have salmon rolls... ;_=

XD i had mcfun, but now my stomach hurts, but i drew a rEALLY funny picture on the back of the paper-thing, im gonna scan it, and like colour it all funny in photoshop. and upload it to DA and LAAUGH. 
Saturday, January 18, 2003
  one day, i'll have a shitty-shitshit van and it'll be a mood van, and i'll drive around town with a horn that goes like AROOOOOGA!!  
  vamp
What MGS series character are *YOU*?

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IM CHEESE?!?! NO!!! ::melts:: oh well. i guess i smell like cheese. XD;;

mmmyeah, momma's FINALLY getting her car back! YAY!! no more stupid grand am. >_+ augh, my dad is giving her a hard time, cause she's gonna buy new tires T_____T i hate him so much. he's going out today, to skidoo, so that means, he wont be here, and i can do the dishes in peace.


OH YEAH!!!1 in my dream, i was cooking in the dishwasher. XD!!
 
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::GASP:: now THATS a shock. XD;

urhh, i had stupid dreams last night, but i liked the dream i had about eomer the night before, it was stupid, but very funny.

im so cold >___<, i gotta clean my room, but like, im hungry, so i eat first. 
Friday, January 17, 2003
  @___@ im dying over here!! its so hot! >_+ though its freezing out. T_____T urrrrrg.. i had to restart b's computer, and its doing its stuuuuppid XP scan CRAP... urrrg........... >__< 
  Zombie_Monster
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HAH! so i cheated. i just wanted nemi-chan XD; cause i am most definately NOT a 'A BAD ASS ZOMBIE KILLING MACHINE' dammit!!!!!1

okkay/... uh! yeah! lyrics!

Gollum's Song - EmilĂ­ana Torrini
Where once was light, now darkness falls.
Where once was love, love is no more.
Don't say goodbye.
Don't say I didn't try.

These tears we cry,
are falling rain
For all the lies you told us,
the hurt, the blame.
And we will wait
to be so alone.
We are lost,
We can never go home.

So in the end,
I'll be what I will be,
No loyal friend,
was ever there for me.
Now we say goodbye,
we say you didn't try.

These tears you cry,
have come too late.
Take back the lies,
the hurt, the blame.
And you will wake
when you face the end alone.
You are lost,
you can never go home.

You are lost,
you can never go home.

::LOVE::


uh... whatelse... i donno, i should go and start converting TTT... ::dicks off::
 
Thursday, January 16, 2003
  1.FULL name: deanna lyn taylor ::gargle:: stupid middle name..
2.nicknames: d, doobie d, doob, doobster, DOBBIE D, unc-y herb.
3.city and state born in: brampton, ontario, asshole.
4.state you live in now: XD ONTARIO. *aka slut county, USA*
5.birthdate: November, 6th, 1986.
6.astrological sign: SCORPIO ::PINCHIES AT YOU::
7.school: ... i dont goto school ;_;
8.hobbies: eating, sleeping, cartoons/anime, your mom, food, cooking, reading about things, frolicing.
9.sports that you play/enjoy: hockey. big blue ball. swimming, and curling XDDDDDD CURLING.
10.height: around 5'9"
11.eye color: darkish brown
12.hair color: naturally brown pleh. right now, its blueish BLACK!!
12.shoe size: around mens 9-1/2 to 10. it all depends on the man. wait..
righty or lefty: mcchicken mcright.



~What~



1. What do you think of the way you look? i'm ugly, and fat, and stupid looking..
2. What do you think about your attitude? i think im a pessimist who thinks youre an ass. why?
3. What do you think about life after death? i think that people believe there is life after death, because they can't accept their own mortality.
4. What do you think about karma? ehhh what goes around, comes around.
5. What do you think about love? its stupid, but we all need it in some way or another, i think its kinda why we exsist.
6. What do you think about fate? fate can suck my PENIS.
7. What do you think about your self? i hate myself. i'm just annoying on all levels to me.
8. What do you tell yourself if times get hard? "you suck, stop whining, and suck it up., Nobody cares!!"
9. What would you give your life for? friends/family.
10. What do you think about your first love? My first love was Alice Cooper, i still think he's SEXEH, AND HIS MUSIC STILL KICKS ASS.
11. What do you think about the first person that loved you? uh, i dont think anyone loved me that way.
12. What are you scared of? ..people uh... what else.. phones too. those nasty white spiders, they make me mental, and lots of baby spiders infecting... and... uh.... dying before i see Return of the King.XD
13. What was the saddest moment of your life so far? hn, being taken away from parents and being forced to live with THE slave driver grandparents, finding out that nortan died when i was away, the time i was rollerblading and they brought pandora out on a lead to take her to the vet to put her down-- then later finding out years later, that they actually just took her up north and shot her, and finding boss dead was pretty bad, and seeing my rabbit's head being ripped off.. and alot of things i really don't want to remember.
14. What would life be without friends? it sucks, alot. ive been there too many times.
15. Without family? sad, very sad, i love my family, even if the males can be such assholes to me.



*The Dream Side of You*



1.Do you dream a lot at night? hell yeah..
2.Do you dream in black and white, or color? mostly colour.
3.Do you remember any of your dream? usually yeah, i can remember most or all of them.
4.Where is your dream make out spot? UNDER THE PORCH. LOL. we don't have a porch...
5.What is your dream kiss like? like a mule eating an apple.
6.What is your dream job? uh.. herpotologist.. or something fun, like professional game tester, or uh.. i dont know.. XD;
7.Where is your dream house? A HOUSE WITH NO DOORS AND THE BATS FLY IN AND STUFF.
8.Where is your dream vacation? somewhere where there are mountains shaped like boobs.
9.Do you believe that your dreams are a gateway to your soul? not really, i just think theyre like, what we're thinking about when we like.. sleep.. and stuff. XD



**DoN't Be AfRaId To DrEaM. ThE bEsT tHiNgS cOmE tO yOu WhEn YoU dReAm!**



*Family*



1.Parents names: Dean and Anna.
2.Do you live with both of them?: yup yup.
3.Any siblings? If so, names and ages: Brittany, 14, James, uhh.. 20.. i think... XD
4.Do you get along with your siblings? usually, sometimes things get stale. but it passes.
5.Do you get along with your parents? mom almost all the time, but dad, im usually just like shuttup to, but ehh, he's not been yelling at me latley.


*Do you...*



1.Do you write in a journal or diary? i just have this here.
2.Do you keep an organizer? not really, but i should for egg.
3.Do you believe in love at first sight? not really.. but ALICE COOPER MASK
4.Do you believe that every person has one soul mate? sorta, a little not really..
5.Do you believe in god? no.
6.Do you believe in everyone (even the beyond helpless)? pah, no.
7.Do you believe in having a good education? i do, but im not getting one, because im an idiot, and a chicken shit.
8.Do you believe in horoscopes? sometimes they really apply to me, sometimes they dont. but basically yeah sorta.
9.Do you believe in yourself? no.
10.Do you shower daily? XDD. no.
11.Do you like this survey so far? ehh.
12.Do you like the person that sent you this? i love meg! and meg stole it from rikki, rikki is skills- mad skills.
13.Do you cry easily? not usually, i dont think.
14.Do you believe in heaven? nope. not unless heaven is run by machines.
15.Do you believe in hell? its like... like.. fresh.. baked bread..
16.Do you believe in reincarnation?: not really.



*Favorites*



1.favorite day of the week: ehh therye all the same
2.favorite ice-cream: chocolate!! strawberry cheesecake, uh, cookie dough, heavenly hash, chocolate chip mint goo, hell, i love them all.
3.favorite movies: lord of the rings, uh... mononoke-hime, uhm .. hedwig and the angry inch!! i loved that! IT WAS SO FUN!! and uh! THE METAL GEAR MOVIE! i dont know, im not on the movie scene.
4.favorite actors: elijah wood, al pacino!! johnny depp <3, anthony hopkins. christopher walken.
5.favorite actresses: screw them, bring on the men XD;
6.favorite quote: "There was an orc with a whip, and then it turns into Sam!"
7.favorite songs: ... see quiz below.
8.favorite kind of music: anything OTHER than rap, most pop, and country.
9.favorite music singers: alice cooper.
10.favorite holiday: HALLOOOWWEEEN!1112
11.favorite season: i love them all.
12.favorite colors: all, even brown.
13.favorite flowers: i like orchids, and carnations.
14.favorite book: Return of the King.
15.favorite school subject: Art. XD;



*When you hear ___ you think of..*



1.Baseball: drugs.
2.Jeff: the biker guy that used to live on my street.
3.Dog: awwww!! ::LOVE::
4.Warm apple pie: yum. XDDDDD;;
5.Socks: Al eating a whole sock and puking it up.
6.Fish: i think of back in the day, at lunch, i'd goto the fish and chips place and be like yuuummm...
7.Nail: XD; the namek guy from dragonball z that got his arm ripped off and fused with piccolo.
8.Amanda: my hyperactive cousin.
9.Swimming: the summer with lots o' action.
10.Bologna: that reminds me of up north, i had a package of it frozen, and i was walking down the dirt road, waiting for it to thaw so i could eat it. XD
11.Giant Eagle: penis
12.A nun: that picture of the nun surfing the internet.
13.The # 69: McDonalds.
14.School: somewhere i wish i could be without flipping out.



*Friendships*



1.Who is your overall~* top of the line~* best friend?: Meg, Lisa, Momma T, Chibi D, Al, Egg.
2.Who is your 2nd best friend?: Uncle Cheese
3.Who is your 3rd best friend?: Uncle Dole.
4.Who is your 4th best friend?: .... YOUR MOM
5.If there are any more, you can list them here: boobs



WHICH OF YOUR FRIENDS...



6.Is the funniest: Theyre All very funny.
7.Do you tell your dreams to: Everyone.
8.Do you tell your fears to: uh, i donno
9.Do you go to for advice: no one really.
11.Knows everything about you: i dont know, no one most likely.
12.Do you tell your secrets to: uhm.. i dont really have secrets that i want to talk about.
13.Is the most shy: ... bob dole's cousin.
14.Is the loudest: myself, or meg.
15.Can't you live without: all of them!
16.Is the most trendy: Lisa has the best sense of style, maybe not trendy like YOU. asshole. XD
17.Can be the most annoying: i dont know..
18.Lives the farthest away from you: Momma T.
19.Lives closest to you: Megmeg.
20.Are you most like: Im like no one this world's ever seen!!
21.What do you look for in a friend: eh, strangeness/humour.



*Relationships*



1.boyfriend/girlfriend's name: dont have one.
2.crush: ALICECOOPERELIJAHSNAKEOTACON.
3.where does that special someone live?: i dont know.
4.things you like in the opposite sex: uhm... i dont know.
5.when was your first kiss: no peg.
6.are you a virgin: yes. and proudly so.
7.the most romantic thing anyone has done for you was: ..donuts.
8.which is more important- personality or looks?: personality asshole.
9.first boyfriend/girlfriend: none.



*Creative Q's*



1.If you had the choice to spin around the sun, or walk on the moon, which would you choose and why?: moon, its cold. and like spookeh.
2.What color do you think best describes you and why? MOODPANTS. cause like at one second im all like YEAHHAPPYHAPPYHAPPY-- DIIIIE BIITCH FUCK ASS DICKPENIS!!
3.If you could be doing anything right now, what would you be doing?: uh.. flying with big pretty wings..
4.Would you ever share you heart completely with someone else? like in that movie, dragonheart, yes. but anyother way, screw that.
5.Which sense could you not live without, and why? SIIIGHT!!!!!1
6.Have you ever written on a mirror? yeah
7.If you could change one thing you did in the last 24 hours, what would it be and why?: I woulda...
8.Do you prefer sleeping outside beneath the night sky, or your cozy bed indoors?: beeeeed
9.What is the most beautiful thing in the world?: *_* YOU. XDDD
10.Name one person whose changed your life for the better: LISA!!
11.What can someone do to you that would turn you on fully- physically or mentally- or both?: attack with monkeys.
12.If you knew you were going to pass away within the next few days, what would be the last thing you say, and who would you say that to?: i'd say that uh... I LOVE YOU ::SOB:: to uh.. chibi d. and probably write down that my friends can have my stuff.
13.What is one thing that can make you smile no matter what mood your in?: uh.. chibi d..
14.If you could meet anyone, past or present, dead or alive, who would you meet and why?: Alice Cooper, cause he's the best!
15.And finally, what makes you, you?: this blog and the things i put in it.


DONE AND DONE NOW SPANK MY ASS.
XD;

im really bored, tomorrow is mom's birthday.. i need to get her something/maker her something. 
Wednesday, January 15, 2003
  chibi d is good today, she was shaky in the cage, but i think thats cause she was in there alone, last night a scary man was on our couch.

.... i need a new template. 
  it seems im a meg now too ::looks down at survey:: 
Tuesday, January 14, 2003
  Name: Meg
@ Age: 16
@ Height: 5'9"ish
@ Sign: Scorpio
@ Hair Color: blue-ish BLAAACK.
@ Eye Color: dark brown.
@ Foot Size: big, like man 10like tooo..
@ Heritage: hungarian and like.. uh... i dont know...
@ Birthplace: Brampton XD
@ Parents Names: MAW'N'PAW
@ Parents Together?: Yeah..T_+

[schooling]
@ Elementary School: McPhale/Goldcrest.
@ Middle School: Greenbriar/IndEC
@ High School: what i got of it was in indEC
@ College: up yours with a toothbrush
@ Major (if applicable): penis pickering
@ Extracurricular Activity of Choice: penis enhancing.
@ Favorite Elementary School Memory: eh. trying to fly with bags.
@ Favourite Middle School Memory: meeting lisa and being a stupid ass alot.
@ Favorite High School Memory: ... DEAD.


[hygiene.. oh please...]
@ Shower How Often?: ehh whenever i cant stand the smell/need to go somewhere with people
@ Morning or Night Showers?: midday, if i can.
@ Brush Teeth How Often?: ehh, i donno, once in a while, more as of late, since my teeth hurt.
@ Floss? (Don't lie!): neh, sometimes when we have cinnamon flavour.
@ Shampoo Brand: eh, i <3 pantine..
@ Soap / Body Wash Brand: FA stuff IT SMELLS REAALLLYY GOOD.
@ Lotion Brand: the only kind i can use is Johnson+Johnson baby lotion, im illergic to like.. everything else T_=
@ Face Wash Brand: eh, biore?
@ Toothbrush Color: orange.
@ Body Spray: AXE!!!


[love, hate, rejection, and all the fun stuff.]
@ Define Love: something i dont know.
@ Have you ever mistaken love for lust?: like man.
@ Are you in love? With who?: uh .... SNAKEALICECOOPEROTACONELIJAHBOB--.. dole?
@ If yes, are you sure it's love?: hooyeah xD;;;
@ If no, have you ever been in love?: no.
@ What happened?: my ass did.
@ Have you ever been used?: kay, seriously who the fuck hasent?
@ What happened and why?: all i have to say is ITS THE STORY OF MY LIFE.
@ Have you ever used someone?: yup
@ What happened and why?: See the question before last. ::also::
@ Biggest disappointment (relationship/girl/guy-wise): were not real people/celebratetyeyies/already married. XD;
@ First Kiss?: .... XDDDDD; pfft
@ Most Memorable Kiss?: Probably a kiss from the dog.
@ Ever been dumped?: cant say i have
@ Ever dumped?: also.
@ Worst kisser: chibi d.
@ Worst hugger: me. XD;
@ Best kisser: ivory, XDDDDD she has a REALLY big tongue (ookay, that just sounded REALLY disgusting)
@ Best hugger: i donno.. my mom?
@ Are you friends with any of your exes?: exeses?
@ Sweetest romantic thing done for you: ONE TIME, THIS MAN THREW A DONUT AT ME. (wait-- that was britt)


[play favorites]
@ TV Show: uh.. KNIGHT RIDER!!! xD; or DS9/Voyager, or... the simpsons/family guy
@ Movie: fotr, ttt, uh..... ....
@ Book: the lotr trioliguiyygiy.
@ Solo Artist: ...Alice Cooper!!!!!!!111
@ Band: i love them all.
@ CD: uh.. THE ALICE COOPER CD I BOUGHT BRITT XD;
@ Soundtrack: the TTT one is really nice..
@ Song: ...hn.. right now, probably 'Dream On' by Aerosmith, Gollums song.. by that chick.. xD; and like all Alice Cooper songs.
@ Color: Black, red, green, blue, pink, POIPLE!! i love every colour. even some shades of brown.
@ Slang Word: hizouse, shiznizzle, pizzlenizzle, word up yo.
@ City: I BE UP IN THE T!!
@ Season: i love them all!!
@ Article of Clothing: My NONripped cape that i can't find, my HELLO KITTY FURRY BAG(shuttup, its article of clothing) and my.. uh.. one ring. XDDDDDDD;
@ Sport to Watch: Hockey. CURLING.
@ Sport to Play: uh.. i don't know, i suck a sports, i like to swim.
@ Animal: dogs, cats, snakes, horses, birds, fishesses! i love all animals-- except apes XD.


[random questions because i'm done with categorizing]
@ What are you wearing?: same thing ive been wearing for three days, black shirt, one ring, old nikey shorts.
@ What are you doing?: listneing to the news, and filling this survey out, wondering about chibi d.
@ What do you want to do with your life?: deep down inside, i wanna be a herpotologist, or a trucker. XD but i'll end up flippin' burgers
@ One Naughty Secret: one time, i stapled my testicle to my leg.
@ One Silly Secret: i.. LIKE MEN-- wait. uh... i don't know..
@ One Bad Habit: only one? i dont know, i dont shower enough.
@ One Bad Personality Trait: im loud and annoying.
@ One Good Habit: uh.. i dont know
@ One Good Personality Trait: ::blows spit bubble::
@ One Natural Talent: pfft, nothing.
@ One Acquired Talent: everything xD; i was born with NOTHING.
@ Thing you want to do once in your life: die- wait...
@ Thing you will never do in your life: burst into flames.
@ Where do you want to travel to?: ya know.. that.. planet.. i think it's called... "GOD'S PLANET"
@ Where will you never go?: where your ass is sititng.
@ What do people not get about you?: im loud and stupid.
@ What do you need right now?: a drink, and a free vet.. and a nikon digital coolpix 4500 xD;
@ What do you have right now?: ... a sore ass, a headache, ow-y teeth, a sick dog, a computer that keeps freezing, indigestion, a big mouth. an annoying father. mice. and a load of other crap.


::itches ear:: im reallly bored, chibi d just puked again.
 
  MY GUTses >_+ ::falls over:: i slept a little bit last night, go me? i fell asleep on chibi d's ass XDD;; and i woke up to something dalling and scaring the shit out of me XD

urh chibi d scared theshit out of me too, she was sleeping, and wouldnt wake up and i shook her, and like she was all limp and her head kind just dangled, and i was like CHIBI D!!!! ::SHAKESHAKESHAKE:: and she wouldnt wake up, but then she did, and she looked at me and then she went back to sleep, poor dear... 
  well.. they found the poison they thought chibi d ate.

...but i still don't know, she won't get out of my bed, she wouldnt eat a cookie. A COOKIE. chibi d DOES NOT REFUSE HUMAN FOOD.. +_+; she puked again three times last night, +_____+, she's either got a virus, food poisoning, or there is a peice of something she ate blocking something inside her that she can't puke out. ;__; poor poor chibi d ::huggles:: 
Monday, January 13, 2003
  i don't know what to do, i think my dog is dying, and no one will help me out, i have enough money for the emergency vet fees, but not enough for treatment IF she needs any, james agrees that shes really sick, but alas, james has no car. Dad says "I'm not takin' her nowhere!" mom says "I'm not spending all night there with her."

so if my dog dies, im blaming them for not taking us, since i don't have a license, let alone a car.

see, she's been puking up everything she eats, and she's puked like 11 times today, my dad first thought she ate rat poison, then my brother looked at her, and she was twiching like mad, and then he thought she ate it as well, he called Shiela, and she told him to contact a vet, right away, so he did so, they said to bring her in RIGHT away, but then, my mom thinks she didnt eat it, and just eat some plastic or something.

if chibi d dies, i don't know what i'm going to do.. i hate this, i feel like garbage. 
  me (throwing out towel that was old, and covered and hairdye, that i used to clean up chibi d puke) : ::minds own business::
dad : is that a towel?
me : yeah..
dad : why are you throwing it--
me : it's covered in hair dye, and i used it to clean up puke.
dad : well i wash them.
me (no additude or anything.): that's disgusting.
dad : well i don't give a shit.
me : good for you.


T_________T...

hate.
 
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XDDD yup.


urh, i finally got around to watching velvet goldmine, pretty good, just i still think that it shouldve yelled ALICE COOPER, and been over-- cause that woulda confused the hell out of everyone.

uh...... my head is killing me, i got yelled at for sleeping all day. i want something to eat, but im not hungry. AX WITH NO E.!!!!!!!!! 
Sunday, January 12, 2003
  IM DYING. i cant stop shivering, and i swear my dad and james are the LOUDEST ASSHOLES I'VE EVER MET! T___T i tried so hard to sleep, i ended up getting like three hours.. and thats not enough when youre sick.and mom and britt dissapeared again.

again... ass, im freezing my extremly bulbous ass off... ::chases chibi d with axe:: SHES REALLY AFRAID OF IT. XD. (axe the man-scent spray, not ax with no e XD) its funny cause theyre in their cage. XD but shuttup, i was really chasing her. i think.. im gonna go back to bed soon, since no one is here now. ~_~ assclam, my ARMPIT IS ALL HURTY. my bed looks so warm
but its probably not ::HOPS OFF:: 
Saturday, January 11, 2003
  i hate my dad so much T__T i was making noodles, and he says some stupid remark about how i sleep all fucking day, i swear, i just want to cut his throat in his fucking sleep, the stupid asshole, im not even hungry anymore, i just want to rip my hair out and chop my fingers off. 
Friday, January 10, 2003
  here's my list of manga.


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.... hey....... i found a penny... ::eats::


actually, im going back to bed, cause i hate you. 
  ::eats a stupid burger with stupid mouth:: meh... 
  mah >____< b got a digital camera, it kinda irks me that she got it... cause like, i've been wanting one for ages, and then she comes home with it.... it makes me feel stupid for wanting an expensive one... ... rrg..


my stomach is hurting madly, i fell asleep with my light on, and it feels like the back of my gums is oozing with pain. and .... eww... ;_; i want mom. 
  hn, james was in a car accident, ::sneezes:: MUUUUHHhhhhhh i only have one altoid left, after this one, and that one... and the other one.... ;_; XD


beh... 
  ::BASHES FACE ON KEYBOARD:: IT FEELS LIKE BUURRNNINNGGG >:= 
Thursday, January 09, 2003
  i think its really cute, when james asks chuck if he's coming home tonight.

'cause like.......... ya know... chuck calls here home.. XD 
  huaugauh !!!!!!!!!!!1 ::head explodes:: 
Wednesday, January 08, 2003
  ::wipes crumbs off shirt:: i really gotta learn to eat cookies without dropping crumbs on myself XD

my hair is so flat!!! IT LOOKS SO... FLAT!! AND WEIRD!! meh, no one is here, i hate it here during the day, no one is EVER HERE. well the no-dad part is pretty good, but ehhh oh well. my foot is cold. COLD. im hungry, REALLY HUNGRY, and my teeth-- or gums, should i say, are KILLING me, i gotta goto the dentist, and see whats up, i think my wisdom teeth are coming in, and its really starting to make me mental, theyre all puffy and ooozing.. minus the oozing part, im not gonna wait that long.

XD ::listens to aerosmith-- i mean, no im not.:: 
Tuesday, January 07, 2003
  something's wrong with al, but i don't know what.. she seems so distant, she seems, sad, or something, like, she gets really happy when you come home, but like....... then she just goes off and lays down, she hardly ever comes to visit me in my room, or in britt's room, i wonder why she's so unhappy...

and last night, chibi d was in bed with me, and ivory came in, and chibi d went NUTS on ivory, it was WEIRD, and ivory was like "...::sits down::" i dont get it, was chibi d protecting me, cause she senses that im afraid of ivory? ::shrug:: I REALLY don't get it..... cause chibi d is never like that with ivory, her and ivory always play, al and ivory dont, cause al and ivory are both trying to be all dominent, so they dont get along all that well, so they stay away from eachother basically..

::randoming worrying about her dogs:: XD sorry for such pointless post, i just love my dogs too much.. XD 
  wow, helen died yesterday ;_; that makes me really sad, cause she's always been there, and she just kept getting sicker and sicker, and this morning my dad came in, woke me up, and told me she died. it's always fun, you know, being woke up, to be told someone youve known all your life died yesterday. sure i didnt know her very well, but i always said hi to her, and waved when i seen her. oh yeah, helen was my neighbour, she was (i think) sheila's mom.. i donno... her husband died along time ago, leaving the dog duke, then duke died recently, and now she died. its so sad ;0; so very very sad. -_-


hnnff... im very tired. i need to get dressed, because i'm hungry. 
Sunday, January 05, 2003
  YO!1

mah i ate all my pocky last night cause i was pissed off and sad.

BUT NOW IM GOOD! im actually hungry, my dad ate ALL the left overs T___T that fucking pisses me off, cause i spent hours cooking it all, and he eats it in one inning T_________T asshole.

feh, oh well, and for some reason he always comes in my room in the middle of the night and wakes me up. like what the hell? cause he cant sleep, doesnt mean he should wake someone up that just had a total freak out migrane, @__@ jeez, i was so tired, i was trying to watch waynes world, and i was like alliiiccee coooppperr ::gaar--::falls asleep::

XDD! and yeah, but i spent EIGHTY dollars yesterday, and it all adds up, But me and lisa got hello kitty slippers for mom, i got this cute as hell black-furry hello kitty bag, 3 boxes of pocky, and a box of 10 hello pandas..... some how that adds up to 80 dollars when i add in the bubble tea, and lunch. fleh. oh well. AT LEAST I HAD MANY-O-FUN. we SO gotta go there again. AND AGAIN. boobs. and the stupid white assholes hogging the DDR machine, even though i dont play DDR.. PREPS SHOULDNT DDR. THEY SHOULD DIE.

XDDDDD okkaaay thats the end of this huge random post of morning doom™ 
Friday, January 03, 2003
  ::hides under a rock:: everyone is always fighting ;__; i yelled at dad, and told him he sounded like a retard. and he needed some professional help. stupid asshole. 
  i'm so sorry meg, i had to cook last night.. ;_____; ::hugs:: i dont know what to say to you(or anyone) and i feel bad for when i dont respond. all i can do is hug and pet, and that doesnt make you feel any better. i know its not good enough. im sorry for being a lousy friend.

;____; IM SO SAD!!! DAMMIT FOR FUCKNUTS. this sucks hardcore, i wasted all of yesterday-- and i needed to wash myt blanket, cause we got a lot of snow, and my room is FREEZING, and my mom got mad at me for being cold, then she brought me her blanket, and made me REALLY even more sad, and then ivory came in, and i had a dream she bit me, and like my mom just gave me a blanket, and then she came in and bit me, so i flipped out and made her leave. urr.... ;_;.. at least everyone lied to me and said my food was good.



for fucksake. EHHH... ::goes off::

 
Wednesday, January 01, 2003
  i seen a big fat brown mouse in my room last night. curses. im so tired.
last night i wa-- AHHHHHHH::FLIPS OVER TABLE::!!! 
  ::laughs:: and im WATCHING GUNDAM WIIIIINNNNGGGGg <_< XDDD i think this is the episode where-- uh fuck, what's her name.. dorothy(i think) stabs quatre.. XDDDDDDDD she's such a stupid stupid face.

@_# my throat hurts so much >_< deviantart wont load.. urrrg... 
  hnnnf? its a new year already? i woke up to justcommunication, like.. 5 minutes ago... @_@ mad headache.. yo............... urrgf 

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